I Nicholas Dawson, hate marriage; my only motive is to earn and take care of my sick father. I am content with my money and the hookups with no strings attached. Emotions make people weak so I cannot afford to have that- that's what I initially thought anyway until I was arranged to marry Miss Naomi Gellar to keep my father's last wish. Naomi Gellar is the type of woman I actively avoid. Loud-Childish-Shy and innocent. But soon I was proved wrong and before I could tell how much I loved her She was gone. I want my wife back but what to do if she is dead? or is it not? ************************************************************************************* I didn't want to marry Nicholas he wasn't an idle man to get married. A ruthless businessman with a habit of a playboy. I was however being forced by my father to get married. But I didn't know I would do anything to protect him in the future even if it meant i had to hide a secret. But little did I know it would become the poison in our marriage. ************************************************************************************ Its a story of finding love again, fighting past traumas, and how secrets and traumas often break a relationship is what you will read in this book. Nicholas and Naomi both are stubborn and have past traumas, we will have to see whether they overcome their past and move on or let the past break them.
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Never in my life, had I thought my father could do this to me.
Yes, I know he is an arrogant, self-centered, money-minded person but he cannot just ask me to marry anyone he wants!He never cared about my feelings or my opinion so today can’t be any different. So my father invited my so-called would-be husband to meet me and finalize everything. As I said my opinion never mattered even the most important decisions were in his hands. It's not like I am scared of him, I am more terrified of what he could do to my mum. I often asked my mum to leave him but for some reason, she couldn’t and now I am helpless.
I am frustrated and least interested to get married but my father has already considered HIM As my husband!
I am 27 for God's sake!!!, I don’t even know his name and haven’t seen any picture of him. My father is not going to disclose his name either because he knows what I can do with it *insert evil smile* According to my father, he is the best suitor for me, he is rich and smart and famous, and what else does a girl want right? As if I care about his money bahaha, I am happy with what I earn. I neither need his money nor his fame or his rich asshole presence around me. I am now sitting with my parents waiting for my Prince Charming. “Please behave like a decent girl for once, please Don’t disappoint me and embarrass me in front of him,” My father told me and I glared at my mother. Why does she never take sides with me??? For how long she will tolerate this…I worked my ass off to reach the place where I am now, I am a lawyer, and I earn enough to meet everyone’s requirements but still, he is disappointed.
And I guess whatever I do he will always remain disappointed.Indeed, I am not happy to get married. I am not too fond of the concept of marriage and I can give thousands of reasons why. But it is also true that I want to go away from this family, I want to experience warmth and love for once, or at least I want my SPACE my happy Space.
If I have to marry someone to stay away from this family, I am okay with it too. I want to go to a place where people will praise or respect me.This place suffocates me!!!
I hate this arranged marriage because I don’t know who the person is, I don’t even know whether he is nice or not, and to be honest the real reason is because my father likes him. I don’t think I will fall in love so easily, but I will try to make it work if it’s worth it. If you think I am crazy or bipolar, sorry to say I am not. It’s a mixed emotion I am currently feeling...and it makes me feel sick. My friends say I am too kind for this world and I now believe I am. I can’t love that person but I cannot hurt him also.Maybe we can be friends!!
Thousands of thoughts running through my mind, I might faint now. I cannot back out or cancel this marriage….Bu- “Mr Geller, he is here. “ One of the guards informed.
I was looking down completely uninterested, let my father talk to him, let him marry this Mr Rich.“My child look who is here” My god what happens to his voice? My god this man can pretend so
much… Yuck!!! My father is an opportunist he knows where to be stern and where to be sweet. I reluctantly looked up, and the first thing I saw was a pressed business suit. It isn’t a business meeting or is it considering the arrangement? He is tall and he has a well-built body, his suit hugging his body is a sign of what is he packing inside that shirt. He is wearing expensive shoes and watches. It only speaks RICH!!. No doubt because my father liked him… I heard an irritated scoff and that made me look directly into his eyes… Oh my God!!! The only thing I can say after I saw my would-be husband!!It’s none other than Mr Nicholas Dawson!! The famous businessman. To be precise Mr Arrogant ruthless businessman. Everyone knows him and a few of my friends work under him. They told me how intimidating he was. And not to forget he is famous for his scandals…He is a player, who only loves money and women.
Why God Why!!! Why him??? My father is sick otherwise he wouldn’t have allowed his only daughter to get married to someone like him. Everyone knows he didn’t want marriage he hated marriage.In last year’s interview, he told one of the interviewers of how much he hates marriage and the only thing he loves is his dad and his company. And then that night a photo of him and a model went viral.
So why is he suddenly in my house to talk about marriage?
Did he hit his head somewhere? Does he have any venereal disease, Oh god no Is he dying or something?
But why me? Why me when he could get anyone else? What benefit he will get out of this marriage?
