LOGINAmora:
When meeting my Alpha, I noticed someone was with her, her mate, Ryxarra. She was originally just our spiritual leader, our connection to the Goddess, like a priestess. Ryxarra became our Luna when she and Alpha Avenix fell in love and formed a mate bond through a sacred ceremony. They weren't true mates, like we used to have centuries ago, but they raised their daughters together and I've never seen anyone else so in love. Alpha was standing there, a hard look on her face. She was always so serious, I barely remember seeing her smile until her daughter, Lina, was born. The only others that I'm sure get to see the real her are Luna and Luna's daughter, Merea. "Amora, you're late!" Alpha barked. "Sorry Alpha, I was just saying goodbye to my family", I apologized, eyes down out of respect and not wanting to start a challenge. "Avenix, this is a tough journey for anyone. I took my time as well, on my way to the city, before I got pregnant with Merea", Luna said defending me. "Amora, how are you feeling?" Luna directed the question to me, as she came between Alpha and I, putting her back against Ave's front. Her scent instantly brought calm to her mate. You could see Alpha Avenix's posture relax like she was at peace and her face softened. "Honestly? I'm a little nervous. Interacting with humans is foreign to me", I replied shyly. Ryxarra elbowed her mate, Ave sighed, "Amora, I understand. I've been through this as well, but you aren't going alone, your wolf will be with you", Avenix comforted me awkwardly. "How does she feel about it? Your wolf", Ryxarra clarified. "Anxious about leaving the safety of the pack", I admitted. "That's all normal. Just remember, it's only a week. And there will be more chances if you don't succeed during this heat. it's important that you trust your wolf. She may be in heat soon and eager to mate, but she would never put you in danger. Our wolves can sense these things, she will make sure you feel it too", Luna assures me. She was right, I did trust my wolf. My wolf doesn't really talk to me much, I only hear a word of two, here and there. Although I can feel her emotions and mostly understand what she's feeling and why. When I was about eight years old, I decided she deserves a name of her own. I named her Keska. "You're both right. Thank you, Alpha, Luna. I'll do my best not to let you and the pack down", I say at I bow my head in respect. I turned and walked into the woods, stopping about two hundred feet in to undress, stuff my clothes into my backpack, and shift into my wolf. It was a difficult and painful transformation during my first shift, each time has gotten easier and easier. Now I like the feeling, it's like finally being free. Keska takes over and I'm just in the back of our mind, resting better than if we'd been asleep. Keska was a beautiful wolf with her black fur, white tipped ears and tail, and white paws. Her black fur is the same shade of black as my long braid, that reaches half way down my back. My skin isn't as white as parts of her fur, but it is not off by much. The biggest difference is our eyes, her golden yellow eyes are completely different to my forest green color. I will miss being able to shift as I please during this week, but it will be over soon enough and then I can come home. Kya: I start to tear up as I think about Mo heading off on her own. I wish I could go with her, but this is something she had to do on her own. I've raised her on my own the past eight years, since our mother died. I can't imagine how hard it will be to let my own daughter go. Keska will keep Mo safe, that I'm sure of. I wipe my eyes as I walk back into our old farm house. I've done my best to make it more of a home than the other houses. Their houses are plain. I guess people would say I'm a little too creative, especially on the outside. I'm really just an artist and I express myself by painting whatever I want in our house. On the outside I paint landscapes from books and the ones I see here. I do chores like everyone else but as a hobby I make paintings that pack members commission me for. We also use them to sell in the human world, sometimes to help us make money. Painting Amora's room was probably my most important project. She needed a place to help her feel at home here, to give her normalcy, and make her and Keska feel safe. They stayed in wolf form for a while after Mom was gone, it was Keska's way of giving Amora time to grieve and rest. It went on for about a month until Avenix used her Alpha ora to force Amora to come forward again and made them shift back to human form. Not long after, Mo went back to her everyday life, with school and chores. It took a while but eventually she smiled again. Riley was a big help with that. Amora is strong, she can do this. Now I just have to hold it together while I do my chores. I watch pack pups at the park while their parents do their own chores. I hope Mo comes back safe and sound.When Grams died it was like the world just stopped. Michelle stayed with us for a while, barricaded in the guest room, probably because she couldn't be in Grams' house alone. Mika threw himself into work, he wouldn't accept my help at all. I did manage to coax Michelle into eating, even if it was mostly junk food. Mika ate sparsely for a few weeks. I was so worried I'd never get them out of this darkness that I forgot I'd lost someone too. One day I was standing in the sunroom, at the windows, looking out at the forest when Mika came up and hugged me from behind. The side of his face was rested on my head when he said, "She loved you, you know. You were her granddaughter too. It's okay to feel it. It's my turn to hold it together for you." It all hit me at once, that weight I'd been carrying dropped and with it the tears. I don't know how long I cried into Mika's shirt but I was exhausted when I looked up at his scraggly face, I'd never seen him not shaved before. Mika led me to
