Flick of emotions

My eyes gleamed with tears but I fought very hard to restrain them. I couldn't allow Logan to see my tears, not now when I could feel him simmering with anger.

A slap sent me flying as I slammed on the wall before falling down with a thud. The impact was too much that I coughed out blood as tears started stinging my eyes.

"You filthy animal, how dare you touch me with your dirty hands?" Logan's voice bloomed into my ears and i shivered from the coldness etched on his words.

I didn't dare raise my head to look at him because that would make him more angrier than he already was. He doesn't forget to remind me how ugly and disgusting my face is.

" I'm sorry, it won't happen again." My meek voice travelled through the room. Despite trying, I couldn't control the tremble lacing my voice. My sorry would definitely aggravate the already bad situation but what else could I say. He was using his alpha voice on me making me submit to him.

" You are sorry? Why don't I see how sorry you are mutt!" He spat, moving to me before he started kicking me on my stomach repeatedly. I curled myself into a ball, hoping that the torture won't last long.

I could feel that afew of my ribs were already broken.

I could not help but lament at my cruel fate. What wrong did I ever do to the moon Goddess to grant me such a hard life. She must have loathed me to give me a mate who hated me to the core.

Maybe this was my fate and I should just accept it. The cruel fate engraved in me that I would never find a happy ending just like others.

I dared not make a sound afraid that Logan will punish me harder but my silence did the exact opposite.

" I see you are tough huh? Let's see if this will make you scream." Logan said and I dreaded what would happen next to me.

I peered to only see him produce a dagger before thrusting it into ny thigh. A blood curling scream escaped my mouth as the poison coated on the dagger burned my skin and flesh.

Logan did not stop as he continued thrusting the dagger severally on my thighs, my blood gushing out but that did not make him stop.

" Stop please, I beg you to stop." I whispered, hoping that he could have pity on me.

" So now you know how to beg, whore?" He spat before landing a heavy blow on my head making me pass out.

I was brutally woken up by a bucket of water being thrown at me. I coughed hard as I sniffed out the water that had entered my nose. I wiped my face with the back of my hand as I inhaled the bad smell from the dirty water. I thanked God that the water did not find my mouth open. 

" What are you lying there doing? Get your lazy ass up and go make me something to eat." Regina bellowed and I scrambled to walk to the kitchen.

" You better make sure you don't spill your filthy blood in my food." Regina said, reminding me that I had just been butchered by my mate.

I winced in pain as I tried to walk, the strain on my legs making the healing wounds hurt.

The poison was making me heal impossibly slow.

I struggled to walk to the kitchen despite the pain.

' Can you heal me?' I mindlinked my wolf, scar to only have her shake her head.

' I am weak and the poison is making things even worse.

The kitchen was messy, like someone intentionally ruined everything.

I decided to make pancakes for her. Mixing the flour and the water, I placed the pan on the cooker to allow it to heat while I beat the eggs to mix with the flour.

 I heard footsteps approaching the kitchen and I didn't need anybody to remind me of those familiar footsteps.

I could swear she was fuming mad by the weight on each step. I wondered what I did to make her so mad.

The door was pushed open with a bang and Regina strutted inside.

She took the jar of water on the table, splashing the whole liquid on me.

I was already underdressed with the thin satin dress omegas were provided which was already covered with dirt and soaked with my blood.

The water drenched me, making the thin fabric stick on my body like my second skin.

Without giving me time to breath, she was on my neck, strangling me.

I could feel her anger as she tightened her grip on my neck as her other hand served my cheeks with hot slaps.

She pulled my hair, scratched my face and kicked me while I stayed silent.

That's how we were trained here, to take out punishment without saying anything. Without questioning why or defending ourselves.

" You bitch! How dare you try to seduce the Alpha? Do you think I can't finish you off just because you are his pathetic mate? Are you trying to challenge my authority?" Regina roared like a mad woman as she continued to assault me.

" I didn't!" I tried to explain but all in vain as a hot kick landed on my already broken ribs.

Seduce the Alpha? How in the world did she come up with such an absurd conclusion?

" You dare deny it you whore? Are you saying that Logan lied to me about you trying to seduce him?" Regina roared, a hot slap landing on my cheeks and I was sure my cheeks would be coloured with handprints.

" I'll teach you your place." She said and I could swear I would not like what she was going to do next.

Regina pulled me to the hot pan, shoving my face and frying it on the pan. I let out a loud scream as my face burned. After what felt like forever, she pulled me away, throwing me on the ground.

" Take her away and drown her in the lake. Make sure she is on the verge of dying by the time you throw her to the dungeon. She will have to learn the hard way that around here she's nothing but a worthless Omega." Regina instructed the guards accompanying her and I knew that I was in for another nightmare and nightmare was what I received.

My wolf , scar, retreated to the back of my mind after failing to endure the pain anymore. I couldn't blame her, with the restriction, it was hard for her to heal. Leaving me with my weak and wounded human body to rely on. Of course, without getting any medical attention, even my human body couldn't handle the pain.

I laid on my stomach, groaning in pain.

My back was covered with whip wounds. Some had left behind big scars, but the scar in my heart was the biggest of all.

What did I do?

What shameful sin did I ever commit to be treated worse than a stray dog? What wrong did I  ever deserve this kind of cruel treatment, treatment worse than a criminal's?

Was getting mated to Logan really my doom? Did the moon Goddess perhaps curse me by giving me a Mate? If Yes,was it possible to send a petition to her and ask her to take him away. That I didn't need a mate anymore? That all I wanted was my freedom? The freedom to roam the lands without having anyone to restrict me or enslave me?

The following morning, I was taken from the dungeons and back to my working position. Even with the wounds, nobody gave me the time to heal or even rest. Scar tried to heal me but it was slow.

I managed to stay away from trouble for the better part of the day until I ruined one of the beta's shirt as I ironed it. The smell of something burnt lingered in the air even after I disposed off the shirt  under his bed. That was a stupid move and I knew that when the Beta barged into the room, sniffing around until he retrieved the shirt from under the bed.

" You useless piece if trash! How dare you ruin my favorite shirt? Do you think you can pay this with your pathetic life even if you were sold off? Ofcourse nobody would want a cursed bitch and weak Omega like you." The beta spat disdainfully as he walked to me before landing a hot slap on my cheeks and kicking me until I was now laying on the  cold floor.

" I didn't mean to please forgive me." I begged, my tears pooling and falling, painting my cheeks.

" Oh you will be sorry when I am done with you." He said, walking to his closet and retrieving two syringes.

I knew what was contained in those syringes and I dreaded what the contents would do to me.

" Please don't!" I whimpered as I felt dread fill my mind. I knew that was as a result of Scar's nervousness.

" Shut up!" With that he held me down, stabbing the syringe into my thighs and repeated the same to my other thigh. I cried out in pain as the wolfsbane spread to my body, heat spreading throughout my body burning each cell of my nerve. 

This was not the first time I have been injected with wolfsbane and the feeling was not something pleasant to a wolf.

As if the wolfsbane was not enough, the Beta produced a knife, turned me over and ripped my gown around the back. He then started carving out words on my back with a dagger. I must have passed out from her pain. The next thing I knew was Regina kneeling infront of me, a smirk on her face.

" Dress this bitch, she will be auctioned off today. After tonight, I won't get to see her ugly face again." she spat venomously.