Mag-log inZARYA ROGOV
I ran towards the main road and began to stride on the side pathway, desperately hoping for a taxi to arrive, even though it was pretty late at night. My breath was heavy, and despite the cold weather, I felt sweat trickling down my back.
I had already taken the path, and there was no going back.
If my father failed to find me, Ivan Starkov would soon know that I have run away, and judging by his parents, I doubt they would want to marry their son to a runaway woman.
I continued to walk. Anxiety crawled up my skin like a curse. Not knowing where I would go? What would I do? I walked, ran until the time faded away, and the only thought was escape, but the road was never-ending.
I began to doubt my escape until a black car with black tinted windows finally showed up. My instincts told me I shouldn't be asking for a lift, and so I continued to stride through the pathway before halting on my steps.
What's that?
I stared at the black trail of cars cutting through the air, flashing silver headlights as if on high alert. My heart began to beat in my mouth, and my grip tightened on the bag on my shoulders.
Have they already caught up to me? But father was never this fast, and this was definitely not his way of traveling.
I wanted to move, but I couldn't.
Something deep inside me said, 'They were here for me.'
Run!
The cars began to slow down, the tension was thick in the air, and it was pulsing through my veins. My heart almost lurched into my mouth when a black colored G-wagon cut through the trail, tearing through the pathway like a beast, and it screeched to a halt inches from me. I squealed and fell backwards on my butt, the silver headlights blinding me.
What the hell!
I immediately crawled backwards from the car, trying to process what had just happened. I couldn't open my eyes due to the blinding lights boring into me.
Have I been caught? No! Not this soon.
The back of my eyes burned, my throat painfully clogging up.
Suddenly, a towering silhouette walked in front of the light, the rays scattering around his huge frame and his shadow looming over me like he was here to consume my soul.
I stared down at his shiny boots with my squinted eyes before my gaze slowly traveled up, seeking the face. All I knew was that this man wasn't my father but someone far more dangerous.
And then I saw him.
Dead hazel eyes stared down at me.
Those eyes...
My eyes slowly widened as I took in those features.
Dirty blond hair.
Chiseled jawline with a dusty stubble.
Perfectly sharp nose, and a pair of hazel eyes dressed with lashes longer than my own.
The man in front of me was no one other than Sergei Morozov, the ruler of hell, the ruler of bratva, the Pakhan.
My father's sworn enemy.
I stared up at him in shock.
Realization dawning over me like a newly inflicted trauma.
Oh no!
I looked around, and his men were surrounding us. Each one of them was armed. I hesitantly looked up at him again, and the intensity of his gaze had my gaze flickering away.
I couldn't move.
How...how did he know where I was?
He slowly kneeled on his left knee, and still, I had to look up at him. My heartbeat was hammering in my ears, senses heightening in fear. My hands unconsciously clenching onto the soil beneath my palm as I cowardly gawked at the man in front of me.
I was already not used to this species, and this man was the worst of all I could ever imagine.
Oh god, he would kill me.
I'm dead.
I wanted freedom, not death.
Why was he staring at me like that?
"Be grateful you don't look like your father." That's the first thing he said to me.
I'm glad I don't look like my father, but I guess that man was beefing with everyone to the point of such hatred.
I continue to gawk at him, not a word slipping through my slightly parted lips.
"What are you doing here?" He asked seriously, his voice held so much command, I was forced to speak.
"I-I was on a w-walk." I stuttered.
He raised a brow, his eyes slowly traveling towards the bag on my shoulders and then down to my clothes. I knew he wasn't buying my lie. It felt like he already knew what I was up to.
"More like trying to escape from your marriage." He said, and my already wide eyes widened even more. How did he know that? Rogov's and Starkov's deal was a secret that no one was supposed to know about except the two families.
Was there a spy?
"W-What do you want f-from me?" I asked hesitantly, and he slightly leaned in closer, making me move back instinctively.
"You will soon know." He raised his hand to grab my arm, but I threw the soil I was clutching onto right in his eyes, making him growl. His animalistic growl alone had me flinching. I immediately stood and turned around to run, but I was immediately crowded by his men, all of them towering over me.
Did I really think I had a chance?
One of them roughly grabbed my arm, yanking me towards him. I yelped in pain and raised my hand to hit him, but the other one grabbed my wrist.
Terror sparked through my body.
I realized how helpless I was. I realized that these men could do anything to me if they wanted.
Suddenly, someone grabbed my backpack from behind and pulled me away from their hold. He grabbed me and pulled me as if I was a child.
I looked up and immediately freaked out when I saw that Sergei was the one who pulled me away from them. How did he recover so soon? His eyes were red, though.
"You guys can't treat her like that," Sergei said mockingly, and I almost gave him a double-take. Huh? Despite the mocking tone, the darkness that flashed through his gaze was a clear warning to his men. All of them lowered their heads.
"She would soon have my surname, I do not want any of you even looking at her with anything but respect." My eyes widened at his words as I tried to pull away from his hold, only to be yanked back to his side by his hold on my backpack.
