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"Where the hell are you? Get back here!"
Noah’s voice didn’t even make a dent in the wind. It just got swallowed by the grey. He huddled deeper into the ravine, his fingers shoved under his armpits to keep them from falling off. The snow wasn't falling anymore; it was attacking.
"Great. Fantastic," he spat, his breath hitching in a frozen cloud. "Die in a ditch. That’s the plan, then."
He stumbled over something soft. Not a rock. Not a log. A boot. A damn expensive-looking leather boot soaked in something darker than melted slush.
"What the...?"
Noah dropped to his knees. A man lay face down in the red-stained powder. He looked like he’d been dragged through a meat grinder. Gold embroidery peeked out from under a heavy, fur-lined cloak that was currently more blood than fur.
Noah reached out, his hand shaking. He rolled the guy over. The man’s face was pale as death, jaw square, stubble frosted with ice. Even dying, he looked like he owned the mountain.
"Hey. Wake up. Don't you dare die on my patch," Noah hissed.
The man’s eyes flickered—piercing blue, clouded with fever. His hand shot out, catching Noah by the throat with a grip like a iron vice.
"Who... sent you?" the man croaked. His voice sounded like grinding stones. "My brother... did he send you to finish it?"
Noah’s heart hammered against his ribs. This wasn't just some merchant. The royal crest on his chest plate was unmistakable. This was Ethan Walker. The King. And he was currently hallucinating about assassins. If Noah showed up as a scrawny, starving boy, the King would probably snap his neck just to be safe.
Noah pitched his voice up, squeezing it into a soft, melodic breath. "No! No one sent me. I’m just... I’m just Abigail."
The King’s grip loosened, his fingers sliding down to Noah’s collar. "A girl?"
"A village girl," Noah lied, the words tasting like copper. "My home is gone. Please, you’re bleeding out. I have a cave nearby."
He hauled the King up. The man was a mountain of muscle and dead weight. Noah groaned, his own thin frame buckling under the pressure. Every step through the knee-deep snow felt like his bones were snapping.
Inside the cave, the air was marginally warmer, smelling of damp earth and old smoke. Noah dumped the King onto a bed of dry moss and scrambled to start a fire. His fingers were numb, fumbling with the flint until a spark finally caught.
"Abigail..." Ethan murmured. He was shivering violently now, the poison in his system turning his veins black.
Noah ripped a strip of his own tattered tunic. He dipped it in a melted puddle of snow and began dabbing at the wound in the King’s side. It was deep. A jagged blade mark.
"Shh. Stay still," Noah whispered in that fake, airy tone. "You’re safe."
Ethan’s hand found Noah’s again, crushing it. "The herbs... in my pouch. Use them."
Noah fumbled for the leather bag at the King’s belt. He found a bunch of bitter, dried leaves. He crushed them between two stones, mixing them into a foul-smelling paste.
"Drink this," Noah commanded, pressing the mixture to the King’s lips.
Ethan choked, coughing up a spray of dark fluid. "Bitter."
"Life is bitter," Noah snapped, forgetting his "Abigail" persona for a second before softening his voice again. "If I save you... if you live... what happens to me?"
Ethan’s eyes struggled to focus on Noah’s face in the flickering firelight. "Anything. You saved a King, little bird. I will give you the world."
"I don't want the world," Noah said, his eyes hardening. "I want to never be hungry again. I want a roof that doesn't leak. I want you to promise you’ll never abandon me."
Ethan reached up, his thumb brushing Noah’s cheek. The touch was searing. "On my blood. I will pamper you. You will be the envy of every woman in Aethelgard. My savior. My Abigail."
Noah felt a chill that had nothing to do with the storm. He was digging a hole he couldn't climb out of.
Suddenly, the wind carried a new sound. The rhythmic crunch of boots on frozen crust. The jingle of chainmail.
"The King! He went down here!" a voice shouted from the ridge above.
Noah froze. "Your brother’s men?"
Ethan’s face went grim. He tried to sit up, but his muscles gave out. "They’ll kill you if they find you with me. Go. Run."
"I’m not leaving my meal ticket," Noah muttered. He looked at the King, then at his own flat chest and boyish frame. If those knights got close, the lie was over.
Ethan pulled a heavy gold ring from his finger. A massive sapphire glowed in the center. He pressed it into Noah’s palm.
"Take this. It’s my signet. If we’re separated, show this to the garrison at the capital. It’s a promise of marriage. A vow."
