New me

So its my birthday I have been dragged around loads of shops we have mountains of bags. 

I can’t believe we spent so much at least she didn’t make me go too girly. Now I’m in the spa and my eyebrows, legs, bikini line armpits have been waxed I have never felt pain like it, I thought spa days were supposed to be relaxing this is just torture. 

Now I am getting my long dark brown hair cut and highlighted. It’s been cut and layered to my chest with caramel highlights put in and I now have gel nail extensions I tried to go to the toilet and couldn’t undo my button on my jeans. I mean how do people manage to do anything with long nails this is going to take some getting used to I can’t believe at 16 my mum had to help me go to the toilet. 

Now I’m getting eyelashes done and we are finished finally and I can eat, oh wait I spoke too soon mum just asked them to put make up on me when will this end I don’t even know what I look like she won’t let me see in the mirror until I’m finished and she has picked a dress for me to put on as we are going out for a meal afterwards. 

It’s hard to be annoyed she looks so happy. Make up is done my mum hands me a maroon skater dress with a low v neck I like it not too girly and asks me to get changed, I have to look up at her a sheepishly ask for help because of these damn nails, I hope I get used to them soon, she finds this hilarious at least someone does. 

I’m in the dress and it’s time for my reveal thankfully it’s only two inch heals so not to hard to walk in I make my way to the mirror and I am stunned, I have never seen myself like this my hair is in waves I love the colour, I look sexy, like a woman I can’t believe the difference my curves are on full display instead of behind baggy boy clothes.

‘Oh my baby you look so gorgeous, what do you think’ my mum asks with tears in her eyes

‘I can’t believe it, I look so different, I really love it, thanks mum, I love you so much’

‘I love you too sweetheart, now shall we head out of here and show you off’

‘Let’s go’

We head to my favourite steak bar and have a lovely meal together I see a couple of people from school. I can tell they are checking me out and are wondering who I am, but I completely ignore them and don’t even look in their direction. 

After the way these people have acted throughout the years I wouldn’t go there if someone paid me.

Great Monday morning back to school should be fun I grab a pair of my new skinny black jeans, a short sleeve red v neck top and my new black ankle boots, put on some basic make up leave my hair down in waves and head out the door. 

I walk into school and everyone is looking at me it’s getting a bit uncomfortable, I mean what the f***k then I hear someone asking about the new girl. 

Now I get it no-one recognises me I mean it’s a hair cut and clothes for f***k sake not a face and body transplant. 

One co.cky little shi.t in the year above decides to be brave. ‘Hey sexy, what’s your name fancy going out some time’

‘f***k off Dylan I don’t date as.sholes and you should know my name by now I’ve been at this school for long enough’

I walk off leaving him with a stunned look and his friends laughing at him. 

Next up its Queen bit.ch Cindy that approaches ‘hey I just wanted to introduce myself and welcome you to the school’

‘Let me stop you right there bit.ch I got enough of your welcomes the past few years. Just because you don’t recognise me doesn’t and you think I look good enough now to make me worthy of your attention doesn’t mean I want it. You are still the same shallow, self centred, little bit.ch you always were and I have no interest in having anything to do with you’

‘How dare you you fu.cking cow’

‘Now now don’t do anything you regret I can still kick you and your friends a.ss but if you want to be reminded of the last time I did then go ahead try me’

‘T Talia’ she stutters

‘The one and only now f***k off before I change my mind and decide to play with you anyway’

She hightails it in the other direction looking shocked, that was fun I have to admit people are now looking even more shocked and murmuring about how much I have changed.

By lunchtime news has gotten round that there is no new girl it’s just new and improved Talia a few people have tried to make friends and several guys have tried to chat me up but I have zero interest in them I just want to be left alone. 

It’s only two more months then I’m out of here for the holidays thank god I’m starting to wish I just stuck to my old style, does looks really decide worth. 

I can’t even have my lunch in peace I never had this problem before I think I need to smack a bi.tch to remind them to f***k off. 

Have they slept with everyone in the school that I’m the only fresh meat here now so everyone now wants a turn well they have another thing coming.

Finally last day of school unfortunately things didn’t calm down it only seemed to make them more determined, like a challenge to see if any of them could date me. 

I mean treat me like sh.it for years and then expect me to fall for their bullsh.it as soon as they give me a bit of attention I don’t think so. 

They must think all girls are stupid, I don’t know the type they are used to but I am not one of them. 

The stuck up bi.tches at least stopped trying to make friends with me they started to get jealous with my new found attention I was receiving, they are also still weary of me as they know i can kick their a.ss. 

I just wish the boys would take the hint if they get too much i have no problem putting them in their place either i would rather it didn’t have to come to that. 

I can’t wait to be able to go out to rock concerts, and other places and meet people who are not from this hell hole, then someone might stand a chance to get lucky with me but no one from here with their false apologies, if they were sorry they would have said it before they thought I was hot. 

Now I’m just looking forward to leaving this dump and spending time with Jayden and the boys over the holidays.