Se connecterAWAKENING
Nightmares were prettier than this.
The night stretched endlessly, the moon hanging over the estate like a watchful eye. My hands shook as I paced my room, the weight of Damien’s words pressing against my chest.
“Your wolf responds to me. You cannot hide from me.”
I didn’t know if I wanted to cry, scream, or collapse. All I knew was that the forest called me again. Every fiber of my being ached to step into the trees, to follow the pull I didn’t understand, to find the part of me that had always been asleep.
Bella appeared in the doorway as if she had stepped out of my thoughts. “You shouldn’t be alone,” she whispered, closing the door behind her. Her auburn curls framed her face, her green eyes intense.
“I’m not ready,” I admitted, sinking onto the bed. “I don’t even know where to start. I don’t feel anything.”
Bella sat beside me, placing a hand over mine. “Your wolf is there, Emily. You’ve felt her. The pull toward the forest tonight? That was her, testing you, reaching for you. She’s waiting, but she’s cautious. She senses the danger.”
I swallowed hard, shivering. “Danger from…?”
“You,” Bella said softly. “From everyone who knows what you are. From those who want to control your blood. From Damien himself, though he is --- complicated. Protective and dangerous.”
The mention of Damien made my chest tighten. I could still feel the echoes of his presence from last night. His molten silver eyes. His claim. The way he moved with such authority, such inevitability, it had set something inside me on fire creating a mixture of fear, longing, and confusion.
I had a mate who rejected me, so what’s this?
Before I could respond, a soft knock sounded at the door. My grandfather’s voice sounded urgent, “Emily, you need to see this.”
I followed him down the grand staircase, my legs trembling. Outside, the estate had transformed under the moonlight. Wolves of every size and shade prowled the perimeter, their eyes glinting like gemstones in the shadows. The air was electric, charged with anticipation and danger.
“Watch,” My grandfather - Matteo said, his voice low. “And do not interfere unless I give the word.”
I blinked. In the center of the clearing, a ritual space had been prepared — ancient runes drawn in the dirt, candles burning in protective circles. The scent of herbs and firewood hung thick in the air.
“Your wolf,” Matteo continued, “can awaken tonight. If she chooses to.”
I swallowed. My wolf. Awaken. The words reverberated in my mind. Could I do it? Could I finally shift, finally become something more than the girl who had been rejected by Ethan, used by the pack, and lost in her own fears?
Bella stepped closer, her voice steady. “Listen to her. You feel the pull. That is her speaking. Your wolf is asking you to trust her and trust yourself.”
I closed my eyes, letting the sounds of the forest wash over me. The wind through the trees. The distant howl of a wolf. The soft rustle of leaves. And then, a steady heartbeat. Strong, steady, echoing in time with mine.
I opened my eyes. A warmth spread through my chest, creeping outward like molten gold. My hands tingled. My claws itched. Something inside me stirred, stretching, awakening.
Suddenly, a howl tore through the clearing, sharp, dangerous, warning. My body stiffened. My wolf growled in response, low and deep, vibrating through my bones.
From the edge of the forest, shadows moved. Rogues. At least three of them, their eyes glowing yellow in the moonlight, teeth bared, claws extended.
“Emily!” Bella shouted. “Step back! Now!”
But I couldn’t. Something inside me surged, and my legs moved without thought. I stepped forward into the center of the runes. The ground beneath me thrummed. The wind picked up. My wolf roared inside my chest.
Damien appeared suddenly, emerging from the shadows like a predator born of night itself. His eyes locked on mine. His presence was overwhelming, commanding, intoxicating, terrifying.
“You shouldn’t be out here alone,” he growled, his voice low and calmly dangerous. “But I see you’ve begun.”
“My wolf,” I whispered, trembling. “She… she’s awake?”
Damien’s silver eyes glowed brighter. “She’s not just awake. She’s calling to me.”
The rogues lunged. I felt a flash of panic, but it was replaced instantly by something raw and fierce inside me. My claws extended without thought. My senses sharpened. Every shadow, every rustle, every movement, I saw it all.
The first rogue lunged at me. I swiped instinctively, my claws sinking into its shoulder. It yelped, staggering back.
Damien was beside me in an instant, shifting seamlessly into his wolf form. Black fur, muscles rippling, eyes molten silver. He moved with precision, striking another rogue down before it could reach me.
The forest erupted into chaos. Wolves and rogues clashed, teeth flashing, claws slicing through the air. I felt the surge of power inside me, raw and untamed, pushing me forward.
I lunged at a rogue, swiping with all my strength. My claws tore through its fur, and it shrieked, backing away. My wolf roared inside me, and the sound echoed across the clearing, mingling with Damien’s howl.
He glanced at me briefly. “Good. You’re stronger than I expected.”
I swallowed my fear. “I… I’m learning.”
“Learning fast,” he said, his voice low, carrying a soft compliment I couldn’t ignore.
Another rogue came at me from the side. My wolf instincts guided my movements, and I dodged, feeling a strange exhilaration as I landed perfectly behind it. I struck, and it went down with a
scream.
