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The half moon hung lowly above, casting a soft glow in the eerie darkness. The tree leaves danced lightly to the cool breeze and maybe, to the sound of the crickets. We were far from the pack — very far, and any more steps, we would leave the pack territory and into the forbidden area. I was just ten, but I knew, yet I couldn't help but ask again. “Papa, we would be breaching the Pack's law if we went further, right?" My small voice drooled out, mingling with the darkness. “You know too much, Val, and it's bad...” My father complained, tightening his grip on my wrist. “Anymore questions from—” He hadn't finished speaking when two big black wolves rushed from the shadows. One with grey patches and eyes, the other, black with eyes the same colour as its fur — dark, empty, and devoid of warmth. Their claws were tainted with fresh blood, stares deadly, intense, as they trudged fast toward us. The grey-patched wolf suddenly yanked my dad from my grip, flinging him to the side before he could shift, while the other sneered loudly before me, his eyes narrow yet dangerous, mysterious, drawing me in like a magnet. I should have screamed, should have run because that's what we were told to always do as kids born to an omega when we see a predatory wolf, but I didn't. Instead, I stretched forth my arms, ready to pat it head until it suddenly opened its mouth, grabbing my cloth so hard— A loud wail left my lips and fear made my blood freeze... "Are you okay?" A voice pulled me from the nightmare. I sat up, heaving loudly, my eyes roaming around the unfamiliar space— until it landed on a petite lady in a blue uniform by my side, and my hands grabbed her tightly. I clung to her gown like it was a safety net from the horrific dream; the dream that had always tormented me after that night. "He...Help... me." My voice shook The night I became fatherless. The night I was given the name 'cursed.' The night everything started. "Help me," I muttered again, my voice dry and croaky. "It's okay," the young lady said, bringing a cup of water to my lips. Afterwards, my breath steadied and I became aware of where I was. The white ceiling, large bed, fluffy blanket. I wasn't in my pack, the Hallow Wood pack. Adrenaline rushed through my veins as I pulled the thick blanket from my waist. A golden gown graced my body. My eyes lifted to meet the lady and my neck burned gravely, reminding me of how I came here. I glanced around the room again, my breath coming out at a fast pace. The moment in the branding room hit my memory like a wave, dread pooling in the pit of my stomach. The room was big, bigger than even Jaydeyn's room at the pack house, yet my breath felt constricted, like a huge block was sitting on my chest. The lady looked calm, her face unreadable, with her eyes just watching my frantic movement. “Where am I?” I finally spoke, clutching the edge of my gown. Of course, I know I would probably be in the pack of Alpha Ryker but I wanted my thoughts to be wrong. “Welcome to Grim Howl pack.” A soft, creeping smile grazed the face of the young girl who was probably a maid. I moved toward the edge of the bed, shaking my head lightly. “No…it can't be," I hollered, laughing hysterically but the maid didn't waver. “Where's Alpha Ryker?” “He demands your presence in his room,” she said, walking confidently out of the room. His room? I dashed out immediately, tailing carefully behind the maid who took a turn to the right before stopping at a gigantic wooden door — brown with stripes of grey. The door opened to us, like it heard some silent whisper, or magic but as I looked behind, the maid was gone, leaving me to walk into the devil's lair, alone. The inside was dimly lit with just a streak of light seeping through a window, decorated with grey, ornate curtains. He has to be team-grey. I adjusted my sight to get a better view of the room. Grey ceiling, a large alpha-size bed in the middle, a three-legged table, and of course, a grey sofa at the side of the wall that I didn't notice earlier. My breath halted. “For someone unconscious, you sure have thick guts to just look around,” Alpha Ryker whispered, standing from the sofa with a wine glass in his palm. His daunting, precise muscles spread magnanimously. He didn't make any movement, just smiling with a sharp stare that made my skin burn. “Come here,” he muttered hoarsely, sending a tremor down my spine, before setting the glass on a stool beside him. “Me?...” “Who else, or did the silver affect your eyesight?” I took a step forward, my heart pounding within my ribcage. I took more steps, standing a foot before him, my head bowed lightly. “Valkyrie, right?” My name drew out of his lips — low, sleek, like a murmured prayer. He closed the tiny space between us, snaking his palm around my throat, raising my head. I winced from the impact of his hold as the pain of my branding throbbed with unbearable heat. “You're hurting me.” “That's what happens when you don't have a wolf.” He simmered, his thumb pressing harder on my wound. “Please…" I begged. “Why don't you have a wolf, Val? Why do you have to be so… human?” He asked, his voice low, then his grip loosened, to my surprise. He was acting like he was high on whatever was in the glass he was holding earlier. Next, he brought his lips to my neck, trailing lightly to my shoulder, and down to my collarbone. For some reason, my skin quivered, shaking with unexplainable need. I lay forward, pressing my breast to his chest, as I felt the fast beat of his heart. His hands didn't hold back either — they moved over my back, waist, and hips. Kneading, touching, as if memorising the sketch of my curves… until he abruptly stopped. I pulled back immediately. “I... I'm sorry,” I blurted, fiddling with the thread of my gown. I watched as he lay back on the sofa, replacing that desire I saw in his eyes with cold stares. Stretching forth his arm, he collected the wine glass from the stool, brought it to his lips while his gaze still settled on me. I gulped loudly, loosely, and I had to bite my tongue to prevent the heat settling beneath my gown. It was a painful sight to see as his Adam's apple moved up and down in an intriguing way. My legs clenched tightly. “Strip.” Ryker's voice boomed within the room, slicing through the cold moment like a sharp ice. “You say—?" I bent lightly, hoping to hear differently. No, this wasn't happening. It can't be. “Would you prefer I repeat my statement or... Do it myself?”