TODAY: Age 21
Neil's POVI was sitting in my office.Office of an Alpha.I was still getting used to this new situation.Sure I always knew I would one day take over as the Alpha of our pack Blood Howlers, but I didn't think this day would come so soon.And even less the way it came to it.In my scenario, I had to kill my own father.I didn't do it for the Alpha position though many thought that was the reason.But no, I killed him because he killed my mother.Well he was too big of a coward to do it with his own hands.He decided to work with rogues and make a deal so they killed her instead of him.When the truth reached my ears I knew he had to be killed, or soon our pack would be overflowing with rogues.Now my father was dead and every single rogue that stepped in my way, ended up dead.Suddenly a knock at my door brought me back to reality and I told the person on the other side to come in.My Beta and second in command Ryan stepped inside my office.He was a cheerful bastard. Always wearing his smirk and goofing around. He was tall around 180 cm and had black hair paired with green eyes and a pair of dimples that had all the she wolves throwing themselves at him.And he took advantage of that fact as well.But I wasn't judging.He was loyal and we practically grew up together so that made him one of my two best friends as well."Hey man. Did you hear that the mysterious ruthless princess is finally opening her pack by hosting a ball? I bet she is ugly and that's the reason she kept to herself all these years."We chuckled at his words, but we both knew better."You can be a real idiot sometimes. We both know that's not it. She locked up her pack sure, but she never kept to herself or she wouldn't be known as the ruthless princess now would she? Also I'd say the lock down had more to do with the attack on their pack than anything else."He nodded his head and his face became extremely serious."Yeah man I know. But I still wonder what she looks like. But considering what she went through I think even the most gorgeous woman would be dead on the inside."I had to silently agree with his words.I've only heard stories about the Blood Moon pack and its history.But it was a story that resembled horror movie more than anything else.Alpha's daughter supposedly shifted for the first time that night, and a full moon shined as her wolf came forward.But moments after her first shift, the rogues attacked, and a woman from their pack led them inside.Almost half of their pack was slaughtered and the alpha gave his reins over to his daughter moments before he took his last breath.Ever since that day, the daughter went on a bloody rampage against any rogue that crossed her path.As a result, every pack feared them.Even a few of my warriors feared the ruthless alpha princess.Whoever met her, told stories about electric green eyes that spoke of a soulless person.But what bugged me in the back of my mind was the fact that I was curious about this woman.How she managed to rebuild and even surpass her father's reputation and only a few people ever met her in person.Rxan's words once again brought me back from my thoughts."Any more of those weird dreams?"I shrugged my shoulders which gave him an answer.Those dreams never left me alone for more than a day or two.It was always the same.I was standing in some kind of clearing and a voice that could be heard from all sides spoke to me."She will be hard to love. But without your love, our world will end."It was the same words, over and over.Until a white wolf with electric green eyes stepped from the fog surrounding me.Wolf's eyes were trained at me and a growl escaped it. Just when the wolf was about to pounce on me I usually woke up.But tonight was different.Another voice reached out to me.Telling me the wolf's name was Lily and we would meet soon.I told everything to Ryan and he was watching with his eyes almost falling out of his head."Well, I think it's now safe to say she is not from this pack."I nodded in agreement.Since I knew every wolf in my own pack that was a safe statement.But it still bugged me.Who was this mysterious she wolf that haunted my dreams?Since I had those dreams since I got my wolf on my 15th birthday, I usually pushed them to the back of my head, but right now I have no idea why it was impossible for me to do so."So my dear Alpha, are we going to the ball or not?"I focused my attention back on my best friend in front of me."I don't know. What's your opinion?"He looked like he was thinking about my words, but I knew my best friend. He probably came into my office with his opinion already made."You know. Somehow I think it wouldn't be bad. I know everyone is curious about this mysterious princess. Also an alliance with the pack that is as strong as ours wouldn't hurt, don't you think?"Once again he surprised me.Sure he wanted to see the ruthless princess but was thinking about our packs gain in the same breath."Yeah I agree. An alliance would make us even stronger, especially since the rest of the packs fear their pack almost as much as they fear ours."We got down to the plan of how to get what we wanted and I'd say we made a good decision