Noah’s breath hitched. Marriage? He looked at the ring, then at the King’s possessive gaze.
"They’re getting closer," Noah whispered. He saw a shadow pass the cave entrance. He had to make them keep their distance. He grabbed a sharp shard of flint from the ground and drove it into his own forearm.
"Ah!" he cried out, the pain real and blinding.
"Abigail!" Ethan lunged forward, but Noah pushed him back into the shadows.
"A wolf!" Noah yelled toward the cave mouth. "A wolf attacked me! Stay back, there's blood everywhere!"
The knights paused outside. "Did you hear that? A girl's voice."
"Leave it," another growled. "The King’s trail goes further down the ravine. Move!"
The footsteps faded. Noah slumped against the cave wall, clutching his bleeding arm.
"You’re hurt," Ethan gasped, his voice regaining some strength. He reached for Noah, his hands moving toward the "girl’s" waist to pull her close.
"Don't!" Noah barked, scrambling away. "I’m... I'm modest. And the wound is bad. Just go. Your men are further down. You can reach them now."
Ethan looked pained, but he nodded. "I will come for you. Do not lose that ring. You are mine now, Abigail. Do you understand?"
Noah just nodded, watching as the King staggered out into the grey light, calling for his loyalists.
Once the silence returned, Noah looked down at the ring. It felt like a shackle. He stepped out of the cave, heading toward his shack a mile away. On the path, he saw a body—a messenger, likely killed by the traitorous brother’s men. A letter was clutched in the dead man’s hand.
Noah snatched it and read. His blood turned to ice.
Kill any girl found with the royal signet. No witnesses to the King's survival.
"Oh, what the f**k have I done?" Noah whispered.
He reached his hovel, his heart hammering. He couldn't run; they’d hunt him. He couldn't stay a boy; they’d know he lied.
He grabbed a roll of linen from a shelf and stripped off his shirt. He began to wind the cloth around his chest, pulling it so tight he could barely breathe. He had to be Abigail. He had to play the part or die.
A low rumble shook the ground outside. Not thunder. Hooves. Many of them.
Noah looked out the cracked window. A massive black carriage, draped in royal silk, pulled into the clearing. The door swung open.
Ethan stepped out. He wasn't the dying man from the cave. He was a god in velvet and steel. He strode toward the hovel, his eyes locking onto Noah through the glass.
The door was kicked open. Ethan didn't wait. He walked straight to Noah and dropped to one knee, taking Noah’s trembling hand.
"I found you," Ethan said, his voice a low, possessive growl. "Ready your things, my Queen. We're going home."
The heavy scent of scorched wild honey and crushed cedar wood drifted through the gaps in the thick pine logs, filling the kitchen before the morning sun even hit the valley floor."They’re awake, Noah."Ethan stood by the long oak dining table, his bare back to the hearth, his skin looking like pale marble under the soft yellow light of the whale-oil lamp. He didn't have his boots on. His large feet were buried in the dry rushes we’d strewn over the stone floor to keep the mountain frost out of the house. In his left hand, he held a wooden spoon, the handle carved with the small, jagged notches he used to count the days since we’d left the Western border behind."I can smell them from the well," I said, setting the heavy iron water bucket down by the wash-bench with a dull, hollow thud. I didn't have the linen strips around my chest anymore. The plain wool shift hung loose over my shoulders, the collar wide enough to show the smooth, white skin where the iron spikes of the throne had
The cold iron of the executioner’s block pressed against my cheek, the splinters tasting of old soot and the bitter grease of the city guard."Step back from the rope, lieutenant."Ethan’s broadsword didn't fall on Vane’s neck. The heavy iron blade whistled through the gray mist of the square, striking the center link of my wrist chains with a violent, white flash that sent a shower of red sparks into the slush. The iron rings shattered, the broken pieces clicking against the oak planks like dropped coin."You're a madman, Ethan," I choked out, pushing myself up from the wood, my fingers instantly checking the wet canvas wrapper against my ribs. The child was silent, his gray eyes tracking the silver glare that was still pulsing wildly in the corners of Ethan’s eyelids. "The council has seventy archers behind the fountain. If you don't sign the pardon, they’ll turn this platform into a pincushion before the sun clears the arch.""I’m not signing a pardon for a man who doesn't belong t