☬ ZEPHYRI took with me into the woods three other rogues. We had to make it quickly to the borders to secure the blocks. I got a little info that the Grim-Fang Pack is trying to negotiate with other packs against the Void Clan. It's not unexpected; definitely, they would want to strike back. I am even surprised they haven't for a long period of time. Are they scared? After increasing the heights of some blocks, I spoke to the Rogues already situated at the borders. I wasn't even near done when Thorne broke through the mind link. I could hear his heavy breathing from the other side, like he had been running or something.“Zeph, something is wrong. Valkyrie...”The hairs on my body rose immediately.I took a few steps away from the rest of the Rogues. “What's wrong?”He inhaled sharply. “It's Valkyrie. We were training, and suddenly… I don't know. Her pupils rolled back so deep, and she was trembling so much I thought she was about to pass out.”My steps moved before I could think.“
˙❥But my mind… my mind was on a rampage. I shook my head again, hoping this was just an illusion. But the smell became stronger, especially when Thorne stepped forward.“No. Please leave...”Raymond gripped me tight, wedging me between his arms. I tried to ward Thorn off, wriggling my body in sheer desperation.My breath burst out sharp and ragged while my gaze pinned intensely on Thorne. The confusion on his face spread with every passing second.My body trembled, and my lips quivered.“What's going on?” Thorne asked, his voice shaky. “I can swear I did nothing. You could even see I got more hits.”“I don't think that's what is happening, Thorne,” Raymond muttered between clenched teeth. “Valkyrie!” Raymond shook my body. His lips are an inch away from my ear. “Valkyrie!”My heartbeat spiked further as Thorne took another step. The blood on his lips was starting to get dry and my eyes couldn't look away. Couldn't help but want to take it off his face.“Her pupils are dilating," Thor
˙❥ VALKYRIE Marie stood firmly, not shaking. Her arms were crossed like she usually does. Her face held that coldness that always makes me wonder how she got qualified as a nurse with those traits.I downed the herbs. I gagged.“Good," she muttered, taking the tray with her. I could have vomited it if I hadn't swallowed it. “Ah.” I threw my head on the bed. But that's by the way. I hope she doesn't break her neck when she sees me in the field, training. My eyes counted the lines of the ceiling as I waited for Zephyr. He told me he would come to my room when it's time to train. It's past the time.Finally, I am doing what I love best. But seconds turned into minutes and minutes into hours. No sight of Zephyr.The ache returned. And that low hunger and thirst at the pit of my stomach rose to my throat.“No, not now. Please...” I drawled, praying, clamping my head so hard it would reduce the pain. I took a big gulp of water from the cup on the cupboard and lay on the bed. It reduced t
☬ ZEPHYRIt was actually stupid of me to avoid her.“What were you thinking?” I asked her, dreading the words that would slip past her lips. “It wasn't your fault.” I might have heard wrong. Or maybe she was trying to be polite. I knew I triggered her emotions. As I looked into her eyes. At the sadness she tried to hide behind, my chest tightened. Was this the freedom I was advocating for?Unlike other Rogues who are here, she's the only one who isn't staying here of her own will. I strode back to the field, but I didn't go in. I sat in the side lane and watched the others train.Soon, we would be going to the Hallow Wood pack. Though the wolf whom we caught the last time didn't give us any more information before he died other than Ryder has the Red Vault in his possession. Stupid Wolf!The Red Vault has the keys to the Slave House and all the holdings.And I keep wondering how and why he has it. Ryder can be considered a fallen Alpha. He was known for not only his great fighting s
˙❥After that day, we haven't spoken to each other. Even though our room was just a few steps away. Does he feel he was the reason for the breakdown? Is he berating himself? Because he kept apologizing even when I had quieted down.That evening, I had slept for hours and woke up in the middle of the night. It was a long night actually. And the next day, the cycle continues. Nurse Marie comes into my room, gives me my herbs, and I walk around the building, greeting and saying hi to everyone who waves.I don't engage in real conversations with anyone, and the only person I can freely communicate with now avoids me.I used to think the warriors in Grim-howl Pack are very serious about training until I saw the Rogues. They train like they are on the battlefield. They fight as they mean it. Like they would kill themselves if they fail.It was one of the things that kept me up. Keeps me grounded. Especially when the silence of my room seems loud like the constant ache in my head.Most time
˙❥ VALKYRIEI yawned as I peeled the blanket from my body. The sunlight seeped through the window, bathing the room in a soft, warm glow. I drew the curtains close.A small smile spread across my face as my eyes drifted to my ankle. The chain was taken off.That's one step to freedom, I thought.A light knock interrupted the silence of the room.“Come in,” I said, adjusting the hem of my dress.Marie, the nurse, walked in. The same woman who had given me the nonchalant attitude was actually my nurse. The one who took care of me during my coma period.I smiled.I have been doing that a lot lately, not because the wound in me is healed. But because, for some reason, my heart feels light here.It's not pressured by the contact push to do tiring work or answer questions in a toxic environment. If I were in Grim-Fang Pack, the only way I could get treated would be if Skye sneaked into the infirmary.“You're awake?”“Yes.” I stretched my palm to collect the tray. I dropped it on the cupboar







