เข้าสู่ระบบHello Everyone,
I've had several readers comment and ask about my updates and if there is a set schedule. Unfortunately, there is not one, at this time.
As some of you are aware, I recently moved across country. While this move was something we had planned for over a year, it was still difficult. Much more difficult than we anticipated. For the most part, we have settled into our new home and we are learning our new community and our new state. It is an ongoing process, and while we are loving our new home, everything can still be quite challenging and time consuming.
I am still working full time, so writing is a part time passion. And it is a passion. I absolutely love being able to put words down on a page and make a story and the characters within come to life. And the fact that I have people wanting to read my stories, is a constant amazement to me and I thank each and every one of you for your readership and patronage.
However, with that said, Maddie has not been speaking to me in the last few weeks. I've been trudging through as much as I can, but I'm learning (this is only my second book, so I am still learing what works for me) that if I push myself too hard, the story disappears all together from my brain.
This last weekend, Maddie finally decided to peak out again in my head. I got some good and lengthy content down. Now it's just a matter of editing said content and getting it posted for all of you.
I know many authors update daily and I honestly don't know how they do it. Maybe I'm just a really slow writer? Dunno. All I know is I cannot conform to another's expectations for me, nor can I do my writing the same as others. I can only do what I can do, when my brain lets me.
I've learned that this process of writing a chapter, editing a chapter, then posting each chapter as a story progresses is not going to be the style I do the best with. I had 'The Alpha's Rose' almost completed when I submitted for my contract on GN. That one went much smoother than this one, because all I had to do was edit before posting a chapter. Trying to create content while posting is very anxiety inducing for me and I don't feel I put my best work forward in this manner. My next books (yes! I have several in progress, so please don't give up on me.) I will be sure they are closer to completion before I begin posting, that way I can have a better set schedule for you all.
This book has been ongoing for about 9 months. There is still so much more story that needs to happen and I expect the chapter count to be at least double what it is now, if not more. While I do have an outline, and I know where each of the characters and story will go, I have zero idea how long it will take me to get there. However, I will GUARANTEE it will not be one of those soap opera type books that just keep going and going, like the Energizer bunny, with no end in sight. There will be a definitive end, hopefully within the next 6 months.
Also, I have no plans to continue the Evans storyline. I have only ever planned on this being a two book series, and that is still my current plan. If at some point in the future another family member begins speaking to me, then there might be another one, but that is not the plan at this point in time. I just have too many other characters and storylines in my head right now and those will be told first.
I am still working on getting socials and a webpage set up. I will be honest, that intimidates me so it's very slow going. I gave up social media amost 6 years ago due to the increased issues of anxiety and depression that surrounded them. I know they are very helpful marketing tools, but the idea of jumping back into them is very off-putting. And I currently do not make enough off writing to hire that task out. When those are up, I will be posting that info at the end of a chapter in the comment section. Please keep an eye out, because I'm close to getting those finalized.
I do plan to continue writing with GN, so if you follow me, you will get notifications on when a new book is posted.
Thank you all for reading and please continue to leave comments, reviews and gems. The more a story gets, the more it is seen by new readers. Not just for me, but for all the budding authors on this app. So if you enjoy a story, please, please, please comment on it, review it and share it. That is, by far, the best compliment and support an author can get.
