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Maya Pov
I usually don't dwell much on dreams and their meaning, but the one I had last night was a bit depressing. I always knew that my time with Eliane would come to an end sooner or later and I sincerely thought that it's Ok as long as she's happy. But Lately and after meeting Alex, I would occasionally feel sad.
Rain's words had a different impact than the one he intended for them. I was not one of them. I knew that much and I never wanted or wished to be part of their pack. I don't even plan to stay here. It's just that now I keep hearing the same exact words said by Eliane's voice and it hurts, it hurts a lot.
I was as happy and excited as she was over this date but as she walked away I was reminded of how she walked away from me in my dream. I wandered is every
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Eliane POVThe game Alex came up with was kind of funny, it was a reverse version of twenty questions. He gave the answer and I had to figure out the question. When he told me the rules I was so sure that I could win but with every attempt to answer I found out how hard it actually is."Twenty-one" He said smugly and I frowned. It could be anything, his birth date, the number of fights he got into, or the number of girls he dated. The late possibility got me in a bad mood and I unconsciously glared at him, "Wow, no, it has nothing to do with girls" he said putting his hands up in a defense mode, 'was I that easy to read'."How many fights I got into?" I asked knowing very well that I'm wrong."HAHA, almost."He paused for dramatic effect, "It's the number of bones I've broken so far""How was I supposed to know it and why would you keep a record of your broken bones?""Not me, Luc is the one keeping it since he's the
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Maya POVAs expected Eric called me at Four Am sharp, requesting a video call. Luckily he gave me time to get my coffee first. I guess he could tell I needed it from the sound of my voice or maybe cause I didn't answer his call the first two times, who knows?Last night, more like few hours ago, I took all my work-related stuff to the living room. I didn't want to risk waking up Eliane this early. After getting my coffee along with some snacks and fruits, I sat down on the floor leaning back on the sofa. I put on my headset and called Eric back."Morning sunshine" His voice was too loud making me flinch"Morning idiot" I adjusted the volume while taking
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Eliane POVI stood in front of the open fridge lost in my thoughts. My mind was already a mess from this early morning. Moving around used to feel like an adventure but this, leaving for a couple of weeks feels scary. Like I'm going to miss or lose something important if I leave.But now Maya is on a lunch date with Beta Rain. What does it mean? Are they for real? Is this why she said that we'll definitely come back here when her work is done. If it's the case, I don't even know how I should feel about it. Can I even be happy for her? I hated myself for thinking this way, I have to be happy if she's really seeing him, but still...Suggesting to leave me behind while she's working thousands of miles away and going on a date with Beta Rain felt as if she's moving on with
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Maya POVOnce I was within the privacy of my room I started doing a victory dance. I didn't need any music to keep my silly act. I felt as if a huge burden was lifted off my shoulders. Eliane's decision to stay behind was what made me feel this happy. Now that I don't have to worry about her I can finally submerge myself completely in work.I took a long shower, washing meticulously my hair, and scrubbing every inch in my body predicting that the next ones would be short and hurried. With the ridiculous amount of work waiting for me I would barely have a few hours of sleep at max, so no more long showers.I send a text to Eric asking him to call when he's free before going inside my closet. I put on a baggy green tracksuit and was about to exit my room when Eliane walk
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Eliane POVEven though the talk I had with Maya helped ease my anxiety, I still felt a bit on edge. It must be about her business trip and my stay at Beta Rain's house. But I could easily forget about it thanks to the prolonged sleepover party. My mood was lighter and I fully enjoyed the time spent with the guys.The living room was like our base. We would be lazing around sitting or laying on the floor. We spent our time talking, playing, or just watching some movies or TV shows. Early mornings and late-night walks were also one of my favorite activities. I thought they would get bored and want to go out more but except for some urgent matters, they never left my side.Alexia and Luc would go out for about an hour in the morning and then another one in the evening. Th
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Eliane POVI don't know how I slept through the rest of the night, but I did. When I woke up, Maya was still next to me. She was awake, looking at the bright sky through the window. Her hand was still patting my head. The guilt was slowly creeping in, I knew how tired she was and I made her watch over me the entire night."Happy birthday gorgeous!!" she said hugging me tightly and kissing the top of my head. When she released me I saw her warm smile and teary eyes. "I can't believe you're all grown up now!! Can't you stop growing? for me, please!!". I smiled back forgetting about everything else. Only she can create this little bubble and keep me away from the world."Sorry I can't I've been waiting for this day for so long." Maya laughed at my serious refusal before g
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Eliane POV"We're officially friends now", Alexia said after the long hug, "I'm so glad we're cool now, I'm not good with tension". I smiled wiping my tears, I was glad too that we cleared the misunderstanding. "We should start preparing ourselves now if we want to make it in time to your party". As soon as she was done talking Luc came down with Maya's luggage and put it by the front door."Happy birthday Eliane", He awkwardly patted my head. I thanked him with a smile letting him know that we're good too. "Babe the bags are upstairs, see you later," he said before kissing Alexia and leaving. As soon as he left the house, we run to my room. We found the bag by the door. Alexia grabbed them all and started emptying them."So, show me your outfit for the party" Alexia o
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Maya POVI slid down against the closed door feeling drained. I hugged my knees and let the tears flow freely. I was beyond exhausted, physically, and mentally. I barely slept the past couple of days and when I did it was full of unsettling dreams.I'm reaching my limit, I can feel it. I'm tired and in need of a break soon. A day off, no more like a week off spent crying and sleeping until all the stress is out of my system. But I still need to keep myself together for Eliane, for Eric and Eliza. It's the worst time ever to burn out.I cried for a little more before dragging my heavy body to the kitchen, made the strongest coffee, and drank it with two strong painkillers pills. I was fighting off a strong migraine since morning and I needed to get over it before my fli
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