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Chapter 25 - Under my skin
I brought Leo to an old farm that allows people to have picnics on the property. The farm is so big that there can be multiple there and they would never be in the same place. It’s like a private place in public. I personally love places like this but I don’t know if this is Leo’s speed.
I am walking by faith here. I am hoping he likes it here.
We walk across a field littered with wild flowers. The flowers are the main reason I chose to come here with him. I thought he would love it here, since he loves flowers. I look back at him as we walk towards a tree that looks like the perfect spot to have our picnic.
He’s quiet so I don’t really know what he’s thinking right now. This makes me even more nervous.
“I thought long and hard about what we could do today and I came up with a very cool idea for our date today. I’m not afraid t say I came up empty, I wanted us to do something fun without the has
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The boy I should not love Chapter 29 - Truth
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