I jolt awake, head pounding like someone took a hammer to it. The air reeks of bleach and something fake—air freshener, maybe—failing to cover up something worse. My eyes blink open, squinting against the dim light.
The room is dull. Beige walls, a cheap wooden desk, a TV bolted to the wall. A hotel. My breath catches. How the hell did I end up here?
I dig through my memory. The pub. Drinking. And that guy—the one who kept watching me. Tall, lean, built like someone who knows how to handle himself. Sharp features. Eyes that pinned me down all night.
A noise snaps me back. The door swings open. And there he is—standing in the doorway in nothing but boxer shorts.
I go rigid.
Our eyes lock. He tilts his head, amused. I shift under the blanket, and cold dread grips my chest. I’m naked. Completely.
My pulse kicks into overdrive.
“What the—” My voice cracks as I bolt upright, yanking the blanket around me. “Where are my clothes?”
He lifts an eyebrow, then nods toward the bathroom. No words, just that lazy gesture.
I don’t wait. I lurch off the bed, the blanket clutched desperately around my waist, and stumble toward the bathroom. My clothes dangle from the rack, still damp, clinging to my fingers as I grab them. My hands tremble—buttoning my shirt feels like threading a needle in the dark. None of this is right. I don’t remember undressing. Don’t remember how I got here.
Dressed, I step back into the room, breath shallow. Fear gnaws at the edges of my thoughts. I pat my pockets, find my phone, my wallet—everything still there. A tiny relief, but not enough.
He’s still standing there, arms crossed, watching. Waiting.
I swallow hard. Enough of this. Without a word, I shove past him, shoulder knocking against solid muscle. I storm out, pulse hammering, the encounter pressing on my chest like a weight I can’t shake.
I don’t stop moving until I’m out of the hotel, gulping down the fresh morning air like it might clear my head.
About forty-five minutes—that’s how long I estimate the walk home will take. Just enough time for the night to replay in my mind.
But can I really clear my head when the gnawing suspicion lingers—that someone took advantage of my drunkenness? That I was used?
The hotel looms behind me, an ugly monument to whatever the hell last night was. I pull my jacket tighter around myself and start walking. The city stirs to life around me, but the knot in my stomach refuses to ease.
It hadn’t been just any night. I’d ended up at the pub for a reason—Zane.
Fucking Zane.
I’d suspected it for months—the guarded way he kept his phone close, the way his demeanor shifted around certain people, the growing distance between us. But suspicion became certainty when I caught him in the dimly lit back corner of the university gymnasium, lips locked with another guy. And yet, he had the audacity to look shocked, as if I were the one who had done something wrong.
He’d tried to explain. There was always an explanation.
But I stopped listening.
I called Jace and Lea, my voice still shaking, barely keeping it together. They were ready with suggestions—drinks, distraction, anything to keep me from spiraling. The pub they picked was some hole-in-the-wall they swore by. A place meant for drowning heartbreak in cheap liquor and loud music.
That part I remember.
The drinks. The buzz in my veins, numbing the ache. The bass vibrating through my chest. Jace and Lea beside me, feeding me shot after shot.
And then—
I slow my pace.
And then what?
There’s a gap, a hole where my memories should be. I remember laughing, swaying on my feet, Jace nudging me toward the bar for another round. Then a face—sharp angles, dark eyes in an isolated corner of the room. The guy who had been watching me all night.
And then—
Nothing.
A shiver runs down my spine.
I pull out my phone, fingers unsteady—and immediately notice the string of missed calls from my dad. My stomach clenches, but right now, that’s the least of my worries.
I tap out a message to Jace.
Me: What happened last night? When did we leave?
Three dots appear. Then disappear. Then nothing.
I curse under my breath.
Picking up my pace, I finally see my house up ahead. My stomach twists. If I don’t get some kind of answer soon, I’m not sure I’ll be able to shake this feeling—the sense that something is very, very wrong.
Then I notice it.
A moving van in the driveway, back doors wide open, boxes stacked near the entrance. My stomach drops.
Shit.
