As the search for my mother and sisters continued, I tried to stay calm, pushing back the constant wave of worry threatening to drown me. But whenever I was alone, the tears would come, unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back.
How could I not worry? The people I loved most in the world were missing, and I had no idea if they were even alive. Seated among the remaining of my pack, the air around us was heavy with grief. Everyone here had lost someone, their parents, siblings, mates. The weight of our collective sorrow pressed down like a suffocating fog. “We can’t keep living in another pack’s territory when we have one of our own,” a voice broke through the silence. One of the older warriors stood, his tone firm as he addressed the group. I understood his frustration. Our pack had been decimated during the attack, our warriors killed, our homes burned. We weren’t strong enough to stand on our own, not yet. “I know,” I said, trying to reason with him, “but we need their help. There’s nothing we can do right now.” My words met resistance. Sad, hollow eyes turned toward me, silently disagreeing. “We can’t just wait,” the man pressed, his voice low and wary. His gaze darted around, as though he feared unseen eyes and ears. Something about his demeanor unsettled me. He was one of the strongest warriors left, yet he had survived an attack that claimed so many. The suspicion I’d been trying to ignore stirred again. “Princess…” The murmurs died as the Beta of the host pack, Kai, entered the circle. His presence commanded immediate attention. Towering and imposing, much like his Alpha, Ashvin, Kai’s very presence seemed to unsettle my pack members. Tension filled the air as all eyes turned toward him. I stood and stepped toward him, refusing to let my shorter frame diminish my authority. “As you can see, we’re holding a meeting. What are you doing here?” I demanded, crossing my arms. Kai’s lips twitched slightly, and for a moment, I thought he might smile. But his voice was all business when he spoke. “You can’t hold a meeting like this in our territory. It could be seen as a threat.” I narrowed my eyes at him, his words igniting a spark of defiance in me. But before I could respond, my attention was drawn to someone standing in the distance, watching us. It was him. Ashvin, the Alpha of this pack, stood with his arms crossed, his piercing eyes locked on mine. Fury rose in me, hot and sharp, as I brushed past Kai and strode toward Ashvin, my anger dragging me forward. “What the hell are you doing trying to stop me from meeting with my people?” I demanded, my voice trembling with rage as I came to a halt before him. Ashvin regarded me with a calm intensity, the flicker of interest in his gaze only fueling my irritation. “You should know better, Princess. We can’t allow another pack to gather like this on our land. You know how these things are perceived.” His voice was smooth, but the undercurrent of authority was unmistakable. A shiver ran down my spine at the sound of his voice, and I hated the way my body reacted to him. His presence unsettled me in ways I couldn’t explain. “Are you cold?” he asked, stepping closer. “No,” I snapped, but my voice betrayed me as a shudder escaped when his hand briefly rested on my shoulder. The contact was fleeting, but it left a burning imprint, a longing I didn’t want to acknowledge. “Oh, this is ridiculous,” I muttered under my breath, hating the war inside me. Before he could say more, a servant approached, bowing slightly. “Alpha Ashvin, Princess Zahra-Rose, you’re needed. The former Alpha and Luna wish to see you.” I turned without another word, walking away from Ashvin, determined to regain my composure. The tension in the room was palpable as I sat across from Ashvin and his parents. Kai stood silently nearby, his presence a constant reminder of the delicate situation we were in. Ashvin began, his voice firm and commanding. “We’ve received reports about the Dark East. Their actions are suspicious, and we have every reason to believe they’re behind the attack on your pack.” My hands clenched into fists at his words. My father had warned me of the Dark East’s ambitions. Their Alpha had once sought to strengthen his hold by demanding a marriage alliance with my family. My father’s refusal must have been the catalyst for their aggression. Ashvin continued, “We’ve sent scouts into their territory. We’ll catch them off guard and free your people.” His assurance was steady, his gaze meeting mine with an intensity that made it impossible to look away. I nodded slowly, my heart heavy with both hope and uncertainty. The former Alpha cleared his throat, drawing everyone’s attention. “If we’re to stand against the DarkEast, there’s something that must be done.” The room fell silent as he turned his gaze to Ashvin, then to me. “You two must marry.” My breath caught, and my eyes widened in shock. “Excuse me?” I exclaimed, the words spilling out before I could stop them. “This isn’t a suggestion,” the former Alpha said firmly. “It’s the only way to unite our packs and strengthen our position. Together, you’ll be unstoppable.” I turned to Ashvin, expecting him to argue. But he simply nodded, his expression unreadable. “I understand,” he said, his voice calm. I stared at him, anger and disbelief boiling within me. How could he agree so easily? Did this mean so little to him? “This isn’t fair,” I whispered, my voice shaking. Ashvin’s gaze softened slightly, but his tone remained resolute. “This isn’t about fairness, Zahra-Rose. It’s about survival.” As his words sank in, I felt the weight of responsibility pressing down on me. My people needed me. But was I ready to sacrifice my freedom, my future, for them?ASHVIN 𝓗𝓐𝓡𝓥𝓔𝓨The rest of them slowly filtered out, leaving just the two of us in the small living room. Silence settled like a fog, thick and tense. My feet moved restlessly as I paced, my wolf Zen snarling beneath my skin. All I could think about was grabbing her by the shoulders and shaking some sense into her, shaking her until she understood the gravity of what she had done.Coming here. Alone. Unprotected.Did she forget she’s the Luna of one of the most powerful packs in the North? Did she think no one would notice the energy that bled from her, raw, divine, unmistakably Alpha-blooded?“Funny,” she snapped, folding her arms across her chest. “I could ask you the same thing.”Her glare was sharp as a dagger, but if she truly knew the storm she had unleashed just by stepping into that club, she wouldn’t be looking at me like I was the problem.Zen growled in my head, a low rumble of frustration.“You’re the one who left the pack for a week, Ashvin. Don’t forget that.”Yeah
