Chapter 1 — Glass Slippers Shatter

Sienna noticed the sugar roses on the anniversary cake were melting.

Six of them. One for every year.

That was what she always did at events like this — noticed the small details nobody else cared about. The champagne running low on the far end. The investor’s wife standing alone by the window looking like she wasn’t interested in being here. The roses design looked delicate under the ballroom lights.

Grant had promised her a small dinner. Just close friends, he said.

There were more than a hundred people in this room.

She smoothed the front of her dress and ran through the words one time in her head. The four words she’d been practicing in the bathroom mirror all week, every morning, while Grant slept on his side of the bed.

I want us to try again.

Two years of cold silences and polite goodnights. Two years of trying to fix what kept going wrong even when he had stopped trying altogether. But she still loved him.

That was the embarrassing truth of it.

She carried that love like a cross, heavy and impossible to put down.

She just needed to find him first.

“Have you seen Grant?” she asked a passing waiter.

The boy’s eyes moved — just for a second — toward the coatroom. Then back to her. Too fast.

“No, ma’am.”

She was already moving.

The coatroom door was open an inch. She could hear a laugh through the gap. Low. Familiar.

Vanessa Cole.

Richard Cole’s daughter, the man who owned nearly half of Grant’s hockey team. She had met Vanessa at three different charity dinners. Vanessa always looked at Grant a second too long.

She pushed the door open.

Red silk dress. 

Grant’s hands in that red silk.

Vanessa’s lipstick smeared on his jaw and her fingers twisted in his hair. They were kissing the way people kiss when they’ve been kissing for a long time and aren’t afraid of getting caught.

She stood there.

She didn’t know how long. It could have been three seconds or three minutes. Her brain kept running like it was trying to process what was happening.

Six years.

They got married when she was twenty-two. She wore her mother’s earrings. She remembered thinking, this man loves me so much.

Grant cried at the altar.

It made her feel like the luckiest person in the room.

“Grant.”

Her voice came out wrong. Too thin. Like she was already apologizing.

Grant didn’t jump. Neither did he freeze. He just stepped back from Vanessa. Casual. Unhurried.

He checked his cufflinks and looked at her, and for one horrible second she thought maybe she was wrong. Maybe she misread it. Maybe—

Grant smiled.

“There you are,” he said. “Good. This saves time.”

Something cracked open in her chest. “Grant.” Her throat was tight. “It’s our anniversary.”

“I know what day it is. I planned the party.”

Vanessa turned to the dark window and fixed her lipstick in the reflection like she wasn’t standing three feet away.

“You said you told her,” Vanessa said, completely bored. “You said this was handled.”

“I’m handling it now.” Grant took her elbow. Gently.

Her eyes burned and she blinked hard once because she refused to cry in a coatroom. She refused to give Grant that.

He steered her back into the golden light of the ballroom like he was being kind. Like he was doing her a favor. Then he picked up a fork and tapped his champagne glass.

The room went quiet.

A hundred plus faces turned toward them.

“Friends,” Grant said, warm and easy, like he was giving a toast at someone else’s wedding. “Six years ago I married a sweet girl from nowhere. She ironed my shirts when I couldn’t afford a dry cleaner. She smiled at the right people. She was exactly what a man needs at the start.” He paused. Let it sit. Then his eyes found Sienna’s across the crowd and he smiled. “But every man has a starter home. A starter job.”

Sienna knew what was coming. Some part of her knew, and she still wasn’t ready.

“A starter wife.”

Someone laughed. Then a few more people, nervous, unsure. Phones came out. Sienna stood in the middle of the room and felt the floor tilt under her and thought, very clearly:

I walked in here tonight still loving you.

That was the part that was going to destroy her later.

Not the coatroom. Not the words. That she walked in here tonight with four words ready and hope still alive in her chest like an idiot.

Vanessa appeared at Grant’s side. One hand resting on her stomach. A diamond on her finger catching the light.

“And since we’re sharing news,” Vanessa said, glowing, “we’re expecting. A spring baby.”

The applause started slow and then grew because that’s what rooms full of rich people do — they follow whoever is holding the microphone. Grant kissed Vanessa’s temple. A waiter, not knowing what else to do, started cutting the cake.

Sienna couldn’t move. She was standing in the middle of a lot of people and she could not move because if she moved something was going to come out of her that she could never take back. Tears.

Don’t.

Sienna found her legs. She lifted her chin. She walked — slowly across the ballroom floor. Past the whispers. Past the phones. Past Grant and the woman carrying his child and the cake with the melting sugar roses.

Sienna stopped at the cake table just for a second.

“The roses are melting,” she said, to nobody.

Then she walked out.

The elevator was all mirrors.

Sienna stood in it and watched herself from six different angles and told herself she was fine, she was fine, she was absolutely —

The doors closed.

Sienna pressed the lobby button and then she just — sat down. Right there on the elevator floor in her anniversary dress, back against the wall, and she put her face in her hands and cried. Not quietly. The kind that shakes your whole body. Six years of trying and adjusting and making herself smaller and quieter and easier to be around, six years of thinking if she just loved him well enough he would come back to wherever he went —

The elevator hit the lobby and dinged and Sienna pulled herself up off the floor. Wiped her face with the back of her hand. Took a deep breath and stepped out.

Sienna worked the ring off in the lobby. It fought her over the knuckle — six years don’t come off easy — and left a pale dent behind, a stripe of skin that had never seen the sun.

She dropped it in her clutch.

The hotel bar was nearly empty. Dark, quiet and amber-lit, a television above the shelves showing hockey on mute. Sienna sat down at the far end of the bar and put her clutch on the counter.

“What’s the most expensive whiskey you have?” Sienna asked.

The bartender blinked. “Twenty-five year single malt. Four hundred a pour.”

“One pour.” Sienna smiled. “Charge it to the Sinclair anniversary party. Ballroom B.”

The glass had barely touched the wood in front of her when a hand slid it away.

Big hand. Scar across one knuckle, old and white.

“Not that one,” said a low voice.

Sienna turned ready to say something sharp, pouring out her frustration into whoever that was.

Tall. Dark sweater, sleeves pushed up. Storm-gray eyes that looked like they’d seen worse than hers.

“That’s mine,” Sienna said.

“That tastes like a cigar box.” He nodded at the bartender. “Pour her the eighteen-year. The one behind the register.”

“You just stole my drink.”

“I upgraded your drink. There’s a difference.” He set the new glass in front of Sienna. “If you’re burning your life down, do it with something that’s actually worth the damage.”

The bartender set down two glasses without sparing them a glance.

The stranger lifted his and paused.

“What are we toasting?” he said.

Sienna looked at the glass. At the muted television. At the pale stripe on her finger where her ring used to be.

For a second Sienna thought about lying. Saying something lighter. Something easier.

“The end of my marriage,” Sienna said. “As of about twenty minutes ago.”

Something moved across his face. Not pity. Not the practiced sympathy Sienna was going to get from every person she knew for the next six months. Something quieter. Like he understood what it meant to lose something you thought was permanent.

He touched his glass to hers.

“To fools,” he said, “who let queens walk away.”

The whiskey was warm going down. Real and warm. When Sienna set the glass down his hand was beside hers on the bar, and his thumb — slow, like he wasn’t even thinking about it — brushed once across that pale stripe on her finger.

And it stayed there.

Sienna should have moved her hand.

She didn’t.