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I'm running, but I don't know from what. My feet pound against ground that feels both solid and insubstantial, like I'm treading on smoke given form. The air tastes metallic, copper and ash coating my tongue with each ragged breath. Cold—it's so cold here, the kind of cold that seeps into your bones and makes your teeth ache. But there's heat too, pulsing somewhere behind me, getting closer.
Where am I? The question echoes in my mind, but no answer comes. Only the sound of my own breathing, harsh and panicked, and something else—a low rumble that might be thunder or might be something worse. The darkness around me isn't complete; it's textured, layered, shifting between shades of gray and deep purple like a bruise spreading across the sky. I try to remember how I got here, but my thoughts scatter like startled birds. Was I in bed? Was I... I can't hold onto anything concrete. The panic surges higher, a wave cresting in my chest. My hands are shaking. I hold them up in front of my face, and in the dim light, I can barely make out my own fingers. "Hello?" My voice comes out small, swallowed immediately by the oppressive atmosphere. The word doesn't echo—it just dies, and somehow that's worse than any echo could be. I need to find something familiar. Anything. I spin in a slow circle, searching the gloom for landmarks, for meaning, for a way out. The ground beneath my feet is uneven, scattered with debris I can't quite identify. Stones? Bones? I don't want to look down to find out. Then, gradually, shapes begin to emerge from the darkness ahead. The pillars rise from the mist like ancient sentinels, weathered stone columns that seem to have stood here for centuries—maybe longer. There are six of them arranged in a circle, each one easily twice my height and covered in intricate carvings that seem to writhe in the uncertain light. I move closer, drawn by something I don't understand, my fear momentarily eclipsed by fascination. The carvings are beautiful and terrible. Wolves with their heads thrown back in silent howls. Crescent moons in various phases, waxing and waning across the stone surface. Symbols I don't recognize but that make something deep in my chest tighten with recognition. How can I recognize something I've never seen before? But I have seen them before. The realization hits me like a physical blow. I've been here. Not once, but many times. This place, these pillars—they're familiar in the way a childhood home is familiar, even after years away. The knowledge terrifies me more than the darkness does. The pillars stand in what might have once been a clearing, though now it's choked with mist that clings to everything, dampening sound and obscuring vision. Beyond the circle, I can make out the suggestion of ruins—crumbled walls, fallen archways, the skeleton of something that was once grand. The mist moves strangely here, not drifting but pulsing, as if it's breathing. I reach out to touch the nearest pillar, and the stone is warm beneath my palm. Not just warm—it thrums with energy, a vibration so subtle I might be imagining it. But I'm not imagining the way the carvings seem to glow faintly where my skin makes contact, a soft silver light that spreads from my hand across the wolf's carved flank. This place has power. Old power. The kind that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up and your instincts scream at you to run. But I can't run. I'm rooted here, my hand still pressed against the stone, watching the light spread and fade, spread and fade, in rhythm with my own heartbeat. "You've come back."ROGER The other kids at school noticed we were different too, though they couldn't have said exactly how. We were faster in gym class, stronger than we should be. Once, in fourth grade, Tommy Henderson tried to bully Ava, pushing her down on the playground. I'd been on the other side of the school, but I felt her fear and anger like it was my own. I was there in seconds, moving faster than I'd ever moved before, and when I grabbed Tommy's arm to pull him away, he yelped in pain. "Freak!" he'd shouted, cradling his arm. "You're both freaks!" The teacher on duty had separated us, but she'd looked at me strangely, like she was seeing something she didn't want to acknowledge. After that, the other kids gave us a wide berth. We didn't mind. We had each other, and that was all that mattered. Our parents noticed too. I'd catch my mom watching me with this mixture of pride and sadness, like she was mourning something that hadn't happened yet. Ava's parents were the same. Sometimes, w