"What d-do you mean?" I asked anxiously. All the color drained out of my face.
He didn't answer, he didn't even look at me.
"Start the cars, we're going to the church."
ZARYA ROGOV Two days later*After that day, I didn't see him again. He didn't pull any acts and was almost non-existent to me, but I knew he wouldn't just sit still. Not seeing him around also meant that he was busy somewhere else; he wasn't the one who would stay at home. Sergei was never the one who would waste even a second of his day. I heard from some customers at the restaurant that the place he wanted to build was already under construction. What type of place was he building?Something to hide his illegal actions? He wasn’t the one who would hide any of his actions.I covered Nasia with the blanket and lay down beside her. The night song and the hooting owl weren't the reason I remained awake till midnight. I just couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about the past. Suddenly, a knock at the door had me flinching as I sat up straight.It was almost midnight, who could be here at this hour? I slowly pulled out of the blanket and stood up. I jumped again at the se
SERGEI MOROZOV Moscow was my throne, but here was my soul.My name rang in the alleys like a prayer, but I wanted to worship her.Four years without her, four years of desperately searching for her and losing my sanity in the process, I found her at a place I was about to ground my claws in.The first time she entered through that door like a lioness about to tear us all. I almost couldn't recognize her, but when those familiar gray eyes met mine, and widened in shock.Those eyes, that voice...oh! I felt my soul knocking back into me. I felt myself breathing again. All I wanted to do was grab her, press her against the wall, and kiss her to the point she couldn't breathe, just like I couldn't breathe when she wasn't around. Kiss her to the point her scent absorbs on my skin, kiss her to the point I could feel the softness of her lips against mine for days.I wanted her in my veins like blood.There was no way I would let her go again. Zarya was my purpose; without her, there was no
ZARYA ROGOV The next day, after I got back from work, I spent some time playing with Anastasia before getting ready to bake a cake for the neighbor. As I moved around the kitchen while simultaneously keeping an eye on Anastasia every now and then, I thought about him.I didn't see him today. Maybe he left for good.But honestly, something about him was different.I quickly shook my head when I realized I was thinking about him again. I forced my mind from wandering and quickly got done with baking. I grabbed my coat, threw it on, and looked at Nasia to make sure she was busy playing, and there was nothing dangerous placed around her before I walked out.I took a deep breath and knocked on the new neighbor's door. I was always kinda nervous when it came to meeting new people, even though I've spent most of my life interacting with them in business events.I was about to knock again, but when I heard the heavy footsteps approaching, I dropped my hand and straightened up.Those heavy
ZARYA ROGOV After the landlady left, I peeked out once and found the grounds clear. I wasn't expecting them to leave without breaking down the doors and dragging me along with them. It was suspicious. Could he be planning something big? Should I move out? But, where would I go in this harsh weather? I didn't have enough money saved with me to move overnight. I sighed and drew the curtains in front of the window. I looked at Anastasia playing with her toys. She slept the whole day due to her fever, and now the fever has subsided, and she is super energetic.I smiled and sat down beside her.As soon as I settled down, she was in my arms like a bolt. I chuckled and cupped her chubby cheeks, making her giggle. Before she was born, I never felt so wanted, so loved. Anastasia had made me feel loved, wanted, and most importantly, I felt that motherly love, all because of her. The kind of love where you would go to all lengths just to see a smile on your loved one's face.I bobbed her nos
ZARYA ROGOV When I ran away, I thought I was finally free. I finally had my freedom, but I realised that without the constant chaos surrounding me, I wasn't much of a character.I had no purpose.No meaning.No connections.And almost no future.Rafail helped me get away from the chaos; he helped me find a shelter and a job so I could be independent enough to feed myself.The first two weeks were the best I've ever experienced. I was finally able to go out and enjoy my own company. I was about to roam around freely without any shackles holding me back. But the nights were a complete contrast to the morning glory.The flashbacks and nightmares kept me awake. I found myself in the corner of the room, staring at nothingness. The dread that he might find me kept me awake.I had flashbacks of the past that I had forgotten about.The fabricated past and the games I got tangled in. Only if I had known that before, maybe I would have been able to fight against the devil.But it was too late
FOUR YEARS LATERFour winters and four summers passed by. Days, months, years went by. The horror was gone, but the deep agony in the heart remained. That agony-filled heart had a seal of guilt, and the seal could only be broken through forgiveness. It was winter once again, and the cold had always been harsh to the people of Russia.The countryside had always been calm and soothing, except for the usual harm the winter brought to the fields and livestock. "Stir it harder, have the cold gotten to your head?" Oksana huffed out while wrapping the apron around her chubby waist. Olga sighed and pressed her lips together, stirring in the huge pot as hard as she could."That's more like it." Oksana patted her shoulder and began to chop vegetables."Is she taking off today?" Olga asked and looked up at her mother, noticing how weak she had gotten ever since that notice.Three days ago, a notice was delivered to the whole lane, including them. They were told to leave their small cottage-typ







