"Mom, are you scared?" I looked at my mom. She was staring out into the woods from our window.
She was silent for a minute before she spoke up. "I'm worried," I heard her let out a sigh. "I'm worried about what would happen to you when I'm gone,"
"Mom…" I closed my eyes. "You're not going anywhere,"
"We both know that's not the truth, Ivy,"
"I'm going to find a way. If Alpha Cassian could live, then you could too."
"Is that why you decided to join this pack?" My mother turned to me. I stayed silent, causing her to let out a frustrated sigh.
"Ivy, you're going to be eighteen soon. You need a pack to protect you and I think the dark wood pack could do that. Alpha Cassian seems strict but I think there's nowhere else safer than under his wings. He'll protect you and if you're lucky, you'll meet your mate. I want you to live comfortably and live a life your father and I couldn't give you. I want you to be happy. Stop worrying about me,"
"Stop talking like you're going to leave me," I snapped, my eyes brimming with unshed tears. "I was happy with you and dad. I don't care about anything else. Dad left us and now my priority is you. I'll do anything to make you live," I said, determined.
"You have to think from my position too, Ivy…" My mother shook her head. "Without your father, I feel so empty. I won't ever feel peace until I become one with him again," She smiled sadly. "I know you're scared of thinking about a world without both of us here and that's my pain too. I hope I'll get to see you finding your mate before I go."
"Mom, please stop," I begged, wiping away the tears that streamed down my face.
Can't she see how I'm hurting?
Can't she see how hard I'm trying?
Why is she talking about leaving me?
I sat down on the bed. "You're not allowed to say things like this from now on," I warned her sternly. "I risked it all and came here to this pack to save you. And I'm going to do everything I could to find a way to make you live."
My mother smiled. "You're just like your father," She came closer to caress my cheek. "He never gave up. No matter whatever obstacles he faced. It's really fascinating how similar you are to him,"
A small smile twitched on my lips. "I'm his daughter, mom. What else do you expect?"
She only chuckled before turning towards the window again. "It's a beautiful pack, don't you think?" She asked while looking outside.
"Place? Yes. People? No. I don't like anyone in this pack except for Alpha Cassian's mother. Everyone else seems cocky and arrogant."
"I'm sure that is going to change when you get to know them. Don't judge them from a few minutes of interaction,"
I rolled my eyes at her words. "Whatever," I muttered before I flopped back on the bed. I desperately needed a nap.
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We went down for dinner at night. It was the same table with the same people. I quietly ate while observing everyone.
My eyes were on Alpha Cassian for most of the time. I examined his physique and overall look. He looked healthy and perfectly fit. No one would believe he was someone who'd lost his mate. It's impossible for a mateless person to look like that.
What did he do to recover?
I think my stare was too obvious because I saw him glance at me a few times. I quickly looked back at my plate and gobbled up the rest of my food.
After dinner, everyone sat down to drink some wine. Mom retreated to our room because she was tired. I stayed there to listen to Luna Evelyn and Alpha Cassian's mother tell some of their funny experiences. It felt refreshing to listen to those two ladies talk.
I've heard from someone that Luna Evelyn is extremely powerful. You wouldn't be able to tell that at first glance because she's very soft spoken and looks like an angel. But when you talk to her, you'll know that she's not someone ordinary. Her posture, words, and action, everything radiates power.
I sat there listening to them for about an hour before I decided to go back to my room. I was getting tired and besides, Alpha Cassian was nowhere to be seen. There's no point in staying there when I can't get any more information about him.
I stood up and excused myself. Luna Evelyn told me good night before I walked away to my room.
I was terrified about the next day. If the interrogation doesn't go well, we won't be accepted into this pack and on top of that, I don't even know what the predator would do to us.
I guess I was too focused on my thoughts while climbing the stairs because the next thing I knew my head had collided against something hard. I yelped and looked up in surprise and let me tell you, my soul almost left my body when I locked eyes with the predator.
I gasped and instinctively took a step back only to realize that I was on the stairs and I'd miscalculated my steps. "Oh shit," I shouted as I fell back but before I could tumble down the stairs, a muscly hand wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to flush against Alpha Cassian's chest.
I looked up to meet his eyes again. The predator stared down at me with an uninterested look. Even though there wasn't any emotion on his face, he looked intimidating as hell. I couldn't breathe being so close to him.
He smelled like wild herbs. It reminded me of my days in the forest. It strangely felt good.
"Don't you know to look ahead of you while walking, kid?" Alpha Cassian raised a brow. His deep voice sent a shiver down my spine. That's when I realized how close we were. I quickly pushed him away and stepped to the side.
"I'm not a kid," I said, then instantly regretted my words.
Really, Ivy? You really had to talk back to him? That guy could eat you alive if he wants to.
"A-And I'm sorry for bumping into you, Alpha Cassian," I added.
I looked up at him to find him looking back at me with an amused expression. He turned towards me and took a step closer, making me step back in surprise.
I let out a yelp when he suddenly trapped me against the wall and himself. I couldn't even move because his hands were on either side of me, restricting me to go anywhere.
Alpha Cassian leaned down to make his face parallel to mine. He stared into my eyes with a serious look. I couldn't help but gulp nervously.
"Why were you staring at me during dinner?" He asked, making his voice low and deep like the ocean.
I did everything to avoid looking into his eyes. "W-What?" I turned my face to the side as I spoke.
But then I felt his hand on my face. He gripped my chin and made me look at him forcibly. I took in a shaky breath as I came face to face with him.
