LOGINVivian's life had always been an endless path of misery. with parents who shamed her for her sized and a sister who looked like a goddess but was actually a demon, she lost all hope of ever finding joy. but then she meets him. Alpha Lucien. a man who had stood up for her and defended her, and now he was her mate. the flicker of hope she felt vanished, however, when Lucien decides to reject her, leaving her broken and detached. she's vowed to never allow anyone to hurt her again, but faith had other things planned. alpha Lucien despite his words, could not stay away from.her. now, Vivian must decide if forgiving him is what's best for her, all while her venomous sister pushes herself on Lucien with her parents supporting. it doesn't help that she herself can feel the desperate longing that drew her to Lucien especially when she discovers the true reason he'd chosen to reject her.
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"Get out of my way, fattie!" Chloe snapped at me, struggling to shove me aside with her tiny, petite body. I pressed my lips together, not replying before getting out of her way. My mother rushed across the living room to us, glaring at me before adjusting Chloe's hair and makeup. "Don't get worked up because of your sister. Your hair and makeup have to be perfect for today." Chloe's annoyed expression quickly changed into one of confident joy. "Once the alphas see how beautiful I am at the mating ceremony tonight, I'm certain to get a mate!" Her words made my mother smile even wider, gesturing for her to move to the dining table. It already had dinner set out. Three plates with food on them. Three. In a family of four. The bitterness sat heavy on my tongue, but I was used to this by now. With a sigh, I walked into the kitchen, picking up a plate and serving myself a small portion of rice and stew. By the time I had returned to the dining room, father had already sat at the end of the table with Chloe and mother sitting on either side of him. They froze when my plate settled on the table. Chloe couldn't hold in her laugh as I sat. I prepared myself for whatever comment she was about to make now. "Don't tell me you're going to eat. On a day like this you should be trying to make yourself look as skinny and beautiful as possible, maybe some butcher will pick you up as a mate." Her words caused our parents to burst out laughing. Even father, who usually pretended to defend me, had his own words to cut into my skin. "Take your sister's advice, or don't bother coming to the ceremony. You have brought enough shame to this family just by being alive." I felt my appetite leave, and suddenly the food in front of me might as well have been poison. My gaze fell from his judgmental stare to my body. Despite my best efforts, my stomach still bulged out, pressing against the material of my simple dress. Even my fingers felt wide around the fork. Tears stung against my eyes as my mother joined the conversation as well. "Maybe it would be for the best if you stayed behind." My head snapped up to face her. "What? But the mating ceremony only happens once a year!" Father immediately slammed his palm on the table, pointing his voice at me. "Don't you ever raise your voice at my mate, you oversized pig!" I shrunk back immediately, whimpering silently while Chloe snickered next to me. Unable to endure the shame anymore, I shoved the plate away, standing up and storming to my room. No one followed. They resumed their conversation right after, fussing over how Chloe would look beautiful in her new dress. It didn't matter what she wore. With her delicate features and slender body, she would always be beautiful. The door of my room snapped shut gently. I turned to come face to face with my reflection in the mirror Chloe had brought in here. Just so I could see my ugly self every day. The woman staring back at me had red, puffy eyes, large hips and arms. Nothing like what any alpha would want as a mate. I felt myself losing hope as my body crumbled to the floor. Only those above eighteen were allowed into the mating ceremony. This would be my third and Chloe's first. She would almost certainly find a mate tonight, but me? Just like last year and the year before, I didn't know which was worse: not finding my mate, or finding him only to get rejected. I sobbed at the foot of my bed for what felt like hours, too afraid to lift my gaze to the mirror across from me ever again. A soft knock forced me to raise my head though. "Who's there?" Chloe's high pitched, mocking voice echoed into the room. "Are you still in there? Don't tell me you're crying instead of getting dressed and making yourself look beautiful. Your face is already naturally swollen, your crying will only make it worse." My hands scrubbed at my face to remove the tears. "What do you want?" Her voice grew cruel. "You're ugly. We all know that, and it's no secret. Tonight, I plan to get mated to one of the elite alphas of our pack, and even though I'm absolutely gorgeous, if they figure out you're my sister, it could make things messy." Unable to hide the sarcastic tone, I replied, "You don't need to worry, I won't get in your way." When she spoke again, her voice sounded almost deranged, psychotic even. "I have no guarantee of that." A second later, the sound of