LOGINAs the search for my mother and sisters continued, I tried to stay calm, pushing back the constant wave of worry threatening to drown me. But whenever I was alone, the tears would come, unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back.
How could I not worry? The people I loved most in the world were missing, and I had no idea if they were even alive. Seated among the remaining of my pack, the air around us was heavy with grief. Everyone here had lost someone, their parents, siblings, mates. The weight of our collective sorrow pressed down like a suffocating fog. “We can’t keep living in another pack’s territory when we have one of our own,” a voice broke through the silence. One of the older warriors stood, his tone firm as he addressed the group. I understood his frustration. Our pack had been decimated during the attack, our warriors killed, our homes burned. We weren’t strong enough to stand on our own, not yet. “I know,” I said, trying to reason with him, “but we need their help. There’s nothing we can do right now.” My words met resistance. Sad, hollow eyes turned toward me, silently disagreeing. “We can’t just wait,” the man pressed, his voice low and wary. His gaze darted around, as though he feared unseen eyes and ears. Something about his demeanor unsettled me. He was one of the strongest warriors left, yet he had survived an attack that claimed so many. The suspicion I’d been trying to ignore stirred again. “Princess…” The murmurs died as the Beta of the host pack, Kai, entered the circle. His presence commanded immediate attention. Towering and imposing, much like his Alpha, Ashvin, Kai’s very presence seemed to unsettle my pack members. Tension filled the air as all eyes turned toward him. I stood and stepped toward him, refusing to let my shorter frame diminish my authority. “As you can see, we’re holding a meeting. What are you doing here?” I demanded, crossing my arms. Kai’s lips twitched slightly, and for a moment, I thought he might smile. But his voice was all business when he spoke. “You can’t hold a meeting like this in our territory. It could be seen as a threat.” I narrowed my eyes at him, his words igniting a spark of defiance in me. But before I could respond, my attention was drawn to someone standing in the distance, watching us. It was him. Ashvin, the Alpha of this pack, stood with his arms crossed, his piercing eyes locked on mine. Fury rose in me, hot and sharp, as I brushed past Kai and strode toward Ashvin, my anger dragging me forward. “What the hell are you doing trying to stop me from meeting with my people?” I demanded, my voice trembling with rage as I came to a halt before him. Ashvin regarded me with a calm intensity, the flicker of interest in his gaze only fueling my irritation. “You should know better, Princess. We can’t allow another pack to gather like this on our land. You know how these things are perceived.” His voice was smooth, but the undercurrent of authority was unmistakable. A shiver ran down my spine at the sound of his voice, and I hated the way my body reacted to him. His presence unsettled me in ways I couldn’t explain. “Are you cold?” he asked, stepping closer. “No,” I snapped, but my voice betrayed me as a shudder escaped when his hand briefly rested on my shoulder. The contact was fleeting, but it left a burning imprint, a longing I didn’t want to acknowledge. “Oh, this is ridiculous,” I muttered under my breath, hating the war inside me. Before he could say more, a servant approached, bowing slightly. “Alpha Ashvin, Princess Zahra-Rose, you’re needed. The former Alpha and Luna wish to see you.” I turned without another word, walking away from Ashvin, determined to regain my composure. The tension in the room was palpable as I sat across from Ashvin and his parents. Kai stood silently nearby, his presence a constant reminder of the delicate situation we were in. Ashvin began, his voice firm and commanding. “We’ve received reports about the Dark East. Their actions are suspicious, and we have every reason to believe they’re behind the attack on your pack.” My hands clenched into fists at his words. My father had warned me of the Dark East’s ambitions. Their Alpha had once sought to strengthen his hold by demanding a marriage alliance with my family. My father’s refusal must have been the catalyst for their aggression. Ashvin continued, “We’ve sent scouts into their territory. We’ll catch them off guard and free your people.” His assurance was steady, his gaze meeting mine with an intensity that made it impossible to look away. I nodded slowly, my heart heavy with both hope and uncertainty. The former Alpha cleared his throat, drawing everyone’s attention. “If we’re to stand against the DarkEast, there’s something that must be done.” The room fell silent as he turned his gaze to Ashvin, then to me. “You two must marry.” My breath caught, and my eyes widened in shock. “Excuse me?” I exclaimed, the words spilling out before I could stop them. “This isn’t a suggestion,” the former Alpha said firmly. “It’s the only way to unite our packs and strengthen our position. Together, you’ll be unstoppable.” I turned to Ashvin, expecting him to argue. But he simply nodded, his expression unreadable. “I understand,” he said, his voice calm. I stared at him, anger and disbelief boiling within me. How could he agree so easily? Did this mean so little to him? “This isn’t fair,” I whispered, my voice shaking. Ashvin’s gaze softened slightly, but his tone remained resolute. “This isn’t about fairness, Zahra-Rose. It’s about survival.” As his words sank in, I felt the weight of responsibility pressing down on me. My people needed me. But was I ready to sacrifice my freedom, my future, for them?“You were given to me?” The words echo around the empty space and I didn’t need to ask by whom, that answer was glaring right at me.The words didn’t just echo, they settled so deep and heavy, they felt like chains wrapping around my bones.My fist clenched at my sides, nails biting into my palms as I forced myself to stay standing.“I’m not yours,” I snap my voice sharper than I feel. “I don’t belong to anyone.” There was an exception to that, someone I was bonded with, someone I knew was out there right now searching desperately and frantically for me.Silence answers back at me until I thought the echoing voice will never speak again.“You speak with defiance,” the voice murmurs. “Good.”A sudden pressure builds beneath my feet.“What are you….”The ground beneath me glows, faint at first but then it gets brighter, lines begin to form spreading outward in intricate patterns, circling me, locking me in place before I can even move.Looking down, a symbol forms beneath me, a ritual
