Chapter 20

Elina

It’s just as Lazarus said, I’m sexually aroused all the time. Nothing we do makes the feeling go away. After sex there is about an hour that my body rests before the feeling is back and Lazarus is the same. Every morning I wake up to him thrusting into me and for some strange reason I don’t mind. But all of this has to come to an end today. In 20 minutes Lazarus has his first shift on the bridge since I came here. I have been here for a week, well actually two but the first I was sedated so that one doesn't count. At the moment it feels like I wasted the first two days when I refused him.

“You can wander around the ship freely. Do you remember where the game room is? If you get lost you can contact me on the com. Remember that Skillys and Nim want to see you later. There is a map on the com if you need to find your