Selena’s POV
I wanted to scream. But I didn’t. I wanted to reach across the room and claw that smug, aristocratic expression off his face. To leave behind marks he couldn’t hide, scars that would remind him every time he looked in the mirror that I was not nothing. That I was not something. But I didn’t. Instead, I stood there. Frozen. With just my heart beat and how pained I was feeling by his words. Something like you. He’d said it with that chilling calm, like I wasn’t a person but a category. A class. A flaw. Like I was filth. I didn’t even want him to know my history. Not my name or origin But attests the fact that I was… Just… something. The insult settled in my chest, repeating severally in my ears. Gods. He didn’t even blink. He’d said it so easily, like stepping on a leaf. As if it cost him nothing to humiliate me. As if my pain was less than dust beneath his boots. As if I should be grateful to breathe the same air. I tightened my grip on my bag, the same tatttered kne i had packed with high hopes of getting atleast a well paying job. My knuckles were already white but I could not loose my grip. I wasn’t locked At least not anymore But I still felt humiliated and by what? Just one sentence? One sentence that seemed to degrade my entire existence. I followed him. Silently. Dragging my belongings behind me, I heard the material scratch the floors Loud enough for both of us to hear But he didn’t react To tell me to handle the bag properly. My head stayed high, even though everything inside me wanted to curl up and scream. But I wouldn’t let him have that. No more pieces of me for men to trample. No more tears for wolves with pretty eyes and venom in their mouths. Arrogant wolf bastard. Thinks he’s better because he was born with a title and teeth. Thinks power makes him untouchable. So what if I was a commoner? So what if I didn’t have lands or gold or ancestors with crests on their rings? I was still a being. Still whole. Still a woman who had bled and crawled and survived every betrayal thrown her way. And I would survive him too. I kept my distance, close enough to follow, far enough to keep my dignity from brushing the soles of his expensive boots. He didn’t glance back. Not once. Of course not. Men like him never did. They just expected obedience. They loved the silence Acted like they owned it . Expected you to fall in line because what other choice did you have? And the cruelest part? He looked like him. Facial features and all I hated it The only thing that out them apart was the build Zevran could never dream of a build like this. Same eyes. Cold. Unreadable. Unfeeling. Zevran. The name tasted bitter in my mouth. I hated that I could even think of him The reason why I was here Why my world was ruined Why I was decorated wanted And now… this Alpha. Cassian. It was like the Moon Goddess had taken my worst nightmares and dressed them in finer clothes. Like the universe had conjured a more powerful, more cruel version of the man who had already broken me. More entitled. More dangerous. More… Alpha. My throat burned, but I didn’t show it. Not here. Not now. I’d already bled for love once. I wouldn’t let pride be the next thing I lost. Finally, we reached the hallway at the heart of the estate. The walls here were different—no longer bare and stone, this one was grey, with splashes of white The splashes look unintentional I loved the concept Like he still had a bit of innocence Paintings hung in gold frames. The floors were polished to a mirror shine. Cassian stopped in front of a tall double door. Dark wood. Intricately carved. The air around it even smelled different—like cedar, smoke, and something mild but expensive. His room. Of course. He pushed the door open without a glance at me and stepped inside like he was returning to his throne. I paused. Stood at the threshold, my fingers tightening around my bag handle once more. I swallowed Holding the gap that lay at the back of my tongue The paint The king sized bed. The painting . The whole space screamed masculinity. Authority. Ownership. It reeked of him. I walked in slowly, my boots soft against the thick rug. Then I dropped my bags by the door with a quiet thud. That was where I belonged, apparently. In the margins. At the edge. That was all the space I intended to take. He turned to me. Hands in his pockets. The calm expression that never seemed to leave his face. And tyat look More like he already knew what I’d say before I even said it. And gods, that smirk. It made my stomach twist. He was enjoying this. My discomfort. My silence. My submission. He was drinking it in. “Your job,” he said at last, voice low and measured, “requires more than just keeping an eye on Sisi.” I said nothing. Didn’t blink. But my muscles tensed, Like they were already ready for impact. He stepped forward. Closer. Too close. Close enough that I could smell his cologne, earth and leather and something darker. “You’ll be acting as my Luna,” he expressed casually. More of a command. “For her sake. You’ll perform the Luna rites publicly and maybe,” he paused, his eyes going over my body once more, “privately.” I blinked. Once. I stared at him, the words slow to settle in my brain. Was this real? Was this a joke? Was I still chained in the dungeon and hallucinating? My lips parted. But no sound came out. Not yet. Not until I understood exactly what he meant. Not until I peeled back every layer of this twisted arrangement and saw the monster inside. But deep in my gut, I already knew. This wasn’t just a job. This wasn’t just childcare. This wasn’t just humiliation. This was control. This was theater. This was the beginning of something darker, deeper… crueler. Something I couldn’t walk away from.Cassian’s POV The fireplace continued burning. Burning to the extent that