ログインHer voice hit me harder than any punch I’d ever taken. Soft. Careful. Scared.
And that was what gutted me most, the fear. Because for a split second, I thought she was scared of me. I stepped back, giving her space I didn’t want to give.
“Go,” I said quietly. “Finish your shift.”
She hesitated, eyes flicking up to mine before she forced herself to look away.
“We need to talk,” I added, voice low. “After closing. Don't run away from me again, Mi Corazon. ”
She didn’t argue. Didn’t ask why. Didn’t ask how I was even still breathing after eight years of silence.
She just nodded once and slipped out the door like she couldn’t get away fast enough.
The moment she was gone, the room felt wrong. Too empty. Too quiet. Too full of everything I’d tried to bury.
I dropped into my chair, elbows on my knees, breathing like I’d run a mile. My hands shook, and I hated that. I didn’t shake. Not for anyone. But this wasn’t anyone.
This was Sara. Eight years of wondering. Eight years of imagining every possible reason she left. Eight years of trying to forget a woman I never could.
And now she was here. In my club. In my city. Working for me.
I tried to focus on the books, but the numbers blurred. All I saw was her face, older, tired, but still the same girl who’d wrecked me without even trying. And underneath all of that? Fear. Not of me. Of something else. Something she was still running from. My phone buzzed. Rick.
“Boss?”
“After closing,” I said, voice steady even though nothing inside me was. “Bring the new bartender to my office.”
He paused. “Sara?”
Her name in someone else’s mouth made something sharp twist in my chest.
“Yes,” I said. “Her.”
“Everything okay?”
No. Nothing was okay. Nothing had been okay since the day she disappeared. But I forced the lie out anyway. “Fine. Just do it.”
“Got it.”
I hung up and leaned back, staring at the ceiling. I needed answers. I needed the truth.
I needed to know why she left, why she never called, why she let me think she was dead. And I needed her to know something too.
“Yes, I was hurt,” I muttered into the empty room. “You damn near destroyed me.”
But the worst part? Even after eight years…I still wasn’t over her. Not even close.
Roc showed up about twenty minutes later, filling the doorway like a wall. Broad shoulders, sharp eye, Bruce’s son through and through. He didn’t waste time with greetings; he just tossed a folder onto my desk.
“Update on Juan.”
I opened it, scanning the first page. “Talk.”
“Two of his guys at each club,” Roc said. “Same play. Trying to pull the newer girls out the back. They’re getting bold.”
“Or stupid.”
“Both,” he said with a shrug. “But they’re scared too. They keep talking about that stepsister he’s hunting.”
My jaw tightened. “They mention a name?”
Roc nodded. “Yeah. Sara.”
A cold pulse hit the center of my chest, but I kept my face still. “And?”
“And they swear Juan’s losing patience. He wants her found yesterday.”
I closed the folder slowly. “Make sure the men we caught tonight crawl back to him. I want him to know we’re watching.”
Roc smirked. “Already handled.”
He turned to leave, then paused. “You good, boss?”
No. Not even close.
“Fine,” I said. “Just chasing some of my own ghosts. Keep me updated.”
Roc never asked questions about my personal life, even though he probably knew more about me then I did. He just nodded once and disappeared down the hall, leaving me alone with the one name I never expected to hear again.
Sara. And now she was here and I needed to make sure she stayed this time.
