로그인I couldn’t drive.
The car wasn’t just any car—it was his. Jason had bought it for me as a birthday gift last year, saying how he wanted me to have something special, something that was mine. But tonight, the thought of sitting behind that wheel made my chest tighten, my stomach twist, and my hands shake. I couldn’t keep it. Not tonight. So I left it there, parked under the dim streetlight, and started walking. The rain had started lightly, almost teasing me, and then it poured. My hair plastered to my face, my clothes clinging uncomfortably to my skin. My shoes squished with every step, the cold seeping into my bones. The streets of the city blurred under the neon lights, puddles reflecting the world upside down, and every splash I made felt like it echoed my broken heart. I barely noticed the sound of a car approaching, its engine cutting through the rain and my thoughts. “Amara?” a voice called, calm, gentle, laced with concern. I froze. The car slowed, its headlights catching the raindrops clinging to my eyelashes. Elijah. My next-door neighbor. Quiet, thoughtful, the kind of person who always noticed things without needing to be told. He leaned out of the window, rain running down his hair, and his gaze was fixed on me. “What are you doing out here? In this rain?” he asked, voice soft but steady. “I… I needed to walk,” I mumbled, my words barely audible. “You look like you’re about to float away,” he said, giving me a small, wry smile. “Come on. Get in. I’ll take you home.” I hesitated, shivering as my soaked clothes clung to me. Part of me didn’t want anyone to see me like this—broken, wet, falling apart. But another part, the part that wanted to stop trembling and stop thinking for a moment, knew I couldn’t do this alone. “Are you sure?” I asked, voice barely a whisper. “Positive,” he said. “Hop in before you catch pneumonia.” I stepped closer, my hair dripping onto my shoulders, and climbed into the car. Heat immediately wrapped around me like a soft blanket. I pressed my hands against the seat to warm them, my teeth chattering. “Thanks,” I muttered, finally sinking into the seat. “No need,” Elijah said, his eyes on the road. “Rough night?” I wanted to say you have no idea, but all that came out was, “Yeah… you could say that.” He didn’t press. The silence that followed wasn’t heavy—it was safe, quiet, a contrast to the storm outside. I closed my eyes for a moment, letting the warmth and the steady hum of the car soothe me slightly. After a few minutes, I whispered, almost to myself, “I just… I can’t believe he did that.” Elijah glanced at me briefly, his expression softening. “I’m sorry, Amara. No one deserves that.” His words were simple, honest. They didn’t erase the pain, but they didn’t make it worse, either. “I waited… for hours,” I said, voice breaking. “At a restaurant… for our anniversary. And he…” My throat tightened, tears threatening to spill. “He wasn’t there.” “I can’t imagine how that feels,” he said quietly. “But you don’t have to go through it alone.” His words weren’t dramatic. They weren’t full of advice or clichés. They were just true. And in that moment, with the rain pattering against the roof, I realized I felt a little less like my world had ended completely. I kept my gaze out the window, watching the blurred city lights pass by, thinking about how Jason had betrayed me, how quickly everything I thought I knew had crumbled. Elijah cleared his throat. “Do you… want to talk about it?” I hesitated, unsure if I could. But there was something about his tone—not pushy, not prying—that made me nod slightly. “I don’t know where to start,” I admitted. “Start anywhere,” he said. “I’ll listen.” And so I did. Slowly. Stumbling over words, stopping mid-sentence, letting out sobs I had held back all night. He didn’t interrupt. He didn’t judge. He just listened. Every once in a while, he asked small, careful questions: Are you okay? Do you need me to pull over? By the time we pulled up to my apartment, the rain had eased to a drizzle. My clothes were soaked, my hair plastered to my face, but for the first time since leaving Jason’s apartment, I felt something I hadn’t felt in hours—like maybe I could breathe again. “Thanks,” I said again, my voice quieter this time. Elijah smiled softly. “Anytime. That’s what neighbors are for, right?” I laughed faintly, a sound I hadn’t made all night. “Right.” I stepped out of the car, still shivering, and closed the door behind me. As I walked up the steps to my apartment, I realized something: tonight had been horrible, devastating even. But for the first time, I also realized that maybe… maybe I wouldn’t be completely alone. And that thought, fragile as it was, felt like the tiniest flicker of hope.Elijah was humming while he washed the dishes. That alone made me smile. I leaned against the counter, arms folded, watching him like he was some kind of surprise I still hadn’t fully unwrapped. “You’re staring,” he said without turning. “Can you blame me?” I replied. “You look very… domestic.” He laughed. “Don’t let my mum hear that. She’ll think I’m ready for marriage.” I raised an eyebrow. “And are you?” He turned off the tap and faced me, drying his hands slowly. “Careful, Amara.” “I’m just asking,” I said lightly, though my heart was beating faster. He stepped closer, close enough that I could smell his soap. “I’m ready for things that feel right. And you feel right.” That did something to me. He reached out, brushing his thumb along my jaw. “Come here.” I went willingly. His kiss was warm and unhurried, like he had nowhere else to be. When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against mine. “So,” he said softly, “about meeting my mum.” I laughed nervously. “You