ROGER My ninth birthday was on a Saturday in June, and Ava showed up at my house at seven in the morning, practically vibrating with excitement. "Come on, come on, come on!" she urged, tugging at my hand before I'd even finished my birthday pancakes. "I have something to show you!" My parents exchanged amused glances but let her drag me away, calling after us to be back by lunch. We ran through the woods, Ava leading the way down paths I didn't recognize, going deeper than we usually ventured. The trees grew thicker here, their canopy blocking out most of the sunlight and creating a green-tinted twilight even in the middle of the morning. "Where are we going?" I asked, but she just grinned over her shoulder and kept running. Finally, we burst into a clearing I'd never seen before. In the center stood a massive boulder, easily twice as tall as my dad, with a flat top that made it look almost like a throne. Wildflowers grew in a riot of color around its base—purple and yellow
ROGER **THE YEARS BETWEEN** The summer we turned eight, we were inseparable. Our parents joked that we were joined at the hip, that they should just build a bridge between our houses to save us the trouble of the five-minute walk through the woods that separated our backyards. Those woods became our kingdom. I remember the day Ava decided to teach me how to climb the old oak tree that stood in the center of our usual meeting spot. It was massive, its trunk so wide it would take three of us holding hands to circle it. The bark was rough and gray, covered in places with soft green moss that felt like velvet under our fingers. "You have to feel where the tree wants you to go," she told me, already fifteen feet up, perched on a branch like she'd been born in the canopy. Her dark hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and she had dirt smudged on her cheek. "Don't fight it. Just... listen." "Trees don't talk, Ava," I called up, though I was already reaching for the first handhold.
ROGER Flash back The first time I saw her, she was sitting alone on the playground swing, her dark hair catching the sunlight like a halo. It was late September, and the air carried that crisp edge of autumn—the smell of dried leaves and fresh-cut grass mixing with the distant scent of someone's wood-burning fireplace. The chains of the swings creaked rhythmically as other kids pumped their legs, their laughter echoing across the playground. But she sat perfectly still, her feet dragging slightly in the dirt beneath her, creating small arcs in the dust. Something about her was different—special. I could feel it even then, a connection that went beyond just seeing another kid. It was like a tugging sensation in my chest, a magnetic pull I didn't understand. My seven-year-old brain couldn't put words to it, but my body knew. Every cell in me recognized her. She looked up, and our eyes met. For a moment, everything around us seemed to pause. The shouts of kids playing tag faded to
I should leave. I should turn around right now and walk out before he saw me. This was too much of a coincidence—him being at my coffee shop, the one place I came to escape. How did he even know about this place? Had he followed me? But even as the thought crossed my mind, I dismissed it. He'd been here first. He was already settled in with his book and coffee. This was just... bad luck. Or fate. Or something. My pride kicked in. I wasn't going to let him chase me away from my favorite coffee shop. I came here for coffee, and I was going to get coffee. I'd just... avoid looking at him. Simple. I forced my feet to move, walking toward the counter with my head held high. But I was hyperaware of his presence, like every cell in my body was attuned to exactly where he was in the room. I could feel his eyes on me, tracking my movement. The barista, Jenny, greeted me with a warm smile. "Hey Ava! The usual?" "Yeah, thanks," I managed to say, my voice coming out steadier than I felt. "Y
"Earth to Ava!" Erin waved her hand in front of my face. "What was that?" "I... I don't know," I whispered. "Did you see the way he looked at me?" "Uh, yeah! Girl, I think you just had a moment with the hottest guy to ever set foot in this school. And you're telling me you've never met him?" "Never." But even as I said it, I knew it was a lie. I had met him. Somewhere. Somehow. I just couldn't remember. The rest of the morning was torture. I sat in English class, staring at the same page in my textbook for forty-five minutes without reading a single word. My mind kept replaying that moment in the hallway, the way his eyes had found mine like he'd been searching for me. The way my bruise had burned. In second period History, I caught a glimpse of him through the window in the door. He was walking past with a student guide, getting a tour of the school. Our eyes met again, and this time I saw him falter mid-step. The student guide kept talking, oblivious, but he wasn't listeni







