登入CHAPTER 16 - DON'T TELL ANYONE ELARIS My eyes turns to slits. “I’m what?” He doesn't utter another word. I rub my chin. “I could have sworn It was your chest I targeted and not your head.” Cassiel glowers at me. “Very funny.” “Indeed, It’s very funny.” I open the fridge and bring out ingredients and loaves of bread, intent on making a sandwich but Cassiel isn't done talking. “You need proper food, this is why I insisted…” My finger clenches around the packet of bread. “On cooking for me? You’re not with me. Are you trying to get your pack to talk about me or what?” His voice comes out strained, “I’m trying to help you.” Cassiel reaches out for the items in my hands but I move away “I can help myself. You should be asleep Alpha, you have pack duties to run tomorrow. If anyone is supposed to be cooking, isn't it an Omega?” He takes a step closer. “We no longer allow Omegas to stay up late for work, nor do they do other stressful activities.” I blink rapidly. “
CHAPTER 15 - LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU ELARIS He smiles but it doesn't reach his eyes, “I had a feeling you would say that.” I tip my chin at him. “So, you can go ahead and say the words.” He’s still for a moment then he shakes his head. “I can't right now.” I inhale, trying to calm my racing heart, “Why not?” “My pack needs me right now, Elaris. I can't afford to break the bond right now, it would weaken me. My pack needs me right now, please understand.” “Alright. So what you mean is that you won't break it until your pack recovers from the blight?” He swallows. “I can't.” I wave my hand. “That’s fine. I will give my blood for the pack.” His eyes widens, and he sits straighter. “You will?” I nod. “Yes, but you have to break the bond right after.” There’s silence then, “I will.” “You have to swear it.” “I have no reason to hold onto the bond anymore.” Right, he’s with Melody while I'm with Malrik. My throat tightens, why does this still hurt? “Very well,” I rise from the
CHAPTER 14 - ACCEPT MY REJECTION ELARIS Melody calls a nearby guard. “Get our guests settled in.” When he arrives, he stares up at the Lycans literally and frowns. “Alright Luna.” Together with Melody and Michael, we head for the pack clinic. When we step into it, the pup is already laid on a stretcher and is being rushed somewhere by the pack doctors. “Cover her nose! Cover her nose!” the mother sobs. The nose mask she’s wearing barely muffles it. “Maybe it’s the blight. I don't want her getting infected please.” They open a ward door and she tries to follow them inside but one of the doctors blocks her. “Wait outside, we can't have you in here for the examination.” She stares emptily at them and they close the door behind her. Her eyes remains fixed on the door for what felt like forever before she crumbles to the floor. She pulls her dress up to her mouth to stifle the sound of her cries. “Goddess please, she’s too young. Too young. Don't do this to me, I beg you.” My thr
CHAPTER 13- I WANT TO SEEELARISI mutter, “Cassiel is what’s holding me back.”“Do you actually believe that? I doubt it. You don’t sound like you do.”I lower the cup on the table and slump back into the couch. “So what am I supposed to do?”“When you first came here, you were a complete wreck all because of this Alpha. I wouldn't advise you to get back with him, but Malrik…” she shakes her head. “He isn't the answer either. The way I see it, you are with our High Lycan because you feel you owe it to him.”“It’s not like that,” I say weakly.“Then it’s like what then? Be with Malrik if you love him, but it’s not too late to break off things if you don't. It’s not fair to him, neither is it fair to you.”Soon after, I left Mali’s house and went back to Malrik. After waiting for a long time and no sign of Malrik, I went to find him at the pack house when a knock came on the door.I open it to see it's one of the Lycan warriors, he bows his head a bit. “High Lycan Malrik said I should
CHAPTER 12 - YOU DON'T LOVE HIMCASSIELArms wrap around me, stopping me from falling and from the way my wolf reacts by growling slowly. I can just tell who it is.“What are you doing here,” I ask Melody, who holds me up at the stairs.This wing is for the Alpha’s family, those not related to the Alpha shouldn't be here. It’s prohibited.Oh wait! She’s my Luna.“You weren't feeling well and you’re always clashing heads with Liora every time she returns. I followed behind you, just in case,” she explains. “And well look.”I let out a chuckle.She stares at me like I've grown an extra head. “You find you tumbling down the stairs, funny?”“No.” I bow my head. “I am a terrible mate, brother and now I'm failing my pack. When it comes to ruling this pack, I'm nothing like my father.”“Thank the goddess, you said ruling the pack because I remember you both made questionable decisions. Like him having convinced you to reject Elaris.”My head bangs more just thinking about the memory. “Dont r
CHAPTER 11 - SIBLINGS PAINELARISI stare at him, trying to process what he said. “You want me to go back?”“Yes.” He gestures at his arm. “In the three years I've known you, your Lycan has never had much problem with me. But she does now and we both know, it’s because of the Alpha. With him having not accepted your rejection, the bond still lingers, Lysara. It has to be broken.”I blink hard.Hurt crosses his face. “You hesitate.”I shake my head quickly. “No, it's just a lot to take in, considering what has happened already. But you’re right. This tiny part of the bond has lingered for too long. I can never move on with you with it being there.”“Yeah.” He swallows hard. “I will be back to see you later.”I frown. “I thought you were going to spend some time with me.”“No, I just came to deliver your food personally. But I will be back for the evening walk.”He reaches out with his hand, probably to cup my cheek like he always does before leaving. But his hand doesn't get to me, it
CHAPTER 4 - THE LYCAN EMERGES Sharp pain slices through my chest, making me gasp. But without a wolf, I couldn’t experience the full pain of breaking a bond. Caspian falls to his knees, clawing at his chest, blood seeps through his chest down his hands. I take a step towards him then stop. I sta
CHAPTER 3 - I REJECTED HIM I let out a breath and forced myself to relax. When I turn back, there’s a fake smile plastered on my face. Soon enough I’m standing in front of Cassiel, Melody, Michael and our delta’s son; Cody. Michael grins at me. “In the two years that we left, you have already gr
CHAPTER 2 - CASSIEL's RETURNIt sends me tumbling to the ground once more, a ragged breath leaving me as the tears I had been holding back streamed down my face.I glanced up at my assaulter and immediately lowered my face when I saw its Beta Thorn.He doesn’t say a word, just steps over my trembli
CHAPTER 1 - The SlapI punched Cassiel in the face. He doesn’t fight back, just let me do it. I punch him harder, sinking my fist into his cheek.“What happened to us?” I whisper, my eyes lowering.“I’m not an expert at this but I'm sure that’s not the proper way to knead a dough,” Liora says as sh







