LOGINZARYA ROGOV
They were here to take me, and all I could do was present myself like a fine dish to be chosen and consumed.
I wore a long black dress that clung perfectly to my figure with my long black hair left to rest until my hips. Black perfect for mourning.
As I descended the stairs with my mother beside me, I could feel anxiety creeping up in my veins. I wanted them to reject me, but I knew if that happened, my father would make my life a living hell.
My heels clanked against the hard marble as I walked towards the living room. My face was already heating up from all the inner turmoil I was feeling.
The closer I got to the living room, the more I felt like running away, and when I reached it, I couldn't help but scan around the room. He was here with his parents. He sat in the middle of the couch, legs sprawled open like he already owned this house.
Mannerless.
My gray eyes clashed against his blue ones, and I could already feel mischievous intentions oozing out of him. Wow, father protected me all this time just to serve me to someone like him? He looked like he would sell me off.
Wow, how great.
"Oh, here she is, my princess." Father stood up and grabbed my shoulder, pulling me to his side. My princess? More like his puppet. My father deserved an Oscar award after putting on the role of such a loving father.
"Dear, serve tea to your soon-to-be husband," Father ordered, but I didn't move from my place until his grip painfully tightened on my shoulder, and I almost scrunched my nose due to the pain.
"Come on, don't be shy." I knew if I delayed anymore, he would break my bone so before I knew it I was walking towards the coffee table.
My eyes slightly went towards his parents, and they were watching me, really watching me like a hawk with no polite smile on their faces. They looked like those cruel in-laws. I immediately lowered my gaze back to the table.
Afraid they would notice my trembling hands, I began to get even more nervous. Kneeling down elegantly, I began to pour tea for all of them.
Thankfully, my hands remained steady as I poured the tea.
But when it came to handing over the tea to him, my hands began to shake, and I took a deep breath to calm myself, but that did nothing to stop the trembling.
He leaned forward and took the tea from my hand. He deliberately put his hand over mine, giving it a light squeeze and that was enough to send a jolt of current through my body.
"Thanks," He said with nonchalance, almost irritating. I was already irritated by him. How was I supposed to marry him and stay with him? I'd rather die.
I gave him a brief nod and quickly served his parents before stepping aside. My mother caressed my back with a little smile. "You're doing great, sweetie." I fought the urge to roll my eyes.
"Come here, sit with us," His mother gestured towards the space on her left side, and my mother lightly patted my back to move forward. As I settled down on her left side, the lady analyzed me from head to toe as if I were a product on the black market.
The men began to talk about their stuff, and I couldn't help but imagine what would happen if I stood up and walked away from here.
"So what are your hobbies?" His mother asked.
"I like to sketch, read, bake, and sometimes gardening." I kept my tone soft and polite. His mother nodded. She said nothing and took a sip of her tea. Her expressions didn't waver, and there was no ounce of softness on those features.
She slightly leaned forward.
"This is an important question and I want you to answer it honestly, okay?" The old lady asked and I hesitantly nodded, looking at my mother who stood beside our couch, listening to us attentively.
"Are you untouched?" She asked without any hesitation. Gladly, her voice wasn't high enough.
My eyes slightly widened as I looked at the old lady.
What kind of a question was that?
How dare she ask me such a question when her own son was a famous womanizer?
The hypocrisy, the audacity.
I cleared my throat, hands clenching on my lap.
I barely left this house, of course I was a virgin but...if I knew I was to marry someone like him, I wish I wasn't so pure.
"Y-yes," I forced myself to speak.
"Great," The lady said and took another sip of her tea.
****
They just left after finalizing the wedding date.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes caressed my slightly swollen right cheek. A sign of me just trying to speak for myself. After they left, I tried to change my father's mind, even though I knew it was useless, and when I said I would hate to marry a man like you, aka a coward and a womanizer, I ended up receiving a slap.
Both my cheeks would have been swollen if Caesar hadn't stepped in to stop Father.
But... enough was enough. I thought at least marriage would take me away from this hell of a house, but no, the other side was even worse.
I've been compliant all my life. Now was enough.
I needed to escape. Get out of this hell before it swallows me whole.
Immediately changing into black baggy trousers and a gray top, I grabbed all my saved money, stuffed a few pairs of clothes in my bag, and immediately left the room. I needed to be hidden until the wedding date passed.
Descending the stairs, I crossed the living room indulged in darkness. There was no way I would be able to escape from the front doors judging how tight the security was so I decided to take the back door.
It's been eight years since I stopped running out of the mansion.
Eight years since the incident that gave me this anxiety, but ironically, I couldn't recall that incident at all.
After that, I stopped running away.
I confined myself, embraced this hell.
But no more.
Throwing some blocks of stone, I stood up on them and tried to climb the wall only for my hands to end up scratched but despite the pain I didn't give up. Even though I knew the camera was recording all my movements I still didn't stop, not until I ended up harshly on the ground right on the other side of the wall.
"Agh!" I ended up almost spraining my ankle.
Shit! Taking the support of the wall, I stood up and immediately limped away. I knew my actions had consequences, but the guilt of not trying would kill me.
The man stared at the screen, a knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as he grabbed his phone and called someone. He waited for the other person to pick up the call as he leaned back in his chair and watched the Rogov princess disappear into the night.