Sincerely,
Michelle Barrett
MADDIE POV I watch on helplessly as Josh shifts for the first time. I know this is how it is supposed to be for all new shifters, but he’s older than all others for the first shift. It happens during puberty for a reason and his body being middle aged could be problematic. But I have to keep reassuring myself that Selene wouldn’t do this, wouldn’t give Josh the option of having Eternity, if it wasn’t possible for him to survive it. I feel it when Josh gives Eternity full control and steps back into his mind. Although the weird painful wheeze he gives makes it sound like he’s still forward, however, Fin and I can both tell, he’s done what he needs to do and allow Eternity to control the shift. ~Let me shift. I want to greet my mate.~ Fin says in demand and I huff at her. ~I want to meet him too.~ ~He’s my counterpart. Mine to meet first. Let me shift before I make you.~ She snarls at me. Despite her impatience and not wanting t
JOSH POV I gradually come back toward the light, leaving the darkness of unconsciousness behind me, if that’s even a thing. As I do, I can hear the unmistakable voices of my parents and Maddie speaking to each other. I hear Jenna and Bruno too. I can feel the warmth of the little body pressed against my side and the almost discomfort of his prosthetic joint smushed into my thigh. I find happiness and solace that everyone is here with me, waiting for me to join them again. I’ve missed them so much and the need to hold Maddie and Oli in my arms overwhelms my system. I feel Eternity reaching for them too, trying to come up from the depths of the abyss, just as I am. We join our efforts together, merging our collective thoughts and desires and forge our way to the light just beyond our grasp. The effort is Herculean, and I feel like I’m huffing and puffing from an intense workout, but I know my body hasn’t moved—until I feel the twitch. I moved. I don’t even know wh
MADDIE POV My eyes snap open, Fin alert and on guard; forward in my mind. I don’t know why though. I look around the hospital room and sniff the air. I’m not picking up anything until I hear Oli give a little whimper. His hand is clutched tightly on the hospital blanket that’s covering Josh. I don’t move him, but I lean further over and rub his body to settle his mind and help with his nightmare. I wish I could sing decently, but I don’t even try to hum because I know even that little bit wouldn’t be what he needs. It would scare him versus ease him and I’m not into scaring my kid. As I’m focused on Oli, I feel Josh give a little twitch. Is he waking up? I sit up and gaze at his face, but no other twitches or movements. “Babe? Can you hear me? Can you wake up for me?” I reach out with our bond, and I can feel both him and Eternity, which helps reassure me that things aren’t as bad as I fear, but I can’t fully reach them. It’s like they’re behind glass. Visible b
JENNA POV “Oh, it’s so big and bright in here! Look at the size of these windows, honey.” Mom exclaims to Dad as she takes in our living space. Just as the warriors set their luggage down, one of the boys wails out. “Are you ready to meet your grandsons?” I ask and both their eyes light up. They follow us to the nursery where two of the pack omegas are watching the boys. One is getting his diaper changed and the other two are waking up from a nap. They have grown so much already in just a few short weeks. Cindy passes the changed one dressed in blue over to me and I nuzzle him for a moment before I pass him to my father, “Here you go Dad. This is Andrew, your eldest grandson.” Dad’s eyes are watery as he holds Andrew close to his warm body. “Hey big guy. I’m your Gramps. You are so big for your age.” His eyes narrow at me, and I sigh in resignation of having this conversation without Josh and Maddie present. But I continue to ignore the elephant for
JENNA POV I peek into the hospital room, the one with my brother, and see both Maddie and Oli curled up on each side of Josh. They are both asleep and holding hands across Josh’s torso. I walk in and rest my hand on Josh’s blanket covered foot, needing to feel the connection to him. Neither of us have had an easy time of things lately. You’d think finding our mates would make life easier but outside forces keep interfering with our happiness. I’m lucky though. I have my mate, my babies and a life I never imagined. Annette is buying my business from me, so I won’t have any ties to the human world anymore, other than our parents. Our parents. I sigh thinking of them. This entire situation has kept both Josh and I from telling them what’s happening. We have permission from Maddie to tell them about shifters and our mates, but it hasn’t been the right time to tell them. It’s too dangerous for them, but now that Josh has escaped c
MADDIE POV I sit beside my unconscious mate and grasp his hand gently, but tightly, after visiting the witch who saved him from Reid’s imprisonment. Christina. Yes, I know it’s not her real name because witches instinctively use false names to protect themselves. You’d think Morgana would have been better about using her false names, and protecting her real one, but somehow everyone knows her true name. Was that not a lesson she took to heart? Or does she think she’s invincible enough to avoid the issues associated with her true name? I guess she was a little right though because unfortunately, knowing her true name hasn’t really helped Giselle find her any faster or more accurately. We’ve gotten close, but we haven’t been able to pinpoint her like we should have. Almost like using a cell tower to locate a person. It can give you a vicinity and radius, but not exact. Well, that’s what’s happening with Giselle’s locator spells. It has bee
ALPHA MADISON EVANS POV ~Beep~ ~Beep~ ~Beep~ ~Beep~ I groan out loud as I turn over in my bed and slap haphazardly on my nightstand to turn off my alarm. It takes a few tries, but I finally hit it. I sigh in relief when it goes silent. I s
JOSH POV I get back to the packhouse after throwing up everything in my stomach. I really feel bad for doing that in the control room, but I couldn’t help it. I’ve watched the gore and mercilessness of a shifter battle, but nothing prepared me for witnessing torture. It was
MADDIE POV I see Josh sitting in a chair in the surgical waiting room. He’s sitting across the room from the rogue who was with Jenna. Josh is glaring at him and the rogue has his head down, staring at the floor, his foot bouncing in agitation. Bruno is between them, pacing the floor, a
Holy shit was I freaked out when she manifested in my head and started talking to me! She told me all about being a wolf shifter and the Moon Goddess, Selene. How I was special and stronger than all other shifters. Because of that, I got her earlier than others normally would get their wolves. Much,







