تسجيل الدخولLEAH’S POV
The heavy engine of the Rosante family car hums smoothly against the paved road as we leave our territory behind and head toward the high hill where the Alpha’s manor stands. Inside the enclosed space of the vehicle, the air is thick, stifling, and heavy with the scent of high-grade Beta pheromones mixed with expensive perfume. Augustine never has any d*mn semblance of modesty, even when it comes to his pheromones. He sits in the front passenger seat, his massive frame blocking my view of the road, his eyes fixed dead ahead on the winding road illuminated by the headlights. Bea sits in the back row, squeezed between Leonardo and Willow, her fingers nervously smoothing out the lace trim of her dress. And I? I am sitting on the far right, pressed up against the cold glass of the rear door, completely isolated despite being packed tightly into the same row. I lean my head against the cool window pane, watching the dark silhouette of the dense pine forests speed past us in the night. In my past life, any car ride to the alpha’s manor was absolute agony. I remember sitting in this exact spot, my chest aching so badly I could barely breathe. Back then, Augustine would spend the entire twenty-minute drive lecturing me on how to behave, threatening to lock me in the cellar if I made Willow uncomfortable or dared to look sullen in front of Alpha Lockwood. Leonardo would keep glaring at me through the rear-view mirror, silently warning me to keep my trap shut. And Willow would spend the entire trip softly complaining about how her dress felt slightly crushed, prompting Bea to fuss over her like a fragile glass doll while completely ignoring my presence. Back then, I had spent every second of the ride fighting back bitter tears, desperately rehearsing polite phrases in my head, foolishly hoping that if I acted perfectly, my 'family' might look at me with a fraction of the pride they showered on Willow. Now, as I look at their quiet, smug faces reflected in the dark window glass, I feel nothing. No sorrow, no yearning, and no pain. Just a freezing, crystal-clear focus. Let them fuss over her. Let them wrap her in silk and warmth. The higher they pile her up on that fake pedestal tonight, the harder she is going to crash down when I start pulling the stones out from under her feet. The tires grind against the finely crushed white gravel as the car finally sweeps up the grand, horseshoe-shaped driveway of Alpha Everest Lockwood’s estate. The manor looms over us like a fortress of power. High marble pillars frame the double-door entrance, warm amber light pouring out from the massive floor-to-ceiling glass windows, illuminating the meticulously manicured front lawns. It is a house built on ancient bloodlines and unyielding authority, after all, the Lockwood family is one of the five great powers on the entire continent. It is a house I once foolishly believed would one day be my home. The vehicle comes to a smooth halt near the broad stone steps. Augustine opens his door first, stepping out into the crisp night air and straightening his dark suit coat. He moves around to the side immediately, opening the rear door and reaching out a strong, steady hand to help Bea step down onto the gravel. Leonardo steps out right after, brushing a speck of dust off his shoulder before moving with broad, rigid steps to open the door for Willow. I step out last, unassisted, my bare ankles meeting the chill of the evening breeze. No one holds the door for me. No one offers a hand. I am simply expected to drag myself out behind them like an unpaid servant following behind noble blood. Standing on the broad stone porch beneath the glowing lanterns to greet us are the undisputed rulers of the Harvest Moon territory. Alpha Everest Lockwood stands at the center, a stern, broad-shouldered man with streaks of iron-gray through his hair and a suffocating Alpha presence that naturally makes lesser wolves bow their heads. Beside him stands his wife, Luna Mary Lockwood, draped in rich emerald velvet, her chest adorned with family diamonds, looking every bit the proud, unyielding noble matron. And right next to them stands their son. Asher Lockwood. The moment Willow’s leather slippers touch the gravel driveway, Asher moves. He completely bypasses Augustine, pays no mind to Bea, and ignores Leonardo entirely. His bright blue eyes lock onto Willow with an intensity that borders on embarrassing for a future Alpha. He rushes down the short flight of stone steps, taking her small, delicate hands directly into his own. He practically purrs with male pride as he looks at her cream silk dress. He hovers around her like her perfect little lapdog, his head tilted to catch her quiet, melodic giggles. He stands so close his shoulder repeatedly brushes against hers, subtly shifting his body every time she takes a single step just to ensure he remains squarely by her side. I stand three paces behind Augustine and Leonardo, my hands folded loosely over the front of my simple green tunic, my body entirely relaxed. It is almost fascinating to watch it unfold from the outside when you aren't blinded by heartbreak. I’m standing right here under the bright glare of the porch lights, yet to them, I’m completely invisible. I fade into the dark background like an unnamed extra in a play. The uniformed pack guard holding open the heavy oak door receives more direct eye contact from the Alpha family than I do. As if feeling the heavy, freezing weight of my gaze on her back, Willow subtly shifts her posture. She leans her shoulder gently into Asher’s chest, allowing him to rest a hand against her lower back, and tilts her head just enough for her face to be hidden from the elders. She turns her head back, looking directly at me over Asher's shoulder. And then, her lips curve into a sharp, well-hidden, utterly smug little smirk. It lasts for less than a second, but it is dripping with victory. She knows exactly what she is doing. She thinks she’s won. She believes she has successfully stripped me of my home, my family, my dignity, and the young future alpha who used to write me secret letters under the full moon. I remember how Past Leah reacted to any of Willow’s snide smirks in my previous life. Back then, I used to pray with everything inside my soul that someone—anyone—would just glance at Willow at the right second. I wanted them to catch her