the lock on the door snapping into place filled my ears. My body froze, a shiver running down my spine as I stood, rushing to the door. Sure enough, it was locked shut. "Chloe? Chloe! You crazy bitch, you can't leave me in here!" "I'm sorry, I can't let you ruin this for me. Once I become a rich mate, maybe you can work in my estate. Just stay in here for tonight. It's not like your mate will be here anyway, this will just be another night where you fail to find someone." Her words cut deep into my skin, but the pain felt numb in the face of the anger I felt burning into my skin. Her footsteps pierced through the door, fading off until no longer audible. She had left. I rushed to the window, looking out to see her and my parents already heading down the road without me. My heart raced in my chest, panic gripping me, and I felt my confidence shatter. 'Don't give up.' My wolf, Lexa, whispered. 'Something big is going to happen today, I can feel it. But you're going to miss out if you don't find a way to get out of this room.' My body refused to move for a few seconds, already giving up. But then the image of Chloe's smug smile at the mating ceremony kept clogging my mind, and I stood, heading to the door. I might not find my mate tonight, but I'd rather die than let Chloe be the reason for it.Lucien's POVI don't know the reaction I expected.Joy, a giggle, maybe anger.What I didn't expect was for her to bend over and burst out laughing.Her hand gripped my shoulder for support as she laughed to the point of being in tears."Come again, Lucien?""I said..."Her fingers pressed against my lips. "A few minutes ago, you held me in that bed and made me feel like I had value. Now you want to take it all away because you want to play prince?""Vivian..."She cut me off again, sharper this time. "You heard what Eric said. There's no way. You can try, and if you succeed, I'll even leave this place, but you won't. So don't do something that will put you in even more pain than you already are."My eyebrows dipped. "What are you saying? You mean you don't want the bond to be broken?""I'm still confused as to why you're asking, but no. Not anymore. Remember, you still owe me for staying here with you and playing your little games. Your father is down, but the deal isn't done yet."H
Vivian's pov I stood, frozen in shock as Eric stepped out to embrace Alex, who was already waiting.The body stiffened from the touch, but didn't pull away.I turned to Lucien, my lips parting to speak, but he simply walked past me, not even glancing down.My confusion was quickly replaced with shock when a bushy mane of brunette hair charged right into me.Wendy was staring at me with wide eyes, panting deeply. "I don't want him to have a mate!"Her voice carried, loud enough for the guys to hear, but they pretended not to."What do you mean? A mate will be good for your brother. A mate is a good thing."She shook her head, her fist tightening around the hem of my shirt. "He doesn't even know what consent is. That Eric doctor man will just take advantage of him."Her voice had thankfully dropped to a whisper-like shout they wouldn't hear."I assure you, Wendy, Eric is a good man. He'll take care of Alex more than he would himself." I patted down her hair, which was tangled in more p
Lucien's POVEric's knocking grew even more insistent and annoying, to the point that neither of us could ignore it."Go away.""This is important. I figured it out. I know why your bond didn't break even after she rejected your depressed ass," he called.A low growl dug through my throat, and Vivian stirred in my arms, her hands pressed against my chest."We should hear what he has to say. It's important," she mumbled."Or we could just stay here and I could shower you with all the love and kisses you deserve. How about that, darling?""Tempting," she hummed, reaching for her clothes. "But no.""Come on. Eric is only here because Alex probably went to meet his sister." I whined, pulling her back against me before she could dress."Doesn't matter. It's still important. Don't you want to know what's wrong with us?""Not really. None of that matters when I'm with you," I mumbled, gently letting her go.She got dressed fast, sighing heavily when she saw me still lying on the bed. "Come o
Vivian's POVMy thighs parted hesitantly, and his fingers slipped in."Relax for me, darling. Breathe." He leaned forward, pressing his lips against my neck while his fingers finally breached me.The heat had produced enough slick for his fingers to just slip in.My body trembled against his touch, all the worry and confusion from the sudden heat vanishing when he slipped another finger in to join the other two."The way your body reacts to me, Vivian, it doesn't seem like that of someone who doesn't want me." His fangs grazed my neck with each word, making me shiver. "I want to mark you."I groaned, finally coming to my senses enough to slightly pull away. "What?"His fingers parted inside me, causing my body to curl forward, knees trembling."I can't resist anymore, Vivian. I might be the alpha now, but your claim as luna isn't strong unless you bear my mark. And I can't bear to let you walk around without it.""We aren't even fully bonded. There's no way..." My voice trailed off wh






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