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I'm running, but I don't know from what. My feet pound against ground that feels both solid and insubstantial, like I'm treading on smoke given form. The air tastes metallic, copper and ash coating my tongue with each ragged breath. Cold—it's so cold here, the kind of cold that seeps into your bones and makes your teeth ache. But there's heat too, pulsing somewhere behind me, getting closer.
Where am I? The question echoes in my mind, but no answer comes. Only the sound of my own breathing, harsh and panicked, and something else—a low rumble that might be thunder or might be something worse. The darkness around me isn't complete; it's textured, layered, shifting between shades of gray and deep purple like a bruise spreading across the sky. I try to remember how I got here, but my thoughts scatter like startled birds. Was I in bed? Was I... I can't hold onto anything concrete. The panic surges higher, a wave cresting in my chest. My hands are shaking. I hold them up in front of my face, and in the dim light, I can barely make out my own fingers. "Hello?" My voice comes out small, swallowed immediately by the oppressive atmosphere. The word doesn't echo—it just dies, and somehow that's worse than any echo could be. I need to find something familiar. Anything. I spin in a slow circle, searching the gloom for landmarks, for meaning, for a way out. The ground beneath my feet is uneven, scattered with debris I can't quite identify. Stones? Bones? I don't want to look down to find out. Then, gradually, shapes begin to emerge from the darkness ahead. The pillars rise from the mist like ancient sentinels, weathered stone columns that seem to have stood here for centuries—maybe longer. There are six of them arranged in a circle, each one easily twice my height and covered in intricate carvings that seem to writhe in the uncertain light. I move closer, drawn by something I don't understand, my fear momentarily eclipsed by fascination. The carvings are beautiful and terrible. Wolves with their heads thrown back in silent howls. Crescent moons in various phases, waxing and waning across the stone surface. Symbols I don't recognize but that make something deep in my chest tighten with recognition. How can I recognize something I've never seen before? But I have seen them before. The realization hits me like a physical blow. I've been here. Not once, but many times. This place, these pillars—they're familiar in the way a childhood home is familiar, even after years away. The knowledge terrifies me more than the darkness does. The pillars stand in what might have once been a clearing, though now it's choked with mist that clings to everything, dampening sound and obscuring vision. Beyond the circle, I can make out the suggestion of ruins—crumbled walls, fallen archways, the skeleton of something that was once grand. The mist moves strangely here, not drifting but pulsing, as if it's breathing. I reach out to touch the nearest pillar, and the stone is warm beneath my palm. Not just warm—it thrums with energy, a vibration so subtle I might be imagining it. But I'm not imagining the way the carvings seem to glow faintly where my skin makes contact, a soft silver light that spreads from my hand across the wolf's carved flank. This place has power. Old power. The kind that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up and your instincts scream at you to run. But I can't run. I'm rooted here, my hand still pressed against the stone, watching the light spread and fade, spread and fade, in rhythm with my own heartbeat. "You've come back."He was there. Across the crowded living room, leaning against the wall near the stairs, Roger stood perfectly still while chaos swirled around him. He wasn't dancing, wasn't talking to anyone, wasn't even holding a drink. He was just... watching. Watching me. Our eyes met, and the world seemed to tilt sideways. He looked different than he had in the coffee shop—or maybe I was just seeing him more clearly now. Dark jeans and a black henley that fit him perfectly, his hair slightly tousled like he'd run his hands through it. But it was his eyes that held me frozen. Even from across the room, even in the dim, flashing lights, I could see the intensity in them. Like he'd been waiting for me to notice him. Like he'd known exactly where I'd be. My heart started racing, my breath catching in my throat. This wasn't a coincidence. It couldn't be. The coffee shop this morning, and now here, at this specific party? What were the odds? But even as my rational mind screamed that