Then, everywhere went quiet.
IS THAT DAMIEN?I do not leave my room, not even when the sun rises and spills light through the curtains. Not when the house shifts with morning sounds. Not when footsteps pass my door again and again.I stay exactly where I am.The floor is cold beneath me, but I do not move to the bed. Moving would mean choosing something, and I am very tired of everything. I want to fade into the abyss. I miss my parents. And bella. No-one would talk about her, my days have been monotone with Daniel and Elio being the constant in my life.Elio has tried to get me out of my room but I feel like he’s forcing a sibling relationship which is not yet there.A knock at the door sounds softly.“Emily?” Grandma’s voice floats through the door. “Breakfast is ready.”I say nothing.Silence stretches.Then another knock, slightly firmer this time. “You do not have to come down. I can bring it to you.”I press my forehead against my knees and stare at the expensive marbling.I am not hungry. Or maybe I
DISAPPEARING I locked my door.Not dramatically shut it like I wanted someone to notice. I closed it slowly, carefully, then turned the key and stood there with my hand still on the knob, listening.Nothing.No footsteps. No voices. No knocking.Good.I slid down until my back hit the door and sat there on the floor like my legs had simply decided to give up on me. The room felt too quiet, but also safer that way, like silence was a blanket I could hide under.My breathing was wrong. Too shallow. Too fast. I pressed my palm flat against my chest, counting like I had learned to do years ago.One. Two. Three.It did not help.My wolf was not pacing anymore. She was not watching. She was not tense.She was gone.That scared me more than anything that had happened on the training field.I stared at my hands. They were steady now, like nothing had happened, like I had not stood in the middle of the training ring earlier while the ground tilted and voices overlapped and someone shoute
SHUTTING DOWN The training field looked the same as it had the first day, wide, open, ringed by trees, packed dirt underfoot, weapons resting on wooden racks like they were waiting for volunteers.Nothing about it had changed.Or maybe I had not changed at all, and that was going to be a problem.Daniel walked beside me, not too close, not too far. He had learned that distance over the past few days. Close enough to escort me, far enough not to feel like he was hovering.“You’re quiet today,” he said.“I’m always quiet.He glanced at me sideways. “You talk.”“Only when necessary.”He smiled a little. “You know, warriors talk too.”“That explains a lot about you.”That earned a short laugh, which I appreciated more than I let on. It made the walk easier,like I was walking lightly.The field was already active when we arrived. Pairs sparring. Someone shouting instructions. The sound of bodies hitting the ground, not violently, but with intent.My chest tightened.I did not
LIGHTThe training field smells like dirt and sweat and something metallic that clings to the back of my throat.I notice it immediately because my body remembers this place before my mind catches up. My palms start to itch. Not claws. Just skin, the way it does when I am about to bolt.Daniel walks beside me, his steps even, like this is another normal morning routine.“You can stand anywhere for now,” he says, pointing toward the edge of the field. “We will start light.Light. That word means nothing to me.I nod anyway.“Okay.”He studies my face for a second, like he is checking whether I will argue or panic or freeze. I do none of those things. I learned a long time ago that freezing only made things worse.Other warriors are already warming up. Some stretch. Some shift partially, letting claws extend and retract as casually as blinking. Their laughter carries across the field, relaxed, familiar.This is not how it used to sound.Daniel claps his hands once. “Pair up.”People
HIS NAME IS ELIO.Daniel and I left the training field when the sun was starting to drop behind the trees. My arms were still buzzing from the last exercise he made me do, which he called conditioning but felt more like wrestling the air until it won.He kept glancing at me while we walked back toward the pack house path. Not suspicious, not annoyed, just checking if I was about to faint or something. I kept my steps steady. My breathing even. My face neutral. I had perfected that expression years ago. A calm mask that never cracked, not even when my stomach twisted or my pulse climbed.“You kept up better than I expected,” Daniel said as he pushed a branch out of my way.“Oh,” I replied, pretending that was a normal sentence. “Thanks.”“You learn fast.”“Training helps,” I said quietly. “Or so people say.”He frowned like he wanted to ask something but changed his mind. Instead he pointed toward the small stream that cut through the back of the territory. “Let’s soak your hand
ANOTHER CHANCE.Daniel and I walked across the field in silence. The grass brushed against my boots and the air smelled like sun-warmed dirt. Warriors were already gathering, stretching their arms and talking like this was the most normal thing in the world.Inside me, my stomach tightened in a way I did not want to acknowledge. I kept my face neutral and hoped it stayed that way.Daniel glanced at me. “You slept well?”“I slept,” I replied.“That does not sound like a yes.”“It is close enough.” I shrug taking in the morning air.He let out a short laugh. “Alright. Close enough.”It was easier pretending this was casual. Easier pretending my pulse was not trying to break my ribs. I kept my hands loosely at my sides so he would not see the tension in my fingers.A group of warriors waved at him. One of them, a girl with cropped hair, whispered something to another. They both looked at me. Not with hostility. Not with anything obvious. But the past had trained my body to read looks