to wait until the so-called ruthless princess was presented before dinner.We didn't want to make a mistake and negotiate with the wrong person.So now we only had to wait a few more days for the ball to take place."I will inform them of our arrival. We should head out the day after tomorrow, early morning. We should be there around lunch time and might just have a chance to meet her before the ball begins."Ryan agreed and went about his beta duties.In my opinion he was just on a hunt for a she wolf to warm his bed tonight.But now that I was alone my mind once again drifted to my dreams.Why was I having them?My wolf was a big black alpha male with blue eyes, and I couldn't help but think about how good he would look standing next to the white wolf.But I had no idea about the meaning of those dreams.When they first started I went to the witches quarters and asked Sienna the head witch about my dreams.She told me it was a dream that was preparing me for the future and that I shouldn't take those dreams too lightly.Her words confused me even more.But those witches always use such weird words.After what the witch told me my father started showing a lot of interest in my abilities and powers as a wolf, but my mother started to hide me from him.Those were things that were bugging me on a nearly daily basis, but there was no way I would ever get answers.My parents were dead and Sienna disappeared the day the rogues attacked our pack and killed my mother.We tried to look for her but we came across a note that said: " Stop looking for me Alpha. Stay hidden until you find the one that is meant for you."I guess she was speaking about my mate, but if you ask me what that note meant, I have no idea.Maybe once I find the white she wolf, she would have answers for me.My wolf was starting to get restless just at the thought of her. I tried to speak to him."Come on Zane. Calm down.""She is important to us, Neil. And you are just wasting precious time, sitting here and doing nothing."He was getting worse in the past few days.He wanted to find the white she wolf, but I had no idea where to start."Start at the ball, the day after tomorrow. And if we return without her I swear human I will find a way to leave you."His words made me chuckle, he was a grumpy wolf.But I agreed with him. I will look for her at the ball.I just hoped I would find her.Alice's POV "Are you sure it's a good idea?" Jessy must have asked me the same question at least a thousand times already. "Yes Jessy. I am sure. I was hiding behind a mask every time we left our territory for the past 6 years. I think it's time I show myself. I am tired of hiding. You know me. I never was a coward." She gave me a soft smile and a hug. "I know Alice. But you know we worry about you. You may be our Alpha, but you are still our best friend." I looked at Ashton who was sitting on the sofa not far from us. He was also nodding his head even though ever since that horrendous night he didn't speak much. Since my mother was the traitor, it hit us all hard. We all lost both parents that night and my brother was kidnapped. I could still not wrap my head around the fact that she was able to kidnap and harm her own son. Ever since we tried to find him, but to no avail. The worst part was we had to take over the pack the same day we lost everything. But I was convinced I
Neil’s POVTo say I was speechless would be an understatement.Since the day I learned that my mother was killed by my father I made a mental decision to reject my mate the moment I met her, because I was not willing to risk her life just because I was a selfish bastard. I was honestly afraid that I could turn out to be a monster like my father, because in our world only a monster was capable of killing his or her mate.So, I would say the decision to reject my mate was a completely logical one on my side. Better to be rejected than murdered in my opinion even though I did hear rumors here and there than being rejected was sometimes even worse than death in itself.The rejection supposedly left your soul empty and there was no happiness left in you. In time you turn into a vicious beast that cares for nothing and no one. That was not the best option either, but I was adamant to believe that those rumors were just that. Rumors. You know what they say, you tell yourself anything just to
Alice’s POVMy morning was pretty peaceful. Jessy was still asleep so I could get away from her and all her questions concerning my mate for a few hours at least. I was confused as it was. The fact that he appeared now, when I wanted to show myself to the world and wanted to look like the ruthless Alpha princess I was described as, was a huge inconvenience. Either I liked it or not, or more specifically, if my wolf liked it or not, we were going to resist our urges and try to find a way that he would reject us. It might be easier than get the words of my lips, since the first time was painful as a bitch.Since I had a free morning, I decided to go down to the kitchen and help our omegas in there to prepare breakfast. You might find it weird but since the attack my mother led, we were a pretty tightly knit pack and we never invited anyone to our pack. My reveal this year will be the first time since that awful night that the gates would open up for other packs and their Alpha’s.As I
