45. All for Her

-Conner’s POV-

Over the years I have taught myself to keep my distance. My past almost consumed me that I thought I wouldn’t be able to move forward because of it until Lucy came to the picture. I remember how her tears rolled down her soft cheeks while I tried stopping her from drowning herself and when I looked into her eyes, I never felt so alive even though we were in a kind of horrific situation. I can see the depth of her soul and I knew then and there that this woman is pure. Looking at her now though with Ronald and hearing her praises to him is making me go out of my wits even though I know that she is just acting and trying her best to make me feel jealous. Wow! Look at you Mr. Lowell! How time flew! You’ve become a very confident man. How certain are you that she is trying to make you jealous? Can’t you just admit to yourself that you are jealous because you feel something for this woman? I hate to admit that I am jealous. Haven’t had this feeling with the other women I dat