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Prologue: Friday July 15, 2016
(Declan Jacobs’s POV)
It’s 11pm as I exit my home into the muggy summer evening.
It’s been two years since I weaseled my way into the main pack house after Alpha Anderson cut all pack members off from entering the mansion six years ago. Nothing could have prepared me for what I saw. I was appalled that the rumors were actually true. Over a dozen pups were slaving away at cleaning a house that was slowly falling apart. Boys and girls alike wearing dirty, torn and ill-fitting clothing that existed more as an afterthought than a necessity. Every pup there was malnourished, dirty, and the youngest ones smelled like an unkept bathroom. Bruises in the shape of hands were easily visible on the ones that had recently bathed.
It was shortly after that first visit that I decided to help. I formulated a plan and buddied up to the alpha in an effort to get closer to the kids. It took a solid two months and numerous illegal acts but I succeeded in being invited monthly for dinner meetings as Alpha Anderson seemed interested in replacing his current delta.
I managed to keep up the act for eight months before I got caught speaking with the oldest, a young girl who was uncomfortable with my very presence in the home. She barely spoke even when spoken to and the closest thing to a name I received from the younger pups is Luna.
I have tried for nearly two years to get the council out here but each time they respond they claim I don’t have enough evidence of tyranny to forcibly remove Alpha Anderson from the pack. My vivid descriptions of what has happened to this pack in the twelve years since Hunter and Melina Blue were murdered hasn’t even been enough to get the families who want to leave but have lost all their resources the help they need.
I beg your pardon, where have my manners gone. My name is Declan Jacobs. I’m a beta by birth turned delta upon my friends’s murder. I used to be the lead warrior and trainer for Blue Ridge but there’s not much left to protect now, especially since the rogues attacked and Alrik Anderson moved into the alpha position. Help is what I’m after tonight and despite some of the nastiest rumors one can hear about what the Crimson Dawn pack does to trespassers I’m hoping for a better outcome than what others have met.
I have spent the better part of eighteen months engaged in a reconnaissance mission memorizing the different paths through the woods to create the quickest path with the least obstacles between Blue Ridge and Crimson Dawn. I’ve memorized Alpha Anderson’s schedule for when the rogues he helped take over the pack pass through my chosen pathway and I’ve hacked into his big brother account so I can strategically schedule updates to occur at the same time every night giving me a two hour window between 11pm and 1am to make my move and return without him knowing. Hacking honestly makes me sound smarter than I am, I must admit. The truth is, as lead warrior for Alpha and Luna Blue I was in charge of using the program to track all activity happening throughout the entire pack. Ordinarily, it’s the upper ring that has such access but somehow they trusted me over their beta and their delta, Brody, went missing shortly after their funeral. Once Anderson took over I expected him to start hunting me down so I could teach him how to change the login information but it was as if he didn’t even know about the program. He never came to me asking questions nor did he put any effort into finding out who had the account information.
I walk swiftly to just inside the tree line. Covered by the darkness of night and shadows of the trees, I remove my clothes and place them in a special backpack that I can slip on once I’m in my wolf form. Once my clothes are secure I call upon my inner wolf and silently go through the process of transformation. I fall to all fours as my entire body contorts unnaturally into the shape of my lean but muscular black and brown wolf. I stand silently as I wait for my senses to adjust to my wolf before slipping my bag onto my back and proceed slowly along the path I’ve chosen.
It only takes me forty-five minutes at a steady trot to make the three mile trek through the forest to the edge of Blue Ridge territory. I duck my head allowing my pack to fall from my back before returning to my human form. I know from my own experience that entering another alpha’s land in wolf form is at a minimum, incredibly rude and in most cases, down right dangerous.
I slip into my clothes before crossing the border, I maintain my wolf on the surface without entering a partial shift so I can use his enhanced sense of smell and sight to make my way through this new land. He growls quietly as I encounter the different smells of multiple unknown wolves. I gently console him while encouraging him to maintain vigilance as this was expected. I easily find a well-worn path and continue my journey northwest away from my home land. I take my time, walking at a normal pace, I periodically stop to sniff the air not wanting to sneak up on anyone. I truly am trying to be as transparent as possible in the hope that doing so will persuade them to hear me out.
A rustle of the trees ahead of me causes me to freeze my movements. My wolf growls lowly as the very prominent scent of an unknown shifter reaches me.
“I mean you no harm.”
I call out into the darkness but before I can inform whoever is there of my intentions I’m hit hard and fast from behind. I tumble several feet off the path into the thickness of the woods; fur, claws and teeth savagely growl as they tear into my flesh. I yelp several times as I refuse to fight back. I knew this was a possibility but I wasn’t quite prepared for the amount of pain involved in getting beat to death.
