LOGINSelene
He commands me to clean my juices off his fingers. I stare in disbelief. It’s not my fault he made me come. How was I supposed to hold that in. I catch a few people watching. How can I obey this stranger while other men and women watch me?
“Don’t make me ask again.” He whispers and I fight the urge to say the safe word. I open my mouth taking his thick fingers into my mouth. I suck his fingers slowly tasting my sweet juices. A mixture of shame and desire fill my body.
“Follow me little doll.” His deep voice beckons me as I want to resist. I can’t just run behind him like a puppy! Damn, I really am stubborn. Walking double time to catch him. He leads me down a dimly lit hallway covered in black curtains. At the end of the hall a guard steps aside as soon as he sees Master. He leads us inside a secret room with a bed, couch and a wooden horse. I instantly freeze. This is too much. I don’t even know his name. Now he thinks he can control me this easily?
“Come. We must complete your punishment.” I stand frozen in place in front of the door. “Would you like a drink?”
I nod my head yes as he walks over to the bar and pours a bourbon for him and a tequila shot for me. He walks towards me and this is the first time I have seen him mask to mask. I take the shot downing it instantly. He chuckles as he sips his own.
He takes a seat on the couch. His large muscular legs stretching the fabric of his slacks. I stand not sure if I am going to leave or follow his orders. He takes another sip then he speaks.
“Come here little doll.” He motions for me and I walk towards him. He pats the cushion next to him. I sit down and he then pats his lap. “Lay across my lap.” He says with an even tone. My breathing hitches at the idea he probably wants to spank me. I position myself across his legs.
“Very good. Now I will get better acquainted with this ass.” He slides my dress up. The cool air hits my bare ass. He rubs my cheeks circling them. Then instantly I feel a shooting burning pain.
I yelp in shock quickly covering my mouth.
“Not a sound little doll except the sound of me smacking this beautiful ass.” His large hand smacks my other ass cheek. The same pain ignites. I muffle my moan as he continues.
“You are my property when I have you.” The next smack lands and I find myself moving into it. Craving the feeling and how it radiates between my legs.
“I will train your body to beg for pleasure from only me.” Another smack and I know my ass has to have his hand prints on it. As if marking me as his.
“As hard as you are fighting against my spanking of your ass, I bet if I touched your pussy, it’s dripping wet.” I squeeze my legs together. He takes one finger and slides it over my pussy lips. I stifle a moan.
“Damn, soaking wet. You’re dripping onto my slacks little doll.” He chuckles as another smack follows. With every smack I want more. Who knew I was it this level of BDSM. Cordell would never do anything like this to me. He said all of the BDSM stuff was weird. He wasn’t comfortable he said. It was always all about his pleasure and never mind.
“Focus!” Master demands spanking my ass then slips a finger into my wetness after. I moan covering my mouth. He begins spanking me then sliding two fingers inside me. Pumping my juices. Another smack then thrusting his fingers. This time he plays with my ass. Using the juices to lube his finger. Another smack and he slides in my ass.
“Ohh!” I moan and he stops. I drop my head knowing I’m in trouble.
“You will learn to follow my rules.” He spanks my other cheek then thrusts his fingers inside me. Hitting my g-spot as I fight my orgasm.
“You will come for me. When I’m ready for it.” He thrusts his fingers back inside me again. I feel my orgasm building as I grip his leg ready for my release. Then he pulls out.
I collapse from need. A layer of sweat coats me. Desire to orgasm enrages me. He leans against my back. Tears begin to fill my eyes as I fight his commands.
“You will come when I say so.” He slides back inside my pussy toying with me. I ride his fingers and imagine it’s his cock. I begin to moan feeling the orgasm build for the what fourth time, I think? I wait for him to stop again.
“Your defiance will make you such a beautiful sub.” He smacks my ass again as my body begins to associate a smack with his fingers entering me then stops.
He spanks my ass again and the pain goes directly to my engorged clit.
“Now, you may come.”
Tears fall as I ride his three fingers lodged inside my pussy. I squeeze my walls as I fall apart. I feel an orgasm so strong I can’t even see. My vision goes white as he pumps all the orgasm from my body. I come harder than I ever have before. Then he slowly pulls out.
“Nice, a squirter. Stand up.” I slowly rise, my body trembles from exhaustion. He takes out his handkerchief cleaning his fingers. But leaving one finger covered in my juices offering it to me. I eagerly suck it with a desire to please him. He inhales the handkerchief then places it back in his pocket. He lifts my chin looking me in the eye. “Good girl.”
As much as I want to hate him for this I don’t. I desire more. He checks his watch.
“I have a matter I need to handle. Stay here. I’ll be back.”
