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Renee
"What the hell do you think you're doing!" The sharp bark behind me caused me to whirl around too fast, and the mug I had been reaching for slipped out of my grasp and went tumbling to the ground. I let out a startled squeal, jumping away as the mug crashed to the ground. "Renee, are you alright?" Rosalie cried, racing forward to pull me away from the wreckage. "Oh goodness, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen," to my embarrassment, tears started to fill my eyes again. I blamed it on the hormones. Ever since I had gotten pregnant, I could go from laughing to sobbing in the space of seconds. I couldn't wait to have this baby and finally be myself again. "It's alright, just take a seat," my husband's stunning long-time friend said with a small smile, ushering me onto a kitchen stool. I stared at the fragments of ceramic, "I should clean that up before it hurts someone" She stared at me like I had grown a second head, "What are the maids for?" Before I could say another word, she had snapped her fingers and two uniformed maids scurried into the kitchen with brooms at the ready, and I reflexively ducked my head to hide my face from them. "Didn't I tell you that anything you needed, you were to get one of the maids to do it?" She chided, arms crossed over her chest. Rosalie was a stunning woman, with hazel eyes and strawberry blonde hair. She was tall, slim and elegant, always wearing the most fashionable designer clothes. How someone like her could stand to be around someone like me was a mystery. But then again, they did say birds of the same feathers flocked together, so I wasn't surprised that someone with such a pure heart as her was a good friend of my wonderful husband. "I just wanted to make some tea. It's not a big deal," I muttered. Her eyes narrowed at me, and then dropped down pointedly to my swollen stomach "If you continue stressing yourself this way, you'll only hurt your baby. You've already come such a long way, don't ruin things with your stubbornness" I rubbed a hand over my nine month belly, marveling at the thought that any day from now, I would have a child with Levi’s vivid blue eyes to call mine. Tears beaded my eyes and I blinked them away. "I'm so sorry. I'll be more careful," I owed these past few happy months of my life to my husband and his friend. If not for them, I would have been roaming the streets, homeless, scared, broke and hopeless. Once I had the baby, I was going to talk to my husband about Rosalie becoming the child's godmother. "I care about this child," her eyes softened, "We only want what's best for you. You know that right?" I nodded rapidly, keeping my face turned slightly away from her, "I know. I appreciate everything you've done for me. You don't know how much it means to me. If not for you, I don't know what would have become of me" Just then, I heard the sound of footsteps drawing nearer and I turned excitedly to watch my husband's gorgeous figure walk into the kitchen. He paused at the entrance, blue eyes swinging between Rosalie and I. "What's going on here?" He asked. I trailed my eyes over him hungrily as the woman at my side replied him. At over six feet tall, my husband was the definition of a tall glass of wine. A form fitting navy blue suit hugged his broad shoulders, wide chest and trim musculature, making my mouth water. I hadn't known desire until I had met Levi by chance last year. From the first glance, I had been lost and when he had to my surprise smiled at me, I had fallen hard and fast. Who would have thought that a nobody like me would ever be married to a handsome werewolf heir like him. I didn't even care about the rites that made him unable to make love to me after the first time, I was ready to stand by his side through any condition. "You look radiant today, Renee," he smiled at me, "Is today perhaps the day?" My smile withered a little, but I pasted it back on my face immediately. He had been more insistent about my due date of recent, and I was beginning to think he was tired of my pregnancy mood swings and cravings. "Maybe" I replied. "Fingers crossed!" Rosalie squealed, "I can't wait to have a baby"My brows furrowed, confusion painted on my face. Wasn't I the one having the baby? Well, it must have just slipped out in her excitement. "Any more thought into the names I selected?" I asked my husband. He had been dragging his feet about selecting a name, and I really hoped we wouldn't end up rushing the process and naming our child something like “John” He and Rosalie exchanged a glance and warning bells went off in my head. "I'll look through the names today” he said, "I haven't really had time to look at the list. Everything has been hectic of late" "We can look through it together tonight?" I suggested, hoping that it would be a step toward us sharing a bed for some cuddling. Even though we weren't sleeping together, it was still strange that we had never shared a bed. At my side, the hazel eyed woman stiffened. "Give it a rest, Renee," she chuckled, "He said he would look at them, and he would. Why don't you just let the poor, exhausted man rest?" Guilt churned in my belly, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I…" Something wet began to slide down the inside of my thighs and I glanced down in panic. Realisation hit me barely a second later, "Oh gods…” "What?" The two barked in unison, and I had the sudden thought that they were very similar. "I think the baby is coming," I croaked.Renee I tossed and turned in my bed still unable to sleep and I decided that I needed air so I stepped out of my room and went to the garden hoping I could find some sort of comfort or release there. The moon sagged low in the sky and the stars twinkled brightly, giving me hope that maybe everything would turn out alright. It wasn't long before my started jumping inside of me and screaming. I turned around, wondering why she kept jumping at times like this until that familiar smell reached my nose. That unmistakable scent of him, that I knew too well. The moment I smelled it I was drawn towards it like a magnet. I had forgotten all about what had taken place. Lost my senses for once in my life. I was blinded by the unfamiliar tug I felt for this man, whom I I was sure I hated. In that single second, everything else disappeared. It was all gone, just me and him. I was so consumed with wanting him that I almost failed to notice that he was in front of me. “What are you doing o
