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THREE A.M.

Author: Dinah
last update publish date: 2026-08-09 18:41:56

Three in the morning. The fortress was silent except for patrol footsteps on distant stone, the rhythmic march of wolves who never truly rested. Neither Nyx nor Caelan could sleep—the tether was caught in a feedback loop, broadcasting their insomnia back and forth like an echo between cliffs. Every time one of them drifted toward unconsciousness, the other's restless awareness pulled them back.

The room was dark. The only light was moonlight through the balcony door, painting the stone floor silver. Shadows gathered in the corners, deep and impenetrable, like waiting predators. Nyx lay on the bed beside Caelan, her body rigid with the effort of pretending she could rest.

She couldn't. Her mind was too full—Kira's accusations, the file, the glimpse of her own memories that had passed between them. The weight of survival pressed down on her chest like a physical force.

"Tell me about your father," she said quietly. The words came out before she could stop them, a grenade rolled gently across the floor between them.

Through the tether she'd already felt fragments—nightmares, guilt, the specific weight of patricide. But she wanted to hear him say it. Wanted to know if he could be honest about the darkness inside him, because if he couldn't, then the tether was just a leash. Just another way to control her.

Caelan was quiet for a long time. The silence stretched between them, filled with the weight of unspoken things. Nyx could feel him wrestling with the question, deciding how much to reveal, how much to hide.

Then, lying on his back in the dark, he began to speak. "His name was Dominic Voss. He was brilliant—the kind of brilliant that rewrites the rules of what's possible. He rebuilt the Obsidian Throne from nothing into the most powerful pack on the continent. Wolves who had never heard of his family name bowed to him because they recognized something greater in him than mere lineage."

"Something like what?" Nyx asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Vision. Ruthlessness. The ability to see ten moves ahead while everyone else was still figuring out the first." Caelan's voice was flat, recounting facts without emotion. "He built alliances, crushed enemies, and made the Obsidian Throne untouchable. Wolves who opposed him didn't just lose—they ceased to exist. Their packs were absorbed, their territories claimed, their histories erased."

"Sounds like a leader."

"He was. That was the tragedy." Caelan's jaw tightened, and through the tether Nyx felt the shift in his emotional state—from distant recollection to something sharper, more painful. "But somewhere along the way, the Goddess corrupted him. The visions came first—fragments of knowledge that he couldn't explain, couldn't control. He learned things he shouldn't have known. Secrets that had been buried for centuries."

"Secrets about Skinwalkers?" Nyx's voice was careful, controlled.

"About how to hunt them. How to kill them." Caelan turned his head to look at her, his eyes glinting in the moonlight. "The Goddess gave him the knowledge, but she didn't give him the wisdom to use it. He became obsessed. Convinced that Skinwalkers were the greatest threat to the pack, to the realm, to everything he'd built. He started seeing them everywhere—in shadows, in strangers, in the faces of his own wolves."

"And it drove him mad."

"Violent. Paranoid. He hurt people for no reason except that it was something he could control." Caelan's voice was steady, but through the tether Nyx felt the pain underneath: sharp and never fully healed. "He questioned everyone's loyalty. Demanded impossible proof of innocence. Wolves who couldn't provide it were punished—beaten, exiled, executed. The pack lived in terror of his moods. And he seemed to enjoy it. The fear, the power, the absolute control."

Nyx processed his words in silence, fitting them into the framework of what she'd already sensed through the tether. "Your mother?"

"Died when I was twelve." The words came out clipped, deliberately emotionless. "They said illness. Everyone knew."

"Knew what?"

"Knew that he'd beaten her. Knew that the 'illness' was just a convenient explanation for wounds that wouldn't heal." Caelan's hands clenched at his sides, his knuckles white in the darkness. "She was the only person who could calm him, the only voice he listened to. When she died, there was nothing left to hold him back."

Nyx felt his pain through the tether like a physical blow. The grief of a child who'd watched his mother die slowly, helpless to save her. The rage at a father who'd taken everything that mattered and destroyed it for no reason.

"When he turned on Kira, that was the line." Caelan's voice dropped lower, barely audible. "He'd hurt other wolves, other packs, even me. But Kira was his daughter. His blood. And one night, he tried to kill her because he thought she was a Skinwalker in disguise. He'd convinced himself that his own child had been replaced."

"Was she?"