slipping. I wanted my family, or Asher, or the Alpha to see the calculating, venomous snake hiding behind those wide, innocent eyes. But no one ever did. They only ever saw what Willow wanted them to see, while I was left looking like a crazy, jealous fool for claiming she was anything less than an angel. I don't need anyone to catch her anymore. I don't need a savior to expose her for me. I am going to do it myself, piece by piece, until there is nowhere left for her to hide.LEAH’S POV The heavy engine of the Rosante family car hums smoothly against the paved road as we leave our territory behind and head toward the high hill where the Alpha’s manor stands.Inside the enclosed space of the vehicle, the air is thick, stifling, and heavy with the scent of high-grade Beta pheromones mixed with expensive perfume.Augustine never has any d*mn semblance of modesty, even when it comes to his pheromones. He sits in the front passenger seat, his massive frame blocking my view of the road, his eyes fixed dead ahead on the winding road illuminated by the headlights. Bea sits in the back row, squeezed between Leonardo and Willow, her fingers nervously smoothing out the lace trim of her dress.And I? I am sitting on the far right, pressed up against the cold glass of the rear door, completely isolated despite being packed tightly into the same row.I lean my head against the cool window pane, watching the dark silhouette of the dense pine forests speed past us in t
LEAH’S POV Willow’s smile falters for a fraction of a second, confusion flickering in her eyes. "Leah? I only meant—""I know what you meant," I interrupt, stepping back and wiping a stray tear from my cheek with a trembling finger. I look directly at Bea, whose face has gone completely pale. "But every time you say that word... it must hurt Aunt Bea so much."I lower my gaze again, letting out a shaky, painful breath that makes my chest heave."It reminds everyone of what my birth mother did to her," I whisper, my voice dripping with sorrow and quiet shame. "Clara tried to ruin Aunt Bea's life. She stole her child, and she tried to take her husband. Calling me your sister just forces Aunt Bea to look at me and remember the monster who destroyed her peace. I don't want to cause Aunt Bea any more pain than my bloodline already has."Bea gasps, bringing a hand up to cover her mouth.As a woman who prides herself on her soft, forgiving omega image, my words hit her right where it hurts.
LEAH’S POV Leonardo holds her elbow as if she might snap in half if she takes a step too quickly, while Augustine keeps a warm, protective hand hovering over her shoulder, his Beta presence flaring softly around her like a warm blanket.Willow glides down the steps, wearing a lovely dress of soft cream silk that clings to her narrow waist. It is a dress meant for a noblewoman, paid for with the pack's central funds under the order of her devoted father. The moment her small leather slippers touch the last wooden step, she flows directly into Bea’s open arms with a delicate, ringing laugh that echoes through the foyer."Oh, Mother, look at my dress! Leonardo helped me clasp the back ribbon," Willow trills, her voice sweet as honey, thick with exaggerated innocence.Bea instantly forgets her confusion with me. A bright, fond smile bursts across her face as she gathers Willow into her arms, smoothing down the cream silk with gentle, trembling fingers."You look stunning, my sweet girl,
LEAH’S POV In my past life, when Willow put on that grand performance, I let it break me. I let the raw, bleeding hurt show plain as day on my face. My lower lip had trembled. My eyes had filled with bitter tears. I had felt so thoroughly humiliated that I snapped at her in front of everyone, screaming that she was a thieving fake who had stolen my life.And how did my family reward me for showing my pain?Augustine and Leonardo tore into me without mercy. They shouted at me for being an ungrateful, jealous creature. Augustine had towered over me, his Beta dominance crashing down until my knees hit the floorboards, declaring that I was an ambitious little rat who had no right to crave things that belonged to Willow. They told me I should be satisfied that I was even allowed to set foot in Eclipse Academy, and that I ought to keep my miserable face out of polite society.As punishment for daring to look hurt, they left me behind.I spent that entire evening sitting alone in the dark
LEAH’S POV The memory cuts off sharply, drowned out by another searing pain behind my eyes.I press my hands flat against my skull, waiting out the pounding migraine until it slowly recedes into the background, leaving behind a dull but manageable throbbing at the base of my head.I stand up from the bed, my fingers tightening around the edge of my wooden desk until my knuckles turn white.Not this time. I won’t fail this time. I look at the open luggage on the floor, then at the small paper calendar hanging on the wall.Tonight is the formal dinner at Alpha Lockwood’s estate, a gathering meant to solidify Willow's place among the pack's high nobility. And in three days, the pack will host the grand send-off ball for the twenty-five young wolves selected to attend Eclipse Academy.“Of course I couldn’t go back before she arrived, but I had to come back before this d*mn dinner…” Out of those twenty-five wolves, I personally tutored twenty-two of them. I spent my late evenings writin
LEAH’S POV From that single night onward, the warm home I had known turned into an icy prison. They didn't kick me out into the woods—that would have brought unwanted questions from neighboring packs. Instead, they kept me like a dirty secret tucked away in the back of the house. My old bedroom, the spacious second-floor room overlooking the garden, was stripped bare within twenty-four hours. My herbal collections, my hand-drawn maps of local flora, my soft quilts—all of it was tossed into cardboard boxes and shoved into the narrow, drafty attic that used to be a storage room. Willow was given my old room. No one asked if I was comfortable. No one asked if I needed help moving the heavy wooden trunk. The treatment inside the house bled into the pack grounds almost overnight. Even without a public declaration, whispered rumors spread through the Harvest Moon territory like dry brush catching a spark. People didn't know the exact story of the diary, but they k







