LOGINWalking into my reservation in the resort of Balearic Islands was really amazing, everything here is splendid. It seems like this was the best time of the year to be here, but how was I supposed to have fun all by myself when I can't even get pass this hurt.
I can't help the little stab in my chest at the thought of my ex. Dean was the quarter back of the football team and one of the hottest guys on campus.
I remembered how we met after an incident in the cafe where I worked on campus and how he frequently visited our cafe and would always order and stay around a bit longer than he did before and his friendlier manner to me.
I wasn't completely immune to his good looks but I couldn't bring myself to be near him. It wasn't long before he asked me out then, but I turned him down, not because I didn't like him then, I was still riling and living with some traumatic experience from an almost sexual assault in my life then, thank God for Eva.
Eva had been my support system all throughout school even now and being here without her isn't fun, maybe this trip was a bad idea after all. I miss her so much, with her ever bubbly presence. I feel a bit out of place but she has that exhibition in LA and Vegas this week and has worked so hard for it. I couldn't possibly have her here, I'm always rooting for her.
This was way tougher than I had imagined but since I was here I might as well enjoy the view.
There was a blonde surfer eyeing me from the beach. He smiled lazily at me "want to watch me while I surf and you know, we could also have fun while at it," he winked at me.
Okay, that was just awful but wasn't that what I wanted, to get laid no attachments. "Nah, I'm good."
Spotting a cruise ship, I decided to hop on it and see were it leads, maybe to my doom.
I think getting on board was a mistake because they all looked like elite, Socialites and models in here, definitely not my scene.The cruise ship was open to all tourists in our reservation, looking around it seemed like a celebration was on going.
"Excuse me, but what's this party about," I asked the gorgeous blonde lady in blue designer blazers beside me to get better information.
She eyed me belligerently, "This is an after party to celebrate the Voss-Delaroz investment, are you among the models or are you with the staff."
Okay, what was that, I guess this part of the ship was just for snobbish people.
"You..."before I could speak a stylish looking man came and whispered something to her, which had her scurrying away.
Okay, that was weird. Now all that was left was for me to try and enjoy the ride. Taking a glass of champagne from the table, I downed the smooth liquid.
The sea was calm and I just stood at the edge of the deck, my fingers curling lightly around the railing as the cruise ship kept sailing the waters. It was still morning and I still felt out of place in here.
This was supposed to be an adventurous vacation for me yet this didn't feel like one. I decided to take in the beauty of being on this ship while downing another glass of champagne I got from one of the waiters.
Everything about the view was beautiful, the soft wind, the music, the view of all the resorts from here and yet it didn't really seem to do justice to how I felt inside.
With a sigh I decided to head back inside.
"Fresh start," I murmured.
As I turned to head back toward the main deck, I noticed a corridor by the side, with dim light, which was more quiet than the rest of the ship.
"Perfect" I said to myself.
I slipped in without thinking much, I paused at the sound of metals shifting, someone was here.
He was crouched a few feet ahead, focused on a panel in the wall. His sleeves were rolled up, dark shirt and a wrench in hand. He definitely wasn't a guest.
For a moment, I considered turning back but then he spoke up without turning back.
"I don't think guests are supposed to be here" his voice was husky but calm with a hint of an accent to it.
I leaned lightly against the wall instead of leaving.
"Funny," I replied "I was just thinking the same about you." I probably should just mind my own business.
He turned to look at me, and I drew a little air in. I was not some boy crazy girl but this man here was captivating.
His black shirt was slightly undone at the collar and his sleeves rolled up. He definitely didn't look like someone who fixed things for a living.
Sharp jawlines, high cheekbones, piercing blue eyes and a light stubble.
But he looked away just quickly as he had turned back.
"I have work here," he said simply.
I raised a brow slightly even though he couldn't see it.
"Do you?"
He didn't say anything but I wasn't about to just leave like that.
"So what are you fixing?"
"Something that wasn't broken until someone decided to look at it."
Then, there was just silence.
"Don't you have somewhere else to be?" he exhaled exhaustedly after a moment.
"Probably," I said "But everywhere else looks the same."
"And this doesn't" his voice booming.
"No, I think I'll rather be in here than up there." I utter lightly.
This time he stood up and turned completely toward me, he easily towered over me.
Staring intently at me, tilting his head to the side a bit like he was trying to study me or intimidate me.
"Do you always wander into restricted areas?" he quizzed.
I shrugged lightly.
"Only when I'm trying not to think."
"About what?" he inquired again, his voice low, he was stalking dangerously closer to me now, I took several steps back hitting the wall. His manly scent was assaulting my nose, we were just inches apart, looking up into his blue eyes, I think my stomach did a little somersault.
I hesitated but just for a second, then I shook my head.
"Nothing that matters."
His gaze lingered on my face, then on my lips for a while,maybe trying to read me or something else but he didn't push further, Instead he stepped back.
"You should go," he said softly.
"Are you always this welcoming?" I say sardonically.
A flicker of something crossed his face, amusement maybe.
"Only when I mean it." a knowing smile on his face.
I smiled slightly at that. Then pushed off the wall but instead of leaving immediately, I stalked towards him accidentally tripping over one of his tools but he caught me before I could hit the ground, his hand snaking around my waist while the other hand caught my wrist, steading me but he didn't let go immediately.
"what's your name?" I quizzed.
He paused for a while before replying.
"Damian"
"Cassie" I replied, receding after a while. "Try not to break anything else Damian."
"You first"
Suddenly there were voices coming from outside the door.
"Damian" the female voice called out.
"I don't think he's here, let's just go" a male voice shot back.
"Are you hiding fr..." before I could finish he moved swiftly to my side and covered my mouth with his hands. His manly scent assaulting my nose, he was too close for me to think properly.
