로그인CHAPTER 47 - THE SPYELARISI was expecting to see sweet entries first, something that would make me smile. Happy memories she would have wanted to say here to me herself. But what I see breaks my heart. °°° It reads; If anyone else ever reads this, it means they might have finally caught up with me. They are close right now. I can tell, their scent carries through the wind from miles away. They will never stop coming after me. The rules are always the same for me. Rule 1: New name for every town I go to. Unlike most Lycans who like staying in one place, one family, it seems like my mom was forced to move all the time, mixing with different species in the town, which is totally against our nature. Rule 2: Never stay past 3 nights. Rule 3: Don't trust anyone who offers help too fast. I'm so tired of this. I wish I was born normal. I met another Lycan today. He saw silver fur burst from my hand from my Lycan being unsettled about suppressing her for too long. He offered to h
CHAPTER 46 - BAG OF SWEETS CASSIEL Beneath my feet, there's an echo beneath the floorboards. One that I hadn't heard when I stepped on other places in the room. If the place wasn't this quiet, perhaps I wouldn't have heard it. I get to my knees and check around the floorboards. Luckily, it’s not something I would have to slam my fist into to see what's beneath. I take off the floorboards and there it is, a box. I pull it out and open it. There are gold jewelry inside, hairpins and finally a large book that looks like a journal. I pull it out, my fingers linger at the edge of the pages. No. This is private. I add it to the things I'm going to ship off to Elaris. ••• ELARIS I'm lounging in the house courtyard that morning when one of our guards at the pack border approached me, with a bag in his hand. “It was sent by the Ashmere Alpha,” He says, handing it over to me. I eye the bag curiously. What could Cassiel possibly have arranged for me? “Did you search thr
CHAPTER 45 - HER MOM'S BELONGINGSCASSIEL “What’s plan B? ”Cody asks. “You will find out if there's a need.” While they go to get the Job done, my gaze drifts to the fridge where Elaris' blood is kept. The bond connection between me and her feels sharper than it did before, it’s almost like it’s growing back to how it was before. I wonder if she would keep giving me her blood if she knew that. Which brings to the thought that Elaris is a powerful lycan and yet we have never sensed a hint of her lycan. “But have we never sensed a lycan in her?” The fact that there are some Lycans hiding in wolf packs makes me come to the conclusion that Elaris' mother had come to hide here too. I barely knew her, seeing I was a young pup when she died. Perhaps she had Elaris lycan blocked too. It pains me to know that Elaris had her first shift out of being hurt by me. The night of the bonding moon was when the pack guards saw the Lycan in the house and Elaris was the only one who ha
CHAPTER 44 - ARE YOU LEAVING ME?ELARIS “You have every right in my business, yes? But do I have any right to yours? You are being a bit hypocritical, don't you think? Malrik.” He keeps silent. I nod. “Yeah you get what I'm saying.” His face takes on a pained look. “It’s not like that, Lysara.” I swallow, blinking back the tears. “No, it’s exactly like that. Now that you've gotten what you wanted from them, when are you going to shut the place down?” His eyes lowers for a sec, then he meets my eyes again. “Lysara, I just came back, this is something we can discuss another…” I interrupt him, also taking a step closer towards him. “My father is there. I know you didn't know but I read the til and I…” There's a strange look on his face that makes my heart stutter. “Are you aware?” He hesitates then, “I didn't know before but I saw him there and I guessed from the light resemblance between you and him.” Hurt emotion. “Where are you going to tell me?” He goes silent once more.
CHAPTER 43 - HYPOCRITICAL MALRIK ELARIS I rear back. “Push him?” “Yeah, you yourself said you have no connections outside of here.” She begins to make weird gestures with her hands to put emphasis on her words. “Make Malrik take you outside, to his meetings, places, stop letting him do things for you. You are his right hand everywhere, just not in the pack, isn't that how it’s supposed to be?” I nod my head, dumbfounded. She stuffs the cookie in her mouth and chews slowly. When she's done swallowing and making me wait, she says, “Yeah, sometimes you have to stand your ground and push your male to listen to you, when you know it's for your own good though. Malrik has to stop holding you back. The relationship you have, as humans would say, is not a boss and employee relationship. You get it?.” I nod slowly. “Yeah I get you.” “Good, by the way don't let Malrik know I’ve been saying this to you.” Mali makes a face. “He might kill me if he finds out.” 🐺🐺🐺 As I head back to my
CHAPTER 42 - PUSH YOUR FIANCECASSIEL Malrik cocks his head at me. “I never said that.” I smile politely. “Sounded like it. Because you make it look like she doesn't have a choice, and moments ago, she was saying something totally different about you.” He smiles. “Yes, she knows I won't do that. I think you have misunderstood me here. You are more or less talking about a reflection of yourself. You are not really one to talk here.” I shrug. “You are right. Probably you are what she says you are. Probably not. High Lycan Malrik, I believe our discussion is done here.” He’s silent for a moment then he says, “Alright. For your own good, I hope you're making the right choice.” He turns to leave, his third in command stares at all for a while then follows. My hand clenches into fist as they disappear into the distance. “Anyone here thinks I've made a wrong choice, feel free to speak your mind.” I announce to my warriors. “No Alpha,” they all echo. “We trust your decision,” one sa
CHAPTER 4 - THE LYCAN EMERGES Sharp pain slices through my chest, making me gasp. But without a wolf, I couldn’t experience the full pain of breaking a bond. Caspian falls to his knees, clawing at his chest, blood seeps through his chest down his hands. I take a step towards him then stop. I sta
CHAPTER 3 - I REJECTED HIM I let out a breath and forced myself to relax. When I turn back, there’s a fake smile plastered on my face. Soon enough I’m standing in front of Cassiel, Melody, Michael and our delta’s son; Cody. Michael grins at me. “In the two years that we left, you have already gr
CHAPTER 2 - CASSIEL's RETURNIt sends me tumbling to the ground once more, a ragged breath leaving me as the tears I had been holding back streamed down my face.I glanced up at my assaulter and immediately lowered my face when I saw its Beta Thorn.He doesn’t say a word, just steps over my trembli
CHAPTER 1 - The SlapI punched Cassiel in the face. He doesn’t fight back, just let me do it. I punch him harder, sinking my fist into his cheek.“What happened to us?” I whisper, my eyes lowering.“I’m not an expert at this but I'm sure that’s not the proper way to knead a dough,” Liora says as sh