Definitely hit his head somewhere. As if he could read my mind he narrowed his eyes at me annoyed and a bit shocked. I don’t know why my would-be husband also looked shocked. Does he know me?? Nah that’s not possible… No one knows me. I indeed know some of his employees but we never met…
Suddenly our eyes locked and he sighed in disappointment ..I am the one who should be disappointed
Hello!!!! Mr. I am also not willing to marry you either, and I hope you reject me because I cannot._THIRD POV_Nicholas went to New York last week for urgent work.Although he was internally battling on going far away from Naomi but he had to go anyway.. Because his work needed his attention as well.Nicholas left early morning so he couldn't say anything to Naomi.. Before leaving he just kiss his wife's forehead and said only thing he is been saying for the whole month..'I will never let you go.I love you'No he couldn't say this loud yet. He couldn't gather enough courage to say this.. He knows Naomi, if he says this now she will think it's out of pity or sympathy. And Naomi Gellar hate when people treat her out of sympathy.And also, he is confused as to say what to her, how to ask her forgiveness.. He still remembers how he treated her last time.. What guarantee she will even consider him..But without her for a week made him realise that it's today or never.. "No no not never thing.. It's either today or anyday.. I will prove her how much I care for her" He rephrase..Nicholas
(Heart breaking chapters ahead. Please don't hate me)7th October~It's 7:30 in the evening. I came really late to the room. How can I do this!!. I have to apologise to her now.What can I do ??you tell me.. I had to do something to divert the attention of media from this case. Media already suspecting about my everyday visit to this hospital...According to the source some believes my Dad is sick, some thinks Naomi is pregnant. Media can anyday gather in this hospital or can anyday publish this things... And if they know what actually happened to Naomi or The Rose then this will lead to a chaos..I cannot let anyone question my wife, I promised her I will protect her from now on, and I will stand with my promise till I die..So today I went to office and just appointed few people to look after this and not create any suspicion..I brought few sunflower for her while coming here..sunflower is one of her favorite flower.. How do I know??Remember I promised myself to know about her mor
_NICHOLAS POV_She actually wholeheartedly didn't want me in her life now.. Next few days after the nightmare incident , she didn't even bother to acknowledge my presence as if I am invisible..Like I promised I went to visit her everyday, even stayed whole night.I sneak into her room at night after she has taken the sleeping pills...Call me creepy but this is only time when I could sit beside her and hold her hand and even kiss her forehead..She turned really skinny and pale.. Recovery is still very slow.. As if the fighter in her lost all the battle.. Her sarcastic comment, cheeky smile, shine in her eyes everything fade away with it...She turned cold and her eyes lost all her warmth..Getting back to her medical condition.. I heard that she gets scared whenever anyone touches her.. She even screams and cry loud with pain... But doctor Leone is saying it isn't the physical pain...For first few days she was still talking to the doctor but now nothing comes out from her mouth.. S
𝘐𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮..𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘱 𝘬𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵...𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦,𝘖𝘳 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬?______________________________________Two days passed and Nicholas didn't leave the place beside her. He kept on looking at her.. He hold her hands softly scared to hurt her... But how ironical he thought... Because he is the person who is responsible for this...He is the person who had hurt her, call her vulgar name.I didn't meant any word baby.I was hurt, I was in pain. I couldn't think straight. It was hurting to much to see you with someone else. I just wanted you to go away. I couldn't even look at you and not think about you with someone else. I wanted to hurt you so that you could feel my pain.But,I didn't want
This chapter will have some content which might triggered you. So if you are uncomfortable.. You can skip the parts I will mention to the last page for the summary ...⚠detailed mention of violence._______________________________________THIRD POV_29𝘵𝘩 𝘚𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳,Nicholas ran to the hospital as soon as he got the adress. When he reached the reception , he is already out of breadth, panting due to lack of oxygen. Only God will know how recklessly he drived today...The receptionists is confused to see the man who is taking deep breaths , sweating, his hair is a mess and some of his hair is stucked on his forehead...But when he looked up , that's when the receptionist recognise who is he!!, she startled to to see the handsome billionaire like that..."How can I help you sir" The receptionists asked.."H.. Hi, can you give me the details of one patient?? " He asked still taking deep breaths to calm his racing heart..His chest is aching , he is gasping while talking."I am
NICHOLAS POVThe pang I am feeling inside my heart is unbearable. I hate this feeling . I protected my heart for so long, just to get ripped apart again.Was I overthinking and misreading?But she just let me touch her!!Or was it normal for her??Ughh!! The ache is returning. It feels like someone is squeezing it... I definitely a fool to get involved in this shit again... I shouldn't have let my guards down...I shouldn't have.I really loved her though,Breaking all the walls around my heart I let her see all my misery.It will be selfish to force her into something she never wanted..After all her heart never belonged to me..But it still hurts, it hurts to see her happy with someone else who isn't me. It enrages me ,make my blood boil to see him touch her what I thought belonged to me.I am still comforting me saying that she is still my friend and I cannot just react like that. I promised her to be their for her. I am her friend.Holding my emotions inside me is really difficult
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