SeleneThis home is simply amazing. I have been walking around the mansion on a private tour of the main floor with Bianca as they get the coffee ready for dessert. “How do you keep a place like this so spotless!” I swoon. “Girl, you know we have a full staff. I have to make sure it is up to my standards. I will spazz out if I see dust.” Bianca smiles at me. “I get that. Rowan is the same way.” I smile thinking fondly on the number of times I have seen him try and resist cleaning when we get home. “So did you tell him how you feel about him?” Bianca asks getting right to the point. I could tell there was something more she wanted to ask me. “What do you mean? He knows that I am in love with him?” “But did you tell him you don’t want the divorce and you love him?” “Bianca, I can’t. This is what he wants. Who am I to stand in his way.” I walk alongside her as she loops her arm through mine. “I feel like he is doing what he thinks is best. But not
RowanBregman and Bianca MelnykPulling up to the suburbs Will drives us for about an hour outside the city. It is a beautiful night. The sky is so clear out here away from the city lights that you can see the stars. I let the window down a bit so that I can feel the cool air. We come up to a large property that has a ten-foot brick wall with metal spikes on the top. Beyond that I see rolling hills of land. In the distance we see a two-story mansion in a cream color. Like a fortress on a hill. As we pull up to the gate’s security checks the car. They have dogs walk around it. One man has a mirror on a stick to look under our vehicle. They are very secure here with safety. “This place is amazing.” Selene whispers more to herself as we pass through the gates after we were cleared. “Yes, it is. Would you want this much space?” I ask her. &ldq
SeleneThe office has been weirdly calm. Like no one looks at me weird. No one even acts like I didn’t have a complete melt down. It was like that day with my mother never happened. I can tell you that I have had that dream a time or two. Wishing she wasn’t in the picture. That my father actually wanted me and would come rescue me. But that fairytale never came true. I got the story without the fairy godmother. I had to fight for my survival. I some days feel like I still am. Like the day my mother came to my job. I still don’t know how she found me. She isn’t one for the media. I know the New York Times leisure page was not on her to be read list. Someone must have tipped her off. But then who would have to time and energy to research my past. Hell, probably anyone who wanted to get close to Rowan. Well in a few days this marriage would be over and they can go for the man they claim to need and deserve. I mean that is i
RowanThe office has been running smoothly. We have not had any issues with the stalker who is obsessed with Selene. I hope the moment I board the plane; they leave her alone forever. I have been working on new partnerships. Getting Selene as set up as possible. I know she can handle all of this on her own but I still want to make sure she is taken care of. Even when I am not around. Fuck, I am going to miss her. I have been in meetings all day. Somehow, I missed his call and now I have a guest in my office. Bregman, the mafia don that I am getting a very close relationship with. “Well, what do I owe this surprise visit?” I smile welcoming him in. We are close in age. Him probably in his mid-thirties and it is rare that they take over the organization so soon. But his father was killed and he was next in line. “Well, I knew I had to see you before you try and make
SeleneI can’t believe the things that happened in that basement. The pain I needed to inflict on him. The man who took from me things I should have been in charge of. I should have chosen my first time. He didn’t deserve to take it from me and he sure as hell didn’t deserve to leave me pregnant. Having that abortion was a difficult choice but I knew I could not bring a poor child into this world that was through so much pain. I couldn’t get away from my mother fast enough after I had the procedure. I ran away to a different borough and she never looked for me. She was still getting her government assistance in my name so that was all she wanted. After we left from downstairs, I know the men were transported to the Bergman’s family estate. I know they have pigs out there and from what I’ve read in books, they are great at getting rid of bodies. I hope that they are fed to the pigs still alive. I don’t e
Rowan(This chapter deals with memories of SA)Moving the men from one room to another letting me know who would see another day. I hadn’t planned for anyone to make it out of this room. But now that the last guy actually didn’t touch her my plan is changing. Ill have to threaten him within an inch of his life and drop him off in the middle of upstate Maine. The men were being loaded into a second room in case my Selene wanted to say anything to them. Wanted to have a few minutes to get whatever she needed from them before she never saw them again. I would give her this. I would give her the world. The last and final guy steps up. The taser is out and making noises as he refuses to speak. Refuses to do anything but stand there and look menacing at the glass. Miles takes the taser and hits him in the back. He roars from the pain. Then the other guard removes his baseball cap. The guy yells and t
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SeleneWe were having an amazing day here. This little quaint town is beyond beautiful. The smells from the cafés of coffee and pastries. The garlic in the air from restaurants I hope to dine at tonight. Or at least that was the plan before something happened in the alleyway. I knew we had a secur
RowanIt all happened so fast. She was sitting on the bed on what I thought was liquor. Then she continues to take what I later realized was drugs. The more she drank water she was slipping more pills. Then she took a handful and ran into the bathroom. I screamed for Eric to call for hospital as I







