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Chapter one
I woke before dawn with my eyes open and my heart beating too fast. I did not sleep. Not after last night. Damon was only meant to walk me back after the council dinner. The night had been quiet, the path empty, the air cool against my skin. Nothing about it should have stayed with me. But it did. Halfway to my chambers, he stopped. I turned to ask why, but the look in his eyes held me still. It was not the calm Alpha I knew. Something in him looked unsettled, like he was standing on the edge of a decision he did not want to make. “Iris,” he said. “You should rest. Tomorrow is important.” I nodded and turned to leave. His hand caught my waist. I froze. He pulled me back, close enough that I felt the heat of him through the thin fabric of my dress. His fingers moved along my arm, slow and careful, like he was memorizing something he was about to lose. His breath touched my neck. He leaned in. I thought he would kiss me. He didn’t. He stopped. Then stepped back like he had gone too far. Neither of us spoke after that. But the moment stayed with me. It followed me into my room. It stayed with me through the night. It sat in my chest until morning came. Today was my wedding day. I pushed myself out of bed and walked to the window. The sky was just beginning to change, light breaking through the darkness in soft lines. A small smile came to my face. This was the day everything would change. I would become Luna. Damon’s Luna. I had waited years for this. I had held on to that hope even when the whispers started, even when the looks followed me wherever I went. The pack house was already awake. Movement filled the halls, voices rising, footsteps passing quickly. Decorations were being placed, flowers carried from one end of the building to the other. Still, the whispers found me. “They say she’s cursed.” “She’s not fit.” I heard them. I walked past them. Damon chose me. That was enough. “My lady.” I turned at the familiar voice. “Ylva.” She stood by the door, holding part of my dress carefully in her hands. Her hair was pulled back the way it always had been when she worked, her face calm, but her eyes watched me closely. She had been with me since I was a child. Before the whispers. Before the doubt. Before everything became complicated. “You’re awake early,” she said. “I didn’t sleep,” I replied. She stepped closer without asking more. She helped me into the dress with careful hands, adjusting each part with quiet focus. “You don’t have to prove anything today,” she said after a moment. I looked at her. “I know.” But I still stood straighter. Still held my head high. Because today mattered. She fastened the back of my dress and stepped aside. “Turn.” I did. I faced the mirror. For a moment, I did not recognize the girl staring back at me. The dress fit perfectly. The embroidery caught the morning light, soft but bright enough to draw attention. My posture changed the way I looked at myself. Stronger. Worthy. “You look like a Luna,” Ylva said. I held her gaze through the mirror. “Do I?” “You always have,” she answered. Something in my chest eased at that. The door opened. “Iris.” I turned. “Ophelia.” She walked in with a smile, moving straight toward me. Her eyes moved over my dress, my hair, my face. “You look perfect,” she said. “I can barely breathe,” I replied. She laughed lightly, reaching to adjust the front of my dress. “Beauty has a cost.” Ylva stepped back slightly, giving her space, but she didn’t leave. Ophelia’s fingers moved quickly, fixing small details, making sure everything looked exactly right. Up close, I noticed something in her expression that didn’t sit well. A tightness. Gone before I could name it. “What is wrong?” I asked. “Nothing,” she said. “I’m just thinking about how everything changes after today.” I nodded slowly. “That’s the point.” She smiled again, but it didn’t reach her eyes. Ylva noticed it too. I could tell by the way her attention stayed on Ophelia for a second longer than usual. “Almost ready,” Ylva said, stepping forward to fix a small crease near my waist. Ophelia reached into her sleeve and pulled out a ring. “For the bond,” she said, placing it in my hand. I looked at it briefly before closing my fingers around it. “Love is what holds a bond,” I said. Ophelia’s smile paused for a second. Then returned. “My lady,” Ylva said softly, “it’s time.” My heart began to beat harder. I took one last look at myself, then turned and walked out. --- Damon stood in his chamber, staring at the ceremonial cloak before him. He had not touched it. Something felt wrong. “Damon.” He turned. “Ophelia. You shouldn’t be here.” She stepped inside anyway. “You don’t look ready,” she said. “I am.” “You don’t sound like it.” He didn’t respond. She moved closer. “Iris is not ready for this.” His expression changed. “That is not your place to say.” “She is weak,” Ophelia continued. “She will not survive what comes with being Luna.” He turned away. “She couldn’t protect her own family. She hides when things become difficult.” Silence. “I stood and fought for my pack,” Ophelia said. “I know what it takes to lead. You need someone who understands power.” Her hand brushed his arm. “You deserve more,” she added. “Someone who can stand beside you.” His jaw set. “Why say this now?” he asked. “Because no one else will,” she replied. “And because I care about you.” He grabbed her wrist. “Enough.” But she smiled. “The elders agree,” she said. “She is not right for you.” He let go slowly. The doubt had already taken root. --- The ceremony gathered the entire pack. Everyone watched. Everyone waited. Elder Aldric stepped forward. “A true Luna binds not only her mate, but her people.” I stood where I was meant to stand. Then I saw him. Damon. Dressed in black and silver. Perfect. But something was wrong. He didn’t smile. His gaze did not soften when it met mine. It felt distant. “Iris, daughter of Kael,” the elder said, “do you take Alpha Damon as your mate?” “I do.” My voice held. I meant it. The elder turned. “Alpha Damon, do you take Iris as your mate and Luna?” Silence. Too long. The crowd murmured A whisper rose. Damon stepped forward. Then he turned to face them all. “I reject this union,” he said. “The Moon Goddess does not bless a broken Luna.” The words fell without mercy. No hesitation. No pause. I stood there, the ring still in my hand. No one moved. No one spoke. Everything I had believed in ended in that moment. Not loudly. Not violently. Just… gone. And I understood something clearly. I had just been rejected. And in that moment I understood something ............. I was no longer his .Chapter 45 I thought it was stress, that was the easiest answer. The safest one. too many things had changed in a short time, too many eyes watching me now. Every move I made carried weight and every word mattered. Anyone would feel it. So I ignored the signs..... At first. I sat in front of the mirror while the maids worked on my hair, their hands careful, their voices low. They spoke about preparations, about the pack, about how everything had settled. But I could still hear their little gossip, the went round the pack........ I was barren , unable to bear a child for the Alpha. I listened without really listening. My eyes stayed on my reflection, “You look tired,” one of them said. “I’m fine.” “You should rest more,” another added. “The council has been demanding.” I gave a small nod just to end it. They continued working, adjusting, fixing, stepping back to admire their work. None of it mattered. Something else sat at the back of my mind. “You can leave,” I said.
