Ava
~~~ Evelyn hurriedly stuffs my little box to its limit, clothes spilling out in a way that tells me the cheap contraption isn’t going to be able to shut well. “Leonel Sinclair?” She demands for the fifth time, “You slapped, splashed and kissed the Leonel Sinclair?” Even through my worry, I glance up from the cardboard box I was throwing my kitchen appliances into, “Splashed?” She waves it off, “it’s a word I use for throwing drinks in people’s faces.” “And you need this word regularly why?” Evelyn huffs out, “Ava! That’s not the point. You assaulted a billionaire. No, scratch that. You assaulted the billionaire who makes other billionaire’s look like… like us!” “You mean pretty?” I joke innocently, even though I feel my hands shake from fear. I clench them into fists. “Broke!” She throws her hands up, “He makes them look poor cause he’s that damn rich.” I know she’s taking this seriously, and I want to as well, but I need to get out of this apartment first, before The Madame finds me and demands the rent I very clearly don’t have. I’d only allowed myself to think about Mr Sinclair on the sprint back here last night. As my red hair had whipped behind me and my heart hammered at a pace that wasn’t normal. It was the first time in a long time I didn’t think of some escape plan from a desperate situation. My brain could only zero in on his name. Sinclair. Sinclair. Sinclair. It was all that played in my head even when one of my heels broke and I had to make the rest of the journey here barefoot. The moment I entered the building, I collapsed in exhaustion. Only when I woke up this morning did it hit me that I had to move. To make my next smart decision. My rent is due, and The Madame has promised me she wouldn’t be so kind with my payments this time. I’ve dealt with strict landlords before, but last time someone didn’t pay their rent to The Madame, his screams haunted us through the night before he “went away.” When I asked The Madame where, she gave the cruelest smile I’d ever seen and said, “ Be late with your rent next time and you’ll see for yourself.” So yeah, she has some punishment waiting for me if I don’t pay off my rent. A punishment I plan to never suffer. That’s why Evie, my only friend since coming to New York, is in my cramped space with me, dodging little droplets from the ceiling and packing my entire life into a few little boxes, intent on helping me run away. I can’t stay with Evelyn because she already has 3 brothers to feed and is barely scraping by. Plus, even if she offered me a room I’d never live with anyone ever again. The Incident has given me the good sense to be independent, and no one is breaking down those walls anytime soon. “I don’t care who Sinclair is or how much money he has.” I tell Evelyn, throwing my box with the other packed things, “All I care about right now is evading The Madame.” Evelyn stops zipping up my box completely, fixing her dark blue eyes on me. “Ava.” She begins, and a chill runs down my spine as her tone leaves no room for jokes, “I don’t know a lot about your past, but I do know a lot about your present. You run and hide whenever you face some crazy situation. This is the third time I’ve helped you escape a landlord. But you can’t run away from Leonel Sinclair. Where will you go in this world that he wouldn’t find you?” I let her words sink in, feeling them penetrate my guarded heart, and as much as I want to tell Evie I’ll figure it out, I know her words hold too much truth. Will I escape in a world that Leonel Sinclair can own? I shake my head, clearing my thoughts of any panic threatening to seep in. “I can’t think about that now.” I state, carrying my last set of paintbrushes. All I own now sits haphazardly in two boxes, “I want to believe after last night a billionaire would want nothing to do with me.” Evelyn’s eyes darken, “You may have some faith in him, but I don’t. Don’t you remember his divorce?” At last a shot of panic goes through me, not just because she brought up the divorce, but because of who I was when it was happening. I was bright. Beautiful. Betrayed. Now I’m shady, hopping apartments and hoping I’m never caught by the last person who housed me. “Of course I remember,” I warble out, angry at the shake in my voice, “His ex-wife Madison will never let anyone forget.” When I got my first apartment with a man who let me stay if I waitressed for free at his diner, and I was no longer too miserable from The Incident to watch tv, Madison’s account of the divorce was the first thing that showed on the old tv set. She looked worse than I did, crying on The Garrish Late Night Show about how Leonel had been a serial cheat and drunk throughout their marriage. The guy sounds awful, and the Sinclair I met at that art show only further proves that. Still, there was the fact he protected me from Mr Riggs, even if selfishly, and how he bought my paintings, even if just to get me off stage. Something about those two acts doesn’t seem to align with the rest of his character. “Look,” I state, “I know I’m in some sort of trouble, I do, but I can’t worry right now. When I get out of here Evie my first priority will be fixing this mess. I promise.” Her blue eyes soften, and she anxiously runs a hand through her strawberry blonde ponytail. “Okay.” She concedes, “Let’s just get you out of here.” I nod, relief flooding me, and together we rush out with my two boxes and load them into her run-down car. It’s only as I’m about to step inside that I fold my hands over my chest and realize with horror that my pendant is missing. “Shit,” I say, closing the car door behind me as Evelyn calls out to me. If it was anything else I’d have let it go, but that necklace is the last thing of my mother that I own. I run into the bedroom and desperately