'What?!' I screamed at my wolf. Surely there was no way.
'Mate! He is also mate!' Praline began loudly howling.
Yeah, it made things make much more sense... but she had to be wrong.
Everybody around me spoke to him trying to get him to calm down, all attempts in vain. Even the voice of Gerwulf did nothing. He ran to the front where we were standing barrelling himself against it over and over again.
Julian's shaking figure breathed deeply. His warm breath looking like smoke in the cool night air. His yellow eyes glowed like a demon as he stared at me. I whimpered, feeling my heart rate speed up at his intense stare.
'Touch him. It will comfort him' my wolf urged.
I slowly reached out a shaking hand. Gerwulf was far too distracted to notice as he was barking orders to the guards to sedate him.
As soon as my palm touched his cheek his body relaxed and sparks once again erupted on my skin. He seemed to nuzzle into my hand. Everything went quiet as a loud cat like purr erupted from him. Gerwulf looked at the scene and yanked my hand away. I looked up at him as his eyes hardened and he shot daggers at Julian.
Julian's eyes darted to where Gerwulf was holding me and he showed his fangs starting to hiss. Gerwulf only pulled me closer, this time yanking me not so gently as he stormed away.
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"Is there something you need to tell me El?" Gerwulf's voice was hard and now full of authority as he yanked me back into the tent I had initially been in.
I began to panic from the look he was giving me. I had never seen Gerwulf look so intimidating. He seemed to almost loom over me as I felt waves of anger roll off of him. "What would I have to tell you?" my voice came out shaky and he took a step forward. I dropped to the ground, shielding my face and shaking hard. I felt like I was stood in front of Delmar once again and not Gerwulf.
He quickly grabbed my bruised hand, yanking me from the ground and looking at it hard before another growl escaped his mouth," did Julian bite you?! How did he even get this close to you?!"
I yelped at the sudden action, having to stand on my tiptoes from the length he had pulled me up," I accidentally cut my hand, he was only trying to help me heal! I think he was just too hungry. It sounds like you never feed the vampires here!" I screamed trying to distract him. I didn't find it appropriate to mention all the physical closeness that had occurred between the two of us.
Gerwulf let go of my hand and picked me up laying me onto the bed. He knelt down to be eye level with me," did anything else happen between you two? El please tell me you didn't let him touch you!"
The force of his words and voice made me flinch. He noticed and softened his face as he backed up only slightly.
"You can smell as much as anybody that I'm still a virgin, Gerwulf," I spat my words with venom.
"Eloise," his voice was thick with authority," I smelt him on you when they brought you back from the rescue mission. I thought maybe it was because he was in your backpack and house. Now I'm pretty sure it's for another reason." He tried to keep a hardened expression but hurt was clearly showing through.
"We kissed, okay?" My voice was sounding weak again," but nothing else happened I promise."
Gerwulf growled at me and loudly. His eyes blackened as his wolf was fighting to come through and I moved further away from him in fear of what would happen if he found out Praline was urging me towards Julian.
'Mate is very upset' Praline spoke in almost a whisper. She whimpered and howled in my head seeming to lose sanity at the thought.
'Maybe it's what we deserve. We're low... we don't deserve an alpha.' I couldn't think of any other way to explain it. She had been blinded by the instant love of a mate bond connection. She hadn't lived the life I had... not consciously at least.
Gerwulf never responded or moved. He stayed still until I had fallen asleep.
When I awoke there was a heavy fur draped over my body. I stretched out my sore limbs and didn't waste time as I peeked through the flaps of the tent.
People must have started packing early because nearly all of the camp had been torn down by the time I had awoken.
I awkwardly looked around for anybody I could recognize and failed to do so. A sigh escaped my lips and I ventured back into the tent putting on my shoes and gathering my backpack. It felt as if I had been rejected. Even worse was that I felt I had deserved it.
My eyes fixated hard on the ground and I took a few deep breaths before walking out of the tent again trying to find an exit before somebody could stare at me in confusion of who I was. Most people were thankfully distracted and paid me no mind.
