I can't almost stand up to what I heard. Married? I calmed myself as my heart was beating faster than it's normal rate. Dad is always serious and only jokes once in a while. He always do business seriously.
"Who will arrange marriage dad?" sister asked. She's also confused and trembled as it's evident in her voice. Is it my sister? Why is she nervous?
"No, it's not you, Jace." mommy muttered as she flanced at me. "It's your sister Jane and Zandra's son, Zaine."
I felt my spoon fell to the ground as I was in shock. I am what? Marry Zaine? At this young age?
"A-are you serious, dad?" I could barely pronounce the words coming out of my mouth correctly.
“Yes. We need you and Zaine for the solidity of our own companies. That way you can handle our businesses together.” Tita Zandra said.
"T-aunt, I can't." I tremble harvest. I seem to have run out of wo
After I took a quick shower and changed into my pajamas, someone knocked onto my door. It was not locked so it was easy for that person to came in.My father went in with a cold look he usually wears. He's still on his suit while taking his way to my bed. I just sat down and look at him. Silence can be felt at the four corners of the room.It feels unreal to me that he visited me again after I got mad at him on making a way for Grandma Flores to not see me again. I accepted his apology and explanation to why he did that. Those reason were very protective of him.I understand that it's his way if being a father. Given the cold treatment he's always giving, there are still some good side that I want to hold on to.But now, I can't understand his intentions. He is making decisions for myself. I didn't agreed on this. All this time, I thought he would give me freedom that I wanted. I'm just a tee
Seeing them pitying me for my current situation right now seems unusual. They have those looks since earlier. I want them to know that I am fine, but I know inside that I am not.My parents, who happened to be strict on me, were already gone. It was already replaced with perturb actions that I never expected to see on them. They're upstairs waiting for me to approach them. I gave them a gloomy smile before I went in front of my room's door.I just stopped when I heard dad’s voice calling my name."Jane."“I am already tired dad,” I mumbled, didn’t turn my way to them. “I want to rest. Goodnight. ”With that, I went inside. I felt my heart throbbing in pain. Ignoring my family means aching my heart too. I also don't want to treat them like this. I dont want to. I even want to have a complete family, that's what I aims. That's all I hold on to.Ever since I made my choice
I frowned at the reaction she showed. I didn't expect this reaction of her. I was expecting that she will give me a fake smile like all her friends did."Did you know each other?" Chelsea groaned at us."No." I refused.“By the way, Jane. She's Desiree Margarette Cantala, my cousin. ” I nodded without showing any emotion to them."You can call her, DM."I raised my right hand to shake hands."Nice to meet you, DM."We shook hands. I can feel her hand was shaking when she accepted mine. It was supposed to be the other way around. I was supposed to be scared and frightened when we meet again.She removed her hand first. It sneezed and moved away from me."W-where's Grandma and Grandpa, Chels?" she asked yet she was looking at me. I just give her a blank look. I would never show you
We were waiting for our flight to be called. It's already 9 am and we will arrived tomorrow in New York. It's would be a 17 hours flight. We're having our vacation for at least a week in U.S. I don’t know how I’ll feel when I step foot there again. I've been there when I was a kid. I just don't know the feels anymore as it was very long time. I just want to refresh my mind from the things I've been with. First, the arrange marriage, then the unexpected meet up of my ex-best friend. I am no longer know how I would feel about all that was happening. I thought my summer vacation will be boring but it turned out to be unexpected. Also, someone also motivates me to go there. I don't know what this feeling is. Aside from the happenings, it was like someone I knew wants me to be there. I can't recall someone aside from Cheska and James. &nb
For two days of staying here, we roam around New York City. It was the best days for me. I was with my family for those two days. I still can't forget what we did. We even ate at a fancy restaurant and we shopped in the mall. When we spent the third day here, we decided to help with Mamita planting on one of her plantations. We even fed animals who were always in their cabin.The fourth day of staying here was exhausting. I was taught how to milk the cows. My grandfather has a farm here far from the city. We stayed three days there, It was quite exciting and happy. I learned a lot of things. We even bond like we don't have something to do once we go back to the Philippines. The important thing is that I am reunited with my family as usual. I was happy to be herr.When we got back to Mamita's house, I immediately packed up because we would be back to the Philippines tomorrow. Maybe I'll just tour Grandma's village later.
I am in the Philippines now. I can feel my heart was as heavy as a statue. I don’t know why until now, I’m still bothered about what happened. It's been days since James and I talked but those words he said lingered inside my head.As soon as I get back home, I have locked myself for a whole day. They will just bring some food here. It was hard to accept it, that I rejected my 'friend' when he confessed to me. It was hard to tell him that I like someone else. And it was hard to accept that he will still wait eventhough he is not sure if we have a chance.I don’t know what James did to confuse me. It was hard for me to reject him eventhough I knew that I like someone else. I seem to be confused now because of his confession. I don't know why I am like this. It is clear to me that Zaine is the one I like but something is telling me to look back at James again and give him a chance.I now
I know who he refers to but it's different when it comes to Zaine. I did not know what to say to him, even though he spoke in a normal, calm tone. It was as if I didn't want to accept what I heard.But, come to think of it. I do have a chance to be with him now. I already have chamce to be with him. He just told me that he is tired of waiting for her to comeback. Does it mean I have the chance to replace her?I don't know what spirit possessed me that made me this kind of person and think this irrational thoughts. It just showed up immediately. It seemed that, because I liked him so much, I could do anything just to get his attention. I don't care anymore if I will hurt someone as long as I have him.I smiled at him.“It's okay, Zaine. You can move on. Trust me, I will help you.”He looked at me, bewildered."I
Zaine approached me, unable to identify the expression on his face. His forehead was furrowed and his medium-thick eyebrows almost met. The rest of our friends followed him and I can't read their reactions of their faces.“Let’s go. I will drive you home.” he said. I looked at Chelsea who was now staring at Zaine's seat before her gaze turned to me. She just nodded at me so I gave her a smile. I apologized to them for reasons I don’t know. I felt like I had to do that but they just gave me a smile and said it was okay.Zaine was already in his car when we got out of school. He took a jacket from inside before closing it back. He handed me the jacket as he approached. I looked at the sky for a moment to see that it was misting."Why?" LI lift his jacket."Before we go home, we will go somewhere else." Surprised, I just nodded as well. He left the car in the parking lo