Chapter 44 The next morning, I woke up with a strange feeling. It sat quietly in my chest, unfamiliar but not unwelcome. It wasn’t loud or overwhelming. It was softer than that, something I couldn’t fully name. For a moment, I stayed still on the bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to understand it. Happiness. The word came slowly. And even then, I wasn’t sure if it fit. It had been a long time since I had felt anything close to it. Long enough that I didn’t trust it immediately. But it was there, resting somewhere beneath everything else, untouched by doubt or fear. I closed my eyes briefly, letting it settle. Then I got up. The air outside carried the coolness of early morning. The sky was just beginning to shift, the first light stretching across the edges of the horizon. The pack house was Alive at this hour, most people still inside, not yet pulled into the rhythm of the day. I preferred it like this. Less noise. Less watching eyes. I made my way to the training gro
Chapter 43 The pack did not settle after the attack. If anything, it made tension grew in a way that made the pack unsettled. Guards doubled at the borders. Movements became measured. No one wandered without purpose anymore. I stayed inside after that. Not because I was told to. Because I understood what had happened. They had come for me. That thought didn’t leave, no matter how much I tried to push it aside. By the next morning, word had already spread that Roshan was leaving. An alliance meeting. It made sense. What had happened wasn’t small. Seblethorn didn’t move that close without reason, and if they were testing us , then other packs needed to know. Still, knowing that didn’t make it sit any easier. I didn’t see him before he left. I heard it instead through passing voices in the corridor, through the way guards moved with sharper attention, through the silence that followed after. He was gone. And the space he left behind felt… noticeable. I didn’t like that.
Chapter 42 I stepped out into the corridor and kept walking, hoping distance would quiet whatever had settled inside me. But it didn't, the silence in the hallway only made it worse. Just then , footsteps came from behind me , I know who it was before she spoke. "Iris "....... I stopped For a moment, I considered ignoring her and continuing forward, but something in her tone held me in place. I turned towards her slowly. Selene stood a few steps away, composed as always, her posture straight, her gaze fixed on me in a way that made it clear she had not come to pass by. There was no greeting. No pretense. Her eyes moved over me once, like she was confirming something she already believed. “I didn’t expect to see you standing so comfortably in this pack,” she said. Her voice was even, but it carried something sharper beneath it. I felt it settle under my skin. “I’m not here for comfort,” I answered. She took a step closer, slow enough to show control, close e
Chapter 41 Roshan The message came before sunrise A boarder breach , not full attack but enough to call attention from every major house tied to seblethorn pack I read it once, then folded it. We've had more rivals now that we can count. There was no need to read it twice. I left my room without calling for anyone. The pack house was already waking up in pieces guards moving faster, voices lower than usual. Something was wrong. Everyone could feel it. By the time I reached the council hall, most of them were already inside. The long table was filled. Old leaders. War advisers. Clan representatives. And Kealor. He sat near the end, quiet, watching everything. Selene was already there too. Close to the center seat. Like she belonged there. She always knew how to place herself where attention gathered. The last person I noticed was Iris. She stood near the side of the hall, not seated. Not invited fully. But not pushed out either. That alone told me eno
Chapter 40Iris Morning came too quickly, I didn't sleep. How could IThe night stayed with me in fragments I couldn’t shake the hidden garden, the water, the silence between us that felt heavier than words.Roshan’s voice still lingered in my head.You provoke.I sat at the edge of the bed for a long time before I finally stood. The pack house was already awake, distant movement echoing through the halls. Life continued as if nothing had happened.But something had.I washed my face slowly, staring at my reflection longer than I needed to. My expression looked the same, but I didn’t feel the same.I left my room after a while.The corridor felt colder than usual.Or maybe I just noticed it more.I kept my steps steady as I moved toward the main hall. I told myself I would act normal today. Nothing had changed. Nothing should have changed.But my mind kept drifting back.To his eyes.To the way he didn’t step away immediately.To the control it took for him to keep distance.That par







