Chapter One
She had forgotten what warmth felt like. The cold, the darkness… they were all she had left.
The damp walls of the dungeon reeked of filth and rotting straw. Shackles clanked as Eileen Sanders stirred, her limbs too weak to resist the pull of gravity. The wounds on her wrists had dried into cracked, angry lines, and a testament to her three weeks of suffering.
She didn’t know how long she had spent curled against the cold stone floor, only that she no longer flinched at the scurrying of rats or the dripping of water that never reached her parched lips. Hunger had gnawed at her for days, but the pain had dulled into an emptiness she had grown used to.
Then, footsteps.
The dungeon door opened and the sudden flood of torchlight made her squint, her body tensing out of habit. The last time they opened that door, she had been dragged out and beaten until she couldn't move.
This time, a rough hand seized her arm and yanked her forward.
"Stand up, traitor," the guard sneered. "You're being reassigned."
Reassigned. A hollow laugh nearly escaped her cracked lips. It was a gentle word for whatever fresh torment awaited her. But she forced her feet to move, stumbling after the guards as they led her out of the dungeon.
She barely made it past the threshold before her knees gave out.
Her stomach twisted in protest as the scent of cooked food wafted through the halls. She took a deep breath. How she missed eating such foods. She was reminded cruelly of what she had been denied.
‘I used to eat at the high table. I used to be served.’
The thought lingered for a while.
She had once been the daughter of a Gamma. Her father was once known as the backbone of the pack. She had once worn silk dresses and adorned her hair with delicate braids that her mother wove each morning. She had once been proud.
Now, she was a ghost of herself.
Her dress, the only thing they hadn’t stripped from her, hung in tatters, the fine fabric reduced to nothing but rags.
Her once beautiful ginger curls were matted, dirt clinging to every strand. And when she finally lifted her head to meet the sneering faces of those gathered in the grand hall, she saw only contempt.
The new young lady of the house, Brenda Haemont, stood poised at the center, her delicate fingers tapping against her hip. She was beautiful; had golden hair, with piercing red eyes that could intimidate anyone. But there was no charm in them, only disdain.
"So this is the traitor’s daughter," Brenda mused, tilting her head. "The one who thought she could live among us like she belonged."
‘...thought she could live…’ she lived that life.
A sharp pain exploded across Eileen’s cheek before she even registered the slap.
Her head snapped to the side, but she made no sound.
Brenda's lips curled in satisfaction. "No proper greeting for your new masters? How disgraceful."
Another slap.
Her ears rang, but still, she didn’t react.
The silence only seemed to enrage Brenda further.
"You think you are still daddy's little girl. Do you think your father is still the Gamma? Twenty lashes," she declared. "She needs to learn her place." If only that could make her feel more pain than she already had.
Eileen closed her eyes as the guards dragged her forward. She braced herself. The pain was familiar. Predictable.
She was reduced to this embarrassment. This torture. This life. All because she was her father's daughter. Her father's only child.
The first lash tore through the fragile skin of her back. Like she knew, she didn't feel any pain.
The second seared deeper. Only because Brenda had called her father a bastard.
Brenda took her place. Her father took her father's place. They did so by lying that former Gamma Sanders was planning to disinherit the next in line for the Alpha position.
She knew it was all a lie. All for what? To be the Gamma? Eileen knew what she felt toward the Haemont family. She knew what she felt towards the Silver Fangs pack and it wasn't hatred.
No. That would be too kind of her. She was going to tear them into pieces but until then, she'd endure everything.
By the tenth, her knees buckled, but she clenched her jaw and willed herself not to make a sound. She wouldn’t give them the satisfaction.
By the Eighteenth, she barely felt anything at all.
"Enough," a voice drawled from above.
