LOGIN''You fucking hit a vamp,'' I feel the blow immediately and it fucking hurts. I fall to my knees and father grabs me by my collar. Blood falls to my shirt and I know I am in bigger trouble than I thought.
Who the fuck snitched on me? I know there were a couple of my brothers in that party but I didn't think anyone would narc.
''He hit me first,'' I try to explain but he is not having it. I feel another blow and this time the force is too hard that I fly a couple of feet away from him. My back hits the wall and my spine crackles in defeat.
''Dad,'' I raise my hands up in surrender but he is already coming at me.
''Don't you fucking say a word,'' he is shouting; his voice is rumbling through the trees and to the skies. He is pissed.
I rest my hands on my knees, taking heavy breaths because I am tired and in pain. I can't win this fight; he is the alpha before my father and he won't let me have it easy. I know I made a mistake; I know I shouldn't have been so angry. This is all on me and I am going to get punished.
''Do you know what we had to go through during the contention; do you know how many lives we lost and you fucking tempt a vamp to a fight?''
I let him rant because I deserve it.
He grabs me again and I fall to my knees; not budging he drags my body with all the strength in him and I know where he is taking me to. It's called the cave of wrath.
The cave is for traitors. The longer you stay in the cave, the longer it eats you up. This is unbelievable. I am not a traitor. I made a mistake—he can't really be thinking of punishing me this way.
''Dad,'' I try to hold his hand in an attempt to stop him from going in that direction. ''Please, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to, I stopped before it got out of hand. I won't ever make such a mistake again'' I beg him desperately.
I have never been in there but I know someone that stayed in there for a week. The stories he told still give me chills. I don't want to experience that.
''You need this, you need to fucking grow up,'' he growls and drags me further into the woods.
I hear the whispers before we even get there. They know I am fresh meat and they are ready. My pleas increase with so much desperation but I know I am not getting out of this. His mind is made up, I am sure uncle Fallon talked him into this. This feels more like an ambush.
Fuck.
He stops in front of the cave and throws me so hard so fast till I hit a rock inside. I crawl on my knees as I try to escape but the cave pulls me back in. I see the chains as the appear and tighten around my wrists and ankles, there is a bright light attached to what is going to keep me prisoner for as long as my father wants. I hear his footsteps and I hear them until he is back home. He actually left me here.
The air is cold, I can see my breath forming a misty cloud in front of me. I am never cold, no matter the weather, I am a fucking wolf but right now I feel the shivers coming in. This is insane.
I try to fold my arms to find a way to warm up but it's of no use. The chains make sounds that terrify me. I don't know what is going to happen and I don't know how long he intends to keep me here but I know it won't be easy.
Shivering, I lie down and close my eyes in hopes that my thoughts will make this process better. it feels like an eternity but when I open my eyes I am no longer in chains. I am no longer in the cave. I am in the woods. There is blood everywhere and I am a little pup. I look around and I see it, I see all the bodies.
They are everywhere. I walk around confused and unsure of what is happening. I see Rex as a pup and he is crying next to a body. He is gripping whoever it is very tight and my heart clenches. I have never seen him cry this hard and walking closer to him I recognise his father immediately Adeala is dead. I already knew this; he died years ago in the contention. Why am I seeing this? There is blood all over him; there is a slit in his throat. I have never seen anything this gruesome.
''Rex,'' I call my brother's name but he doesn't lookup. He can't hear me. What is happening? I am in my body as a kid. I wasn't even present during the contention. I was too young to participate. So why am I here?
I hear footsteps that Rex doesn't. I see the figure before he gets to my Omega. ''Rex, get away from here,'' I shout but I know it's of no use. He can't hear me; I am not really here.
The figure comes into view and I know immediately that it's a vamp. he is tall with the reddest eyes I have ever seen. There is an anger that I have never felt in them. he looks murderous and the fact that Rex is just a kid somehow doesn't matter to him. He is out for blood, the blood of my brother.
''Get up Rex, run away,'' I yell even louder but to no avail.
The vamp grabs Rex suddenly and I watch unable to do anything. My cries are loud but no one can hear me ''Somebody help,'' I scream at the top of my lungs.
This is not real; I know because Rex is alive but I am scared to watch them hurt him. I am scared to see him in pain.
I am too engrossed in the fact that I am about to watch a Vamp hurt Rex that I don't notice it. I don't notice Baed as he runs and pushes the vamp off my omega.
My heart breaks because I know Baed is dead. he is gone and now I know how he dies. The fangs in the vamp shoot out and a smile forms on his face ''Oh I get to kill a kid and you too,'' he tells him.
Bead looks at Rex with a glare ''Run,'' he shouts and my Omega obliges immediately. I watch him as he runs away and leaves Baed in his final moments. I watch them fight. I watch them till the Vamp has Baed's head in his grip and then out of his body. The snap gets to me over everything else. I just watched him die right in front of me and this is the most gruesome thing I have ever seen. He died to protect Rex, no one ever tells you all these parts when they talk about the contention.
This bloody war between two kinds that shouldn't have ever happened. For reasons that I still don't understand. All the blood; all the death. All the pain because of differences.
I suddenly understand where father is coming from; I shouldn't have started something with Alanis. It could become a bigger problem than it needs to be all because I wanted an easy screw. The fact that I am supposed to be the alpha and I am still not mature enough to grasp to responsibility I will carry with that title.
It haunts me.