"Shhh" he whispered placing his index fingers on his lips signaling me to keep quiet and he takes my hand hurriedly leading me away through a back door.
CASSIEI watch as Damian gently removed scarlet's hand from his arm, before he turns around noticing me.We stare at each other for a while, then he turns back to scarlet."I'm meeting a client in ten minutes, I doubt I'll be able to eat this."She pouts playfully, "You always have meetings."Despite her teasing, Damian's tone remained calm. "I'll drop the lunch in my office.""Cassie, help me out here. Tell him that he needs to eat well in order to work properly." Scarlet whines.I hesitate, dumbfounded as to how I was put in the middle of this. Scarlet was nice and all but I wasn't ready to get involved in their- whatever this was.Damian looked at me expressionless before turning back to her."Don't get my employee involved in this." he said flatly but with a frown on his face.Maybe he was angry that I was about to get involved with the matter between he and scarlet.I clear my throat calm. "I just came by to give these to Mr Delgado." I say indicating to the stack of files I was
CASSIEI couldn't sleep properly last night. No that wasn't true, I didn't sleep a wink last night. Yesterday felt so surreal to me, in just one day I was kissed passionately by the guy I had always craved his touch but only to find out that it was just a game to him. In his words 'trying to joggle your memory'. Then Matt, I hadn't seen that coming. How was that even possible, shouldn't I have been aware that he liked me all these time. Oh Matt, what am I supposed to do with you now? And Eva, did she know? Is that why she would always insinuate that he liked me."But I'm going to be selfish for once Cass. I'm going to inconvenience you this time, sway a little, just once see me as a man." his words keep ringing in my head.I'm barely concentrating on work. I have made a few minor mistakes so far. I have been easily distracted, spacing out often. God! I need to be on my A-game, I was to present the concept for the investors reception today. But what was I supposed to do. I'd liked Mat
CASSIEI storm out of his office hurt. I head back to my floor and grab my things, then decide to check my phone to see who called me. It was Matt, I saw the text he sent me also.Matt: Are you still on tonight.Right, I didn't give him a reply yet. Me: Sure, I'm heading to the hospital now.I hail a taxi to the hospital."Hi Em," I greet the nurse in front. "Is he still busy.""I'm not really sure, but he should be in his office." Emily said, she was a petite, blonde nurse who stayed mostly at the front desk.I open his office door as he was putting on his jacket. He turns toward me."Perfect timing." he smirks."Okay, show-off, let's go. I'm getting hungry." I remark playfully.We head out of the hospital in his dark gray Porsche 911 car. Matt didn't own many extravagant things but his car was one luxury he allowed himself after years of working toward becoming a neurosurgeon. Though his apartment was in Lenox hill on the upper east side, it wasn't too flashy.We end up at the same
CASSIEMatt had texted me to know if I was free tonight, so we could hang out for a bit. It was a long time since we hung out though. It was past six already but I was still on my desk, I hadn't clocked out from his company, even though I was through with my work.He looked really tired during the meeting, I wondered if he was still in his office. Before, I could realize what I was doing, I was already on the last floor, a few steps away from his door. It's alright, I'm just checking if he's in that's all.I knock lightly on his door, no sound came from the inside and Pedro wasn't in his office. Maybe I should just turn around and leave but I do the opposite. I open the door and enter the office, I see him sprawled on the couch, eyes closed, collar undone, sleeves rolled up, his hair messy."What do you want?" he says without even opening his eyes.That was a great question, what was I doing here? Why did I come? I could have just gone home straight or had dinner with Matt."Uh, I jus
The meeting finally ended, thankfully. Scarlet walked up to me as every other person files out of the room."Wow! Cassie you really are amazing at what you do. I can see why Damian decided to keep you." she teased.I shrug lightly. "I'm just doing my job."I see Damian looking toward our direction from outside or better still looking at her. She looks at my line of sight, then smiles."You know, I've known Damian almost all my life," there was something in her voice, I couldn't really pin point what it was. "And I've seen people come and go, he doesn't let many people close." her eyes met mine.I nod in confirmation to that, "Yeah, I suppose that's true.""So don't take it personally if he pulls away, he always does." for the first time the smile on her face faltered but only slightly."Oh dear." she touched my arm lightly. "I didn't mean to make you worry. I'm sure everything is fine. Just thought to give you some heads up, know you, for the rainy day, where one day everything is fin
"That's not true, I would never owe you fifty dollars." I retort.He shrugs lightly as he steps back. "How would you know? You said you don't remember." he states matter-of-factly."Yeah but what would I use the money to do?" I retort. "I won't know, you tell me?" he looks at me innocently.I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out. Frustrated I close my mouth. He was really enjoying this. This was one hell of a situation I had gotten myself into and I was at my wits ends here.Just then Pedro knocks lightly, "Your two o'clock to close Mr Castillo." Then he turns to look at me for a second an unreadable expression on his face."I'll be with you shortly." he said dryly.How the hell did this blow up in my face? I head for the door, hoping to make a peaceful exit."I do hope to get my money back." he says with amusement in his voice.I exit the office without looking back. What was I supposed to do now. Maybe it wasn't too late to tell him that I remember everything from
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CassieDamian made everything feel easy, easy enough for me to forget I wasn't supposed to be doing this. This was supposed to be a one time thing but I couldn't seem to just let go. He is too dangerous for me, I doubt I'll be able to recover from this; this was becoming more, I shouldn't want more
Being with Damian is amazing, is this how it always is or is it just because of him. I mean, i know i don't particularly have prior knowledge but everything with him is just perfect and easy. Despite meeting him just yesterday.We leave the lounge sometime late at night, heading toward the resorts,
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