MasukI slammed back into reality, into the ache threatening to crush my lungs.
My eyes burned. My throat tightened. Looking at those headlines... those pictures... it was like that memory got stabbed and bled right before me. Why, Raghav? Why did you break the forever we promised? I squeezed my phone, forcing back the sob. I could feel everyone around me still laughing, still breathing, still living. And here I was... suffocating. My friends glanced at the screen. "She's so lucky," one sighed, leaning over. "Raghav is... God, imagine being married to him." Lucky. That word made my stomach turn. Is she? Is Natasha lucky? Lucky to share his last name but not his heart? Lucky to live in a house where she's a guest in her own marriage? Lucky to cook meals for a man who never comes home? No. No, she isn't. But... she's still his wife. And me? I'm the past. I'm the secret. The shadow. The heartbreak he left behind. Or... am I? I closed my eyes, taking a trembling breath. What if... what if he starts falling for her? What if... he never divorces her? What if... I lose him? For real. Forever. My chest tightened. Panic. Fear. Betrayal. All wrapped together. *** My hands trembled as I clutched my phone, calling him for what must have been the tenth time. Each ring felt like a hammer against my chest, echoing the silence he left me in. No answer. Again. I stared at the screen. "Call ended." The air felt heavy, pressing against my lungs as if it, too, was refusing to let me breathe. The warmth of the afternoon sun suddenly felt like it was mocking me. I redialed. Again. Still no response. Why wasn't he picking up? "Raghav," I whispered, tears threatening to spill from the corners of my eyes. "Pick up. Please. Just once." I sat there in my car, parked outside the university, my mind spiraling with fear. A storm of thoughts whipped around inside me. Was he ignoring me on purpose? Was he with her? Had I truly lost him? The images from the news article haunted me, that dance, that kiss, the way his hand rested on Natasha's waist. No. This couldn't be it. This couldn't be the end of us. I gripped the steering wheel and turned the key in the ignition. I needed to see him. I needed to hear it from him, face-to-face. Not from headlines or whispers or silence. I drove, each second dragging like a lifetime. But instead of going to his house, my instincts turned the wheel toward his office. Maybe he was there. Maybe... maybe he wasn't ignoring me. Maybe something had happened. Maybe he was busy. Hope. That awful, clinging hope still lived somewhere inside me. The massive glass building loomed ahead, sleek and intimidating. A place where he built his empire. Where he became the man everyone admired. But to me, he was still the boy who once held my hand in a school hallway and promised to love me forever. I parked and rushed out, my heels clicking sharply on the polished pavement. My heart thundered in my chest. As I neared the entrance, the security guard noticed me. "Kiyara madam? You here?" he asked, eyebrows raised in surprise. "Yes," I replied breathlessly. "Where's Raghav?" "Sir was here a little while ago," the guard said, checking his log. "He's in a meeting. He should be back very soon." Meeting? I nodded stiffly and entered through the glass doors. The familiar scent of polished wood and cologne filled the space. I'd been here countless times before, back when things were simpler, before the world turned upside down. I didn't wait for permission. My feet carried me straight through the lobby and up the elevator. I knew the way. Every floor, every corner. I had memorized it all. As the elevator dinged and the doors slid open, I stepped out and headed down the hallway, past sleek glass-walled offices and quiet assistants who glanced at me but said nothing. I reached the executive floor, my heart still pounding, and walked into the room I knew so well. Only to stop dead in my tracks. NatashaTHIRD PERSON POINT OF VIEW Pushed kiyara. From the main staircase of the mansion. It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t planned. It was desperate, wild, the kind of motion born from years of heartbreak and hatred. Kiyara’s gasp cut through the air like a scream in a nightmare. Her phone slipped from her hand, clattering against the marble. For one fleeting second, she hung in the air.. her eyes wide, terrified, before the world tilted. Her scream tore through the mansion. “RAGHAVVVV!!” Her hands flew to her belly as she fell. The sound that followed was unbearable, a sickening thud as her body hit the marble floor. A red bloom spread beneath her, staining her white dress. Silence. Time stopped. Natasha stood frozen, her heart hammering, her breath ragged. Her hands shook violently as she stared down. Kiyara lay there, screaming in pain, her fingers clutching her stomach, blood pooling around her. “What have I done…” Natasha whispered, her voice trembling... As