His predatory eyes pinned me down, making me unable to move. I could feel his hot breath fanning against me as he spoke. "Why did you stare at me?"
I gulped in fear. It seems like I miscalculated.
The predator is always more observant than the prey.
Third person POV The summer sun beat down on the pack as they gathered in the woods on the edge of their territory, their excitement building as each moment passed. Today was the day they'd release two prisoners who'd been separated from their mates for five long years. It was a rare sight—nobody had ever survived that long apart from their mates. The pack's curiosity was mixed with awe. Countless discussions going in the background as to how these two had managed the unbearable pain of separation.Cassian's scowl deepened, his discontent palpable. The alpha's hope was clear: he wanted the prisoners to die in prison. That’s how it should’ve been. The pack's healers whispered among themselves a lot of things, suggesting different reasons for the pair's remarkable endurance—perhaps they weren't true mates after all. Maybe the rogue had deceived Liya, manipulating her into believing a false bond. Beside the alpha, Ivy snuggled her two-year-old son closer, and moved towards her mate, w
[3 years later]“Oh wow, where’s my little Alexi off to, so early in the morning, hmm?”I paused when I heard Stella’s question. My brows shot up as I looked up from my book. Did she just call my pup’s name?I took another bite out of my half-eaten apple and turned around, only to be greeted with the sight of my mate standing there with our pup on his shoulder. Alexi looked at her grandma with a blinding bright smile as she exclaimed. “Papa taking me forwest!” “Your Papa’s doing what?!” I stood up like my ass caught on fire as soon as I heard it, forgetting for a second that I was halfway pregnant. I put a hand on my protruding belly and narrowed my eyes at my mate.Cassian looked away and stared at the wall like he suddenly saw a ghost pop out of there. The little one gasped immediately, slapping a hand over her mouth before she looked down at her father. “Papa! Mama here! Run!” she said, gripping Cassian’s hair tightly.“Don’t you dare move!” I glared at my alpha who gave me a ne
My legs trembled with each step towards the cabin, and I soon lost my balance. But before I could even flinch, Cassian's strong arms encircled my waist, sweeping me up in a gentle yet firm grasp. I gasped, clutching our pup tightly to my chest. "Cassian, our pup!" I shouted, prompting a deep chuckle from him. "You and our little one will always be safe in my arms," he whispered, his nose nuzzling my cheek with a reassuring smile. We swiftly arrived at the cabin, and Cassian carefully set me down on the bed. Ruth and Lily followed us inside, worry etched on their sweaty faces. "Ivy, are you alright?" Ruth questioned, eyes scanning me and the pup worriedly. "Tell me if you’re feeling pain anywhere," Lily added. I offered them a gentle smile and shook my head. "I'm all right," I reassured them. Now that I have my mate and pup beside me, unharmed, I feel better than ever. I looked up at Cassian only to see him looking around the cabin with a frown on his face. Cassian's expr
Cassian moved like a lightning, the pipe held up to deliver the final blow, but Liya was quicker. She flung herself in front of her mate, shielding him with her body while she pleaded, her voice trembling with desperation. “Alpha, please! Please, I-I beg you to spare my mate!” Cassian let out a low and menacing growl, his eyes darkening as he snarled, “Move, omega. Move, or I'll make you!” The pipe in his hands hovered inches from Liya's face, his arm trembling with restraint while he warned the girl. I took a step forward, worry taking over my mind. He looked seconds away from attacking her and I didn't want my mate to lay his hands on an omega even if she's a betrayer. It wouldn't set a good example for the pack. Enemy is an enemy but still, she doesn't have the strength to fight him back. That'll be an unfair combat.“Cassian, if you kill him, she'll also die,” I warned, trying to reason with him. But Cassian's anger was unyielding.“I don't fucking care,” he snarled, his eyes b
Cassian's grip on the pipe faltered, his arms frozen in mid-air as our gazes clashed. He turned to me with a deep scowl etched on his face. I swallowed thickly, my throat constricting with fear. His wolf was livid, its fury palpable in the air, and my omega instincts trembled in response. Our pup whimpered softly, sensing Cassian's displeasure, and I instinctively pulled the little one closer to my chest. Cassian's slow, deliberate steps towards me were like a ticking time bomb, each footsteps echoing through the silence, making my heart race with nervousness.Cassian's golden eyes bore into mine, his gaze piercing as he stopped in front of me. “What are you doing here, omega? You should be resting.” I flinched when his bloody hand rose to touch me. Cassian froze for a moment, taken aback by my reaction. I saw a flash of hurt in his eyes before he caressed my cheek with a gentle touch, his fingers tracing the curve of my face. Oh right, his wolf is in control.Cassian's frown deepen
I stared at her like a fish out of water. Letting go of the man who killed my father? Can I….Can I really let go? Can I really do something like that? No….No…. I’ll cut his head off! Then I’ll stab him repeatedly, watching as life drains from his body. I'll make him suffer just like he made my parents suffer.I’ll make sure he’s dead a hundred times over and I'll erase his whole existence from the face of earth.That's what I will do."So please...please spare my mate's life. We'll accept any punishment, just don't take him away from me. I beg you, Ivy, have mercy. Tell Alpha Cassian to not take his life. I'm not asking for forgiveness, just a chance for my mate to live. You know what it's like to love someone, to want to protect and care for them. You have a mate and a pup, don't deny me the same chance at happiness. Don't take away my chance to be a mate and mother,” Liya's words poured out in a desperate plea, her sobs echoing through the room. My grip on my pup tightened as I s