Sienna

I can’t believe that happened last night. I am still feeling the after-effects. I admit I was terrified of having sex with Luca. I have only been with one guy who I thought was big. He was nothing compared to Luca. I had felt Luca through his boxers the few times our make-out sessions had escalated, so I knew Luca was big. I am glad he stopped us from going for another round this morning. As much as I wanted to, I was unsure if my body could have handled it. I was surprised when he bathed me last night and again this morning. The few vampires I had been around always seemed arrogant, conceited assholes. I knew one had a beloved, and from the way he talked with Dad and looked at me when I was around him, I couldn’t picture him being sweet like that to her. I will ask Luca after this meeting. I am still not sure why I am involved in this meeting, but I guess I am about to find out. I was excited to see Whitney and Lainey. I am sure Luca was laughing at my reaction. I don’t