Erina
He left me there, and I didn’t know what to do. Should I stay and wait for him to return, or should I leave? But I wouldn’t know how to get back to my room. If that was my room. But the bed was so soft and warm, the pillows so inviting. I was exhausted. Hungry, too. Exhaustion won, and I snuggled under the covers. It didn’t take long for me to pass out.
Someone dragged me out of the bed and threw me to the floor. Out of nowhere, I got a kick in the ribs, which left me gasping. Next thing I know, someone's yanking my hair.
“What the fuck are you doing in the king’s bed?” My attacker was a woman. A furious woman. And she was angry enough to kill me.
I tried to reach her painful grip on my hair and got a punch in the gut for my effort.
“Answer me! How dare you sleep in his bed!” she screamed like a demon. Her beautiful face wore a mask of hatred. Another one of those beautiful monsters.
“I-I didn’t know… Please, he never said…” There was no use talking to her. She shook me like I was her chew toy. My tears and cries of pain did nothing to stop her. Until he came.
“Elise! What is the meaning of this?” My savior, my tormentor. “Let her go.”
“My king.” The woman dropped me and bowed to him. “This slave was in your bed.”
I rubbed my poor, abused ribs. A few strands of my hair hung from her fingers, which she shook off, looking disgusted.
“Yes, I left her there. What is your problem?” He looked down his nose at me and regarded her with the same coldness, standing there with his arms folded across his broad chest. He wore a fine suit this time.
She sidled up to him, stroking his arm and looking up at him with innocent eyes. “But, my king, you never let your mistresses sleep in your bed. Why this filthy slave?”
He kept staring at me the whole time I was on the floor, trying to keep myself covered. It was humiliating; sitting there naked while they were both dressed in finery. A filthy slave.
Still breathing, Erina. Concentrate on that. You’re still alive.
“Since when do I answer to you, Elise?” Distant thunder in his voice.
At least the woman-Elise-recognized the warning signs. “Oh, no, my king! I didn’t mean…”
“I was in your bed last night, wasn’t it enough? What do you want?” In a heartbeat, he had his hand wrapped around her throat.
So, that is where he went. To sleep with her. I didn’t know whether to feel relieved or shamed. Why should I feel insulted? They were monsters. They deserved each other.
“I-umm… Nothing. I just…” she sounded scared.
He released her. “You may leave,” he told her in that tone that one dared not disobey.
She left in a huff, but not before giving me a hateful stare. This wasn’t over.
“Get up, huntress.” He threw his velvet robe at me. “Cover yourself.”
The robe covered me completely, and it smelled like him. It wasn’t unpleasant.
“Use the bathroom. I will send for clothes for you.” His face was a mask of indifference. My pain didn’t concern him and why would it?
Still, I didn’t expect this from him. Should I thank him?
“T-thank you, Master.” I rushed past him to go to the bathroom.
He was gone by the time I finished up in the bathroom. A neat pile of clothes lay on a chair in front of the fireplace. I removed the robe and wore the simple undergarment and gray dress. There was nothing suggestive or pretty about it. A dress for a slave. Thick woolen socks and black pumps finished the uniform. My hair was a mess, and I had nothing to comb it with. There was nothing for it but to use my fingers to disentangle the mess.
My stomach cramped from hunger. I couldn’t remember the last time I had a proper meal. The mouthfuls of water I drank in the bathroom only amplified the gnawing in my belly. But I didn’t have time to dwell on my discomfort because an elderly woman came to fetch me.
“So, you are the one the pack’s buzzing about?” Her critical eyes assessed me from head to toe. “Hmmph! Don’t look like anything special to me. You’re a hunter?” she shook her head. “A fart could blow you over.”
She looked less threatening, more like a grandmother than a dangerous werewolf. “I am not a threat.”
She cackled at my response. “Let’s get you something to eat. The beast in your belly is loud.” She walked out of the room and when I didn’t follow, she yelled over her shoulder at me. “Well, come on then!”
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The woman who I learned was called Gisela gave me milk and bread, which I devoured like a starving animal.
“You’ll be cleaning floors. I can’t trust you in the kitchen with all those sharp objects about.” She grinned at me. “Even though you look harmless enough, little mouse.”
Following her through the myriads of corridors, I wondered how I would ever find my way around when she called another girl dressed in the same uniform and about my age.
“This is Sophie. You will work with her from now on.” Gisela turned her sharp gaze on me. “And let me warn you, mouse, don’t cause trouble. You don’t want to get on my bad side.” I saw her eyes change color from blue to yellow. It only took a few seconds, but it was enough to terrify me. “Now that we have that sorted… Be careful, little mouse, there are a lot of cats around that would love to play with you. They don’t like that the king had you in his chambers.” She patted my arm, turned around and left me shaking.
