The clock on the distant wall struck 8:15pm, and I turned in my bed, restless. I found it harder to sleep than usual, and as I forced my eyes to close their curtains, they only increased my insomnia.
My mind held contradicting thoughts, and thoughts that held mallets of headaches, each striking harder at every mental consideration.
I knew I couldn't kill the Omega.
Yet I couldn't risk the efficacy of my throne and leadership.
And for some agonizing twist of fate, this Omega was also my mate.
But this was still so uncertain.
The Moon goddess might have made a mistake, or perhaps it was lust that was speaking, but there was no way to tell. The goddess never told a lie, and during my brief spell of being caught in the Omega's spell, I felt nothing more than potent admiration for her.
There was no sexual longing, no erotic desire, no insatiable urge to mate with her. I wasn't hungry, I was satisfied.
“Aargh…” I groaned and shot out of bed. “Why?!”
In all my years of being the Alpha, never have I been so indecisive. Or clueless.
I paced the room, trying to tamp down on the anger that warmed my skin. My hands were fisted, and I desired to punch and break down all the walls of vagueness that blocked my view, and my ability to sleep. If I hadn't gone down to the dungeons, I would have been at peace in oblivion.
I stared at my bed distantly. How I wished I could sleep, close my eyes and forget about the decision that weighed heavily on my shoulders. But I knew I couldn't. Till I faced my reality, I would never be allowed the comfort of sleep again. Why did this have to happen to me? Of all persons to be mated to, the Moon Goddess had picked someone who was destined for death.
I took a step closer to the open window of my room, then two more, before I paused, slowly taking a third. The moon was in full view now, and I could feel it's energy coursing through my veins, pumping adrenaline; urging me, tugging at my heart, and prodding me, to change my form.
I thought to let go of this human facade, even for a long hour, and escape into the forest, running, maybe not away, but around my packs sanctuary, just to let off steam.
But it would only worsen my image.
What would the Elders think, seeing their Alpha, taking laps in the forest for no reason? There was no imminent war, or threat, or danger of any sort that required my training. They would see through my act, and notice my weakness, and surely plot to take advantage of it.
“Why did I have to be Alpha now?” I groaned, moving my eyes from the moon to the forest that lay out and wide behind my chambers. Why do I have to be the one with such an incredulous choice to make?
I moved slowly forward even further now, closer to the window, and closer to the source of my second persona. The altalune’s light felt stronger tonight, and I could hear a voice in the wind, low and soft, heavy yet unburdensome. I heard it flow, dance, twist, turn, then break the barriers of my ears.
It felt like...it felt like it was speaking to me.
Was I...was I hearing things? Was I losing my mind?
“You're not losing your mind!" The voice whispered.
My breath caught. "Who—?"
"Don't let her die…” I heard faintly. “Her blood would be on your hands, and your hands will also bleed. She is speciaI, for I made her from my own loins. And I made her for you…”
I jumped back, and with a force that surprised me, my heart began racing again as it did before, and my confusion tripled. I could tell it was the Moon Goddess, but her voice was fiercer, and her words pierced my brain to the point of bleeding.
“You were made Alpha this day and age for a reason…” the voice continued. “Do not regret your responsibility, or you will regret being born. Protect her, guide her, and in time she will guide you. The mark she possesses is one I have given her, and it cannot be erased…”
I could feel the words echo in the walls of my subconscious, I could feel it screech like tyres on tar, and scratch the walls of my sanity. I could hear it trample down my defenses, and besiege the castle of my pride.
It made me lose balance and I fell to the floor, my lungs releasing more air than it caught, and I groaned as more words rang, because now they were accompanied with clanging bells.
“You are Alpha!” the voice boomed. “You will not be weak! You will not run away! You will not be broken, and you will not be conflicted! The answer has been made clear!”
The words now hit like loud cymbals, playing in a cacophony rather than a harmony, sounding over in my head like a man with blown cheeks set behind a woodwind instrument. The words hit, and hit again in quick succession, and I felt like a socked boxer in a ring with no ropes and no rules.
“Rise Alpha!” the voice chanted. “And rest your head. There is nothing more to consider or ponder. You have been told what to do, your burden has been relieved by your goddess. So relieve yourself as well…”
The voice had suddenly become calmer. It was now soothing, and peaceful; less voracious.
“Tomorrow will be the day you come under hatred, but I will ensure you are not swallowed by it. If you do what your mind has told you, I will be by your side, if you do what the people tell you, you will find yourself alone. This will not be your end, if you are wise, so do not be afraid”
Then, the voice disappeared.
And so did my consciousness.
