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Chapter 14: held, chosen, loved

Author: Angel
last update Last Updated: 2025-05-26 12:50:51

The moment stretches, endless and suspended in time—perfect in a way that makes me wish it could last forever.

His breath grazes my skin, warm and unhurried. His fingers brush against mine, and my heart stumbles in its rhythm.

Then he pauses, his lips barely a breath away from mine. His voice is low, rough with sincerity.

“Last time, I didn’t ask. I kissed you because I wanted to… and you didn’t stop me. But that doesn’t make it right.”

His voice drops lower. “So I need to know. Right now. Are you okay with this? Do you want me to?”

My throat tightens.

But I don’t answer with words.

Instead, I reach up, slide my fingers behind his neck, and pull him in.

Our lips crash together.

Not tentative.

Not unsure.

But full of everything that’s been building—rage, longing, heartbreak, hope.

He kisses me back like he’s been waiting his whole life for it. His hands slide to my waist, steadying me. Wanting me. Holding me like something precious.

When we finally break apart, breathless and wide-eyed
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