**THE PARTY** The bass hit us before we even got out of the car—a deep, pulsing rhythm that I could feel in my chest. The house was already packed, people spilling out onto the front lawn with red solo cups in hand, laughing and shouting over the music. "This is going to be epic," Erin said, practically bouncing in her seat as she found a parking spot three houses down. I took a deep breath, steeling myself. Through the windows, I could see bodies moving, lights flashing in different colors. It looked like chaos. It looked like my worst nightmare. "Come on." Erin was already out of the car, waiting for me. The October air was crisp and cool, carrying the scent of fallen leaves and that particular smell of autumn—woodsmoke and earth and something indefinable that always made me feel nostalgic for things I couldn't quite remember. I pulled my jacket tighter around myself as we walked up the driveway. Inside was even more overwhelming than I'd imagined. The music was so loud
**GETTING READY** "Absolutely not." I held up the scrap of black fabric Erin was trying to pass off as a dress. "There's no way I'm wearing this." "Oh, come on!" Erin flopped dramatically onto my bed, sending throw pillows tumbling to the floor. "You promised you'd let me pick your outfit. You *promised*, Ava." "I promised I'd go to the party. I didn't promise to go dressed like I'm auditioning for a music video." She sat up, fixing me with that look—the one that meant she was about to launch into a full lecture. "When was the last time you actually went out and had fun? And I mean real fun, not sitting in a coffee shop reading depressing poetry or whatever it is you do." "I have fun," I protested weakly, but we both knew it was a lie. Erin had been my best friend since freshman year, when she'd found me eating lunch alone in the library and decided I needed saving. She was everything I wasn't—outgoing, confident, completely comfortable in her own skin. Where I overthought
The moment she realizes I'm here, I feel it—a jolt of recognition, of desire. I can read her mind, hear her thoughts as clearly as if she'd spoken them aloud. It's one of my abilities, one I've tried not to use on her. But right now, with her so close, I can't help it. *What the hell is wrong with me? I have never wanted to do that to a guy I've never met before.* Oh man. I shouldn't be reading her mind right now. My body reacts instantly to her thoughts, heat flooding through me as I hear what she's mentally thinking. Fuck, I really want her so bad. The intensity of it catches me off guard—I've wanted her for so long, but feeling her want me back, even if she doesn't understand why, is almost too much. I have to get control of myself. The things I want to do with her, the way I want to claim her as mine—it would be too much, too fast. But she's different. She always has been. She's the only one who ever made me feel human. You can feel the sexual tension in the air between us
At first, they were vague—flashes of a coffee shop, a small town, the feeling of being close to something important. But they grew stronger, more specific. I'd see Ava's face, older now but unmistakably her. I'd see the street signs, the buildings, the mountains in the background. The dreams came every night, pulling me like a compass pointing north, until I couldn't ignore them anymore. "It's the bond," Marcus said when I told him. "It's calling you to her. But Roger, you have to understand—if you go to her, if you reveal yourself, you'll put her in danger. The hunters have long memories. They're still looking for the two of you." "I don't care," I said. "I've spent ten years without her. I can't do it anymore." "You might not have a choice. The Council has rules about this for a reason. Contact between bonded pairs who were separated for protection—it's forbidden. If you break that rule, there will be consequences. For both of you." But I was already packing. Already plannin
ROGER The other kids at school noticed we were different too, though they couldn't have said exactly how. We were faster in gym class, stronger than we should be. Once, in fourth grade, Tommy Henderson tried to bully Ava, pushing her down on the playground. I'd been on the other side of the school, but I felt her fear and anger like it was my own. I was there in seconds, moving faster than I'd ever moved before, and when I grabbed Tommy's arm to pull him away, he yelped in pain. "Freak!" he'd shouted, cradling his arm. "You're both freaks!" The teacher on duty had separated us, but she'd looked at me strangely, like she was seeing something she didn't want to acknowledge. After that, the other kids gave us a wide berth. We didn't mind. We had each other, and that was all that mattered. Our parents noticed too. I'd catch my mom watching me with this mixture of pride and sadness, like she was mourning something that hadn't happened yet. Ava's parents were the same. Sometimes, w