“Noah!” a voice yelled I didn't answer“Noah!” it came againI still didn't answer“Noah!”The voice reached my ears in a haze, yet it was still clear, and each time it came, it came louder than before. It was so increasingly loud, it forced my eyes to open, even though slowly, in a movement similar to a manual pulley system.And it gradually pulled my eyelids open, until…“Noah!!!”I jolted up.My hands immediately went to my head, as a confused pain shot through it like a silver bullet. My own name yelled at me one too many times now rang in my ears in a circle, as my vision swirled up, down, and around the room. My feet were numb, and it felt like I was paralysed, but as a hand tapped my leg, I knew I could still walk.“Wake up Noah!”“It's happening!”I heard the last statement, and my brain shot back again in pain, trying to remember whatever “it” was, that was going to happen. I struggled with myself, and my foggy memory, trying to remember what I had already forgotten.My eyes
And the thought made me shiver.I held back my vomit as I tried to wriggle my way through the crowd, squeezing through a great wall of bodies, taking a step here, two there three light taps on my toes, then a small jump over a crumpled juice box, careful incase there was still liquid inside, so the owner wouldn't turn the crowd's attention to me. I kept moving, bending, squatting, and looking for actual ground to walk on, treading through a sea of people, with no lone island in sight. I moved swiftly yet slowly, with my hands tight beside me, and gaining minute energy, as my fears reduced slightly knowing they hadn't killed her yet. I was happy she was still alive, and as I kept moving through the crowd, I felt a sense of hope; that it was not too late, and that all was not yet lost.I felt a relief, and I gingerly moved to go down a flight of stairs to the lower section, when a hand grabbed me from behind.“Psst…” came a voice I flipped around.“Slow down friend…” It was Colin, a
Elder Jacob came out from a doorway the height of three men, decorated at the sides with wood carvings of previous Alphas, and two guards in human form.He wore his usual pure white robe, that was accompanied by a purple sash around his abdomen, and he moved like a ghost on wheels as he made his way up a short raised platform leading to where Vrax stood.He held a long sceptre, and I stood, watching him use it as a walking stick. I squinted hard, trying to make out the color of it, as it held a smoke-like tinge, yet it was shiny, reflecting ever slightly in the sun. I thought it was coated ash; but with the Elders general title and his personal hubris, I doubted it.I moved down the steps cautiously, as these were the last flight that led to the center, and if I moved too fast, I would be noticed. As everyone else was standing still, chiming a loud, and disturbingly vainglorious song.I moved lightly, but hearing Colin's steps still behind me, my peace fell.My mind began racing with
“What?” I asked, even more confused than before“I don't understand either, Alpha.” Colin replied with a snort “I was going to ask you, because I know that's impossible. No wolf can be in both worlds at the same time…”My eyes remained on him, and his did the same. “So you, tell me Alpha…” he said slowly. “What did happen?”I froze at the question, suddenly trying to remember an event I hadn't even the vaguest idea took place. My face went to the floor, squinting, thinking, trying to recollect.But I couldn't.All I could see in my head were bright flashes of light and myself passing out on seeing it. There was nothing else asides pitch black. “I don't know Colin…” I groaned, in frustration at myself and my foggy memory.“I really don't know…”As Colin moved to speak again, a sharp sound cut through the air like a bullet.We both turned and saw Vrax’s axe now wedged between a log of wood, and him letting go of it, before standing back, and folding his hands with a smile. He then wen
The clouds in the sky floated like dead leaves on the ground, moving slowly, as though in fatigue, while the sun stood motionless, bathing the arena with hot, unforgiving light.I had my hand to my face, and they buried my expression, as I tried to piece together what Colin had poured out of the abundance of his heart with utmost heartlesssness. I sat, wearisome, picking at my thoughts anxiously.“What?” I asked, almost for the hundredth time.“He wants to be Alpha!” Colin repeated, and without hesitation. “He's wanted it ever since he was younger, I would wager."And I stayed frozen, defining immobile, with hands still clasped together on my face. “But he wasn't part of the Alpha bloodline, and he knew he could never be what he desired…”Colin continued, unrelenting. “He didn't relent however. He knew he wasn't of royal blood, like you, and yet he is willing to get the throne through other means, be it rebellion in the pack or taking the life of an innocent girl. And I'm sure he has
I ducked out of the way, as the blade swung past my nose, almost kissing it. Vrax let out a groan of anger and swung at me again. I then doubled backwards as the axe came for my head, with his muscles swaying in tune with his weapon.“What sorcery is this?” I yelled in surprise. Vrax's strength seemed to have doubled in intensity since Elder Jacob used that weird scepter on him. It was as though he was being controlled by another force—or he most probably was. The Vrax I knew was ruthless, but he would never even dream of attacking an alpha.The crowd that had gathered had disbanded now, screaming and trying to get away from the ongoing battle between my head and Vrax's axe. In the corner of my mind that wasn't populated by surviving the blows, I marvelled at how cowardly they were. They were willing to sacrifice me to the enemy without even batting an eyelid.He swung another heavy blow, that could have taken my arm off if it landed, but I darted left, and out of the way, then crouch
Up to this moment, the crowd had been silent as a graveyard. Their breath hanging in the air, and their eyes fixed, unable to do anything asides watch.I pulled my hand away from Jacob's scarred head and blood dripped from my hand and to the floor in slow taps, as his body fell back languid. I could hear a ringing in my ears, and I staggered back slowly, feeling myself daze, and tip on the balls of my feet.The deed had been done.Jacob was dead.Not by my desire, but by the force that had given me a strength I couldn't have fathomed possible. It had broken me out of Jacob's spell, that stood corroborated with silver; a wolf's known nemesis, and helped me overcome the force of its nature, despite the impossibility.I wavered mentally, my mind shaken; trying to comprehend what had just happened, and what I had just done.Everything—From Vrax's attack to Elder Jacob's death—seemed to have happened between one breath and another.I staggered again, falling to one knee, and then the other
The atmosphere hung stiff, as though the sky itself was now airtight. The people froze, unable to breathe; aghast at the atrocity.The axe had hit its target, point blank and straightforward, with no two ways about it.Even I acknowledged the accuracy with a smirk; watching satisfied as her head broke in a flowing movement.Free of the ropes that held her.Her body leaned back in a tired slump to the ground; stressed but free, and with her hands still clasped behind her back, she gave the image of a package that had been manhandled into a carton, now happy to finally be opened.I dropped the axe, and moved swiftly to her, growing claws on my right hand; again involuntarily, and in one swipe, her wrists were released. I then shook the blades away, before gently peeling off the tape that held her mouth, revealing lips that challenged strawberry pie. I paused for a fraction of a second, watching them shiver; shaking from trepidation that had seemingly reached her soul. There were mud sta