The cold limestone floor of the hollow sent a sharp tremor through the raw wounds of the lower shoulder as the numbness of the poppy root finally cleared from the skin."Noah."Ethan surged upright in the dark, his hand automatically slamming down onto the dry dirt where the hilt of his broadsword rested. His fingers closed around the cold leather, but his left palm hit the sharp, warped edge of the silver collar instead of the soft wool of the merchant's shift. The cave bed was dead silent. The faint smell of sweet almonds and sulfur still lingered in the damp air, but the canvas wrapper was gone, and the small heap of dry thistles by the rock wall had been crushed flat by the boots of the guard."Noah!" he roared, his voice cracking against the low roof as he scrambled to his knees, his bare chest heaving under the gray coating of dried mud and ash.He didn't find the boy. He found a small scrap of parchment torn from the back of the Alchemist's book, pinned to the flat stone by the
The gray ash settled thickly onto the stiff, frozen fringe of the velvet hem as the heavy fabric of the dead queen's robe dragged across the shale."Tie the left knot tighter."The white linen strips bit deep into my ribs, flattening the last curves of the chest under the stained lining of the royal purple cloak. My fingers were so cold they felt like wooden pegs against the iron buckle of the clasp, but the black veins under my throat had gone entirely still, leaving nothing but a numb, hard ridge of gray skin where the river glass had been."You're too loose at the shoulder, Noah."The infant didn't make a sound inside the deep fold of the purple velvet, his small face pressed against the raw wool of my shift to keep the mountain grit out of his nose. I didn't look back at the dark crack where Ethan lay breathing in that heavy, poppy-druggied sleep, his hand still closed around the sapphire ring I’d left in his mud-stained palm."He's coming down the track!" a sergeant shouted from
The freezing water of the creek dripped through the mossy ceiling of the hollow, striking the flat stone where the old salt bags used to sit seven months ago."You're freezing, Noah."Ethan’s voice was the only thing that didn't sound like the wind outside the limestone crack. He dropped his broken broadsword onto the dry dirt in the corner, the iron ringing against the stone with a dull, hollow note that died instantly in the small space. His bare chest was a mass of blue-rimmed bruises, the white scars from the crossbow bolts still tight and red under the thick coating of river mud and ash."The silk is soaked through," I said, my teeth clicking together so hard the words came out in ragged pieces. I sat on the remains of a rotting wool blanket, my fingers fumbling with the heavy knot of the scarlet gown Matthew had forced me into. "The child won't stop shivering, Ethan. The canvas didn't keep the creek out.""Give him to me." He didn't wait for me to lift the wrapper. He knelt in t
The gray ice at the bottom of the gorge cracked like a bone under the sudden impact of our bodies, the frozen crust giving way to a dark pool of black mountain water that swallowed the hem of the scarlet gown."Get your head up, Noah."Ethan’s hand slammed into my hair, dragging my face out of the freezing slush before the numbing dark could take my lungs. He was breathing in short, heavy grunts, his bare chest slick with the icy mud, his silver eyes flashing with a wild, jagged light as he pinned me against the limestone wall of the cave bed. The heavy silver collar was still gripped in his right hand, its iron spikes scraping against the wet rock above my ear."You jumped," I wheezed, my chest twisting with a sharp, blinding pain as the cold air hit my lungs. The child was shivering against my ribs, his canvas wrapper soaked through with the black creek water, his tiny fingers clawing weakly at the wet wool of my shift. "You actually took the step, you madman.""I told you I wasn't
"You have to leave tonight."Jonathan Hayes didn't look like a General. He looked like a man waiting for his own execution. He stood in the center of the Royal Suite, the silver breastplate of his office reflecting the flickering orange light of the dying fire. He didn't look at the broken glass on
"Drop it, Daniel. Now."Ethan’s voice didn't rise. It didn't need to. It cut through the roar of the fire in the armory like a bone-chilling wind. He stood in the center of the wreckage, ash coating his black leather armor. Smoke curled around his boots. He looked like a god of ruin.Daniel didn't
"You’re late. The sedative won't hold him forever, Noah. Get the keys or I'll drag you out of that bed and show the King exactly what you've been hiding."Daniel’s voice was a jagged rasp in the dark. He stood in the servant’s passage, the smell of sharp alcohol and stale herbs clinging to his robe
"You look stunning, Abigail. Stop squirming. The lace needs to sit right."Ethan’s voice didn't just fill the room; it anchored it. He stood behind the vanity, his reflection a wall of dark charcoal wool and sharp jawlines. His hands, still rough from the courtyard work earlier, settled on Noah’s s