The call was finally answered by a deep, commanding, "Speak,".
"I've got news for you, boss."
"Spill it,"
"Your enemy's daughter..." He paused.
"What about her?"
"She got guts."
"Come to the point."
"She ran away from Rogov's mansion."
"..."
"What are you gonna do now?"
"Give her my surname."
ZARYA ROGOVThere is a limit to everything, a limit to happiness and a limit to sadness.In our case, the latter has exceeded limits. We have lived with it for so long that it has become a part of us.What cure did we have for this curse? Except love.A moan of contentment left my lips when I felt my aching body sinking into the softness of the mattress beneath me. My palm pressed into the smoothness of the mattress as I stretched and slowly opened my eyes.The afternoon light filtered through the window and scattered onto the mattress, and that was when my gaze landed on the part of my soul. My eyes slowly widened, and I sat upright, staring at the small body sleeping beside me."A-Anastasia." My voice cracked, and my eyes welled up with tears. Was I dreaming? How did she end up here? I raised my hands to scoop her up in my arms and noticed that my wrists were bandaged. They must have treated it after I fell asleep, more like I went unconscious. When we arrived at the mansion, I was
ZARYA ROGOVSome die when they want to live the most.Some die even when they are already dead.In the end, no matter where we stand in life, we die. So, why do we worry so much about life when we are not even sure if we'll live to see the sun rise again?The sharp pain in my head was like I had been struck in the head once again. The moment I opened my eyes, I couldn't see just yet. My blurry sight tried to take in my surroundings, but I was still not in the present. I was still drowned in the darkness, and as I sat there, I remembered what had led me there, and my heartbeat jolted me upright. I looked around, my breath uneven.A frown made its way on my face when I found myself in a small church. A church? What was I doing here? I started to get up while looking around, but found myself chained to the chair once again. The chain was wrapped around my waist and went backwards to my wrists, binding them.What? My eyes slowly widened, not because I was chained but because I had a whi
ZARYA ROGOV I was half-conscious and tied to a rusty chair. I did not know where I was, but I knew I shouldn't have been here. Warm blood trickled down my forehead where I had been hit earlier by the back of the clown's gun. I was protesting and cursing him, and that's all he could come up with to silence me.Well, it did silence me because I lost half of my consciousness I weakly tried to unbind my hands that were tied to the back of the chair with rough ropes. I heard footsteps around me. The clown was giving orders to his weaklings.I shook my head to bring myself back to my senses. I raised my head and looked around. It was a building, an abandoned building with dust and broken rocks everywhere. By the way, this specific floor had lightning; it seemed like this was planned beforehand. I took a deep breath and turned my head to the left. Ren was talking to one of his men, telling them to prepare for something, but when he noticed me glaring at him, he dismissed his man and walk
ZARYA ROGOVThe restaurant was a place for a nice, cozy date, but I was very much focused on getting done with this forced union. I looked up at him sitting across from me at the table. He was already waiting for me to catch his eye, and when I did, he passed me an eye smile, which was probably fake. My jaw tightened as I gave him a poker look. "You have changed; you were different back then." He pointed out. Of course, back then, I wasn't aware of your games, and you weren't a threat to my peace. I didn't say anything, but my silence was not enough to wave off that creepy smile on his face. "You don't speak much either." He said, his eyes flicking down to my lips before meeting my gaze, a knowing look in his eyes. He knew what he was doing."I was forced to come on this date with you; if Caesar didn't have my daughter, I would have never come," I said, my jaw tightened. He raised a perfect brow at me and leaned forward with his elbows on the table. "You do speak a lot." My eyes sli
SERGEI MOROZOV I am a sinner, and maybe my sins hold me back from ever becoming good.I simply either lack the potential of doing good, or I wasn't nurtured right. I was nurtured to rule over the throne of evil. My position was the throne of the devil, and I sat on it like one.If only those feelings for a single woman didn't run in my veins like a curse, I would have been at peace playing the role of the devil."Pakhan...Pakhan." A manly, gruff voice that irritated me to my marrow rang in my ears, bringing me back to reality. I looked up and realized that I had lost myself in the tangles of my woman right between a very important meeting. I straightened up and leaned against the high-back black leather chair. A long table with high authority roles and military officials sat in front of me. The walls were tainted black like the hearts of the men in this hall. My men surrounded every corner, standing behind the officials like an angel of death."You seemed lost." I looked right, at
ZARYA ROGOV "Where is my daughter?" I shouted, grabbing Caesar by his collar as pure anger surged through my very being. My jaw clenched so tight I thought my teeth might shatter. Caesar raised his hands in defeat, but I knew he was just mocking me. "Don't worry, she's safe." He said coolly while my heart was burning. I couldn't even imagine her separation from me. I don't even know where she was and who was looking after her, or whether they were even looking after her at all.At this point, she was better off with Sergei."Give me my daughter back," I growled at his face, and he raised his brows at me in amusement. "You got some real fire in there." He mocked me. I dropped my right hand and turned it into a fist, driving that fist right in his face with a strength I didn't know I had in me. His face turned to the left as he let out a groan."You sure are showing your real fucking face." I rasped. He slowly turned to look at me, his glare intense as he grabbed my wrist and pulled m