I felt pathetic as I headed in the direction the cage for Julian was, only to find that it was long gone. Saying goodbye was all that I had wanted to do. Just to thank him for risking his life to save somebody like me.
"Why are you looking for him?" Gerwulf spoke from behind me. His voice was as cold as it had been the night before.
My body stiffened. Fear had started to creep it's way into my veins again. I took a big breath before turning to face him but was unable to meet his face," I just wanted to say goodbye... and to thank him for saving me yesterday... he wouldn't have been sunburnt if I hadn't panicked when Delmar tried to attack us."
"I was unaware of the exact events that happened during your escapade, however... " He stepped forward until in my view. His hand reached out, cupping my chin and making us lock eyes," Eloise... I just... I just am having some thoughts of you two that are hard to get out of my mind. Vampires don't just turn into giant kittens for people and start purring."
'We more than made him purr' Praline quickly interrupted, almost feeling spiteful towards her.
My eyebrows furrowed as I had to quickly think of something to say," I know very little about vampires. You know as well as me that Harvest Moon didn't tolerate them. They were killed on sight."
Gerwulf's lips pressed into a fine line and he sighed, pulling me in to himself. He reached one of his big hands up and smoothed down my hair, " you will have to get used to them. There's a hive on my pack territory. They've never caused any issues... they even enlist to train with the army and fight with us."
Such a thing was a strange concept. The only stories you ever hear were quite the opposite. Being natural enemies meant we would only kill one another or sign treaties to keep at peace and avoid bloodshed.
"We need to get going. The drive home will be a few hours and we'll be lucky to make it back by dusk at this point," He spoke softly for the first time in hours. I slightly nodded and took his hand.
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The drive back to his pack was long and awkward feeling. Gerwulf and I barely talked. I just awkwardly stared at the black leather interior of this new smelling car. Every pack had something about it that was dated. For Harvest Moon it was that there were no cars. Sure the city layout was vast but everybody just walked or biked where they needed to.
So sad to say I was slightly nervous when climbing into the metal contraption. I had never been in one so I hadn't a clue what it was like. It was sleek and black with very darkly tinted windows. Something I'd only seen in movies.
I sat in my thoughts wondering where Gerwulf had even learned to drive. Maybe one day he could teach me? If he even kept me around at this point...
A hard sigh escaped my lips and broke the silence. Gerwulf slightly turned his head momentarily to look at me before staring straight ahead. "Look," he calmly commanded pointing to the right. My head shifted seeing a great stone wall.
"What is that?" I cocked an eyebrow and looked to him. "The border. It surrounds my original main territory. That's where the heart of the pack is. All the original members are there. It's where we will live," he causally tried to speak.
"Oh," I kept my response short. I honestly didn't feel like saying much to him considering we'd spent hours in silence and he'd used some hurtful words the last time we had spoken.
"Oh?" Gerwulf questioned and I just shrugged my shoulders in response. He sighed hard. I could see him rubbing his eyes in my peripheral. I probably only upset him more with the short response.
It didn't take long to get to the pack house after entering the town. There were only a few blocks of housing and the rest was mostly farmlands that were lush with growth. Livestock ran freely through it, only caged in with a small rickety looking fence.
We pulled up to a large brick and wood house. It almost looked ominous the way it completely blocked the light with it's size. Gerwulf got out of the car coming to my side and opening the door for me. I gave him a small forced smile and followed him inside as a few maids quickly ran out getting what little luggage we had.
Inside was brightly lit and incredibly modern looking with bits and pieces of what looked like artifacts and antiques. He turned a corner to a big kitchen where three men and one woman who was very pregnant sat down. The guys all spoke loudly, rough housing with one another.
Gerwulf cleared his throat and they all stopped, straightening up. He pulled me to his side, putting an arm around my waist. "I'd like you to meet your future Luna." His voice was staying neutral as if he was trying to force himself to not sound too excited.