Dad had mentioned it—Isabella moving in with her son. I barely gave it a thought. What does the guy even look like? Right now, it doesn’t matter. What matters is the sharp sting of reality settling in. My parents’ separation is still raw, and the idea of another woman stepping into Mom’s place feels like a betrayal. And after the night I’ve had, seeing it all unfold in front of me just drives the knife in deeper.
I barely have time to steel myself before the front door swings open. Dad steps out, expression already hardening when his eyes land on me.
“Where the hell have you been?” His sharp tone cuts straight through the haze in my mind.
I sigh, dragging a hand through my hair. “Out.”
“Out?” He scoffs, stepping forward. “You were gone since yesterday morning. You don’t answer my calls, and you just waltz back like it’s nothing?”
My jaw tightens, the weight of the night pressing on me like a phantom bruise. I don’t have the energy for this. “Didn’t realize I had a curfew.”
His nostrils flare. “It’s called common damn courtesy. But you wouldn’t know anything about that, would you?”
My fists curl at my sides, but before I can snap back, a new voice cuts in.
“Chris, maybe let him breathe first?”
Isabella.
She steps out of the house, her tone gentle, practiced. She’s pretty in the kind of way that feels curated—soft curls, warm smile, the sort of person who knows exactly how to disarm a room.
She turns to me, eyes laced with something like sympathy. “Rough night?”
I stiffen. Her concern feels like a performance, a carefully placed chess move. I force a nod, not trusting myself to speak.
Dad exhales sharply but says nothing. Isabella’s presence has soothed the fire in him—for now.
And then the moment shatters.
A figure steps through the doorway, arms wrapped around a moving box, obscuring his face.
“Mom, where do you want this?”
The voice is unmistakable. Low. Familiar in a way that turns my blood to ice.
The box lowers.
Dark eyes. Sharp angles.
My entire body locks up.
No. No. No.
It’s him.
The guy from the hotel. The guy who had been standing in the doorway in nothing but boxers.
I take a step back like I’ve been struck. My stomach lurches. My skin burns, cold and hot all at once.
Isabella smiles, oblivious to the way I’ve just stopped breathing.
“Oliver, I present to you Jude, Ethan’s son,” she says warmly. Then she turns to me. “And Jude, this is Oliver—my son.”
I barely hear her over the pounding in my ears.
I’m going to be living under the same roof as the guy who—
My breath comes short, chest tightening. Oliver’s expression shifts, a flicker of something unreadable passin
g over his face. Recognition.
I don’t move. Can’t move.
Because whatever last night was, whoever Oliver is—
He’s not supposed to be here.
The door swings open with a sharp creak.Isabella steps inside, grocery bags balanced in both hands—but when she sees my mother sitting on the couch, her expression freezes. The bags fall to the floor with a dull thud, apples rolling across the tiles like dropped marbles.Her eyes lock onto my mom. “What are you doing here?”Calmly, my mother stands. “This is still my house,” she replies, chin slightly lifted. “Christopher and I made it 50/50. So technically, I should be asking you what you’re doing here.”I blink, stunned.That was news to me.All this time, I thought Dad got the house after the divorce. I didn’t know they still shared it.But what really gets me—the part that tightens my chest—is how Isabella knew who Mom was. To my knowledge, they had never met. Not once.Yet here they are, facing each other like bitter rivals who’ve done this before.Isabella doesn’t blink. She leaves the door wide open behind her as she steps closer, eyes locked on Mom, not even sparing me a glan
“Oliver!” I shout, breath hitching as I break into a run.My bag bounces against my side, my lungs burn, but I don’t stop. Not even when Zane calls my name behind me—not angry, not smug, just… empty. Like he already knows he’s not part of the scene anymore.But right now, I don’t care what he feels.Right now, I’m chasing the one person I can’t afford to lose.Oliver’s steps slow ahead, just enough.I push harder.“Oliver, wait—please!”He doesn’t stop. But he lets me reach him.He turns.And when our eyes meet, I feel something crumble.“What are you going to say?” he asks, voice quiet but sharp like broken glass. “That what I saw wasn’t what I saw? That he kissed you? That you tripped and fell into his mouth?”I wince. His words hit harder than a punch.“You’re not going to say anything,” he says, shaking his head. “Because there’s nothing to say. The facts are there. Right in front of me. No lies. No accidents. Just truth.”I open my mouth. I really do. I want to explain, to make i
