LOGINHello Everyone,
I've had several readers comment and ask about my updates and if there is a set schedule. Unfortunately, there is not one, at this time.
As some of you are aware, I recently moved across country. While this move was something we had planned for over a year, it was still difficult. Much more difficult than we anticipated. For the most part, we have settled into our new home and we are learning our new community and our new state. It is an ongoing process, and while we are loving our new home, everything can still be quite challenging and time consuming.
I am still working full time, so writing is a part time passion. And it is a passion. I absolutely love being able to put words down on a page and make a story and the characters within come to life. And the fact that I have people wanting to read my stories, is a constant amazement to me and I thank each and every one of you for your readership and patronage.
However, with that said, Maddie has not been speaking to me in the last few weeks. I've been trudging through as much as I can, but I'm learning (this is only my second book, so I am still learing what works for me) that if I push myself too hard, the story disappears all together from my brain.
This last weekend, Maddie finally decided to peak out again in my head. I got some good and lengthy content down. Now it's just a matter of editing said content and getting it posted for all of you.
I know many authors update daily and I honestly don't know how they do it. Maybe I'm just a really slow writer? Dunno. All I know is I cannot conform to another's expectations for me, nor can I do my writing the same as others. I can only do what I can do, when my brain lets me.
I've learned that this process of writing a chapter, editing a chapter, then posting each chapter as a story progresses is not going to be the style I do the best with. I had 'The Alpha's Rose' almost completed when I submitted for my contract on GN. That one went much smoother than this one, because all I had to do was edit before posting a chapter. Trying to create content while posting is very anxiety inducing for me and I don't feel I put my best work forward in this manner. My next books (yes! I have several in progress, so please don't give up on me.) I will be sure they are closer to completion before I begin posting, that way I can have a better set schedule for you all.
This book has been ongoing for about 9 months. There is still so much more story that needs to happen and I expect the chapter count to be at least double what it is now, if not more. While I do have an outline, and I know where each of the characters and story will go, I have zero idea how long it will take me to get there. However, I will GUARANTEE it will not be one of those soap opera type books that just keep going and going, like the Energizer bunny, with no end in sight. There will be a definitive end, hopefully within the next 6 months.
Also, I have no plans to continue the Evans storyline. I have only ever planned on this being a two book series, and that is still my current plan. If at some point in the future another family member begins speaking to me, then there might be another one, but that is not the plan at this point in time. I just have too many other characters and storylines in my head right now and those will be told first.
I am still working on getting socials and a webpage set up. I will be honest, that intimidates me so it's very slow going. I gave up social media amost 6 years ago due to the increased issues of anxiety and depression that surrounded them. I know they are very helpful marketing tools, but the idea of jumping back into them is very off-putting. And I currently do not make enough off writing to hire that task out. When those are up, I will be posting that info at the end of a chapter in the comment section. Please keep an eye out, because I'm close to getting those finalized.
I do plan to continue writing with GN, so if you follow me, you will get notifications on when a new book is posted.
Thank you all for reading and please continue to leave comments, reviews and gems. The more a story gets, the more it is seen by new readers. Not just for me, but for all the budding authors on this app. So if you enjoy a story, please, please, please comment on it, review it and share it. That is, by far, the best compliment and support an author can get.
