Phupha's luxurious car pulled up in front of the grand mansion, sprawling before me like a private estate, embraced by high walls and lush trees. The atmosphere was serene, yet it held a gloomy undertone that sent a shiver through my heart.
'This is where I'll have to live for the next year, then,' I thought, clenching my fists.
A man in a black suit opened the car door. I stepped out onto the cool marble, my gaze sweeping across the surroundings, only to find that every inch of the place reflected its owner's immense wealth and luxurious taste.
Phupha led the way into the mansion. The interior was decorated with classic modern furniture in muted tones, looking dignified yet strangely lonely.
"Your room is on the top floor," Phupha said calmly, without turning to look at me. "I've already arranged your clothes. A maid will look after you."
I nodded without a word. The only thing I wanted was to go back to care for my father and to ensure that Nong Time was safe.
That's right... Nong Time. He was currently at my close friend 'Kaew's' house. I had entrusted her with looking after my son, claiming I had to go work temporarily out of town. Bringing Nong Time here was absolutely impossible, because if Phupha discovered the truth that Nong Time was his son, everything would collapse in an instant.
As I walked behind Phupha along the wide hallway, my eyes caught sight of a photograph placed on a table by the wall.
It was a picture of a boy, smiling brightly. His eyes were large and sparkling, with a mischievous glint. His dark hair was slightly wavy... and that smile... it eerily resembled Phupha's smile as a child.
My heart lurched. The image of Nong Time immediately superimposed itself in my mind.
'Who... is he?' I silently asked myself.
"That's my cousin's photo," Phupha said, as if reading my thoughts. He paused, gazing at the picture for a moment. The coldness in his eyes softened slightly. "He's a very cheerful child."
I nodded, trying to hide the guilt within me. It hurt to lie to Phupha about Nong Time, but I truly had no choice.
Upon reaching my room on the third floor, I saw that all necessary belongings were neatly arranged. New clothes hung in the closet, and the soft bed emitted a faint, pleasant scent, strikingly different from my tiny rental room.
"For one year from now, you are my wife in name," Phupha said in an emotionless tone. "Remember not to do anything beyond the contract, and most importantly... never think of betraying me."
His words made me feel as though my status was being re-emphasized. I wasn't a real wife, but merely a pawn in a game he had orchestrated.
I turned to look out the window. The bright lights of the big city shone far away, but they couldn't penetrate the darkness within my heart.
'Nong Time... Mommy will protect you,' I vowed to myself, as the image of my son's bright smile continued to linger in my thoughts. It was the only strength that allowed me to face this harsh reality.
And this was the beginning of our contractual marriage... a life full of secrets, pain, and the highest stakes I had ever faced.
The empty package lay on the table beside the bed. I stared at it as if it were a terrifying living thing. The small teddy bear that Nong Time loved so much, and the short message card, "Always thinking of you... daddy," still haunted my thoughts, over and over again."Phupha... he's coming now," I murmured to myself, my voice trembling. The fear that had been hidden deep inside now fully surfaced. It wasn't just the fear of being caught, but the fear that Phupha would take Nong Time away from me.Nong Time was fast asleep on the small bed, his breathing steady. His innocent face, adorned with a smile from yesterday's new toy, was still etched in my mind. I gently stroked my son's hair, tears falling onto his cheek. I couldn't let Phupha harm my son's happiness.My hands trembled as I picked up the phone. I had to call Kaew again."Kaew..." I whispered, trying not to wake Nong Time. "I received the package... Phupha knows my address now."The other end was silent for a moment before K
Days in Chiang Mai slowly progressed for me. I tried my best to build a stable new life for myself and Nong Time. The work at the coffee shop, though tiring, provided just enough income to get by day to day.I began to familiarize myself with the city's routes, and Nong Time started adapting well to the new environment. The boy often played in a nearby park with new friends he had just met."Sister Linin, there's a package for you," Pim, a colleague at the coffee shop, said.I turned to receive the small brown box. It was an ordinary brown box, with no sender's name, but my name was listed as the recipient."What package is it? There's no sender's name," Pim asked curiously.I, too, felt surprised and uneasy. I told Pim to attend to the customers first, then carried the package to a quiet corner of the shop. My hands trembled slightly as I opened the box. Inside was a small teddy bear. This teddy bear seemed strangely familiar to her, as if she had seen it somewhere before.Then my ey
Days in Chiang Mai passed slowly for me. I tried to adapt to a life that was drastically different from before. From living in a luxurious mansion, I now had to live in a small room with just my son and me. There were no servants, no extravagant possessions, only the love and care I gave Nong Time as my anchor."Mommy... I want to play over there," Nong Time pointed to a small playground in a park. I nodded. I tried to take my son out for activities often so he wouldn't feel bored or lonely.I started seriously looking for a job, through the recommendation of Kaew's friend who helped connect me. Even if it was small work, like a part-time job at a coffee shop or cleaning services, I never gave up. I knew I had to be strong for my son."You just started working here, didn't you, Khun Linin?" A sweet voice from a young woman around my age spoke up. She was one of the coffee shop employees I had just started working with."Yes, just a few days ago," I replied with a faint smile."My name
Early morning in Chiang Mai was cool and peaceful. I stood by the window of the temporary room that Kaew's friend had kindly offered. Nong Time was fast asleep on the small bed provided. I looked out the window, seeing ancient rooftops interspersed with modern buildings. A feeling of loneliness gnawed at my heart. I never thought my life would come to this point, where I had to flee with my son from everything familiar.One day had passed since I arrived here. Kaew called me many times to ask about my well-being and to try to help me find work. I appreciated my dear friend's kindness, but deep down, I was still worried about the dark future ahead."Mommy... I'm hungry," Nong Time's small voice broke the silence, making me turn to look at my son. The boy had woken up and was rubbing his eyes on the bed.I quickly walked to my son and hugged him gently. "Are you awake, clever boy? Are you hungry? Mommy will find you something delicious to eat."I took Nong Time to buy breakfast at a mar
The tour bus slowly pulled into Chiang Mai bus terminal. The dim light of early morning streamed through the large windows. I held Nong Time's small body, fast asleep, resting on my shoulder. I could feel the exhaustion gnawing at both my body and mind. The overnight journey was filled with apprehension; I kept looking out the window, as if fearing someone's shadow would appear before me."Mommy... are we there yet?" Nong Time slowly opened his eyes, his round eyes still hazy with sleep."Yes, my child, we're here," I forced a smile, gently stroking his curly hair. "We're on a trip."I tried to tell a big lie to the four-year-old boy, but my heart was filled with guilt. I didn't know how to start a new life here, with so little money and the gnawing fear of when Phupha would find me.The last image before I decided to flee was still clear in my head: Phupha's furious, booming voice, his sharp eyes glaring at me as if to burn me to ashes.I led Nong Time off the bus. A feeling of lonel
The bus slowly pulled away from the terminal. I watched as the lights of Bangkok gradually faded into the darkness behind us. The pain of being abandoned and accused still gnawed at my heart, but I tried to stay strong for my son, who was asleep in my arms.I booked a ticket to Chiang Mai province, reasoning that it was the largest and most developed city in the North. I didn't choose this for myself, but for my son's utmost comfort. Choosing another province might make my son's life difficult, and being in a city with complete facilities would probably be best for Nong Time. I hoped no one would find me there, and that I could start a new life with Nong Time peacefully.Throughout the long journey, I didn't sleep at all. My eyes were fixed on Nong Time, who was fast asleep, his small face looking gentle and innocent. I could only pray that he wouldn't have to know about the painful past of adults.When the bus arrived at the terminal in the early morning, I led Nong Time off the bus.