He didn’t answer at first. It was clear Ashvin had warned him not to speak if anyone asked, but I wasn’t just anyone, and he knew that.“You see how everything is falling apart? You’re supposed to lead the pack in his absence, and yet you can’t do a thing,” I said, frustration burning in my voice.Kai’s eyes darkened. “Not when Luna Verena wants to control everything.”Of course.It was about that woman trying to claim the mantle of Alpha and Lord of the pack. It was pathetic, especially since the true Alpha was very much alive.“I don’t know what twisted game they’re playing, but I refuse to let my pack be caught in it. So where is Ashvin?” I pressed, refusing to accept silence this time.He hesitated, then opened his mouth, but before he spoke, it hit me. I knew exactly where Ashvin would be.I remembered the day of the incident, the last place I saw him, the Human realm.“It can’t be, right?” I asked Kai.He didn’t answer, but the look in his eyes said it all.“The pack is fracturi
ZAHRA-ROSEEven after two days, I refused to leave my room. It felt safer there. Somehow, I felt better not seeing anyone’s face all day, except the pack’s chef who brought me food.I was still haunted by the image of that man’s face, twisted in death. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him hanging. I felt like I had betrayed him a thousand times over.A choking sound escaped my throat, and I tried to stifle it, desperate to quiet the storm of pain inside me.“You didn’t know he was going to kill him,” Eira said softly, her voice like a gentle balm, her way of comforting me. But her words barely touched the weight pressing on my chest.“But he was angry with me. I can feel it. And that’s why he did what he did,” I whispered. It was the truth I couldn’t deny.Deep in my mind, I knew I had done something wrong. Had he sensed Asael’s kiss? That couldn’t be true.“I’m tired of you sulking, Zahra. Get up. We need to get out of this room,” Eira urged, pacing restlessly. She tried to convinc
ASHVIN HARVEYHer scream tore through the Pack Grounds like a lightning strike. The crowd turned just in time to see her drop to the floor, her body convulsing as the change began. Her eyes blazed a molten red, and her bones cracked loudly as her knees buckled. Her screams twisted into a guttural growl, feral and raw, as sharp claws burst from her fingertips.Every pack member stood frozen, staring at her in stunned silence.Then she collapsed back onto the ground, her body writhing, and her scream shifted back into something more human, painful, agonized.She didn’t know it yet, but it was impossible to shift within the Pack Court. Every werewolf pack had ancient enchantments laced into the grounds, a law of magic and tradition meant to prevent chaos during trials and judgments. It suppressed full transformations, forcing control even during emotional surges.She lay there, panting on the cold earth, and despite myself, my heart twisted at the sight of her like that, shaking, vulnera
What… The… Hell.With a snarl building in my chest, I shoved Asael off me, my palm landing hard across his face with a satisfying crack.“What the hell is wrong with you?” I snapped, my voice a low growl, eyes blazing with fury.Anger surged through me like wildfire, burning hot, eclipsing reason. I couldn’t see anything else but him, and the betrayal he just committed.“I……I couldn’t help myself,” he said, breathless, as he stumbled to his feet.I pushed away from the bench, pacing in sharp strides, trying to get control over the furious pounding in my chest. My wolf, Eira, clawed under my skin, pacing with me, enraged and restless.“Listen to me, Zahra-Rose…..”“Do not speak my name with your filthy mouth,” I snapped, baring my teeth as I pointed a clawed finger right at him. “Do not.”My breath trembled from how hard I was shaking, but I held firm, fury practically vibrating off my skin. Every instinct in me screamed to rip his throat out. The only thing holding me back was Ashvin’
ZAHRA-ROSEAt this point, I’m getting used to the training. It doesn’t hurt as much anymore, and I think my body has finally adapted to the intensity of it. The soreness, the bruises, they no longer sting the way they used to.But even as my limbs grow stronger, my mind keeps drifting to tomorrow’s session, the second time I’ll let my wolf come forward to fight. She needs to learn how to defend herself, how to move with strength and precision. After my first transformation, Eira was meant to begin training properly, with the guidance of Zen, Ashvin’s wolf, but ever since the fire incident, getting him anywhere near us has been nearly impossible.As I walked alone along the dark dirt path, the weight of the day pulling at my bones, I tried not to think about what Ashvin had said to me this morning, or the fact that he asked me to trust him.Trust him with what, exactly?“I thought it might be you.”I turned at the familiar voice. And there he was, Asael. The sight of him stirred somet