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Kabanata 49
"Bakit ba para kang mawawala? Can you stop it? We'll surpass this. Magpalakas ka kaagad so we can proceed with your therapy. You'd see my face all over again hanggang sa magsawa ka na," panenermon ko pa sa kaniya.
"Why can't you say you love me back?" reklamo niya na dahil kanina ko pa iyon hindi sinasagot.
"Why can't you stop sounding like you'd leave me?"
"Are we fighting now?" litong tanong niya na. Tumawa naman ako kaagad at nawala na ang kaba.
"You sound like you really want to fight me," I said suppressing another laugh.
"No. You just sounded mad."
"I am not. You just assume I'm mad."
"I love you. Please, say it back," bulong niya na naman, hindi na ako tinigilan doon.
Yumuko ako para magkalapit kami, pagkatapos ay idinampi ang labi sa kaniya.
"I love you too, Grey," I wh
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