One of the guys, who was sitting by himself furthest from the others laughed hard," yeah we know. You haven't shut up about her for years." His gaze landed on me and he winked causing Gerwulf to give him a warning growl," I'm Simon, the gamma." He had almost white blonde hair, his eyes looked a light pink with blue mixed. "Before you ask, yes I'm albino. No my wolf isn't white, and no I don't melt in the sun."
Gerwulf rolled his eyes as if having heard it much too often," this are my betas, Dietrich and his brother Vance. It seems we have the pleasure of seeing Beth tonight. She is the beta female. They're twins, only separated by a few minutes."
"I'm the best looking one, Vance," He smiled showing off very inhumanely white teeth. He had light brown hair and icy blue eyes. Beth smacked him on the back of the head causing him to whimper," you both look the same! If you didn't have different eyes I would have to hope the mate bond could help me tell the difference. between you two." She huffed, her cheeks turning a bit red in annoyance as she turned to give me a smile. I gave her a sheepish wave and looked to Dietrich realizing she was right, they were identical other than eye color. His were dark brown.
"I trust you all to help her adjust to life here. She is like all of us. Leaving a pack that never wanted us anyways," Gerwulf smiled down to me and I could only bring myself to give him another forced small smile. His eyes fogged over a moment before sighing," I have to go. Stay here with everybody. Simon will be taking you to our room if I don't return before you grow tired."
"Okay," I finally spoke and he hesitated to leave before kissing the top of my head and walking away quickly. I looked at everybody nervously about to walk over before I heard groaning and turned.
Julian walked into the kitchen, looking awful. his wrists and neck were deeply bruised from the shackles. He was heading to the fridge no doubt about to get some blood but I was too excited. I ran towards him at full speed, slamming into him and wrapping my arms around his waist. I inhaled his deep scent of rose and relaxed. He stiffened for a moment before it registered who was hugging him and he wrapped his slender arms around me tightly.
'Mate' Praline once again howled
Gasping filled the air as the table took in what was happening, nobody quite sure what to say as they watched the odd spectacle.
Julian was the first to move, turning his head as if he wanted to kiss me again but I quickly moved my face to the other side.This was the worst place possible for something like that."What.... in the... fuck?" Simon was the first to speak up. Confusion was etched into everybody's faces as they watched Julian return affection being turned into a giant kitten again. His loud purring erupted and I smiled as I went along with it scratching behind his ears and making baby sounds at him.Vance began uncontrollably laughing, and not long after Dietrich followed. Simon dared to get closer as he pulled out his phone all to happy to record Julian's purely blissfully smiling face and cat like purring."Julian weren't you just calling yourself a killing machine last week?" Beth managed to speak between laughs, holding onto her pregnant belly as she wiped tears away.I just smiled more, re
We'd talked for hours, the night droning on as the TV in the background barely even mattered anymore. Halfway through whatever movie was playing we had stopped paying attention.Instead I had my hot blooded Alpha on top of me hungrily kissing away at my neck. I was a mess of moans and panting. Never in my life had I felt this absolutely stuck with a feeling of desire. His lips were warm against my skin as he sucked and nipped teasing me where I knew his mark would go. He'd made it very clear his intentions of mating as soon as we could.I sucked in a ragged breath feeling his hands travel down my body as he tried his best to remove what little clothing I had decided was good enough for bed. He ripped my panties and pajama bottoms off in one swipe, only caring to push the top up and completely expose my chest before his hand made warm circles on my skin dipping lower and lower towards my womanhood."Please be gentle with
I had hurt him, he felt it all.My parents always told me it was an agonizing feeling for any mated and marked wolf to feel their other being unfaithful.Gerwulf's face was filled with anger, trying to disguise the hurt that he was feeling. The flood gates opened and I put my head into my hands, not wanting to cry while I looked at him," I couldn't... I couldn't push him away. It's like my mind wanted to but my body was physically incapable." Anger slipped through my voice.Gerwulf's eyes turned black slowly and he turned his back to me beginning to pace. His arms and hands kept moving, sometimes rubbing his hands through his hair and other times pulling it. He was fighting with his wolf, whatever was being said was angering them both. It seemed even years later his wolf was powerful enough to slip through and take over.I watched for a few minutes as he paced the room, becoming more sporadic. It was
