LOGINZARYA ROGOV
They were here to take me, and all I could do was present myself like a fine dish to be chosen and consumed.
I wore a long black dress that clung perfectly to my figure with my long black hair left to rest until my hips. Black perfect for mourning.
As I descended the stairs with my mother beside me, I could feel anxiety creeping up in my veins. I wanted them to reject me, but I knew if that happened, my father would make my life a living hell.
My heels clanked against the hard marble as I walked towards the living room. My face was already heating up from all the inner turmoil I was feeling.
The closer I got to the living room, the more I felt like running away, and when I reached it, I couldn't help but scan around the room. He was here with his parents. He sat in the middle of the couch, legs sprawled open like he already owned this house.
Mannerless.
My gray eyes clashed against his blue ones, and I could already feel mischievous intentions oozing out of him. Wow, father protected me all this time just to serve me to someone like him? He looked like he would sell me off.
Wow, how great.
"Oh, here she is, my princess." Father stood up and grabbed my shoulder, pulling me to his side. My princess? More like his puppet. My father deserved an Oscar award after putting on the role of such a loving father.
"Dear, serve tea to your soon-to-be husband," Father ordered, but I didn't move from my place until his grip painfully tightened on my shoulder, and I almost scrunched my nose due to the pain.
"Come on, don't be shy." I knew if I delayed anymore, he would break my bone so before I knew it I was walking towards the coffee table.
My eyes slightly went towards his parents, and they were watching me, really watching me like a hawk with no polite smile on their faces. They looked like those cruel in-laws. I immediately lowered my gaze back to the table.
Afraid they would notice my trembling hands, I began to get even more nervous. Kneeling down elegantly, I began to pour tea for all of them.
Thankfully, my hands remained steady as I poured the tea.
But when it came to handing over the tea to him, my hands began to shake, and I took a deep breath to calm myself, but that did nothing to stop the trembling.
He leaned forward and took the tea from my hand. He deliberately put his hand over mine, giving it a light squeeze and that was enough to send a jolt of current through my body.
"Thanks," He said with nonchalance, almost irritating. I was already irritated by him. How was I supposed to marry him and stay with him? I'd rather die.
I gave him a brief nod and quickly served his parents before stepping aside. My mother caressed my back with a little smile. "You're doing great, sweetie." I fought the urge to roll my eyes.
"Come here, sit with us," His mother gestured towards the space on her left side, and my mother lightly patted my back to move forward. As I settled down on her left side, the lady analyzed me from head to toe as if I were a product on the black market.
The men began to talk about their stuff, and I couldn't help but imagine what would happen if I stood up and walked away from here.
"So what are your hobbies?" His mother asked.
"I like to sketch, read, bake, and sometimes gardening." I kept my tone soft and polite. His mother nodded. She said nothing and took a sip of her tea. Her expressions didn't waver, and there was no ounce of softness on those features.
She slightly leaned forward.
"This is an important question and I want you to answer it honestly, okay?" The old lady asked and I hesitantly nodded, looking at my mother who stood beside our couch, listening to us attentively.
"Are you untouched?" She asked without any hesitation. Gladly, her voice wasn't high enough.
My eyes slightly widened as I looked at the old lady.
What kind of a question was that?
How dare she ask me such a question when her own son was a famous womanizer?
The hypocrisy, the audacity.
I cleared my throat, hands clenching on my lap.
I barely left this house, of course I was a virgin but...if I knew I was to marry someone like him, I wish I wasn't so pure.
"Y-yes," I forced myself to speak.
"Great," The lady said and took another sip of her tea.
****
They just left after finalizing the wedding date.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes caressed my slightly swollen right cheek. A sign of me just trying to speak for myself. After they left, I tried to change my father's mind, even though I knew it was useless, and when I said I would hate to marry a man like you, aka a coward and a womanizer, I ended up receiving a slap.
Both my cheeks would have been swollen if Caesar hadn't stepped in to stop Father.
But... enough was enough. I thought at least marriage would take me away from this hell of a house, but no, the other side was even worse.
I've been compliant all my life. Now was enough.
I needed to escape. Get out of this hell before it swallows me whole.
Immediately changing into black baggy trousers and a gray top, I grabbed all my saved money, stuffed a few pairs of clothes in my bag, and immediately left the room. I needed to be hidden until the wedding date passed.
Descending the stairs, I crossed the living room indulged in darkness. There was no way I would be able to escape from the front doors judging how tight the security was so I decided to take the back door.
It's been eight years since I stopped running out of the mansion.
Eight years since the incident that gave me this anxiety, but ironically, I couldn't recall that incident at all.
After that, I stopped running away.
I confined myself, embraced this hell.
But no more.
Throwing some blocks of stone, I stood up on them and tried to climb the wall only for my hands to end up scratched but despite the pain I didn't give up. Even though I knew the camera was recording all my movements I still didn't stop, not until I ended up harshly on the ground right on the other side of the wall.
"Agh!" I ended up almost spraining my ankle.
Shit! Taking the support of the wall, I stood up and immediately limped away. I knew my actions had consequences, but the guilt of not trying would kill me.
The man stared at the screen, a knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as he grabbed his phone and called someone. He waited for the other person to pick up the call as he leaned back in his chair and watched the Rogov princess disappear into the night.
The call was finally answered by a deep, commanding, "Speak,".