The scent of pine-scrub floor cleaner fills my lungs as I drag the brush along the grout lines. My fingers ache. My knees are bruised from hours on the tiles. My reflection in the polished oven door looks like someone else—someone worn down, scraped hollow, obedient.Perfect.I lean forward, scrubbing harder.And then—I feel him.A presence behind me, warm and close, and before I can turn, his hand slides over mine, stopping the brush mid-stroke.“Are you planning to die doing this?” Oliver murmurs, his voice low, rough with amusement. “Because if so, you’re doing a hell of a job.”I don’t move. I don’t look up.“It’s your call,” I say evenly. “You can either let me or stop me.”His fingers tighten just slightly. “You never ask for help,” he says, mouth closer now—too close. “You just punish yourself until you bleed. It’s such a turn-on, it’s honestly rude.”I almost laugh. Almost.But then his thumb brushes the inside of my wrist—just once—and the air leaves my lungs in a shaky breat
My father’s month of punishment couldn’t have come at a worse time—right in the middle of exam season. But I didn’t argue. I didn’t complain or plead my case. Maybe I was too tired. Maybe I didn’t want to hear how much more disappointed he could be. Or maybe… maybe silence felt safer than being told, again, how much I’d let him down.Besides, what would be the point?He wasn’t listening anymore.And Isabella? She’s watching. Every step I take now is under her microscope.But that’s fine.If I want to beat her, I can’t charge in like I did last time. I need to play the long game—earn her trust, get close, and wait for her guard to slip. Because I still believe she’s hiding something. And now, with Oliver still by my side, even after everything, I know I won’t have to do this alone.So I start with the trash.Every bin in the house—kitchen, bathrooms, laundry room. It’s disgusting, humbling work. My palms sting from the sharp edge of a broken mug I didn’t see, and the garbage bag leaks
The silence that follows my father’s words is thicker than the velvet curtain behind him. My lungs strain against it, the weight of my humiliation anchoring me to the polished floor.Isabella won more than a battle tonight.She won credibility.She won my father.She might’ve even won Oliver.And I lost—everything I gambled, and more.I sit there, surrounded by clinking silverware and the faint hum of jazz, but all I hear is the low thud of my own heartbeat. The shame prickles under my skin like heat rash, crawling from my throat to the tips of my fingers.I have to leave. I can’t stay here—not under her smug gaze, not with Oliver looking at me like he doesn’t know who I am anymore.I push my chair back, its wooden legs screeching slightly against the floor.But before I can rise, Dad’s voice cuts through the air.“Sit down.”I freeze.He’s not yelling. That would’ve been easier to handle. But the calmness in his voice—measured, deliberate—somehow slices deeper.I obey, like a child c
Alan doesn’t smirk when he speaks—he sneers. Like he’s been waiting for this moment.“So we graze where the grass is green, huh?” he says. “When Zane shines, you're with him. When Oliver shines, you abandon Zane like a shipwreck, left to rot at the bottom of the sea while you hop aboard a brand-new boat. And tomorrow, if Oliver stops shining, who will you choose next? The new captain, perhaps?”A few students nearby pause mid-step, ears twitching, catching the tension like static.But I don’t flinch.I meet Alan’s eyes, calm and cutting. “Is that how you live, Alan? Jumping from one spotlight to the next because you’re too scared to stand still in the dark?”His jaw tightens, but I go on.“You talk like you know me, like you ever had the right. But here’s the thing—you weren’t the storm. You were the wreckage. And I’ve already picked who I am, and who I’m not going back to.”I step closer, voice low and sharp. “So here’s your answer: I don’t need a captain. I’m the damn ship.”Alan bl