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32. I Love You
-Lucy's POV-
I am not certain of what to do and how to respond. I know I have searched for this man for so long, but this is also the very reason why I fear of what’s going to happen if I will delve into the desire of my heart. I was devastated when he left without a trace. If I will allow him to love me now, I know I will love him more. The more I love the more it will hurt. I didn’t know that I was crying not until he wiped away my tears with his kiss. It was warm. I could get used to this. However, what will I do if one day all of this will be gone? I let out a deep, heavy sigh “Conner please, don’t make me feel this way.” Conner frowned by how I responded, “Why not?” The expression on his face made my heart ache that I couldn’t help but touch his face “Do you know that you are my downfall? Depression is toxic. I had to seek professional help because I really thought that I was going to lose myself. A whole year of me trying to erase you in my mind, in my heart was
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