Rebecca wanted so much to leave the house, she couldn't stand her mother always pestering her, and making her feel she was cursed not to be married at thirty, it wasn't as though she was the only one that wasnt married, she tried to make her understand many times that she just needed time and also to find the right person, her mother made it even more difficult for her by inviting different spiritualist to the house, she thought it was time to leave her mother alone and get her own apartment, just that her father died at a very early age and her mother didn't remarry not because people were not coming, but because she wanted to be there for her child and train her without anybody's interference.
"Mother I have found a place, I will be moving very soon"
Her mother could tell at that instant that she was running away from her, she was worried for her daughter, she had not even a boyfriend, she blamed it on the fact that all her friends weren't married, she blamed it on her job, she blamed her singleness on everything around her, she even blamed her gay friend Josh, saying people would think she was dating Josh and that was why they were not coming for her, but Rebecca knew better, she couldn't tell her mother that Josh was gay and was therefore not interested in women, telling her a thing like that would make her think more about calling the spiritualist on her.
"Where do you think you want to leave to, I am your mother, you cannot just abandoned me here?
I promise to visit you everyweekens mother'
She didn't want to start an argument with her but she was sure her mother would not let her leave in peace, she was going to have to fight her way through but she just needed to start calmly.
" Mother, if I must find a man to marry me, I need to leave this house, I am an adult mother, you don't expect me to live with you for ever?
Marriage was the only thing she could use to get her mother, she watched as her mother thought deep about what she just said and she felt she had won the battle until she heard her voice again.
"But men would think you are promiscuous, living alone all by yourself, people will misunderstand you.
"Mother, when the right man comes he would know that I am a single photographer, who knows what she is doing, I am not going to be a liability to him and I would not be a burden to him, he would know that though I live alone I am still as modest,.
Her mother wasn't convinced at all but she had no choice, she just had to let her go.
Rebecca didn't have anywhere to go to, she hadn't even planned it yet, money wasn't a problem to her but she needed a plan, she needed to stay far away where herkther couldn't reach her easilly,but she would need her friend Josh he was a planner and they work together mostly, it was only on few occasions that they don't have a combinedwork, they work together and was planning a collaboration whereby as he plans for your event he would have only her as his photographer, so if he was contracted to handle a project, it automatically means that she had also been contacted and when they come directly to her, it also means that he has been contracted, that way they could make more money together.
Her mother watched her as she began packing her things, she wish she could stop her but it was going to be a waste of time, her mind was made up and she wasn't going to allow her change it, she seemed resolved, she packed in silent not wanting to meet her mother's eye but whenever she would meet her eyes she would just let out a smile to show she was happy to leave but deep down within her she didn't want to leave because she didn't have a plan but she just have to take this as a step. She planned on staying at a hotel till she learned her head.
Her head was hurting badly, but she needed to get away from her mother before she stops her, she just needed to get away and find a place to stay, the need to get married was already on her mind. The reminder was always there, she was going to be thirty in a few month though she already considered herself thirty since she was already in the year, but as an only child if her parents it was natural for her mother to be worried, she was all she has and she probably wants a family which is not a bad thing but Rebecca was not going to let her virtues down just becauseShe hurriedly left the house promising her mother that she was going to come back after she was settled, she was surprised that her mother didn't try to stop her, she was really surprised that she just let her go just like that without a fight, when she had been worried that her mother was going to try and stop her or argue with her. But she seemed rather too calm for words.Mrs Rose didn't want to stop
"hey!Rebecca almost jumped from her seat, she had forgotten about her friend's coming that she wasn't expecting anyone so soon, she looked up at him and wished he wasn't around, she wanted to enjoy her view alone. Seeing the man she had seen in her dream felt more like a tale to her, she couldn't believe it her self let alone sharing the details with someone else, people would think she was hallucinating or like a friend would say, you are watching too many Nigerian movies. She decided to pretend she was with him when her heart and mind was so far away."Why are you here girlfriend?"I am running away.She answered not shy in anyway about opening up to Josh, he was like a brother to her, he was more than a friend, he was friend in need and indeed. She didn't want to be judged and she knew Josh was the only one who would never judge her but looking at him now she really wish he wasn't with her, she wanted to admire her dream man in peace."Thanks J