Monday mornings were usually peaceful. Quiet house. Warm coffee. Gabe’s backpack half‑unzipped because he always forgot something. Salvatore’s kiss lingering on my cheek long after he left for work.But today… something felt different. Gabe had been the first to notice my mood, even if he didn’t say it out loud. He just hugged me tighter before leaving for school, his little arms squeezing around my waist. “Love you, Mom,” he said, grinning up at me. “And I can’t wait for my baby brother.”I nearly choked on my coffee. “Baby...what?”He shrugged like it was obvious. “Everyone at dinner yesterday said Dad looks at you like he’s waiting to eat you. That means you’re gonna have a baby.”I covered my face with my hands. “Oh my God.”He laughed, kissed my cheek, and ran out the door before I could correct him. I watched him climb into the car with Hale, waving until they turned the corner. Then the house went still. Too still. Salvatore had left earlier, brushing a kiss against my forehead
I didn’t even remember the drive home. One minute I was storming out of my parents’ house, the next I was fumbling with my keys, my hands shaking so badly I almost dropped them. My chest felt tight, my head buzzing with everything they’d said, everything they’d chosen. Chosen over me.I pushed the door open, ready to collapse on the couch and scream into a pillow. But I froze. Someone was sitting in my living room. In the dark. My breath caught in my throat. “Hello?”A soft click, a lamp turned on beside him. The man from the gala. Except… not. His hair was different. His beard trimmed. His clothes sharper. But the eyes, those were the same. Cold. Focused. Like he saw straight through me. He smiled. “You’re home.”My pulse hammered. “What are you doing here?”“Waiting,” he said calmly, like this was normal. “You seemed upset when you left your parents’ house.”I let out a bitter laugh, tossing my purse onto the couch. “Upset? Try humiliated.” He didn’t move. Didn’t blink. Just watched
Dinner was going better than I could’ve hoped.Marco and my mom were already talking like they’d known each other for years. She lit up when he mentioned he liked to bake, and within minutes they were planning a Saturday baking day, her famous cinnamon rolls and his lemon bars. My dad jumped in next, asking Marco what teams he followed. When Marco said, “Chiefs, obviously,” my dad slapped the table like he’d just found a long‑lost son.“Season opener,” Dad said. “You two should come with me.”Marco’s eyes widened. “Seriously?”“Of course,” Dad said. “Anyone who loves Mahomes is welcome in this house.”Marco laughed, and I swear my heart felt too full for my chest. Everything was perfect. Almost.Letta had been quiet, which was suspicious in itself, but I wasn’t going to poke that bear. Not tonight.But of course… she couldn’t hold it in forever. She set down her fork a little too loudly. “I just don’t understand how you’re all okay with… this.”The room went still. My mom’s smile fade
Getting ready for dinner with my parents shouldn’t make me nervous. I’ve faced worse things in my life, real danger, real pressure, but somehow this felt bigger. More important. Like the whole night balanced on a thin line I didn’t want to mess up.Marco stood in front of the mirror, adjusting his tie for the tenth time. “Do I look okay? Be honest. Your mom is going to judge me. I can feel it.”I snorted. “My mom is going to love you.”He shot me a look. “You don’t know that.”“I do,” I said, stepping behind him and fixing the knot he kept messing with. “Relax. You’re perfect.”He went still at that, eyes softening in the mirror. “You think so?”“I know so.”He exhaled, shoulders dropping a little. “I just… I want tonight to go well. I want them to like me.”“They will,” I said again, firmer this time. “And if they don’t, that’s their problem. Not yours.”He smiled, but it was small, nervous. I brushed my thumb along his jaw, grounding him, grounding myself too. Last night at the gala
The front door clicked shut behind us, and the quiet of the house wrapped around me like warm hands. My heels echoed softly against the floor as Salvatore guided me inside, his fingers laced with mine, his steps just a little too quick to be casual.The gala felt a thousand miles away.He tossed his jacket somewhere near the entry table without looking, eyes fixed on me like I was the only thing in the room worth noticing. My heart fluttered, heat blooming low in my stomach.“Mi corazón…” he murmured, brushing his thumb along my cheek.I leaned into his touch, still breathless from the limo, from the way he’d looked at me all night, from the way he’d practically dragged me up the steps like he couldn’t wait another second. “Mi cielo,” I whispered.His jaw tightened, not with anger, but with something deeper, heavier, hungrier. He stepped closer, his hand sliding to my waist, pulling me gently but firmly against him. The house was dim, only the soft glow from the hallway lights illumin
Roc and Marco were laughing about something when Sara slipped away to the bathroom, and for a moment I let myself enjoy the sight. They looked… free. Happy. Like the weight Roc had carried for years had finally lifted.Good. He deserved that.But the moment Sara disappeared into the crowd, the unease I’d been pushing down all night crept back in. I leaned toward Roc.“That man Letta was dancing with,” I said quietly. “Something’s off about him.”Roc’s smile faded. “Off how?”“I don’t know yet.” I scanned the room again, trying to place the familiarity. “But he’s not here for the gala. He’s here for something else.”Roc followed my gaze, eyes narrowing. “You want me to keep an eye on him?”“Yes,” I said. “But don’t make it obvious. Just… stay alert.”Roc nodded once. “Got it.”Marco glanced between us, sensing the shift. “Everything okay?”Roc squeezed his hand under the table. “Yeah. Just work stuff.”I didn’t correct him. A moment later, Sara returned, and the second she sat beside m







