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Mary

I sat on the bed thinking of what to do. first i need to shut the door. because any one can come walking in on me especially for the fact that they knew i was a boy.

I am really glad i finally found my mate but i was very sad because he wouldn't have the chance to love me like he was supposed to. he even wanted to reject me.. i finally got a kind mate who would have loved me but i couldn't just reveal my real identity . what if.... what if he is just pretending and when he find out i was a girl he will also abuse me like my pack members did.

But that other guy... i think his friend he was really so sure that i was a girl. was it because of my face? did he perhaps see my breast? but the t shirt was big enough to... i bit my lips at the thought and it was true what waji said i better stop pouting or i will get myself exposed.

After making sure the door was locked i removed the t shirt over my head,pulled out of the trousers before unwrapping the fabric i used to tight my breast. i must say its really tight .

I winced at the pain i felt when i touched where the fabric was and then i wrapped the towel around me before moving to the bathroom.

I sat on the bed wondering what i should wear when my stomach rumbled and i patted it with my finger. i was a man not a girl i was not supposed to be this hungry. i need to be strong.

I finally brought out a loosed trouser and a black shirt which went down to my thighs. it was so big just like him. i could admit my mate was well endowed his cute green eyes and his huge body. the aura he dominated when he spoke. i loved all of it.

' you are getting all red again' waji said annoyingly. ' is this how a man is supposed to behave?' she added.

' well its not my fault am a woman' i answered.

' then tell him'

' you know i cant' i said biting my lips. she sure knows how to make me nervous.

I laid on the bed and long minutes passed that i didnt even know when i fell asleep.

A bang in the door woke me up and that was when i realised that i locked the door. i quickly rose and opened the door only to see my mate staring down at me.

His green eyes met my baby blue and i couldn't help having his scent all around me maybe because i was wearing his clothes.

" Man you are turning all red again" he said smirking.

i simply tried to compose my self and wished my cheeks will come back to its normal paleness.

" well dinner is ready lets go dig in " he said and then hitting my shoulder he walked away.

He really doesn't know who i am... and if this boy acting will make me have my freedom and not be abused then i will surely continue for as long as i can.

I entered the hall in steady steps. finding him eating with his friend and i think his brother by the side. they were much alike but his face was more matured than that of his brother.

" stop squealing like a girl and come and eat" Joe said putting a spoon of food in his mouth as he moaned. wow the food must be tasty. i swallowed before coming closer and taking my seat.

All kinds of food was set there on the table that i wondered which i will eat. i licked my lips in amusement before digging in.

" I still cant believe you are a man, part of me is telling me you are not" it was Luca that talked now. flashing me a smile before he bent and continued eating. i raised my head to see my mate and he wasn't even sparing me a glance he was just focused on his food.

"what are you saying man. do you mean he would lie of his identity. though i must say he has a girly aura" Joe said scanning me from head to toe.

" I think i came in time" a voice sounded from the door and we all whipped our head to see who it was.

" yes baby but you are not late" Joe said. he looks like someone who likes flirting. its hard to believe that Victor is his brother. they were opposite of each other.

" well well who do we have here?" she asked coming closer to me.

" ohh that is Victor's mate, his name is Alex. Alex meet Bella and Bella meet Alex" Joe sounded confidently as he introduced us.

" what? his mate? a man?" she asked surprised.

shifting in his sit Joe replied " well what can i say that was what the moon goddess choose for him" and he shrugged his shoulder and kept quite.

" well that wont be needed since Victor is not gay and i am here for him.. he just has to reject her" she mused " right baby?" she added before pecking him in his cheeks.

I lost my appetite the moment i saw her. my heart started to hurt. i cant take this anymore and Victor is not saying anything as though he was not happy to have me.

" Bella sit and eat" was all he said and he continued chewing without sparing me a glance.

" I..Iam full" i managed to whisper and i got up to leave.

" Me too" i heard someone said and i whipped my hair to look at him. It was Luca and he was looking at me straight in the eyes. he could see my tears. i quickly wiped my tears with my hands and walked out of the hall.

" wait" Luca called from behind as he strode to meet up with me.

" look i know you are hurt but Bella means nothing to him" he said looking worried.

" oh.. no.. not at all i understand. beside i know how hard it it to be mated to a boy.. you know i feel it to i wanted a girl too" i managed to say to him. but he looked at me as though he didnt believe.

" well i dont know but my instincts tell me you are_"

" Beta... Alpha request your presence now" a guard said before walking away.

with one look he sighed before he hurried away.

I matched to my room and closed the door before lying on the bed.

That was it. i lost it. i was crying again. my mate does not seem to consider me and it hurts. it hurts so much.

The beta is suspicious of me and he is planning to reveal me.

what was i going to do? and then as if that was not enough Bella came.

I kept crying until sleep consumed me.