Josh could tell his friend was not happy, he didn't want to give her hope, he had seen a video where Sandra fought a girl who tried to seduce Charles, she was too possessive of him and Rebecca was too naive to try to fight someone like that, if it was something that was possible for them to do he wouldn't mind but to help her get him but since her running away had to do with getting married he decided to help her."Babe, I am thinking, why don't you joking the dating group?"What's that?"It's a site, that after you sign up you can get to date different guys that would would help you have knowledge of what dating is all about, we never can tell you might even find your Mr Right there"Rebecca didn't like the idea of going out with different guys or men, she wanted to be herself, she wanted to be admired by a man without looking for them, but before she could respond, Josh was already with her phone signing her up to join the site."Done, you are no
Rebecca couldn't help herself, she felt so embarrassed, the only person she trusted, the only person she thought she could count on was the same person to disgrace her in front of everyone.She had been disgraced before, she had gone through something like that before but she never felt bad about it, disgrace was like her second name but she felt really bad because someone had been there to witness it, she felt terrible, she thought of leaving the hotel immediately, she doesn't want to spend another minute at the hotel, she wanted to just run away but she couldn't run now, she went to bed with tears in her eyes, she was sure her face would be swollen by morning, but she wasn't even a make up person so she doesn't know how to help herself cover her swollen lids or red face.She was pale and she was sure that by morning she would be paler.Rebecca checked the time on her phone but she couldn't see anything, then she remembered that she had switched off her p
Even though Rebecca would have loved to disengage from him, the very moment their body met, but she thought she must be dreaming again.If this is one of those dreams she used to have, of finding her dream man, then she should just enjoy it here, for she knows, that there is no way, such a man, would want her.She also needs to enjoy her dream, for the moment she wakes up, she would go back to her pitiful life.She held on tight to him, thinking that she would soon wake up only to realize that she has been hugging her pillow, but she is shocked when she heard his voice."Why are you still crying?His masculine voice, so deep, and enchanting, very demanding, and kind of scary, that she had to look up at him.The fact that he was staring back at her, while holding her close, made her realise that she isn't dreaming about this, and she is in the arms of the man she had been thinking about all night.She immediately disengaged from his hold, before he does it himself, for that would be m
While in her room, Rebecca gently brought her camera out, and wanted to delete all his images, but she is shocked, that she could not find any of the pictures she had taken.At first she was shocked, but after the feeling, that she had been deceived, she never angry.She became all the more angry, just thinking about it.He surely have seen those photos and he went as far as deleting them himself, only for him, to come and act like he is concerned about her crying.She thought to herself.She started thinking, that he just wanted to mock her, and she fell for it by hugging him.He won't be the first to mock her.He won't be the first to deceive her.She have always had the worse of everything.She let out a tear.All for running away from her mother.Maybe going back to her mother, won't be such a bad idea. There are so many doubts in her heart,but they all seem not to be so scary, as she feels she have seen worse, but the worst of her fears was, how to face Charles the next day, kno
Rebecca woke up early the next morning, and decided to leave the hotel, but where was she going to go? she couldn't tell.The thought to leave the hotel have been there since last night.She couldn't even sleep.How will she explain having his pictures?She thought for a long time, then seem to have thought of the best idea."Yes, I will just tell him that as a photographer, I take pictures of people where ever I go.I could even tell him that I am also an artiste and that I draw". She immediately dismissed the last one about being an artiste.What if he probes further, then i will be in hot soup.She shook her head.I cannot be here, he must not find me;She lamented and covered her eyes with her palm.She would go anywhere but the Hotel.She might have to go back home, and continue taking the trash from her mother.Her life is never going to make any sense to her, but as it is, she cannot go to Josh, for he had insulted her and she can also not stay at the hotel for the disgrace
"That was close".Charles said, as he held on to his chest and moved down slowly, with his back on the wall.If she had seen him, she would have thought he was stalking her or something of that nature.He had stood by the window, just looking out, when he saw her leaving the hotel.Then she stood discussing with Mrs Chioma.They talked for a really long time."What could they have been discussing for that long a time?He asked, as when she is about to, she turned back to look directly at him, as if she knew he had been standing there.He started feeling scared of her.When she turned back, he almost fell to the ground, out of fear, when the not before, he had been bold to pull her into his arms.Maybe he needs to leave Browny so that he can think straight.But she has left the hotel, her presence or absence should no longer bother him, but it somehow does.The only way to get the crying girl out of his mind, is by getting to talk with her. Again.He too got dressed, and left for his h