Chapter EighteenEileen crouched beneath the trees, brushing away the leaves that clung to the hem of her gown. She didn’t care about the wrinkles or the dirt or the fact that she was supposed to be "Luna" now. What did the title mean when she couldn't even breathe without someone watching?The breeze shifted. Distant voices fluttered past the trees, carried in little fragments:“…stormed out of the Grand Hall—”“…snapped at Elder Phinehas—”“…threatened the council…”She didn’t need to guess who they were talking about or hear all the gossip. Let them talk. Callister and her were only married in name. Truth be told, he pounced on her that night. Though she was in a trance and couldn't say no, nobody bothered to ask her how she was doing or whether she wanted to marry him. Callister had his wolf and a full sense of what he was doing… She quickly corrected herself. Callister was drunk. He was an unapologetic drunkard trying to waste his life. He was full of mistakes…Their future Alp
Chapter Seventeen Callister finally stepped out of his chambers with a scowl stitched into his face, his cloak trailing behind him like a storm cloud. He didn't know where he was going. He just needed to get the hell out of there and away from every wolf.The hall was already alive with murmurs, but they silenced as soon as he appeared. He knew they had all heard how he stormed out, disregarding their ‘mighty’ elders. Servants turned their backs. Guards straightened. No one dared meet his gaze. If he could treat the Elders anyhow he wanted, who were they to make him angry?He didn’t walk like a newly crowned Alpha.He walked like a man dragging chains he never asked for.Halfway down the corridor that led to either the Grand Hall or the backyard, his father appeared. Dressed in a tailored coat of muted greys and deep green trim. His father didn't look any different though he was now the former Alpha. He stood like a ghost trying to look whole.“You look good in that cloak,” His fat
Chapter Sixteen The heavy doors whispered shut behind him, and Callister stumbled into the cavernous hall like a broken shard of night. His boots clacked unevenly on the marble floor, his shirt half-torn, collar stained. The lingering scent of whiskey was still like a trail he could not outrun.By the throne, the Elders stood with their faces drawn, scrolls clutched in pale fingers.Callister moved toward the steps, each one echoing his own uncertainty. When he finally reached the throne, he sat like a man sliding into someone else’s armor. It was too stiff and too big. The chill of the stone seeped through his clothes and into his bones.He hated it. He hated this. How did they want him to pretend like he wanted this? How long was he supposed to endure this?Maybe his wolf would do great playing the role. However, when he called him, he refused to answer. Murmuring how angry he was that they didn’t spend their night with their bride.A hawk-nosed Elder cleared her throat. “Alpha Ha
Chapter Fifteen The Elders turned with identical expressions of disdain.“So,” one said, “the new Alpha celebrates his rise by drowning himself in liquor.”Callister didn’t stop walking. He passed them like they were ghosts. His eyes met no one’s. He made it to the table in the corner and poured himself another drink… this time clear, not amber, and threw it back with a tilt of his throat.The glass thunked against the table.“Get your shit together,” one Elder snarled. “This is not a title you can sleep off. The pack needs leadership.”“The pack,” Callister muttered, voice hoarse, “should have thought of that before tying me to a throne I did not ask for.”Another Elder took a step forward, his jaw clenched. “You were chosen by the Moon Goddess, by your blood, and by rite—”“I was cornered,” Callister cut in. “Do not mistake it for acceptance.” He sounded like a knife cutting through space.The room trembled with tension.Then, as if summoned by storm clouds, the door opened once mo
Chapter Fourteen The girls moved efficiently after that, laying out the gown, and drawing a fresh bath behind the wooden partition at the far end of the chamber. The scent of lavender and crushed mint wafted from behind, where steam curled and danced like spirits over the warm bath drawn for her. It drew her to it. Oh, how she missed this. The water glimmered faintly, petals drifting on the surface like fragile boats waiting to be sunk. Eileen stood still, her fingers grazing the sash tied tightly at her waist. The two servants hovered near her, waiting. Expectant. She turned to them slowly, lifting her chin just like a quick touch. “You may excuse me,” she said. “I will bathe myself.” The girls exchanged a quick look. “I— Luna,” the younger one started, her voice trembling slightly, “we are meant to stay and assist… if we leave without permission and the elders or even the Alpha finds out—” “I won’t tell anyone,” Eileen said, her voice low but clear. She took a
Chapter Thirteen Her presence lit the room effortlessly, her laughter folding into the Alpha’s like they were one breath, and one being. And when she spoke, her voice was silk; quiet, steady, and full of warmth that made even the coldest warriors soften.And for some reason, Eileen had thought of her own mother.Not because they looked the same. But because they felt the same. That same grace. That same effortless elegance that didn’t need jewels to shine. Her mother would have loved this moment. Would have smiled with that quiet pride that filled a room more than applause ever could. She used to speak of wedding days like they were dreams wrapped in satin. She used to say to her, ‘When the day comes, you will walk like royalty, and your dress will look like it was sewn from the stars.’She had believed her because of how beautiful she was and how happy she was with her father. She believed her because of Callister's mother, though she had died shortly after the day she saw her and