feel under the springy mattress until my fingers loop around cold metal. Bingo. Relief floods me as I pull out the Jade-colored butterfly necklace, but right now looking at it makes my heart flutter with guilt. I wonder what mum would think if she saw me today. Would she be able to understand what I’ve become? I don’t have too much time to think about it because the door of the apartment creaks open. My heart jolts, and on reflex I reach into my pocket and grab my knife. “Ava, Ava,” I hear the familiar tsk of The Madame as a chill through me. “Why don’t you come to the living room? Oh, and leave your knife. It wouldn’t do much good against me.”Hi guys ❣️ These Reckless Vows is taking a pause… again. I’ll be making some revision over the next week to make the book bigger and better for all of you, but I promise the main plot stays the same. Love you, see you soon ❤️
Leonel ~~~ There are not many things that piss me off as deeply as the sound of Genevieve Garrish’s name. The woman who was right at the heart of my divorce, pushing every single one of Madison’s lies worldwide. I’ve been waiting for her to pounce on this new story, to use my father’s downfall as the chance to bring me low a second time, but for two weeks, she hasn’t said a word, even as other media outlets picked up the story. Maybe the reason for her delay is the same reason for her visit. “Your home is lovely.” She says, her award-winning smile plastered on her face. But I’m in no mood for pleasantries, not now, and especially not with her. “Is there a reason you’re in my home, Garrish?” I snarl, refusing to lean back in my seat. If I rest for even a second I might not be sharp enough to find Ava when we finally get a lead. The smile leaves her lying face, and in its place is the cold-hearted stare of a business woman. “I heard about your father’s arrest.” she sa
Leonel ~~~ There are 50 states in America, and I can’t find Ava in a single one. “Check it again!” I bark at Ryan as he shakily informs me that the search in Washington DC yielded nothing. She’s not been found in Washington. She wasn’t found in NYC. Not Pennsylvania or California or Utah or Minnesota or Florida or any other fucking city I’ve had my men sweep through. It’s like she vanished into thin air. One second finally telling me she loved me, and the next out of sight forever. I yank at my hair, not even wincing from the pain radiating off my scalp. It has become more sensitive over the past 2 weeks from my constant pulling, but I’ve grown to like the pain. When I feel like spiraling, it centers me. “Mr Sinclair.” Ryan says carefully, “It’s not like we aren’t all desperate to find Ms Allard, we just worry what all these national searches are doing for your reputation, especially since your father’s trial has begun.” I know what Ryan means. Having my men sweep th
Oliver - 2 Weeks Later - ~~~ Let’s do a little recap, shall we? Two weeks ago, my boss threw the party to end all parties. An event loved by many, and envied by many more. The father fucking Sinclair Soirée. Well, Leonel’s father isn’t the only thing The Soirée fucked over. It led to the asshole’s arrest, Jaxon’s imprisonment, James dead, Leonel’s reputation still on the verge of collapse, but in a new way, and Ava… gone. That last one is the thing we’re all struggling to cope with the most. When the lights came on and Ava was no where to be found, Leonel nearly lost his damn mind. He ordered his men into the room, demanding they tell him where Ava and that psycho Riley went. “We didn’t see them.” Alaric insisted, and I swear the man nearly had tears in his eyes, “we didn’t see anything. The room was pitch black, it didn’t make any sense.” “So how the fuck did my fiancée escape with her psychotic half-sister in the dark when no one else could see?” Leonel roared,
GUESS WHO’S BACK?! Me. And guess what’s over???? The Sinclair Soirée. I cannot believe it spanned 24 chapters, and I cannot believe you survived all of them? Whats more, I can’t believe you sat through 84 chapters of Leonel and Ava. Thoughts? You guys know I’m obsessed with reading your comments. Anyway. I’m happy to announce that the First Part of These Reckless Vows has officially come to an end, and I’d be lying if I told you I haven’t shed a tear or 500. Thank you for making my first writing experience one to remember. Completing this first part could only be made possible because of all of you ❤️ Don’t worry, I’m not going to make a whole separate book. PART 2 will be continuing after this author’s note. What do you guys want to see in it? Do you think Ava made the right choice? What about Leonel? Let me know in the comments, and as always, whatever you guys want to see, ask me, and it might be given to you. Love y’all to the moon and back, and without further delay, I
Ava ~~~I always planned how I’d aim my first gun.It would have been pointed at Jaxon, and he’d have his hands up as he apologized over and over for ruining my life, for making me stay on the run more years than were necessary.I wouldn’t shoot him, but I would make him beg for his life, his happiness, the same way he has made me beg for mine over the years.What I never thought would happen when I aimed my first gun was that it would be at my billionaire fiancé, looking at me like I already shot him.“Do it,” I hear Riley say, desperation thick in her voice. She hasn’t said the true reason why she hates him, nor has she told us exactly how Leonel took her sister from her, but I’ve heard and seen enough of Leonel to know there’s no more justifying any of him behavior.“Ava,” he says, his grey eyes still fixed on me the way he looked at me when he told me he loved me. I hate him. I hate him for giving me that look even now.My hand shakes where it’s aimed at his chest, and the prickl