MagnusI fell into darkness, unending night. No matter how I tried to stop myself, grabbing onto passing things, images that had no substance, flitting like smoke through my fingers, I kept on falling further. I screamed out, and it was her name that was repeated on my lips. Erina. Erina. My salvation.A sound, a laugh… It echoed through my mind. “Nothing but a lost puppy…”I crashed to the bottom of whatever hell it was. Breath left my body in a painful gasp, like I’d been drowning and abruptly pulled out by my hair.“Gaah!” My eyes flew open, searching for focus. I tried to sit up, but my body might as well have been stone. I couldn’t move.“Welcome back. Did you enjoy your little trip?” I heard her voice, the Dark Witch, but couldn’t see her.“Where are you, you demon bitch? What have you done to me?” Fritz was a dead wolf. I will end his entire pack. He will pay for his disloyalty, but if he touches Erina, I will flay him alive.“Tut, tut, Lycan. No use exhausting yourself with th
The horrified screams. Desperate cries. It all floated down to me where I crouched in the cell. My lips moved in silent prayer, hoping that Elise was somewhere safe. That she would come rushing down the stairs and free me. “Magnus, if you could hear me… please be alive. Please…” If only I could shift into my wolf.Patience, the wolf snarled at me. We await our time. “We don’t have time! They will kill us.” I was close to losing my mind. Was this the end for us?So this was the prophecy come true then? I was the instrument of death for the Lycan. God, I didn’t want this. No matter how much I sometimes hated him. He was mine, and I was his. Was this love? This conflicted emotion. The fine line between love and hate. I didn't understand it, but I knew I couldn't live without him. “I don’t want to live in a world without you.” That’s what he said a long time ago. Only now it was I that felt this way.We wait, the wolf insisted.Praying was useless. Crying even more so. I wiped my cheek
ErinaThe guards took me to the holding cells in the basement of the pack house.“You are finally going to hang, huntress,” the guard who held me snarled in my ear. “The king should have dealt with you long ago. You’ll never be one of us.”“Once we’re rid of you, we’ll kill your siblings too,” the other one said. He opened the rusty cell door and shoved me inside. It clanged shut in my face.I grabbed onto the iron bars and glared at them, committing their faces to memory. “You’re deluding yourselves. It will be your heads on a pike outside the castle gates for what you have done. I am the mother of his heir.” I held my head high, seemingly undisturbed by what happened, but inside I was a shivering mess. What if he believed I had tried to kill her? I should have expected she’d try something like this.“You are nothing but a cheap whore,” the other guard laughed and spat at my feet. They made obscene gestures, and I turned to face the wall. Eventually they left, laughing and making lew
MagnusWe’ve been driving for hours. Fritz gave the driver instructions, and we went off the tar road, up a gravel path until the car could no longer move forward.“We’ll have to go on foot, Magnus and I’m afraid we won’t be able to take your security detail with us. The witch won’t show herself if she feels threatened.”“And seeing an alpha male and a Lycan won’t make her feel threatened?” Sounds ridiculous. “She’s expecting us,” he said, his tone serious.The beast inside felt uneasy. Like something wasn’t quite right. There was a heaviness in the air, a stillness that was unnatural. No birdsong, no wind. Only the trees rising into the silent blue sky. We trudged up a rocky hill to a narrow opening in the mountain that could hardly be considered a cave.“Through there,” Fritz pointed.“We’ll never fit through that crevice,” I said. We were both muscular, big-boned wolves.“Not in this form.” He began removing his clothes, and I did the same.“It’ll still be a tight squeeze.” I hate
ErinaI dressed in a light cotton dress and had just finished when there was a light rap on the adjoining door, and I went to unlock it. Elise stood in the doorway, the air thick with the lingering scent of her perfume and hair products, her servants still bustling inside the bedroom.“My, my...” she drawled. Her voice irked my nerves. “Yes,” she said, looking me up and down. “I think you need someone to help you get ready. Rachel, please help Erina with her hair, and a little makeup couldn’t hurt.”I bristled, the words like a biting wind. “I don’t need anyone fussing over me, thank you.”“But you look so pale, washed out,” she said, her tone as sweet as honey. “Doesn’t she, girls?” A chorus of giggles answered. “Didn’t you sleep at all? I slept like a baby in the king’s arms.” “You don’t have to gloat, Elise,” I retorted, my words sharp. “If I hadn’t locked the door, he would have slept in my bed.”I saw the smug expression on her face melt. “Ugh, you’re ugly when you’re jealous, E
MagnusErina had locked the adjoining door, knowing I wouldn’t break it down. If it were my house, I would have. I rested my head against the door, listening for movement on the other side, pulling away only when Elise came out of the bathroom freshly showered and pampered. At least she didn’t need the servants around for that. But if it made her happy, I would let her have them.“I thought you would join me in the bathroom, Magnus. Can you at least sleep next to me tonight?” It was impossible to say no to her when she looked at me with her heart in her eyes. I should feel guilty for using her like that.“Of course.” I kissed her forehead on my way to the bathroom to wash away the haunting thoughts that tortured me. Watching Erina through the flames, dancing and laughing, swaying her hips to the rhythm of the guitars, like a gypsy. I wished we could always be like that, carefree, only me and her. But it was a pleasant dream. Dreams end when you wake up.Elise was still awake when I cl