the wood was almost completely burnt. But the thing was I barely noticed. My eyes remained on the same sentence om the war report for tye oast ten minutes. My brain barely even processed anything i was looking at… but I knew it was something about patrol schedules and a border near the east ridge. But I couldn’t even bring myself to finish reading it. Because the house was too quiet. And that silence was deafening. Where was Sisi’s humming? Her footsteps? That little knock she did when she wanted to “sneak” into the study and steal my pen? I leaned forward, elbows on the table, dragging a hand down my face. Was I distracted? No. I was being cautious. Strategic. I needed to stay sharp, focused. That’s what I told myself. At least, until the door slammed open. “Alpha!” One of the younger maids stumbled in, her eyes wide, face pale. “It’s Sisi. She—she’s seizing. In her room. It’s… it’s really bad—
Selena’s POVAdjusting.That was the word I kept clinging to.Not surviving. Not enduring.Adjusting.I whispered it to myself like a spell every morning before brushing my teeth.Adjust.To the endless marble floors and high ceilings that didn’t echo quite so loudly anymore.To the staff who no longer looked through me like I was just a guest passing through, but greeted me with polite nods and sometimes even smiles.To the strange, almost tender routine I’d somehow fallen into with the Alpha himself.Cassian.Sometimes, he joined us at dinner.Not always. But when he did, he’d sweep in like a man who had no idea how much space he took up—even when silent.He’d sit across from me at the ridiculously long table, tearing into bread with his bare hands, sleeves rolled up, forearms dusted with ink and power.Sometimes he’d ask, “Did you like the soup?”I’d mutter, “Yes.”And then he’d offer Sisi his bread roll like he was handing over a crown jewel, glancing up at me afterward with a bro
Selena’s POVI was sinking and I didn’t even have s way out.Ever since the announcement, I haven’t said a word.Not to Cassian.Not to Sisi.Not even to myself.It was hard to come up with any Especially when my body went into full shock from the announcement Cassian had made earlier.Through at the rest of the ball, I was just physically present. My soul? Well it had travelled completely.I could still afford to smile when necessary and attend to sisi. But my mind?Gone.Back to that moment. That damn moment.“This is Selena. My mate.”Tye words repeated loudly in my head and I felt myself going deep into my imaginations.I hated how my heart reacted, hiw it drummed the minute he held my hands, like it had been waiting.Drumming loud enough to drown out common sense.Even now, as I sat at the back of this carA car that I had barely even taken note of the name.With sisi in between us like a wall.I liked it.In a way.i tried to steal glances at Cassian who was sitted Bt tye opp
Cassian’s POVI had never hated a room so muchThe ballroom was full. Overflowing, even.But none of it mattered.Not even the politicsNot the rehearsed one everyone offered themselves.Not even the wolves that circled like vultures, each one eager to carve out a future with the right alliance.I mean that was the purpose of these balls anyway.Because all I could see—was her.Selena.Even though I hated it.But my eyes remained fixed in her as she stood under the chandelier with that damn dress clinging to her cubes like water made of silk.The makeup artists always adviced bright shiny volors for balls like thisBut Selena?She made black shine the brightest in a room filled with different shades of gold and silver encrusted gowns.She stood beneath the crystal chandelier, that damn Just her.Bare. Honest. Devastating.With that hair that looked like a fire outburst.And still, she stole the entire room.I heard the whispers alright, even though some tried to hide it.And others co
Cassian’s POV“What the hell is taking her so long?”I cursed under my breath as I drummed my fingers on the arm rest in the car.The sound of the car engine continued even though I was still up sef and everything else felt like it had come to an abreupt end.She was testing me.That had to be it.We were already behind schedule. The Council Ball wasn’t something you walked into like a village bonfire. Nobles, diplomats, high-ranking alphas—they’d all be there. Watching. Measuring. Judging.And she was keeping us waiting. despite all my emphasis Again.I turned to the front. “Go check. If she isn’t down in the next two minutes—”“Alpha!” I turned around to the sound of the voice that just called me.To my surprise a maid threw herself on the floor.. She bowed quickly, fiddling with her apron. “Please, forgive the delay. The designer just finished up. There was… an issue.”I narrowed my eyes. “What kind of issue?”She swallowed hard. “The makeup artist arrived late. And then, um, sh
Selena’s POV“What?”That single word exploded from my lips like a gunshot.That was my exact reaction No filter No warning of any sort when Anna broke the news.I didn’t even let her close the door properly before screaming like a banshee.I placed a hand over my lips before gesturing at her to have a seat.Most times I wondered if Cassian let any of the maids have a seat.I could remember the first ever I had offered her a seat, her reaction was priceless.“A treaty ball,” she repeated, trying to sound calm. I studied her body language Maybe it was a prank of some sort.“The invitation arrived an hour ago. With your name on it.”“Really?”“Well not technically,” she chuckled and I rolled my eyesI might not be high and mighty, but it wasn’t cool to play with one’s blood pressure, was it?“But the alpha,” she continued, piquing my interest again, “was asked to bring a plus one, whom I think is you my Luna.”I stared at her like she’d told me I was being shipped to a war zone.“The