NATASHA’S POV I looked at her… really looked. Kiyara stood there, glowing. That kind of glow only love can give, a warmth that seeps into the skin and settles in the eyes. Her hand rested gently on her stomach, protective, proud. Her baby bump wasn’t very visible yet, but I saw it. I saw what it meant. And it hit me like a knife twisting deep inside my chest. A memory I had buried clawed its way back up. My vision blurred as a single tear slipped down my cheek before I could stop it. I was also pregnant once. Before I married Raghav. Before I traded my heart for his name, before I built my life around the illusion of love that never really existed. I was carrying a life inside me, tiny, innocent, mine. With my first boyfriend. My first mistake. I was just 21 back then, so scared and silly, and I didn't want him to become my husband.. but raghav. So I killed it. I still remember that cold, suffocating clinic room. The sharp smell of antiseptic. The hum of the
Natasha’s Point of View The elevator ride to Raghav's apartment felt like an eternity. The cold metallic walls reflected a version of me I barely recognized, wild eyes, trembling lips, hands clenched into fists so tightly my nails dug into my palms. But that pain was nothing compared to what was clawing inside me. I had spent months in silence after the divorce. Months convincing myself I could move on. But the heart doesn’t listen to logic, and mine still beat for the man who had already signed me away. Raghav Kashyap. Even his name still hurt. He had moved on, everyone said. Found peace, found love, found her. Kiyara. The name itself tasted like poison. The woman who had taken everything, my husband, my home, my place beside him. And now, she carried his child. The day I found out, something inside me broke beyond repair. I had cried until there were no tears left. Until I was nothing but a hollow echo of what I used to be. And still… I came back. I wasn’t alone th
TWO MONTHS LATERRAGHAV'S POINT OF VIEW She was glowing. Even in the dim light of our apartment, she radiated something indescribable. Maybe it was the soft glow of impending motherhood, or maybe it was the way she cradled her belly, shielding our child as if protecting them from the world, including me. Our baby. A life we created together. A piece of her and a piece of me. The weight of that truth pressed on my chest. I wanted this. Us. A family. I had dreamt of holding her close as we waited for our child to enter the world. I had imagined placing my hand on her stomach, feeling the gentle flutters of life within her. I had pictured us laughing, making plans, talking about baby names in the middle of the night. But instead, here we were, distant, broken, barely holding onto the remnants of what we once were. And it was my fault. I moved toward her, my heart pounding with an ache so deep it almost hurt to breathe. She sat curled up on the couch, her fingers tracing sof
KIYARA’S POV It’s been a week. A week since everything changed, since me and Raghav decided to get engaged, get married, and finally announce it to the world. We could finally be together. That’s all that mattered, above the whispers, above the dirty politics. Not for me. But for the baby. They still looked at me like a mistake they had to tolerate, only because it was growing inside me. Still… I didn’t mind. Because I had him. My baby. My reason to breathe. I sat by the window, holding the latest ultrasound printout in my hands. My eyes softened as I traced the tiny outline of the little life growing inside me... I can't wait for raghav to show it. I couldn’t stop the tears when the doctor let me hear his heartbeat. So strong. So full of promise. “My jaan… my everything,” I whispered, gently caressing my round belly. “When you come to the world, baby… Mumma’s going to love you so much. And Papa will too. He already does.” A smile broke through my te
Natasha's POV I stood by the fire, my arms wrapped tightly around myself, though the heat from the flames was scorching my skin. They didn't see me. Not really. Raghav's world had shrunk down to the fragile girl in his arms-the same girl who had been the shadow between us from the very beginning. And me? I was just... there. Watching. Watching as he carried her in like she was made of glass, as though the rain had been cruel to her, as though the whole universe had wronged her. She's pregnant.. pregnant? God, how many nights had I begged for the same? How many times have I tried reaching out, telling about the future we were supposed to build together? A baby, Raghav. Let's have a baby. Your parents want an heir. The company needs a future. We should... we should try. Every time I said it, his jaw would tighten, his eyes would turn to stone. He never answered. He never touched me. Not once. Not even when everyone expected it, not even when I thought maybe