"No." The word was sharp, absolute. "Kira is pure wolf. Born wolf, raised wolf, wolf down to her bones. There was nothing Skinwalker about her. But he couldn't see it. He'd lost the ability to see anything except his own fear."

Nyx felt the shift in his emotional state before he spoke. The memory of what came next was rising in his consciousness, sharp and vivid.

"I challenged him that night." Caelan's voice was quiet, but there was steel beneath it. "I walked into his chambers, stood in front of him, and told him that if he ever touched Kira again, I would kill him. He laughed at me. Told me I was weak, sentimental, unworthy of the pack. And then he attacked."

"You fought him?"

"I killed him." The words hung in the air, heavy and damning. "In front of the entire pack. In front of Kira. I tore his throat out with my teeth, and I watched the light leave his eyes, and I felt—"

He stopped. Through the tether, Nyx felt the memory like it was her own: the hot spray of blood, the coppery taste in his mouth, the sound of his father's death rattle. And beneath it all, something else. Something darker.

"You felt satisfaction," she said quietly. "Your wolf enjoyed it."

He flinched. "How did you—"

"Because I can feel it through the tether." Nyx's voice was gentle, unjudging. "I can feel the moment your wolf tasted its father's blood and purred. And I can feel the horror you have about that. The shame. The self-loathing that's been eating at you for years."

Caelan rolled toward her, his eyes blazing with something that might have been anger or might have been desperation. In the darkness, she could barely see his face, but through the tether she felt everything: the burden of having killed his own father, the wolf's satisfaction with that kill, the shame of the satisfaction. It was a complex knot of emotion, impossible to untangle.

"That's what I'm afraid of," he said quietly. "Not that I'm a killer. That I enjoyed it. That some part of me—the wolf part, the instinctual part—took pleasure in destroying the man who raised me."

Nyx didn't answer immediately. She sat up, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed, and crossed the dark room to sit on the floor beside him. Not touching. Just sharing the silence.

"I was eight when I accidentally absorbed another wolf's face," she said. "An older she-wolf who found me crying in the woods. I'd been lost for three days, starving, terrified of every shadow. She took me to her pack, fed me, tried to comfort me. And I—"

She stopped, the memory rising like bile in her throat. It was the first time she'd spoken of it aloud, the first time she'd shared the story with anyone.

"You touched her," Caelan said quietly. "Skin to skin."

"One second of contact. That was all it took." Nyx's voice was flat, recounting the memory without emotion. "Her face became my face. Her scent replaced mine. She looked into a mirror and saw herself staring back, and she screamed. The pack came running. They found her screaming, found me with her face, and they knew. They knew what I was."

"What happened?"

"I ran. I lived in the forest for two weeks, eating whatever I could find, sleeping in trees, trying to survive." She laughed, the sound hollow and bitter. "I was eight years old. I'd never been alone before. I'd never had to hunt, never had to hide from predators, never had to wonder if I'd wake up the next morning."

Caelan shifted, sitting up in the bed. Through the tether, she felt his desire to reach for her, to offer comfort. But he held back, respecting her space.

"What made you go back?" he asked.

"Hunger. Fear. Loneliness so vast it had its own gravity." Nyx stared at the wall, not seeing it. "I couldn't survive alone. I was too young, too weak, too scared. So I went back to the pack, expecting them to kill me. Expecting to die."

"But they didn't."

"They told me I'd been sick." She laughed again, the sound broken and strange. "Fever dreams. They told the she-wolf—Petra, her name was Petra—that she'd imagined things. The shock of finding a lost child, the exhaustion of searching for me, the grief of thinking I was dead. They told her it had all been in her head."

"That's a terrible thing to do to someone."

"It was survival." Nyx's voice was cold, clinical. "The pack knew what Skinwalkers were. They knew the old stories, the old warnings. If they'd acknowledged what I was, they would have been forced to kill me. So they chose to believe a lie instead. They chose to believe that I was just a traumatized child who needed care."

"And you?" Caelan's voice was gentle, probing. "What did you believe?"

"I believed that I was a monster who had to hide what she was." Nyx finally turned to look at him, her eyes bright in the moonlight. "I believed that if anyone ever touched my skin again, they would see the truth. So I learned to keep distance. Learned to deflect, to deceive, to make people believe I was harmless. And when the contact happened—when it inevitably happened—I learned to redirect their attention, to make them believe they'd imagined the whole thing."

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