I open my eyes and I am still in my nightmare. There are tears in my eyes. I feel them fall the bare ground. The cave is getting colder. It feels like I have been in here for months. I fold my arms against my chest, shivering. I don't know when it happens and I don't know why it is happening ut I suddenly feel my bones crackle. I know what is happening; I am shifting against my will. I don't have the energy to shift; I don't want to shift right now. My knees and elbows bend and break and I scream out in pain as I watch myself turn into the animal that I am.
''Papa'' I shout out in excruciating pain as everything blacks out once again.
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Alanis.He can see right through me.All day, I could tell he knew something was wrong. He gave me this weird look, like he was using his eyes to tell me that I could trust him. I know I can trust him. This is not about trust; this is me not wanting to see him hurt again. I really don’t know how he will handle this. He is still trying to get over his father and now I have to spring this up on him.How do I do that?The day ends and I succeed in not saying anything about what I know. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I know I have to tell him but I don’t know how to tell him, here I am staring into his eyes and keeping something so big from him.I am uncertain about what he will do, he might end up killing his uncle. I need to tell him the truth but I can’t just blurt something like that out. Rex was suspicious, the last time I spoke to him, he mentioned something along those lines. He has an inkling and I think he is the best person to talk to about it. I couldn’t get a
Beau.The funeral ended with so many emotions and I don’t know how to handle them all at once. Lanis has been acting weird and I know that something is up. he is trying to hide this from me—his worry but I see right through him. We are at the rec centre in the community. It is customary to eat together as a pack after a funeral. For the rest of the night we all of have be together in the same enclosed place. I just want to get away and be with Lanis, I will be okay once I can lay in his arms and hold him tight."How are you holding up baby?" Bells comes up to us with a compassionate smile.I manage to return her smile back to her and she moves even closer. Lanis is watching us and I can sense jealousy emanating from him. He hasn’t said anything but I know he doesn’t like how close we are. I know he wont say anything because that’s just the kind of person he is."Today went well," she says as she sits on my lap. She doesn’t seem to care that my mate is right next to me. I have seen thi
Alanis"What did you see El?"El is driving us back home to meet with Father. I have been pestering him to tell me what he saw, I am sure now that Beau isn’t here, he might open up to me.He sighs for the umpteenth time today "Look, what I saw has already happened. I didn’t see the future," he exclaims and I furrow my brows because he has never seen the past before."Is that possible?"He shrugs and I watch as he turns the steering "It has never happened before," he explains "But it is possible.""What did you see?"We are almost home; he looks away from the road for a second and I see pain in his eyes. Whatever he saw must have been terrible. The fact that he doesn’t want Beau to know makes it even more terrifying. How will I be able to handle whatever he saw?I will have ti share it with my link. He will have to know whatever it is. I am thinking far ahead. Different thoughts are running through my head, this is what I do, i over think things. I don’t know anything yet but I am alre
BeauI have seen a lot of dead bodies; this is not my first rodeo but looking at his lifeless body on the ground hurts too much to handle. I am not allowed to cry; I can’t show any form of emotion and the only person that makes me strong enough to handle anything is not here right now. The funeral preparations have been going on for a couple of hours.There are three stages to saying goodbye to the dead.We first provide a proper honour to their spirits, this usually takes roughly an hour to perform, Alby the elder of the pack will be the first to smear a small amount of his blood unto the dead and also on their gravestones and then the rest of us follow suit.The second stage gives us an opportunity to make our peace and say the final goodbyes, even though I am not the alpha yet due to the fact that I haven’t done my mating ritual, I am still the next in line, which means I will be the first to say goodbye. Fallon will be the next and everyone will take turns until the pack as a whol
Alanis"Father is back," Eligio tells me.He wants me to go back home with them, I am not leaving Beau so somehow, I have to convince him to come with us. "I have to talk to Beau about it, we will go together."He frowns, I look over the couch and Darrien is already getting antsy, he wants to leave and I don’t blame him."He should stay here," Eligio mutters."Why?"He shrugs "He shouldn’t leave in case Cassius comes back."I frown "I can’t leave him alone; he needs me in case Cassius comes back." I am being stubborn but El should know that he can’t win this argument. I don’t want to leave Beau right now."What If he comes back and the Alpha of the pack isn’t here?""We won’t sleep at home; I’ll just hear what father has to say and bring him back.""You know he is better off here right now; besides we are having a meeting as a family.""He is part of the family."He shakes his head "He isn’t, not really."I am getting angry."Why don’t you want him to come with me?" he seems to be hid
BeauWaiting is the worst.Waiting when you are not sure of the outcome, that is what I am doing right now. It has been an hour, Darrien hasn’t come out of the room. The suspense is killing me.Lanis doesn’t seem to be worried, he said it’ll be alright and I completely trust him but I don’t trust his brother. I know the guy hates Lan, what I don’t know if he intends to actually help us right now."Stop fidgeting,"I look at my boyfriend "I am okay, totally not fidgeting," i tell him.He chuckles and I realize my legs are shaking continuously. He places his hand on my right leg in an attempt to stop the shaking "Take a deep breath and relax."I follow his instructions and try for the breathing exercise but the door open and reveals Darrien. His expression is blank and doesn’t give me a hint of what he has done. I don’t know if he was successful, all I know at this moment is that he is done trying.’’Is he okay?" I stand up from the bench and run over to him. He nods his head immediatel







