Is it all worth it?

ROSE’S POV

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Everything I do, I do for love, why can’t I be loved, do I not deserve love? How much I’ve yearned for love from the only alpha that ever caught, my eye, my Phillip, I learned from him for years, he was the love of my life, my first, I gave him my body before I had even gotten mated

Just when I thought everything was going to work out, I was given the burden of carrying my family name and making them have good social status and standings, even after that I still met him by chance and continued an affair, the only console I had in my mind was that he was not interested in any omegas, so his heart was safe, that was I thought

Until he met ivy, everything had turned upside down after that, it drove me mad how careless she was how no matter what she says or how indifferent she acts to him, he still only had eyes for he, and I who has sacrificed everything was just kept to the side while she could have everything, what did she have theta didn’t? what could she give that d