Neil’s POVOne moment I was enjoying this delicious cupcakes and teasing Alice and the next moment I was on the ground with a growling mate straddling my hips and growling in my face. Now this kind of position could make a mans imagination go really wild.It looks like I underestimated a woman’s passion for ger cupcakes. She looked kind of pissed, and I only took one bite. Now let me tell you one secret that not many people knew about me since I had to maintain my reputation as a heartless and cruel Alpha. I loved cupcakes and judging by my mate’s response to me taking one, I would say she loved them as well. And even though I was in a really weird position I could not help it but chuckle at the realization that hit me, but my mate seemed to not understand what was funny in all this, “What are you chuckling at mutt? I will chew your head of your neck if you dare to touch one more cupcake. Those cupcakes are mine. Every. Single. One. Of. Them. You need to realize this is not your pack
Alice’s POVThe only explanation I could find for the words I have just heard, was that my hearing was not ok. Maybe I should go check it out with our pack doctor. Sheila was a good friend of mine, and she would sure tell me the truth. Since I made up my mind I stood up and only then did I realize everyone was gone. A moment later Neil stood up as well with a weird look on his face. Well, weird since he was looking at me as if I was a crazy person, so I only raised a brow in his direction to let him know he better speak up because I was really not in a mood to lose words, and thank God he understood the hint, “Where are you going?”Now who was crazy? In what universe does he even have a right to control me and ask me where I was going? Not in this universe or more precisely in my pack. I was not obliged to tell anyone my whereabouts and maybe that was only one more reason why I did not want to be mated. Having a mate meant that someone always knew where you were, what you were doing a
Neil’s POVWell, honestly, I was bluffing when I said I would mark her against her will. I might be a werewolf, but some things were simply against my believes and marking your mate was one of them. I do have to admit though that when I was only inches away from the spot where my mark would be placed one day, that is if I manage to convince her we belong together, it was hard to keep Zane from taking what the Moon Goddess meant to be his.But the thing that surprised me the most was the fact how heavily I reacted to her words, especially when she was mocking me or making assumptions. Even insults to which I was usually immune it seemed got to me when they were coming from her kissable lips.As I was rounding the corner I almost bumped into my Beta, “Hey man, I was looking all over this huge mansion for you. Where have you been and why do you look like you ran a marathon?” you could say that nothing escaped Ryan. One thing was for sure because we grew up together and he knew me like th
Alice's POVOk. We have everything in place and ready for our ball this evening and most importantly, my first time without a mask around Alpha's of other packs. Ever since our pack has been attacked and my father lost his life just like many other of our wolves, not once did I leave our territory without a mask on my face.Our community was still patriarchally oriented and that meant that not many accepted the fact that I was our Alpha. So, it was better if I stayed hidden behind a mask even though they suspected I was a woman since everyone called me the ruthless princess, but they had no proof, until tonight. Tonight, everything will change. And I did not like the fact that my mate was here because he would pull my attention from everything. And that was a bad thing because I knew how the Alpha males were thinking. And once they realize I am really a woman, they would see me as an obstacle to claim and as an opportunity to make their pack bigger and stronger, but sadly for them, I w
Neil’s POVI knew exactly what I was doing when I gave Alice the necklace. Thank God her pack was as open minded as mine was, so getting to a witch was not that difficult. The hardest part was to explain why I would need the necklace to contain my smell, so I had to come up with a story.As my Beta so kindly reminded me, Alice would be a target of every Alpha male desires tonight if she did not have a smell of a male on her, or a mate mark that would let everyone know she was off the market.Since she was not willing to accept me yet as her mate, my only other option was to make sure she was cowered with my smell. At first, I could not think of any idea but than it just clicked while I was walking around the castle and stumbled upon witches’ wing. So, I ran to the nearby market and bought a necklace that had stones the same color as her eyes were so I knew she would find it hard to resist. And since I was her mate, she would not find it weird that she smelled me as long as I was the o