Sincerely,
Michelle Barrett
JOSH POV “As far as I’m concerned, our sex life was very one sided and I did everything I could to please you. But this… this I won’t stand for. I trusted you and you have broken that trust. I’m done. I won’t be trying any longer.” “Shannon. You can’t mean that. We love each other…” Lucas begins as he steps toward her, but I step in front of her. “Get out of my way, Josh. This is between me and my wife.” I stop the recording and hand my phone over to Shannon. “Shannon, do whatever you need to with that video.” I tell her as I step to Lucas. His eyes widen and takes a step back when I let out a low, feral growl. “Lola, get the fuck out of here, NOW!” Lola startles at my stern words and she scuttles out of the closet. When I hear the front door shut, I know she’s gone. “Shannon, pack a bag. You can stay with me and Jenna.” “Thank you Josh, but no. I’ve done nothing wrong. Lucas, you can pack a bag and go stay with your mistress or at a hot
JOSH POV Lucas is cheating on Shannon. How could he? She is the nicest person, and they’ve been together since their junior year of college. She did everything in her power to support him to make it to the NFL. She made his meals to ensure he was eating healthy. Made sure his clothes and equipment were washed and ready every day. She came to every game, even the preseason scrimmages. She recorded his playing so he could review it later for improvements. She even put off starting law school for his first year in the NFL so she could be there for him and plan their wedding; she didn’t want the planning to distract him during his first year. No one has supported Lucas and his dream more than Shannon has. He’s a fucking idiot! The grunts and moans continue as the rage builds inside of me thinking of everything SHE sacrificed for him. I clench my fists, barely able to see past the red in my vision. But I finally come to my senses and pull out my phone. I
JOSH POV Once inside, I look around for Lucas and Shannon. I don’t see either of them, so I set my gift on the overflowing table of colorful gift bags and boxes. I grab a long-neck from the bartender and head outside to the patio. I spy Tyson and Rose dancing together under the gazebo and wander their way. Rose sees me first, although I’m pretty sure Tyson smelled me as he doesn’t look surprised when he sees me. Rose walks up and gives a large hug. “How are you, Josh?” This woman. She hasn’t once made me feel like shit, unlike Jenna, for leaving the pack and returning to my normal life. She said it’s because she knows how it feels to be a human trying to decide the way forward in a wolf world. However, she is disappointed that Tyson and I hurt her little girl by the deal we made. She mainly blames her mate, and she gave Tyson the cold shoulder for a little while after I left. “I’m okay, Rose. Hanging in there.” “Are you happy to be back
JOSH POV I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up. Three months and not a single, solitary word from Maddie, despite sending her multiple text messages a day and calling every single night when I get home. This week, I’ve started calling in the morning when I get up too. I feel like I’m going to go insane without her. The itch, which began as soon as we left Blue Meadow territory, is rippling uncontrollably under my skin. I have invited her up to see me and to spend some time with me here, but she has yet to take me up on my offer. I’ve become testy and short tempered with my teammates. I’m frustrated with their performances not being up to par and the attitude I’m getting back because I expect better efforts from all of them is childish. Honestly, this is what I would expect from high schoolers, not seasoned NFL players. Or have they always been this way and I’ve just never noticed? During the first few weeks back, I had to undergo extensive
MADDIE POV There’s a knock at my door and before I can answer it, it opens and Emerson bounces in with a wide smile on her beautiful face. She is probably the happiest, bubbliest person I know. She plops down on one of my chairs and rubs her teeny tiny baby bump. I scowl at her. Not because I’m mad, but because I’m jealous. All my siblings are able to find their mates and get pregnant at the drop of a friggin’ hat. Lucky fuckers. “Hey, Mads. Still looking at those rogue reports?” “Yes.” “Well, you’ve been in here for hours. Let’s go outside.” “I have work to do Em.” I tell her, but that doesn’t deter her. “Come on! When was the last time you went flying?” “My birthday.” “That was months ago! And skydiving doesn’t count. Besides, there’s an eagle I can sense outside. I want you to come with me to meet him.” I sigh as I stand. There’s no point in resisting her. She’ll just nag until I do what
MADDIE POV – THREE MONTHS LATER I rub my temples trying to relieve the tension in my head as I read over reports from my siblings and our other allied packs. Everyone is reporting abnormally large groups of rogues being spotted all over the country. But no one can find out what they are wanting or where they are based. Even Samuel, who can turn invisible, cannot infiltrate them to find out what’s happening. We are all very aware magic is being used to hide them; it practically vibrates through the air sometimes. But to our knowledge, all witch covens in the US are white circles. The last black circles were eliminated by THE white circle, the head coven in the US, right after Mama and Tyson mated. I’ve been in contact with Gisele, their leading witch whom the shifter community has had a treaty with for centuries, and she is adamant that no new black circles have formed in the US since the last’s demise. She is currently investigating her people, beca