ZAHRA-ROSEI don’t know how long I’ve been running. Or if I’ve even been moving at all.The space around me doesn’t change.No matter how far I go… it stays the same.Empty and silent.Too silent.My breathing comes out uneven as I slow to a stop, my chest rising and falling rapidly. The air here is thick, heavy with incense and something older… something that clings to my skin like it’s trying to seep into me.“Eira?” I call again.Nothing.Not even an echo of her presence.The absence of my wolf feels wrong,unnatural. Like a part of me has been ripped away and sealed somewhere I can’t reach.I know I have lived the majority of my life without her but having her and losing her is something I know I can't love without, I can't live with my wolf. My fingers curl slightly.This isn’t just separation.This is suppression and it is a very deliberate one. My heart pounds harder.No. No, no, no....I forced myself to breathe, to think of the moment I stepped out of my room today, what tra
As I approached the outskirts of the pack where Alyaanah said she was the first thing I noticed was her.She stood beside her car.From a distance, I could already see it,The way her body trembled.Whatever happened here… it shook her badly.“Alyaanah,” I called, closing the distance quickly. I placed a steady hand on her shoulder before she even realized I was there.She turned to me.And the panic in her eyes,It hit hard.“I… I…” Her voice broke, words tangling as tears streamed down her face. “I sat in the car and….”She couldn’t finish.I tightened my grip on her shoulder slightly, grounding her.“I’m here,” I said firmly. “Breathe.”Her body continued to shake, so I gently took her hand and guided her back into the car, settling her into the seat.She slumped back, still trembling.I gave her space.For now.Stepping away from the car, I turned toward the open land surrounding us.Nothing.Just grass stretching endlessly in every direction.No structure.No trace.“Can you pick
ASHVIN’S POVStanding there, watching the car pull away with my mother and Zahra-Rose inside, didn’t sit right with me.It felt wrong.Every instinct in me screamed it.I turned to her sister, my jaw tightening slightly.“You need to follow them,” I said, my voice firm but controlled. “Keep your distance. Let me know where they go, and everything that happens.”It was a lot to ask.But I wouldn’t rest easy if I didn’t know Zahra-Rose was safe.“You don’t have to ask me twice,” she replied immediately, squeezing my shoulder in reassurance. “I’ll stay on them.”I nodded once as she walked away.Zahra-Rose has been through too much.Far too much.And watching her walk into more… it does something to me.Something I don’t like.‘She deserves better,’ Zen muttered within me, his voice low and certain.I exhaled slowly.“I know.”Sometimes, I wish I could be that better for her.But even I don’t know how.Not fully. Not in the way she needs.Sometimes, I wish we were normal, just a mated pa
Being stuck in the same car with Luna Verena and her daughter this early morning wasn’t on my radar, but here I am, trapped between the two most insufferable people I know. I never thought, in all my years of knowing her, that I would ever consider her an awful person. Yet somehow, she had become exactly that, the kind of Luna I never imagined she would be. ‘I told you I didn’t like her from the moment we met,’ Eira snapped through the mind link, her irritation brushing sharply against my thoughts. ‘And I still don’t understand why we are here.’ Her distaste settled deep in my chest. Eira didn’t dislike easily, she rejected. Only Luna Verena knew the real reason her daughter was here. She had told me this trip was meant for me, for my preparation as the next Luna of the pack. “I am preparing my daughter for a Luna role. That is why she is here,” Luna Verena said calmly. I nodded, even though unease twisted in my gut. Could she hear my thoughts? No. I highly doubted it. I had s
No one told me how brutal pack training could be.Not the kind I used to do, the one I foolishly thought was enough.This, this was different.After hours under the watchful eyes of Ashvin, Maliah, and Kai, I could barely feel my body anymore.They didn’t go easy on me.There was no pity. No hesitation.Every movement demanded more.Every command pushed me harder than the last.My muscles burned, my lungs clawed for air, and even Eira felt stretched thin beneath my skin.The moment Maliah announced the end of training, my legs gave out.I collapsed onto the grass, the cool earth pressing against my overheated skin as I struggled to breathe.“Are you alright?”Ashvin’s voice came low and steady as he crouched beside me, his Alpha presence wrapping around me like a shield.I nodded weakly. Words felt too heavy.Turning my head, I caught the faint curve of amusement tugging at his lips. My eyes narrowed slightly at him.He twisted a bottle of water and handed it to me “You need this.”I
ZAHRA-ROSE POVMate.I could hear the word echoing in my head, his mate. Ashvin’s mate.As I trembled in his arms while he handed me a change of clothes, I still couldn’t believe what had happened.“You better believe it,” she spoke again, this time the happiness in her voice was impossible to cont
Asael was by my side as I shifted back, offering me a change of clothes after the successful hunt.“You make this leadership thing look so easy. How do you do it?” he asked as I pulled on the shirt he handed me.Zen was exhausted, but satisfied.He loved coming out to play, to hunt, and to run bene
ASHVIN HARVEY’S POVI rushed to her side the moment her eyes fluttered open.“Are you alright?” I asked, my voice sharp with concern as her gaze swept the room. She rubbed her eyes, adjusting to the daylight spilling through the window.“Ashvin?” Her voice was soft, strained.“I’m here.” I took her
I don’t know how or where the rumor all started, but suddenly, I could hear the whispers, the hushed, cutting words people spoke about me throughout the pack.I tried to ignore it at first, convincing myself it was temporary. That it would pass. But I was wrong. The whispers grew louder, sharp and