Riley POV: Amora where are you? It's been four months since you left for the city and never came back. We sent out trackers to and around the city for the first three months. They couldn't find your scent so I suggested the book store, that was the one place I was sure you'd go. They caught your scent there but couldn't track it outside, you must not have been there since the rain. The cashier said she had seen you, but not for a while. Kya is completely distraught. Alpha has been keeping her busy working with the kids but I was worried she was too lonely at home so I've been bringing her home with me after chores. I don't know if being with my family is helping at all but she shouldn't be alone. Kya had her baby. She's beautiful. Her name is Amy. Kya hasn't said but I think she is named after you. Well you and your mom, her middle name is Faera. She was born a little early but she's strong and very healthy. Ryxarra says to pray to the Goddess for your safe retu
"She and my grandson are getting married so she moved out here to the rescue with him," Grams blabbed, I didn't correct her that we weren't engaged. She insisted that he would though. "Oh, well it's great to see you," Paige said, smiling. "What are you doing out this far?" I asked. "I live out here with my parents, a couple doors down from Ann actually. I drive to the city for work, not many jobs around here. But the city is also too expensive for me to live in, so I drive back here. Hey did you finish that book?" Wow Paige was a talker, surprisingly I didn't mind. "Yeah I really enjoyed it. Sorry I didn't make it back to discuss it with you." Paige looked around the shop, "Well do you have time now?" "Of course she does, it's a ghost town in here," Grams shooed me from behind the counter, "You need to get off your feet anyhow." It was then that Paige saw my large baby bump and she squealed, "A baby! You're having a baby?" "Twins actually," I smiled
We discussed it and Mika brought me back to my senses, "If the Goddess gave us a son, why would she take him away before he's even had a chance to betray her? We just need to raise a good man so he never gives her a reason to take him." "Easier said than done Mika. Kids make mistakes. We can't stop everything." I argued. "I don't think it would be over something small. He'd have to have a harem of women or be a mass murderer." I rolled my eyes. Mika was being ridiculous but he was probably right. Maybe our son was safe. I wish I could ask Ryxarra's guidance on this. Maybe she could tell me what the Goddess had planned for my babies. I miss my pack, not just Kya and Riley. Pack life was so easy and made sense, way more than human society did. I love my new little family, I really do, I was just used to a much bigger family. Maybe I need more people to feel at home in this life. I should try making new friends to expand my 'pack'. But how would I do that? I was just
~3 months later It had finally come time for the twins anatomy scan. Keska was sure they were healthy but Mika was a worry wart and insisted we humor him. I didn't think their ultrasound would be any different than a human baby's, so nothing to worry about, right? Of course Michelle came with us, she had to be there to see who was right. She held her excitement in pretty well when the doctor came in. He asked a few simple questions about how I was feeling and the nausea was mostly gone so I was doing really good comparatively. "So what are we thinking they will be?" The doctor asked as he started the scan "She says both girls, I say at least one is a boy." Michelle answered. "Well I think you'll both be pleased." He chuckled. On the screen he pointed out that baby A had boy parts and baby B had none. This was more shocking than finding out there were twins in the first place. The next thing I knew Mika had rushed the doctor and Michelle out of the room. He
....I bit my lip, I wanted to make him feel good too, but I didn't know exactly what to do. I reached for it but Mika stopped me by grabbing my hands in both of his. "Tonight is all about you", he said. Then he pulled me to my feet and led me off the steps and to his bedroom. I was pretty sure I knew what he wanted so I crawled on the bed, laying down on my back. Mika immediately crawled over top of me but now his pants and boxers were gone. I really wanted to touch him, to know what it felt like and see if my touch felt good to him like his did to me. Mika must have known what I desired because he took my hand and guided it to his cock, squeezing my hand around it, showing me how to stroke it. I must have done something right because a breathy sigh escaped his lips and he tilted his head back. I could see the pleasure on his face, which was satisfying and gave me confidence that I knew what I was doing. The tip looked soft, I wondered what it felt like, if touching it would als