I slip through the hole in the ground as she stands frozen outside the door. I shift once I’m fully inside and start getting my shorts on before she has even opened the door. I’ve just about got my shirt completely on when she closes the door behind her standing with her hands pressed against the seam created between the door and the wall. “You’ve shifted.” She states slowly with a tremble in her voice. It’s the first time I’ve heard her real voice and it’s surprisingly different from how I hear her in the channel. “I’m sorry Avery. I know you’re not ready to interact with me like this but there’s something you need from me that I can’t give in wolf form.” “What do I need?” She asks suspiciously. “Comfort. Reassurance. A safe place to land as what I’m hearing tonight has me on edge and you’re even worse. Please? Let me hold you.” I make my request known yet I fear that she will comply simply from being conditioned to obey instead of an actual desire to do so. She walks slowly to
I’m getting frustrated with her answers creating one of the hardest tests I’ve encountered since Dad started me on Silvex three months ago. I let go of my link with her, providing myself the only respite that I can. ‘I don’t know how to do this.’ I whisper, not expecting an answer. ‘You know more than you’re willing to believe.’ Dad whispers sleepily. ‘Dad?’ I can’t help but whisper my shock. I have no clue if I accidentally reached out to him or if he was in a stealth link. ‘I’m not mad.’ For once he genuinely sounds hurt. ‘How long have you known?’ I ask. ‘I was restless, couldn’t sleep at the end of that first week back. I stepped out in the hallway just in time to see you head down the stairs. I reached out to Cohen three weeks ago when I noticed a pattern. I asked him to keep an eye on you without interfering unless he witnessed you losing control.’ ‘But he doesn’t patrol during this time.’ I answer, confused. ‘No, but he was willing to do it because he understands the p
Saturday, October 12th(Damian’s POV)It’s been three months since I was pulled out of my apprenticeship with the guardsmen. It was a grueling process, between the side effects of the medication, therapy and classes, to regain the control that I had lost. Dad was by my side for the first six weeks, literally. He turned control of the pack over to Patrick and went to on-call consultation. Mom continued her usual duties within the pack but reduced what she did in the afternoons. Once she came home with the girls she was done for the day. While the kitchen staff was allowed to consult with her about the dinner menu her main focus was family. It’s been weird the last few months; something about Lucas and I struggling with our wolves has inspired a closeness that hasn’t existed for a while. When dad returned to leading the pack he continued to have family night every Friday after dinner. He chose Friday because there’s no homework or anything else for anyone to run off to. Patrick, Parke
I leave his side for the bathroom, grabbing two washcloths while the water in the sink runs. I test it for hotness before wetting both cloths, adding soap to just one before returning to the bed. I wipe down his feet, using the second cloth to rinse them so he doesn’t get debris from walking barefoot outside in the bed. He’s so exhausted that he doesn’t even pull back the covers; he simply lays on top using the robe to cover himself. I return the cloths to the bathroom sink before opening the closet and retrieving a soft, flannel sheet for him to sleep with. He has never been known to sleep uncovered even during the warmest summer nights. I notice the pedestal fan and grab it before shutting the closet door. I place the fan in the middle of the floor before heading back to the bed, shaking out the sheet and covering him before sitting on the edge. A soft knock on the door jam alerts me to Lilly’s presence before she walks inside the room. “I had a feeling you would resort to one of t
Everything is quiet when Angela enters the room. I’ve been holding him in a particular position for several minutes, allowing him to float at the surface of the spa. She holds the uncapped syringe in her hand, sitting on the edge she’s able to silently press the small hypodermic needle into his thigh, pushing the contents of the syringe slowly into the muscle of his leg. It takes longer than normal due to the reduction in the size of the needle as we need him to feel as little of this as possible. She stops briefly when he tenses, allowing him to relax before finishing the injection. She leaves as silently as she came using the link to reassure me that she will remain close by as she knows that I’m going to tell him what just happened. All wolves are acutely aware of both silver and Silvex entering the body the moment that it happens. I gather him into my arms, pulling his body back down into my lap. “Dad, I’m really sleepy and everything hurts. I think we need to head home or I’m n
“Start taking your clothes off. Leave your boxers so what happens doesn’t get strange and if you don’t have any on there are two pairs on the table.” My head slowly comes up from looking down at my own body, silently trying to point out that I have nothing but a pair of shorts. He points to the tray table set up on one side of the spa. My breath catches in my chest as I realize how planned this is. I slowly start stripping off what little clothes I have access to when I have to become human before we return to the locker rooms.“No.” He finally says. “You have the misfortune of a unique situation. Calming your wolf down is the only way you will be able to think using your instincts. Just like your mother, busting into that alpha’s house and demanding your mate will have a level of consequences you don’t want to deal with.” He steps down into the spa as he speaks, standing off center giving me plenty of room to follow. I can feel my anger soften slightly as I look into his eyes; they
I’ve overheard many conversations between those who smell like this and Alpha as many are frustrated that they aren’t recognized as part of the pack. His response is always the same; I can’t get a witch or warlock to perform the Welcoming Ceremony. Apparently such a ceremony changes their scent int
My voice is cracking by the end of my statement but it’s there, the apology he deserves. “He thanks you. He was a warrior once for Blue Ridge. All of those who have crossed into this territory were as it’s well known that crossing unannounced could result in such an attack. He doesn’t blame you fo
I wait and observe my oldest son as he hugs this stranger’s infant close. As much as he has struggled with the idea of helping them tonight has changed him. “I promise you. While what she needs done is painful she will receive medication to control it. It’s best that you’re not here for this. If y
(Damian’s POV)I watch silently as dad disappears behind the doors of the procedure room. As much as I fear that room it takes everything I have to pull myself away from it. I really just want to barge back in there but I know better. For the first time I can really feel that my father has my best







