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Kabanata 46
"Peyn!"
I heard a loud bang on my door. Someone's knocking. Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko, walang balak na tumayo para pagbuksan sila ng pinto.
My friends are outside my room, and I know why. Halos dalawang araw na akong hindi lumalabas. I skipped work and I don't even visit the hospital since that night.
Grey.
I closed my eyes firmly, tears threatening to fall.
"Peyn! Buksan mo 'to!" Kara's voice echoed.
"Your parents are worried. Open up, please," Calum added.
Ayoko. I just wanted to lay here. My body felt numb. I just feel so tired. My whole life is tiring.
"Hoy, Peyn! Huwag ka nga mag-aksaya ng panahon sa pagmumukmok! Bumangon ka diyan at ayusin mo ang sarili mo!" Carl shouted. "Ganito ka na lang ba? Itatapon mo na rin ba ang buhay mo at wala kang
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