Renee Each night, my past lurked around in the darkness that awaited me. It was always something I was familiar with until the monsters pushed too deep. I felt someone watching me with malice and anger that only one person could possess. Father, the one person who hurt me first, the one I deeply wanted to forget. The first person to call me ugly. What was he doing here? I quickly sprang up to my feet as fear gripped me. “Father…” I whispered before I lost myself in the panic. My breathing became heavy and I felt faint. His bloated face twisted into a malicious smirk and he leaned closer, reaching out to grab the collar of my shirt. In an instant I realised what he was going to do. And I tried desperately to dodge his hands but it wasn't easy since his grip around my neck tightened as I did my best to pull away. With one final push, I stumbled back against the wall behind me, trying to catch my breath. As my lungs began to regain air I could hear my father's laughter echoing t
Renee I avoided Roman for as long as I could, that kiss we shared was still too fresh on my mind and it left me feeling more than a little guilty and disappointed at myself.That wasn't the plan and at this point I couldn't tell if the plan was still in motion or not. I felt as though it had been broken up into fragments of many plans over the course of days now and even though those pieces kept being put back together they were starting to feel less cohesive and more like jumbled and tangled messes. The only parts that seemed to stay intact were us. Roman and I. Roman and I? I scoffed unbelievably at my thoughts. We didn't have an “us”.It wasn't just his kissing me that changed things between us but also how it made me feel. It made me feel pulled to him like he'd been tugging at my strings with some invisible force since our first meeting and it scared the shit out of me.I watched him from the window of my room, I knew when he was home and when he left and on the third day, I
RomanOur lips crashed not with hesitation, but as though they had been waiting for this for centuries. She was intoxicating, she tasted even better than I had thought. I could still taste the wine from the evening on her lips, which somehow seemed perfectly fitting. I pulled her even closer against my chest, feeling her heart beating against mine, as I pressed the advantage. She gasped in shock and surprise at first before responding eagerly, deepening the kiss. I slid my hands along her body and around her waist, pulling her closer against my own body.Suddenly she pushed me away. “Stop! This is… This….” She stammered nervously. She pulled away breathing heavily, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes still hooded in lust. “I am sorry?” she asked breathlessly. The words didn’t have quite the right tone to them as she looked up into my face with questioning eyes. “What?” I was confused, I thought… What did I think? That we would fuck? Maybe, maybe not. “I…this is not right, we shou
Roman“What do you mean?” She asked, hesitating for a moment longer than necessary. Why?“I mean drop the act, this can't possibly be a coincidence, who are you Celestria?” I insisted. “You have to be hiding something” “I don't know what you are talking about” Why was she pretending to be innocent?“Did you fake the nightmare too? Afraid your little act was transparent so you had to fake an extra one?” My voice rose higher with each question and the more angry I became, the quicker she seemed to lose her composure. She stared at me in disbelief as if I had just punched her in the face.“What are you talking about Roman?” Her voice shook slightly, and she tried to hide behind her still-shaking hands. She looked scared, really scared. It reminded me of children when they saw their first ghost and hid under their bed until it went away. “I saw you with Levi at the cafe!” I shouted. The anger left my system and I felt like the old me again. Calm and collected. That's how I had alway
Roman She was a strange woman and I noticed how often she would avert her gaze and how careful she was being. It felt as though the woman in front of me had two personalities fighting to be the one who spoke first because every once in a while they would fight for dominance over each other.I still could not tell how she managed to convince me, maybe it was because I wanted to win Levi so badly, I wanted to prove to him like one of those numerous times that he was no match for me.I watched the blush spread against her cheeks and how she struggled to hide it with her hair. She looked beautiful, like a porcelain doll, delicate and pale but there was something about her that gave her an unsettling aura. I wondered why she seemed so familiar to me. When she finally looked up, there was a sudden urge to tug the hair that covered each side of her face behind her cheeks and I felt disgusted at myself when my hands clenched into tight fists and the desire to do just that burned inside o