I had awoken early. For the first time ever I felt completely well rested and decided to take a walk around the outside of the house to get a little exercise in before the sun came up completely.I quickly looked through my clothing finding a warm looking cream colored sweater and black leggings. The fall air was always a little too cold for me. It was normal for werewolves to be naturally very warm but I wasn't as fortunate and neither were my parents for some reason.I put on a beanie and quickly slipped into some athletic looking shoes. The streetlamps were still on and barely anybody was moving around the house at this point. Gerwulf had left hours before to begin his morning training. When I gained some strength and weight he expected me to start training with the rest of the pack. For now he was content treating me like a delicate flower.I huffed, thinking to myself as I descended down the cleared pathway around t
Beth helped me hide the cloak in an unused room and forced me into the tub to scrub me clean of any scent. I swear my skin was almost ready to come off from how ridiculously hard she scrubbed at me.By the the time she'd finished I had a light green turtleneck on and a pair of black skinny jeans. She'd brushed my short chocolate locks and parted them neatly."How are you eighteen and don't have your ears pierced?" Beth laughed to herself as she was about to let me borrow a pair. She closed the lid of her jewelry box.I shrug, feeling self conscious suddenly. I didn't feel like ruining the mood and mentioning that my mother barely talked to me let alone let me have a luxury like a pair of earrings. It seemed that nobody other than Gerwulf and Julian were aware that I had been a servant before becoming their Luna.Beth spun me around and forced me to look at myself in the mirror. I hadn't spent much ti
My body ached as I started morning stretches on the front lawn of the pack house. Gerwulf and I seemed to not be able to keep our hands off one another for the last week. Between that and the increase of how much I was pushing myself to exercise, my body definitely needed a break.He had finally agreed to schedule my Luna ceremony this weekend and the entire pack was ecstatic. Even though we were only a few hundred people at the moment the community seemed tight-knit. Gerwulf would be leaving soon to stage another attack and hopefully bring down Harvest Moon this time. Afterwards he planned on expanding more and taking down somebody who'd started a pack made of some of the most ruthless rogues.I got up and took a deep breath starting my early morning jog. Today I'd decided on a tight pair of leggings and a sports bra. The air was chilly but I knew by the end of the jog I'd be drenched in sweat if I wore anything more.I
I fucked up. I fucked up BAD. It's the constant thought that's been in my head for nearly two weeks now. I sighed and lay against the marble floor of my bedroom, staring at the ceiling. The food that had been given to me was still laying on the tray hours later. Any weight that I had gained from being here was now gone, easily I looked the way I had when I first arrived. No longer could I go anywhere outside of our bedroom. Gerwulf had placed metal rings around my ankles enchanted with some kind of magick that made it impossible to shift or leave the doorway. He'd forbidden any further interaction with Julian and threatened a war against the vampires if I decided to ever pull a stunt with him again. Currently I was bored out of my mind. Nothing interested me anymore q
"There's one really big problem with that," I sighed and Gerwulf looked confused," Praline said to reach my full potential I'd have to be marked by both mates. Kind of like with our fertility issue."Gerwulf's expression turned into a grimace," I don't like that the universe is trying it's best to push you two together. It's honestly starting to piss me the fuck off." He growled," but there's no reason I can't try and get you a shifter to practice with. Maybe I'll even let Simon start training you."The rest of the night was spent awkwardly trying to get as much information as I could out of my mate. Which in the end turned out to be very little. I spent the rest of that night and the weekend pestering Gerwulf until he agreed to just hire a shifter to help educate and placate me for the time being."I'm not going to eat a human," I tried my best to sound stern and put my foot down. It was only breakfast and I was already