"I've got news for you, boss."
"Spill it,"
"Your enemy's daughter..." He paused.
"What about her?"
"She got guts."
"Come to the point."
"She ran away from Rogov's mansion."
"..."
"What are you gonna do now?"
"Give her my surname."
ZARYA ROGOV The moment I entered the grand hall beside him, all the heads turned towards us. My spine straightened, and my heart thudded loudly against my ribcage. The temperature within these tall walls was warm, but the eyes that watched us were colder than ice.All the masses clad in expensive attire nodded towards Sergei, some even bowed at him. It was likely that everyone here was from the underworld and came under him.I tried to spot Nadia and others, but found no one from his family. Guess they were restricted from attending such events, but I was exposed to it like a won trophy.His hand rested on my waist as he guided me through the hall. He slowed down the moment Uncle Dima approached us. The elderly man passed us one of his most extraordinary smiles. I was almost left blinded when he flashed his fake white set of teeth at us."Oh, there you are." He lightly slapped Sergei on his back and turned to look at me, but the moment his eyes travelled down to my neck, all the colo
ZARYA ROGOV The things he demands from me, I obviously go against them.Obeying him meant bowing down to Satan.I stared at my dress in the mirror.The dress was deep wine-red in color. It had a square neckline and thick shoulder straps, giving it an elegant yet structured look. The bodice was fitted, while the skirt flared out into a voluminous A-line silhouette. The fabric was velvet, which enhanced the dress's color.I let my hair down and put on a little makeup because I wasn't so enthusiastic about this event. His grand celebration could be a lot worse than my expectations, and I just knew I wasn't ready for whatever hell he was about to unleash on me.I took a deep breath, but my breath got stuck midway when he stepped into the room without knocking. I instinctively straightened up and just pretended to do something with my hair. Sergei slowly stepped into the room and closed the door behind him, all the while staring at me from head to toe. His hazel eyes traced my full form
ZARYA ROGOV There was no redemption for the devil because he doesn't want to be redeemed.There was only hell that awaited him.Sergei pinned me against the mattress; his grip wasn't tender, it was like an iron that almost resembled my prison. His gaze wasn't cold; it was filled with restrained rage, restrained with something much more.I couldn't control the shivers that ran up my body, but I refused to look away from him, refused to give in. He was so close that I could feel the heat of anger in him. I wondered what sin I had committed to make him so wrathful? It felt like I had wounded him just like he wounded me, like we were equally responsible for each other's destruction."Why don't you remember anything?" He asked, his jaw tightly clenched as he hit his fist beside my head right against the mattress in pure frustration. I flinched and tightly shut my eyes. I felt like I couldn't breathe. "Open your eyes and look at me." He commanded while grabbing my jaw. My fingers dug in
SERGEI MOROZOVWhen sins are enough to make you climb the peak of hell, it hardly feels possible to redeem; it hardly feels human. No way could lead you back, but several ways could lead you further into the chaos.The Rogovs were on the verge of crumbling.She was on the verge of her sanity.I won...but there was no sense of achievement.No victory ever made me happy because I was too fixated on the goal of ruining the Rogovs. I thought maybe after that I would feel the great satisfaction of achievement.I never felt it."There is no serious damage except that some of our men got injured in the fight," Bogdan informed. I nodded, staring at the injured men getting treated. None of them was able to hold on to Rafail, and it was expected.He was impossible to catch.But the fact that he came already meant that I had his leash. Even if I couldn't get to him, holding him back was enough to ruin the Rogovs. I ran a hand through my hair and looked up at the clear black sky. "Why did he spe
ZARYA ROGOV My back slammed against the wall, and a painful yelp escaped my lips. His rough hand tightened around my neck, cutting off my air supply, but not enough to kill me. Tears burned the back of my eyes, but my glare didn't waver.I had nothing to fear. He took it all, he took everything from me. Now, it was time I took his."Don't play with fire, Zarya. You already know the outcome." He growled against my face. "You shouldn't have killed her." I rasped, glaring up at him with my teary eyes."You shouldn't have betrayed me." He whispered against my lips, his hot, rugged breath against my skin sent a shiver down my spine."I never gave you my loyalty." I retorted, trying to push him away, but he was like an immobile wall."I never expected your loyalty, and either way, she was going to die.""Why don't you kill me already? What more are you waiting for? Haven't you done enough?" I asked, I couldn't hide the helplessness in my tone. I couldn't stop the tears from kissing my che
NATASHA KOZLOVI wanted to do this for Zarya. She was the only one who had ever shown me genuine kindness, and I wanted to repay her. I didn't think of the consequences of my actions. And I definitely wasn't looking forward to getting caught. I knew I was dead the moment they grabbed me.My life wasn't so great to look back at, and I wasn't sure what I wanted to do next. My life was worthless, but that didn't mean I wasn't scared of death.And surprisingly, I wasn't dead.The Pakhan didn't kill me.I was knocked unconscious by the man behind me. I stared down at my drenched clothes and then at the jacket beside me that had bursted blood bags in it. They showed Zarya my death and left her traumatized.Maybe I knew the reason behind Pakhan's wicked actions.He wanted to sabotage Zarya thoroughly. Wreck her to the point she loses the concept of her very existence. He wanted her to drown in the guilt for the rest of her lifetime. He wanted her weak, and I guess he succeeded because even