Elijah didn’t let go of my hand the entire morning. Even when we brushed our teeth side by side, even when he reached for his shirt, his fingers stayed linked with mine like letting go wasn’t an option anymore. “You know,” I said, watching him struggle to pull a T-shirt over his head with one hand, “this is very impractical.” He grinned. “Worth it.” We ended up back on the bed, not sleeping, just lying there—faces close, legs tangled, his thumb tracing slow lines on my arm like he was memorizing me. “You’re very touchy today,” I teased. “Correction,” he said softly. “I’m comfortable.” That word again. Comfort. I shifted closer, resting my head on his chest. His heartbeat was steady, calm. “I like mornings with you,” I admitted. “I was hoping you’d say that,” he replied. “Because I want a lot more of them.” His hand slid to my waist, firm but gentle, pulling me fully against him. There was no rush, no urgency—just warmth and closeness that felt intentional. “You feel diff
I woke up before Elijah. That alone felt strange. I lay there for a while, watching him sleep. His face was relaxed, no tension, no walls. One arm was stretched toward me like even in sleep, he was reaching. I smiled to myself. So this is what peace looks like. I gently slipped out of bed and went to the kitchen. I wasn’t really planning breakfast, just tea. But while the kettle was boiling, I felt arms wrap around my waist. “Good morning,” Elijah murmured, his voice still rough with sleep. “You scared me,” I laughed softly. “Liar,” he said, resting his chin on my shoulder. “You like it.” “Maybe a little,” I admitted. He kissed the side of my neck, slow and warm. “You didn’t wake me.” “I didn’t want to,” I said. “You looked… calm.” He turned me around to face him. “That’s because I was with you.” I rolled my eyes. “You’re already starting.” “Starting what?” “Being sweet before breakfast.” He smiled. “That’s when it works best.” We ended up making breakfast together—b
By the time Zara left that evening, the house felt quieter—but not empty.Elijah stayed.Not because I asked him to.Because it felt natural.We were in the kitchen, washing dishes together. I rinsed; he dried.“You know,” I said, “this feels very… domestic.”He smiled. “Is that a bad thing?”“No,” I replied quickly. “It’s just new.”He leaned against the counter. “New can be good.”I glanced at him. “You’re not scared of that word, are you?”“Domestic?” he teased.“No,” I said, rolling my eyes. “New.”He thought for a moment. “I’m not scared when it’s with you.”That made me pause.I turned off the tap. “You’re very sure of yourself.”He shrugged lightly. “I’m sure of us.”We moved to the living room and sat on the couch, close but comfortable. His arm rested along the back of the couch, his fingers brushing my shoulder every now and then.“Zara likes you,” I said.He laughed. “I feel like that’s a big achievement.”“It is,” I agreed. “She doesn’t trust easily.”“I don’t blame her,”
Zara stayed the night.Not because she asked—but because I begged.“I just got back to the country,” she said, dropping her bag by the couch. “You’re not getting rid of me that easily.”I laughed. “I wouldn’t dare.”Elijah smiled. “Guess I’ll see you tomorrow then.”Zara raised an eyebrow. “Already leaving?”He chuckled. “I don’t want to interrupt girl time.”I walked him to the door.“Thank you for today,” I said softly.“For what?”“For being patient,” I replied. “For not acting weird.”He smiled. “I’m not competing with anyone. I’m just here.”That made my chest warm.He leaned in and kissed me gently. “Goodnight, Amara.”“Goodnight, Elijah.”When I closed the door, Zara was watching me with a knowing smile.“Don’t start,” I warned.She laughed. “I wasn’t going to say anything.”“You were thinking it,” I accused.“I was,” she admitted. “You look… settled.”“I feel that way,” I said, sitting beside her.She grew quiet for a moment. “You know, when you were with Jason, you were alway
Zara didn’t disappear after that conversation.If anything, she became more present.That morning, I woke up to the smell of food and the sound of laughter in the living room. I rubbed my eyes and walked out slowly.“What is happening?” I asked.Zara turned around from the kitchen. “Good morning, sleepyhead.”Elijah stood beside her, holding a spoon. “Your friend is bossy.”“She has always been,” I said, smiling.Zara pointed the spoon at me. “Don’t pretend like you don’t love it.”I laughed and sat at the table. “Why are you both cooking?”“Correction,” Elijah said. “She’s cooking. I’m just trying not to get kicked out of the kitchen.”Zara nodded. “He’s learning.”I watched them and felt something warm settle in my chest. It felt good—seeing two people I cared about in the same space, not clashing, not awkward.Zara placed a plate in front of me. “Eat.”“Yes, ma’am,” I said.Elijah laughed. “She scares me a little.”“She should,” Zara replied. “I protect what I love.”I looked at he







